Colorful

Chapter 196
"You don't have to pretend to be pitiful in front of me. Don't I know what kind of heart you are? Since I promised to help you, I will never go back on my word. Put away your tears, don't waste them." Shen Not without sarcasm.

Ji Cheng's tears were still on his face, but he couldn't help laughing at himself. He had clearly made a decision, but in the end he still couldn't help crying.But tears can't solve anything, they just make jokes, since she was a child, she has never been a crybaby.

Naturally, Ji Cheng suffered from insomnia all night. He sat in front of the dowry and looked at himself in the mirror. He picked up the hairpin next to him, and used the pointy end to draw on his cheek. I still have to destroy this face to survive.

In the morning Liu Ye'er came to open the door, and saw the debris all over the floor at a glance, and hurried into the room to look at Ji Cheng: "Young Mistress, are you alright?"

"It's okay, just sweep up the debris, so as not to accidentally step on and hurt your feet." Ji Cheng combed his long hair with a comb while talking.

Seeing Ji Cheng's calm face, Liu Ye'er was also relieved, reassuring herself that there must be nothing serious.She fell asleep after serving the tea last night, how dare she eavesdrop on the master's speech outside.Maybe it was because she was too tired, she fell asleep as soon as she touched the bed, and she didn't hear the sound of the glass being thrown.

Ji Cheng was in charge of the business as usual this day, and when he arrived at Ruiyingtang, he talked to the old lady as usual to amuse himself, no one could see anything unusual, even she herself was shocked by her composure, or it could be called numbness.

In the evening, when Shen Che came back from the outside, he went directly into the Woyun Hall. Liu Ye'er was so happy that he grinned, and hurriedly made tea and brought it in.

Ji Cheng's eyelids twitched when he saw the teacup.

"I don't drink tea, take it out." Shen Che said coldly, "Prepare a set of pen, ink, paper and inkstone."

Liu Ye'er backed away in response, and quickly brought the pen and paper over, then walked out lightly, and closed the door from the outside.

Ji Cheng took a breath, what was supposed to come would eventually come, she regretted it countless times during the day, and wanted to take back what she said, but every time she ran to the firewood door leading to the top courtyard and saw the lock, she remembered what she had said, a lot Things are not something that can be taken back if you want to go back on your word.

Shen Che handed two test papers to Ji Cheng, one of which she recognized was her elder brother's handwriting, and she compared the joints Shen Che told her, and sure enough, all five places matched.This exam paper was replaced, and finally made people breathe a sigh of relief.The other copy was of course a transcript. Ji Cheng read it carefully, and there was no discrepancy with Xiancai's copy.

In the end it was Shen Che who was capable.In such a short period of time, it is impossible for Ji Yuan to rewrite the examination paper from memory, because the imperial examination emphasizes the style of the pavilion, and the font is square and even, which is not something that can be accomplished overnight.So Ji Cheng failed to give Shen Che the examination paper written by Ji Yuan.

"Well, the elder brother's exam papers are brought out, but what should I do if I can't find his exam papers?" Ji Cheng asked Shen Che.

"I asked someone to imitate your elder brother's handwriting to write a new copy, and the copied copy also imitated a copy." Shen Che said.

There are many talented people in the Jing Shijun, so naturally there are people who can imitate handwriting, Ji Cheng stopped talking when he heard the words.

"Why, don't you believe it?" Shen Che asked, "Afraid that I will have a backup?"

Ji Cheng shook his head: "I don't believe you."

Shen Che ignored Ji Cheng, got up and picked up Ji Yuan's examination paper from Ji Cheng's front, then walked to the table, sat down, picked up a pen, and wrote according to the examination paper.

Ji Cheng stood aside and looked at it, even she couldn't tell the truth from the fake, she was moved in her heart: "You rewrote the exam paper for eldest brother?"

Shen Che raised his head and said, "Otherwise? Since I have agreed to your matter, I will handle it properly without any future troubles. Except you and I know about this matter, no one else knows about it."

Ji Cheng took Ji Yuan's exam paper again, only to feel that it was so heavy that she could hardly pick it up. Without it, her life should not have been so hopeless and hopeless.

Ji Cheng turned around to put away the exam papers, and then looked at Shen Che again.

Shen Che was sitting at the table, writing a quick book, this time without looking at Ji Cheng, she knew what he was writing, as if all the strength in her body had been taken away, she could only support her body by leaning on the partition.

The divorce letter didn't need to be a long speech, and soon Shen Che stopped writing, put the divorce letter on the table and waited for the ink to dry up.

Hugh wrote it and sent it to Ji Cheng's natal family, and then her natal family sent people to pick her up, and the relationship between husband and wife was considered to be completely over.

Neither of them spoke or looked at each other, as if they were waiting for the ink to dry up.

"Husband and wife have turned against each other, and the punishment is not relentless, and they have no intention of living through the day. Therefore, the husband and wife love each other well, and they are determined to divorce, divorce forever, and have nothing to do with each other."

Ji Cheng's hand holding the letter of divorce could hardly bear the weight of the thin paper, and his eyes were pierced by the words "divorce forever".

"You go back with your elder brother's exam paper, presumably the Ji family will be happy to accept you as a daughter again." Shen Che said.

