Wandering

Chapter 51

Feng Junzi suddenly asked a very strange question, and Zhang Zhi replied embarrassingly: "Are you kidding, of course not!"

Feng Junzi: "That's right, why should I marry Qixin?"

Zhang Zhi smiled: "That's right, you don't have to marry her... But Qi Xin swore that everyone in the world knows about her practice, what do you want her to do?"

Feng Junzi asked again: "Did Qi Xin say it? Did she tell others that I broke the Qi Emotions?"

Zhang Zhi: "No, she didn't say a word. She went back to Xuanhuazhai and came out with a new mask. No matter how much Lay Xuanhua asked her, she didn't say what happened."

Feng Junzi: "That's right. Apart from you, I'm afraid no one else would have guessed it was me. Only you, me, Shi Ye and Qixin know it. As long as we don't tell, Qixin doesn't have to be embarrassed."

Zhang Zhi: "I think my dad can guess it's you. And Qi Xin, who looks really sad, I don't think it's just pretending."

Feng Junzi: "Please go back and tell Mr. Zhang not to say anything. There is Qixin, you know her, right?...Then I ask you one thing, to comfort her, just pretend it never happened ...Also, this is Qixin's mask, please return it to her, and return it to her quietly in private, just say that I have offended you."

Feng Junzi took out the white mask from his pocket and handed it to Zhang Zhi. Zhang Zhi took the mask, stood up and left with a promise.This girl has always done things swiftly and swiftly, coming and going quickly.When Zhang Zhi walked to the door of the car, he seemed to remember something, then turned around and ran to the old man who was singing, and gave him all the money in his pocket.The old man was stunned, and while he was in a daze, Zhang Zhi had already driven away.

After Zhang Zhi left, I remembered the question I was interrupted just now, and then asked Feng Junzi: "You still have something to hide from Zhang Zhi, if Zhang Zhi knows that you were with another woman yesterday... guess what she will do? "

Feng Junzi sighed, and said with a wry smile: "Zhang Zhi treats me, and you know the reason! I will find a way to get rid of her invisible thorn. At that time, with her wealth and status, she will not look at people like me. Yes. Don't talk about it anymore... By the way, Ishino, listen carefully, only you know about this matter, so please don't tell anyone again."

"Which matter? Is it Qixin's matter, or your body?"

Feng Junzi: "Don't say anything!"

"I won't talk if I don't talk about it, but I want to ask, how does that kind of thing... taste like?" I still asked. To be honest, it is impossible for a boy of my age not to be curious about this kind of thing.

Feng Junzi took another sip of wine, licked his lips subconsciously, squinted his eyes and looked into the distance and said: "You are a person who learns alchemy, and there are formulas for copulation and great medicine in alchemy, it is said that it is similar to that taste. If you have experienced it, you will know that it is indeed similar, but the beauty is so different!... The beauty of it, you can only know it after experiencing it. If you have not tasted this taste, it is the greatest regret in life... Don't take that kind of look Look at me, it’s not that I’m lustful.… It’s my nature, it can’t be forced or can’t be forced. At that moment, when I really fell in love, I couldn’t and didn’t think of avoiding it. Everything happened so naturally, so fascinated... I can’t tell you clearly, you’re still a virgin!”

What Feng Junzi said made me feel itchy in my heart, and I couldn't help interrupting him, "Feng Junzi, don't forget, you are three years younger than me."

Feng Junzi glanced at me: "How is it? Are you moved? You are more qualified than me. But don't forget, from the perspective of practice, it's better to wait until the golden soup state.... Do you think it's unfair? Do you keep a secret and you want an advantage? What kind of advantage do you want?"

Originally, Gentleman Feng wanted me to keep his secret, so I didn't want to take the opportunity to make any demands, but it would be better if I listened to him.I took the conversation and asked, "What can you do for me?"

Feng Junzi squinted his eyes and looked at me: "Shi Ye, do you know that in addition to the big and small furnaces, there is another skill in alchemy?"

"Outer furnace cauldron? I don't know!"

