Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 997

Mo Yuanlian has been lonely all his life. Of course, this is in the eyes of outsiders, but he himself does not think that he has never needed mercy. In the eyes of Assistant Yin, he has never spent the New Year with others. For so many years Even though Assistant Yin knew that he had his own world in his heart, he still felt that he was lonely.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have come here on New Year's Eve.

How could Mo Yuanlian not understand Assistant Yin's careful thoughts, but he never cared and was too lazy to waste words with him.

After Mo Yuanlian left, Assistant Yin contacted Jiang Chen.

The other party answered him, "I'll be home later."

Assistant Yin and Assistant Jiang have not been married in these years, and there is no one at home, so they went to Shisheng's villa to celebrate the New Year together. Fortunately, there are many people there, so they are not too disturbing.

They just join in the crowd and have fun.

On the other side, Xi Yun said to Yue Chun: "I have to leave for a while, why don't you wait for me at the airport?"

Yue Chun agreed, "Well, it's up to you."

Xi Yun glanced at the time and said: "Then I'll go first. When my mother asks me later, you will say that I have some personal matters. I will go directly to the airport later. Brother, remember to help me with my luggage. See you later!"

Xi Yun left in a hurry, she went downstairs and asked the driver to take her to Mo Yuanlian's apartment, but on the way she met Mo Yuanlian who was holding a red umbrella, she hurriedly asked the driver to stop, she rolled down the window and lay on the car The window shouted obediently, "Brother Yuanlian, happy new year! Although I am an adult, I still want a red envelope!!"

Mo Yuanlian turned around and smiled slightly.

His eyes narrowed slightly, and his smile was overwhelming.

"Brother Yuanlian, you are so beautiful!"

"Xiao Yun has a sweet mouth."

Mo Yuanlian reached out and rubbed her head, Xi Yun grabbed the back of his hand and put it under her cheek, saying: "My anorexia is getting worse and worse, brother Yuanlian, how can I overcome it?"

Mo Yuanlian asked first, "Do you have any new plans for the next year?"

"Well, I want to go to Ireland to participate in the competition. If I idle, and keep idle, I will be very depressed and more and more anxious."

"So where are you going now?"

Every New Year's Eve, Xi Yun would accompany Mo Yuanlian.

But this year she came earlier.

It must be something to leave later.

Xi Yun explained with a small expression of grievance: "Going to Rongcheng, the home of my eldest brother's biological parents, I don't know what's going on, but it must be a big deal for him to leave on New Year's Eve."

Hearing this, Mo Yuanlian knew it in his heart.

He didn't pay too much attention to Yue Chun's affairs, because Yue Chun could handle these things by himself. He took out a bottle of medicine from his pocket and handed it to Xi Yun, "This is the medicine to suppress anorexia."

Xi Yun took it and said, "Wait until it gets serious before eating."

What Xi Yun feared the most since she was a child was taking medicine.

"I prepared this before. I thought I would give it to you after you told me that I was seriously ill. I don't want this day to come...Xiao Yun, come to me when you have time, and I will relieve your mental stress. A large part of the anorexia is caused by this, and your anxiety ... seems to be serious."

Wen Yan Xi Yun asked with a pale face: "I can't stop, right? I want to learn more things, I want to keep myself busy all the time, I want more freedom? But brother Yuanlian, I have already I'm almost at the limit, I've learned everything I want to learn these years, and I plan to climb the most dangerous iceberg next year, I've been gambling with my life! But now you tell me that my anxiety is worse, What am I..."

What should she do? !

To learn more things, to challenge the limits, to take risks in various places, to gamble with one's own life, these are not the fundamental cures for anxiety, but for her, it is just a vent, and because of this, her condition has been very serious for so many years. Stable, but since when did the condition become serious?
Mo Yuanlian thought carefully and thought of Yuechun.

After getting acquainted with them.

Since they were together.

Mo Yuanlian originally thought that Yuechun could redeem her.

Of course, she also redeemed Yue Chun.

But it also gave her another cage.

Thinking of this, Mo Yuanlian asked her in a low voice, "Xiaoyun, you asked me last night, I think you are troubled by your relationship with brother Yuechun, this trouble makes you think wildly every day and adds to your pressure, I think that's why you're anxious."

Because she didn't know how to solve the relationship between the two and the relationship between the two, Xi Yun's anxiety became worse.

This matter is not a good thing.

But the two of them have to get along with each other.

"Brother Yuanlian, I'm tired."

Xi Yun is tired, tired of facing all of them with a smile every day; tired of running around every day; tired of reminding herself to maintain a good mood every day; tired of thinking wildly every day.

She was very tired, and these years of life had made her feel very tired. She blinked and said in a calm tone: "Father thinks that I don't remember what happened when I was a child, so how can I forget? I just don't want to remember, because it's too much. Tired, they always say I'm heartless, but why am I really heartless? Brother Yuanlian, I'm so tired, living is really tiring, you say I, the daughter of the Xi family, don't Lack of money and freedom, I haven’t tasted the hardships and pains of life, why am I still so tired? I don’t know why this is happening, I feel that life is very bitter, next year I should spend more time on the road, I even I hope there will be an accident one day..."

Mo Yuanlian interrupted her, "Xiao Yun."

Xi Yun reacted and said, "I'm just talking casually."

"Xiao Yun, whether you are sick or not has nothing to do with whether you have money. If your heart is sick, what does it have to do with your money?"

"Yeah, my heart is sick."

Mo Yuanlian rubbed her cheek and said: "Brother Yuechun is studying psychology, you can try to tell him to communicate with him."

"Can he give me the answer I want?"

"He might give you love." Mo Yuanlian said.

"Can love cure heart disease?"

Mo Yuanlian smiled and said: "The doctor can cure the body if you are sick, and love can cure the heart if you are sick. If you still don't know how to rely on him, you can continue to run around next year. Finding an outlet to vent is better than suppressing it. Wait until you have figured it out before confessing to him, I believe Brother Yuanlian, he must be the one who loves you the most."

It's not groundless that Xi Yun has anxiety disorder. At first it was related to the incident when she was five years old. Xi Yun didn't want to think about it. The only person who understands her is Mo Yuanlian.

Mo Yuanlian knew that she wasn't really heartless, she was just used to suppressing herself and didn't want to think about the past.

She will filter all unhappy things.

So it always makes people feel that she is very happy.

But only you know if you are happy or not.

"Brother Yuanlian, I like big brother, but I don't know how to express myself, but he is very important to me."

"Brother Yuechun is the most uncontrollable and least confident thing is to be sure of your heart, so you are still unfamiliar with each other."

"Then how do I make him trust me?"

(End of this chapter)