rural little doctor girl

Chapter 393 Be yourself, live for yourself
Zixuan.

Thinking of Xu Zixuan's life-or-death appearance, Lin Guyu frowned slightly, and said hesitantly, "Don't worry about this matter, by the way, the weather has been hot recently, isn't the business in the shop not very good?"

Although Xiaoxue is Lin Guyu's maidservant, she has helped the hot pot shop from the very beginning, and she knows the situation inside very well. Hearing what Lin Guyu said, she nodded melancholy, "That's right, there have been fewer customers recently. Quite a few, the room is really too hot, even though there are ice cubes to cool down, many guests still find it too hot and don’t want to go.”

Lin Guyu nodded slightly, and said, "I see, by the way, you go and prepare some noodles."

Shouldn't we find a way to attract guests? Why does Madam want her to get noodles? Xiaoxue looked at Lin Guyu with a puzzled expression.

However, she was still a servant, so she was obedient and went to work.

Waiting for Xiaoxue to bring the noodles to the kitchen, Lin Guyu left Xiaoxue and Xiaohua alone, and the rest of the people rushed out.

Regarding those maidservants, even though Lin Guyu had their contracts of prostitution, he was always uneasy.

Xiaoxue and Xiaohua had been with her before, and Lin Guyu was 100% assured of these two people.

Xiaohua doesn't like to talk, but she talks about loyalty, which is not comparable to ordinary people.

It is not difficult to cook these two kinds of food, Liangpi frogfish, and the main material is noodles.

The material is simple, and the method is also very simple, but it is slightly different.

Liangpi needs to be washed over and over again, and then the precipitated water is stirred to become turbid. A little oil is added to the pot, and a layer is carefully spread on the surface of the pan, and a fire is added underneath. Liangpi is ready.

The method of frogfish is also very simple. Just mix the noodles with hot water to make a thin paste, pour it directly into cold water through a colander, and small tadpoles will appear one by one in the cold water, and this frogfish is made.

Xiaoxue and Xiaohua looked at Lin Guyu's food with amazement.

In the eyes of the two of them, this face can still be made like this.

Xiaoxue was a person who couldn't bear her temper, so she leaned in front of Lin Guyu, smiled and asked, "Ma'am, how do you eat this?"

Lin Guyu didn't speak, and the speed of seasoning was even faster.

In fact, these two methods are very simple, as long as it is a matter of seasoning.

If the seasoning is delicious, these foods will be very delicious. If the seasoning is not well done, the taste of the food will be much less.

After many experiments, Lin Guyu finally prepared the seasoning. He directly mixed all the seasonings and poured them into two large jars.

"The jar on the left is the seasoning that is added to the cold noodle, and the jar on the right is for the frog fish." Lin Guyu said, looking at Xiaoxue, "Let everyone in the mansion try it today. Remember to ask them if they think it’s delicious.”

"Yes." Xiaoxue said with a serious face.

"Xiaohua." Lin Guyu smiled and turned his head to look at Xiaohua, with a gentle voice, "You do more today, tomorrow you and Xiaoxue will make more Liangpi and frogfish, and let Xiaoxue help you at noon Let’s send things to the shop in the capital together.”

"Yes, ma'am." Xiaohua pursed her lips lightly, raised her eyes and looked at Lin Guyu with a smile.

"It's getting late now." Lin Guyu glanced at the sky outside, "I'll have my servants prepare dinner later, I'll go see how Zixuan is doing."

"Yes." Xiaoxue hurriedly helped Xiaohua pack her things.

Lin Guyu came out of the kitchen, the relaxed expression on his face disappeared, his brows were slightly frowned, and the worry in his eyes was obvious.

Turning a corner and walking directly towards Zixuan's room, before reaching the door, he heard the sweet and soft sound of bean paste coming from inside.

"Brother Zixuan, don't be sad, my parents and I will treat you well in the future."

Listening to what Dousha said, Lin Guyu had a slight smile on her face. Fortunately, Dousha is kind-hearted. If Dousha was like Zhao Yang, she wouldn't know what to say.

"I see." Xu Zixuan's lifeless voice came from inside.

Hearing what Xu Zixuan said, Lin Guyu felt a little uncomfortable.

Walking to the door, Lin Guyu raised his hand and knocked on the door.

"mother?"

Dou Sha turned her head, and when she saw Lin Guyu, the smile on her face became even brighter, and she quickly ran to Lin Guyu.

"Did Dou Sha take good care of Brother Zixuan?" Lin Guyu stretched out his hand to hold Dou Sha's hand, and asked with a gentle smile.

"Yes, Dou Sha is already an adult." Dou Sha stood up straight, silently withdrew his hand from Lin Guyu's, and said seriously, "Dou Sha doesn't need to hold Mother's hand anymore."

Really big man.

Lin Guyu looked up at Xu Zixuan, and saw Xu Zixuan sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Auntie." Xu Zixuan's mouth/lips were pale, and his originally beautiful eyes had lost their former brilliance at this moment, and he looked at Lin Guyu dully.