Feng Junzi: "The furnace cauldron refers to the root of the human body, and the outer furnace cauldron refers to the body of the opposite sex. For you, it is a female body. Since ancient times, many practice methods have double xiu. For example, the patriarch of Buddhist Tantra Master Padmasambhava is the achievement of twin bodies. If you don’t believe it, just ask Shang Yunfei, what is the method of performing double xiu?... There is also this double xiu method in alchemy, but it has been kept secret since ancient times. People call it the art of obscenity, and they are afraid that people with evil intentions will learn to poison the world. Have you heard of the art of intercourse? If I didn’t drink too much today, I really wouldn’t tell you this.”

"Housework? I've heard of it, but I don't know much about it. Please tell me." I am very interested in this topic, because I have no plans to become a monk, and I thought that he drank too much today.

Feng Junzi: "The outer furnace cauldron in the alchemy way is mysterious but actually simple. Think about it, from the moment of yang birth until the medicine is made into a elixir, is the body reaction at every step similar to that of having sex? However This state is cultivated step by step from the state of concentration, which is too difficult for ordinary people's mind. Therefore, some people use female bodies as a medium to directly absorb the mind and soul in the desire of men and women, refine the soul, and finally seek the way. In Buddhism, it is called It is called the Outer Furnace Ding in alchemy for the sake of happiness and tranquility."

I was dumbfounded when I heard these words. I didn't expect this kind of practice to exist in the world, so I asked, "What about intercourse surgery? What's the matter with intercourse surgery?"

Feng Junzi: "This kind of double xiu method is a cheap method for those who can't stop their desires. This method seems cheap, but it is actually more dangerous and difficult. Because if you are not careful, you will fall into lust and greed. If the primordial spirit cannot be captured, it becomes a sorcery that aphrodisiacs and promiscuousness, so you will be addicted to the room. Most of the magic in the room in the world is like this. Therefore, most practitioners do not teach this method, because it is really not regarded as right way."

"Why did you tell me this?"

Feng Junzi poured a full glass of wine, drank it down again, and became drunk again. He smiled and said: "If you help me keep the secret, I will teach you the method of the outer furnace. Do you want to learn?"

"Learning, it's always good to learn one more subject. When will you teach me?"

Feng Junzi: "My purpose is to help you, not to harm you, so I still have to wait until you have reached the golden soup state."

"Didn't it be unnecessary for you? Didn't you say that you don't have to insist on abstinence when you reach the golden soup state?"

Feng Junzi: "Don't care if it's superfluous, I'll ask you if you want to learn?"

"study!"

Feng Junzi: "If you want to learn, just wait honestly. Do you know why I remembered this?"

"why?"

Feng Junzi: "I saw that you were entangled with those women a long time ago, and you can't pass the test of men and women!...Actually, I can't say anything about you, even myself..."

What he said is right, if he uses the desire of men and women to teach me a lesson now, I am afraid it is a bit inappropriate. I just did that kind of thing yesterday.Thinking of this, I asked him again: "Junzi Feng, you and that person, that person yesterday, what do you want to do with her in the future?"

Feng Junzi: "Don't ask about things you shouldn't ask. Just take care of your own affairs! Let me ask you, how did Liu Yiyi and Han Ziying treat you, don't you understand? I'm an outsider. Come out. You can't have someone you really miss in your heart, who is that woman?"

Feng Junzi suddenly asked such a sentence while drinking, he really stopped me.I know how Liu Yiyi treats me. No matter how big the world is, I seem to be the only one in her eyes.As for Sister Ziying to me, let alone, she even made an oath of sacrificing her life, although she didn't say it explicitly, but the implication is that this life is mine.what about me?Have I ever been tempted?It's impossible for me not to be moved, otherwise I wouldn't see them in the illusion of Qingmingjing!

I saw four women successively in the illusion of the Qingming Mirror: Ji Xiaoyu, Liu Yiyi, Han Ziying, and Liu Feier.When I saw Ji Xiaoyu, it should represent the sprouting feelings of a young man; when I saw Liu Yiyi, it was the love and affection that came naturally from my heart as a man; when I saw Miss Ziying, what I saw was the desire in my nature.What about Miss Liu?What does it mean when I see her?Is it really the place of love in my heart?

Mr. Feng was already very drunk, seeing that I didn't answer, he pointed at me and said, "Shi Ye, I actually know your secret, and I'm afraid only I can guess it. You like Mr. Liu, right?"

With a "snap", I knocked over the wine glass in front of me.Feng Junzi pointed it out, I had a feeling of being caught stealing something, subconsciously asked: "You, how do you know?"

Feng Junzi: "The biggest shortcoming of me is that I am too smart! That Yinshen travels, you have to save her if you don't want your life, and then I gave you the painting, you don't know the value, you don't know it, you know the value You are so concerned about the affairs of the Liu family that you have forgotten yourself. What is this? If you say you don’t like her, God won’t believe it! Also, when you were in Chinese class, You didn't dare to look up at the podium. Only when Teacher Liu turned around to write on the blackboard did you stare at her intently. I was sitting behind you and could see clearly....It's a pity that it was her! It's too...I Sympathize with you!"

I was speechless to what Feng Junzi said, and he didn't want me to answer, and then said: "You have more troubles than me, so you can take care of yourself! I will only say what I said today once, and I won't mention it again in the future. I It’s just teaching you alchemy. I don’t want to interfere with your private affairs, and I shouldn’t. Forget it, I’ve almost drunk, so let’s stop here... let’s get down to business, you know why you didn’t hit Qixin’s golden bell yesterday ? And I can hit it?"

"I don't know, is the slingshot weird?"

Feng Junzi: "The slingshot is an ordinary slingshot, but what I use is not an ordinary stone, and I am not an ordinary person. Your alchemy has reached the level of transformation, and the method of controlling things is self-taught. I should teach you how to practice it." Otherwise, you really don’t know what to do if you encounter the situation yesterday. At noon tomorrow, take the Qingming Mirror and sneak under the bridge opening of Zhuangyuan Bridge, and be careful not to be discovered by others.”

Feng Junzi got up to check out, and then pulled me out.He drank a lot today, and his footsteps were a little wobbly. I asked him where he was going, and he said drunkenly, "Go, go to school for evening self-study."

Why does he have this bad habit, why he always has to go to study at night after drinking, the influence is too bad.I advised him not to go, but he waved his hand vigorously: "No, if I don't study for a day, I feel sorry for the saints of all ages!" He really drank too much.I had no choice but to help him walk to the north gate of the school, while thinking about helping him back to our dormitory to lie down for a while, anyway, I couldn't get him into the classroom.

Helping the rickety Feng Junzi walk towards the school, I was a little confused because Feng Junzi asked me.What he said is right. In Chinese class, when Teacher Liu looks at the classroom, I always lower my head involuntarily, and when she turns to face the blackboard, I can't help but look up at her back. .Junzi Feng discovered this subtle action. I don't know if Mr. Liu noticed it himself?I haven't been close to Teacher Liu for a long time, since the last time I made a big fuss in Qiyun Temple.I thought that I would gradually stop having any super-ethical thoughts about her, but I didn't expect Feng Junzi to break down a bit today, and I found that this emotion has never disappeared deep in my heart.I don't know how it came about, let alone how to let it go, this gentleman, why did you bring up this matter?

"Shi Ye, why is it you? Isn't this Feng Junzi? Why did he drink too much again!"

I was thinking wildly, thinking of Teacher Liu, and suddenly I heard Teacher Liu's voice.Looking up, Teacher Liu was standing in front of me, only two feet away from me.Her beautiful face was right in front of her eyes, with three points of surprise, two points of concern, and a trace of resentment in her expression.I suddenly saw Mrs. Liu, my heart beat faster for no reason, I stood there not knowing where to put my hands, my eyes naturally avoided daring to meet her.However, in a blink of an eye, she saw another person standing beside her, a young man with a handsome face but felt somewhat evil. It was that despicable guy Tang Jin, Teacher Liu's boyfriend.When I saw him standing with her, I felt another inexplicable pain in my heart.

Feng Junzi obviously heard Mr. Liu's voice. He was half awake, stood up straight and said, "Mr. Liu, we just finished eating and are going to study by ourselves at night..."

Teacher Liu: "You drink like this to go to study at night? What did I say to you last time! Shi Ye, why did you go out to drink with him again... Forget it, you send him home first, remember, at night Go back and write a deep self-criticism and hand it over to me after school tomorrow."