Lin Guyu walked to Xu Zixuan's bed, sat on a stool beside him, smiled slightly, "Zixuan, you are not young anymore, in fact, a few years older, you will be ready to marry a wife and have children."

Hearing what Lin Guyu said, Xu Zixuan paused slightly, and turned his head to the side.

"Since it's time to marry a wife and have children, it means you are an adult." Lin Guyu said with a gentle voice and a sincere face, "You should have your own ideas, and you need to become more mature. Sometimes people often say, The children of poor families headed home early."

"You are not alone, you have Xu Feng who can take care of you, and us."

"And me!" Dou Sha tried her best to raise her hand, raising her own hand high.

"Yes, there is also Dou Sha." Lin Guyu glanced at Dou Sha with a smile, and then said, "There are so many people around you who take care of you, you can do what you want in the future, but don't let yourself be overwhelmed."

"A person can only live for a few decades. Since you are not afraid of death, why are you afraid of living?" Lin Guyu's smile became brighter, and his voice was gentle, "So, don't think too much. , you can do what you want to do in the future, just live a simple life.”

Do what he wants to do?

Xu Zixuan's eyes were slightly red, he raised his eyes to look at Lin Guyu, and pursed his lower lips, "Auntie, I'm alive, what else can I do?"

"There's still a lot that can be done!" Lin Guyu frowned slightly, looking at Xu Zixuan with a puzzled expression.

His father was killed by his mother, and he was an unwanted child.

"I used to live, and I just thought, I... must be the Marquis in the future, and then finish what my father didn't finish." Xu Zixuan said with a serious face, raised his eyelids slightly, and said self-deprecatingly, "But now, I don't think those are important, those are just empty titles, why do you have to live and die for these?"

Since childhood, Xu Zixuan vaguely knew that he was the future Lord Marquis, and what he had to do was to manage the entire Xu Mansion well.

But when he grew up, Xu Zixuan felt that those were all ignorant thoughts when he was a child.

There are many people in Xu's mansion, but he is the most lonely one.

He basically doesn't live in the Xu Mansion, and the people in the Xu Mansion treat him respectfully on the surface, but in fact they ridicule secretly.

The previous fighting spirit gradually disappeared.

When he found out that his mother had killed his father, Xu Zixuan suddenly felt that his existence was a mistake and he shouldn't have come into this world.

"You live for yourself." Listening to Xu Zixuan's words, Lin Guyu felt a little worried, and said hastily, "You used to only want to be a lord, but now, you can choose to continue to be a lord, or you can choose to be a vassal." Traveling around the mountains and rivers, ignoring the world, you can choose your own path in the future."

Seeing that Xu Zixuan's face was a little moved, Lin Guyu continued to say, "Don't think so much, you should live comfortably and be yourself."

be himself.

For the first time, Xu Zixuan felt that all his previous efforts were for others to live.

Dou Sha was lying on the side of the bed, looking up at Xu Zixuan with a serious face, "Brother Zixuan, you are living for yourself, not for others!"

When everyone grows up, they will encounter various problems and become confused because of many things, but when they get out of the fog, they will find their own life.

Lin Guyu knew that if she talked too much, Xu Zixuan might be disgusted, so he found an excuse and went out directly.

When eating in the evening, Chi Hang hadn't come back yet.

"Mother, I'm hungry." Dou Sha sat at the dining table, looked at Lin Guyu pitifully, pursed her lips, and whispered, "When will Daddy come back?"

"Let's eat first!" Lin Guyu said, and asked someone to put the bowls and chopsticks on the table.

After the meal was over, Dou Sha and Xu Zixuan left, leaving Lin Guyu alone at the dining table.

"Ma'am." Xiaoxue stood behind Lin Guyu and asked worriedly, "You can eat something."

The meals on the table are all her favorites on weekdays, but now she has no appetite at all.

It would be great if there was a mobile phone in this era, and she would be able to keep abreast of Chi Hang's affairs all the time, so she wouldn't have to worry here alone.

"I'm not hungry." Lin Guyu frowned slightly, got up slowly, and turned his back to Xiaoxue, "Let someone take these away."

After speaking, Lin Guyu walked directly towards the bedroom.

Sitting in the bedroom, Lin Guyu's heart was agitated, and he took a book from Chi Hang's bookcase to read.

After only flipping through two or three pages, Lin Guyu didn't have the heart to read any more, and directly threw the book in his hand aside.

Walking back and forth in the room uneasily, Lin Guyu knew that if her worry was too obvious, all the servants would be worried to death.

Although they were not marching and fighting, Lin Guyu knew that he still had to keep everyone's hearts steady.

As the night gradually deepened, Lin Guyu opened the window and looked at the moon hanging high in the sky outside, frowning tightly, and his face was full of sadness.

Just when Lin Guyu wanted to go out and have a look, he heard Xiaoxue's knock on the door, "Ma'am, Master is back."

(End of this chapter)