That Tang Jin stood next to Teacher Liu and looked at us with disdainful eyes, and said to Teacher Liu in a soft voice: "Fei'er, don't be angry, there are always disobedient students, the current students, oh... "

……

After entering the second grade of high school, the school's courses that have nothing to do with the college entrance examination have obviously been compressed a lot. Fortunately, they have not all been cut off. There are still two physical education classes, one art class and one music class every week.This is not bad in the local area, and many other high schools no longer have these courses.

It is said that our principal He Zhuoxiu once sent a report to Director Tang Song of the Education Bureau about the adjustment of teaching hours and subjects, and wanted to cut these courses in high school.However, this report was opposed by many old alumni of Wucheng Middle School who were already working in the city. They believed that it violated the century-old tradition of Wucheng Middle School, so now, even the third year of high school has retained these subjects.Our art teacher is a well-known local Chinese painter in Wucheng and the only art teacher in Wucheng Middle School.And our physical education teacher in the second year of high school is also a well-known qigong master in Wucheng. He was not taken seriously before, but his status has become higher since the qigong boom in the past two years.As for our music teacher, she is not very good. Although she can play the piano, she sometimes sings out of tune, but she must be kept because she is the wife of the deputy mayor of Wucheng.In the eyes of some school leaders, they always think that the physical education and art classes are reserved because of the music class.

The last class on Tuesday morning is physical education.After class, it was almost lunch time, and the boarding students took their rice bowls to the cafeteria to grab a good seat.And with the Qingming Mirror in my arms, I quietly walked out of the south gate of the school, preparing to go around to the Zhuangyuan Bridge.

Seeing that there was no one outside the south gate, I was about to leave, but I heard a woman's voice calling me from behind: "Shi Ye, Shi Xiaozhen, please stay."

Looking back, a person came out from behind a thick old ginkgo tree.She was petite, but she was wrapped in a large gray dress, her facial features were pale, her face was expressionless, and she couldn't even tell whether she was a man or a woman.I know this person, he is the Qixin boy of the Zhongnan sect!Didn't Feng Junzi say that she won't come to trouble me?Why are you here again so soon.I was very nervous when I saw Qixin. I didn't know what she was doing again, so I subconsciously wanted to take out the Qingming mirror in my arms.But Qi Xin waved his hand at me and said: "Shi Xiaozheng, don't be nervous, I'm not here to make trouble, I have something to ask you."

I breathed a sigh of relief, stopped and didn't take out the Qingming mirror, but I was even more puzzled in my heart: "Qixin, do you have something to ask me? No way?"

Qixin's mask is very delicate, and most people can't see it when she wears it on her face, but she can't see her true expression clearly either.I could only hear the meaning of begging in her tone: "Shi Xiaozheng, what happened the day before yesterday offended me so much, I hope you don't mind. Can I ask you one thing?"

To be honest, with Qixin's actions, I didn't have to pay attention to her.But Junzi Feng had such a fight with her that day, and I saw her face behind the mask, and I couldn't turn my face down to such a woman anyway, let alone she came to me politely today.I had no choice but to stop and ask, "What's the matter, please tell me first? If you still want to play with Han Ziying, I advise you not to come to me."

Qi Xin's voice was low: "Actually, I know that Han Ziying is not at fault for Qiye's matter, but there is no other way to deal with it. I failed in two fights, so naturally I won't trouble you again. What's more, Mr. Zhang Rongdao came forward I'm going to Zhongnan for mediation, I believe the head will not do anything for the time being...I just want to ask you one thing, that person, him, what's his name?"

that person?I immediately realized that she was talking about Feng Junzi.This Qixin is quite useless, Feng Junzi suddenly appeared and broke her combination of emotions, teased her and even took off her mask, but Qixin still doesn't know the name of that person.It's no wonder that Qi Xin was in a hurry at the time, she didn't ask, and Feng Junzi didn't have a chance to introduce himself, I didn't expect her to find me here.Do you want to tell her?Let me tell her, Junzi Feng's name is not a secret, she knows my identity, and just ask around to know who Junzi Feng is.

"His name is Junzi Feng."

Qi Xin: "I heard you call him Junzi Feng, isn't his surname Feng? Then what's his name?"

"His name is Feng Junzi, and his surname is Feng Junzi. It is not a nickname, nor is it an honorific title, but his own name." I am a little bit dumbfounded, the name Feng Junzi is really weird, and it is easy to misunderstand.

Qi Xin: "It turns out that this is the case, he... actually calls himself a gentleman. Do you know where he came from?"

There is no way to answer this question. When the Living Buddha asked me, I didn't confess Mr. Feng, and when Mr. Zhang asked me, I didn't tell the truth. In fact, I don't know the origin of Mr. Feng either.Only after thinking for a while, he replied: "I can tell you that he is my classmate, and his family lives in Wucheng. By the way, our class is Class [-] and [-]. I think you can find out after asking."

Qi Xin sighed: "That's not what I want to ask. He is a practitioner. Do you know what sect he came from? What kind of Taoism did he learn? Did he learn from any master?"

"I really don't know about this. You are also a practitioner, so you should know that it is best to ask yourself this kind of question."

"I, I, I—" She didn't say anything for a long time, and then said to me: "Then I won't ask, can you do me a favor and return this to him... This is a piece of paper. Zhi sent it yesterday, I can't ask Zhang Zhi to send it back... Since he took this mask, let him keep it as a commemoration. You tell him, the oath I swear by the calamity of heaven and man, Of course you can't repent, just, just, just hope that he won't treat others so frivolously in the future..."

The minds of these women are really wonderful, sometimes you don't understand what they mean?Feng Junzi asked Zhang Zhi to return the mask to Qixin in private last night, and at the same time apologized.If Qixin doesn't want it, then she doesn't want it. Why did she take Zhang Zhi's mask and send it back quietly, asking me to give it to Junzi Feng?Hearing her pitiful tone, I had no choice but to reach out and take the mask over.

This mask is very delicate, with a thin layer like the wings of a cicada, soft and milky white, it should be the one that Junzi Feng took off.However, after I took a look, I found something different. Seven golden stars were embroidered on the mask at some point, arranged in the shape of a dipper, which was obviously embroidered just last night.Listening to what Qixin said, she didn't want to play tricks. The oath that the practitioner swore by the calamity of heaven and man naturally cannot be regretted. I couldn't help but persuade her: "Actually, Junzi Feng is not as frivolous as you see. Usually it’s not like this, although he likes to joke around, he behaves like a gentleman.”

Qi Xin: "That's it, that's good, that's good." She said twice in a row that that's good, bowed to me, turned around and drifted away.

Feng Junzi asked me to go to Zhuangyuan Bridge quietly, so as not to be discovered.Unexpectedly, Qixin stopped him as soon as he went out.I carefully observed the surrounding area and searched with my spiritual sense to make sure that no one was paying attention to me, so I arrived at Zhuangyuan Bridge.Go down to the bottom of the pool along the camphor tree, part the vines, and get into the bridge hole where I often meditate. Mr. Feng is already sitting on the white stone waiting for me.I didn't see him in physical education class just now, this kid skipped class early.

"Feng Junzi, who do you think I ran into just now?"

"Who?"

"Qi Xin, when I left the school just now, Qi Xin stopped me."

Feng Junzi jumped up from the futon: "Qixin! What does she want from you?"

I told him exactly what I had just said to Qixin, and I also gave him the mask.Feng Junzi held the mask in his hand, his face was calm, and he didn't know what he was thinking.After a long time, he raised his head and said, "Don't mention Qi Xin's matter, time is running out, let's talk about something serious, Shi Ye, do you know this thing?"

He put away the mask and took out an egg-sized object from his pocket.It looks like a piece of exquisite and translucent jadeite, with a very smooth surface, without any cracks or impurities, and a strange wave of light rippling in the emerald green.I think it looks familiar, but I'm not sure: "Is this the dioplow chalcedony we stole from the Liu family last time? Why is it so small? It used to be the size of a palm, but now it's the size of a palm."

Feng Junzi: "It's that piece of chalcedony, the essence of the original jade. I refined it again and peeled off its shell. What you see now is pure chalcedony, the marbles I used to hit the seven-heart golden bell that day It is made from the outer shell of chalcedony."

"So that's the case, no wonder it's not an ordinary stone! Why are you showing me this?"

"Shi Ye, do you know what samadhi is?" Feng Junzi suddenly said something nonsensical.

Third sister?I only have one younger sister, why not my elder brother?I shook my head.

Feng Junzi: "Samadhi comes from Buddhist scriptures. It is also called samadhi, which means right concentration. 'The mind stays in one place, which is called samadhi.'"

It was only after I heard this that I realized that he was talking about Samadhi, not Sanmei.He only heard him ask again: "Shi Ye, do you know what real fire is?"

I shook my head again. I have read "Journey to the West" and "Fengshen Yanyi", both of which mention Sanwei Zhenhuo. Of course I know, but the real Huo Feng Junzi wants to ask is definitely not in the novel.

Feng Junzi: "The center of the five internal organs belongs to fire, and the human spirit comes from the heart, so the fire in the alchemy refers to the heart. The so-called real fire refers to the true heart, the pure heart. Do you understand?"

I nodded, I can understand what he said.Feng Junzi asked again: "Then do you know what Samadhi True Fire is?"

I replied: "I can vaguely think of it, but I can't say it."

Feng Junzi smiled: "That's true. Many realms in practice are difficult to express. In fact, what I said just now is also very reluctant. Have you read "Journey to the West"?"

"I've read it, but "Journey to the West" talks about Sanwei Zhenhuo instead of Sanmai Zhenhuo. What's going on?"

Feng Junzi: "It's just borrowing. Sanwei is the mistake of Samadhi. "Journey to the West" is a novel written for ordinary people, so it can be borrowed like this. In fact, the real fire of Sanwei in "Journey to the West" comes from another alchemy book " The "Sanmadhi Samadhi" in Xingming Guizhi. The so-called true fire of Samadhi is just the experience of future generations. Today I will talk about the true fire of Samadhi in my sect.... Ishino, you use the method of imperial object to make this The chalcedony hangs in the air."

As soon as I waved, the stone marrow rose from Feng Junzi's hand, suspended in the mid-air in the bridge hole.Floating in the sky to look at this chalcedony, it is extremely beautiful, it is almost transparent green, and it is still rippling with pure brilliance.Feng Junzi grabbed my left hand with his right hand, pointed to the stone marrow with his left hand and said, "Use my supernatural powers."

I'm not surprised, every time he doesn't say this sentence, I think it's not normal.After Feng Junzi finished reciting the mantra, he recited a passage that looks like a mantra and an ancient poem: "Hanguang has solidified, and the field battle is over, the body and mind are collected. , really angry and samadhi."

As the mantra was slowly uttered, the stone pulp in the air changed wonderfully, it was still a green and transparent ball, but its shape was flowing, as if the hard stone pulp had turned into a ball of green liquid.Feng Junzi used the real fire of Samadhi to refine the stone marrow, saying that he wanted to tell me his own experience about the real fire of Samadhi, but he didn't say a word.

He grabbed my hand and used his supernatural powers to pass it on from generation to generation.I can sense the chalcedony in the air, its changes are very mysterious, it seems that this lifeless stone also has its own consciousness, and this consciousness is not the stone, but mine, I can sense it, or Said I had the vibe of it.The so-called refining is to refine the "foreign objects" in the world into "spiritual weapons" that are integrated with one's body and mind.

Feng Junzi used the real fire of samadhi to refine the weapon, but he used a pure mind.Ordinary people's thoughts are empty and meaningless, but this Samadhi True Fire contains a huge energy, which can even change external objects.I was experiencing this wonderful feeling and unspeakable gains, only to hear Feng Junzi ask: "Shi Ye, do you know why I want to talk about the real fire of Samadhi?... Actually, this is related to your practice. Before the Tao, you cultivated the concept of impurity in Buddhism, and gained the power of mind in the concept of impurity. Therefore, if you want to learn the way of refining weapons, it is the most suitable place to start from here. If you learn the true fire of samadhi, it may be ingeniously similar to mine. different."

I do feel something, but I don't know if it is any different from Feng Junzi.I have learned the true fire of Samadhi. For me, it is to get rid of all the disturbances from the outside to the inside. After the appearance of the primordial spirit, the pure mind will come out. After this pure mind appears, it will be released in another way Sensing inside out the outer edge that has been severed.This kind of induction is different again, it is close to the realm of unity of mind and matter.This samadhi real fire is the mind in the innate temperament, and it can even change matter.

(End of this chapter)