Ji Cheng's heart ached, Shen Che had obviously misunderstood her intentions again, thinking that she had run out of tricks, and at this very moment she proposed to make peace, the Ji family would never despise her as an abandoned wife, everything was a deal.

Ji Cheng turned and entered the room, took out her seal on the Longchang and handed it to Shen Che with both hands.

Shen Che took the box from Ji Cheng's hand, rubbed it lightly with his fingers, smiled and said, "I really made a lot of money by marrying you. Many people in this world have never seen so much money in their entire lives. "

Ji Cheng lowered his head and said, "I really don't have the face to see her at my ancestor's place. I'll leave early tomorrow morning."

Shen Che sneered and said: "You have no face to see her, and I have no face to see her. After going around for so many years, it turned out to be this kind of ending, why is it not chilling?"

Ji Cheng tightened his hand holding the divorce letter, looked up at Shen Che, but was interrupted by him when he was about to speak.

"That's fine. I have to thank you. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. It is a good thing for me to see clearly your selfishness and indifference earlier." Shen Che paused, "Actually, I have already seen it back then You are vicious and selfish, but in the end you deceive yourself and others, thinking that you are forced to do it. It turns out that there is no compulsion, but nature."

Ji Cheng was so choked up that he covered his mouth so that he could not make a sound. She had known for a long time that she was miserable, and she also knew that Shen Che looked down on her, but she didn't know that hearing him say it with her own ears would hurt people so much.

"I……"

Shen Che waved his hand and said, "Don't talk, we will never see each other again in this lifetime after tonight, some things must be made clear and asked clearly. Back then on the grassland..." Shen Che was caught in the middle of what he said. Cheng hastily cut it off.

"I know you won't forgive me. Back then I betrayed you and saved Brother Ziyun. I never expected you to forgive me." Ji Cheng said anxiously, as if he was afraid that Shen Che would not allow her to speak, "Originally, I have already I don't have the face to stay in the Shen's house anymore, but stay down brazenly, everything is my fault."

Shen Che shook his head and smiled, "You never understood me." He was so disappointed that he didn't even want to say anything, stood up and said, "Go to sleep, what's the point of saying this?"

Ji Cheng followed Shen Che to stand up, staggered to the door, Shen Che opened the door and turned around and said, "I never blamed you for saving Ling Ziyun. If you just watched him die in front of you, That is inhuman. The place where I hate you is never here. I can even forgive you for plotting to kill me, and I bowed my head first. Do you think I still care about an antidote you donated?"

Hearing this, Ji Cheng stood there in a daze. Since he never blamed her, how did they come to this point?Ji Cheng quickly chased Shen Che and ran out: "Mr.

Shen Che paused and said: "I am no longer your husband. You don't need to say anything more. I have made up my mind. I have seen through many things and it is just that. It is impossible to go back to this point. .”

Ji Cheng felt as if a sledgehammer fell from her head, her eyes could no longer see and her ears could no longer hear anything, until Liu Ye'er and Yu Qian'er supported her by the hand Back on the kang, Ji Cheng was still in a daze.

Liu Ye'er held Ji Cheng's hand and rubbed it back and forth for her: "My God, why is it frozen like this? Yu Qian'er, hurry up and cook a bowl of ginger soup, young mistress is completely cold."

It is true that the whole body is completely cold, even the internal organs are cold.

While holding the ginger soup, Ji Cheng was startled awake by the heat, and cried "Wow", crying uncontrollably, which frightened Liu Ye'er and Yu Qian'er at a loss.It was the first time for them to see Ji Cheng cry so heartbreakingly. Even when Zhu Jijun wanted to marry her by force, she was so scared that she had never cried like this.

It's a fairy, there's nothing to see when you really cry. With snot and tears, Ji Cheng threw thirty or forty handkerchiefs at his feet before she stopped crying, her eyes were swollen and high, like goldfish generally.

Liu Ye'er and Yu Qian'er didn't dare to speak until Ji Cheng calmed down and said, "Your Majesty has written a divorce letter, and we'll go back to Lanhua Lane tomorrow morning. Let's just clean up, and Dad will send someone to fetch things later."

Liu Ye'er exclaimed: "How could this happen? How could this happen?"

Ji Cheng waved his hand: "You all go down, and leave me alone for a while."

Liu Ye'er and Yu Qian'er stood still, afraid that Ji Cheng would do something stupid.

Ji Cheng smiled bitterly and said, "Don't worry about me, I won't seek death or life. I need to be quiet, let's go down."

Liu Ye'er and Yu Qian'er backed out, and when they got to the door, they heard Ji Cheng say: "Don't tell anyone, don't look for your ancestors. Stay quietly in your room, otherwise our master-servant relationship will be ruined." That's all."

Liu Ye'er and Yu Qian'er looked at each other, dispelling all the thoughts in their hearts.

Ji Cheng was sitting in front of the dowry, the divorce papers had been put together by her and the two examination papers, she looked around.The Crouching Cloud Hall was renovated before she and Shen Che got married, and a lot of thought was spent on decorating the clean room. Ji Cheng suddenly remembered that she had never rested here with Shen Che.

A lot of regret and remorse surged up in Ji Cheng's heart instantly, these regrets made her rush out the door without waiting for a moment, she still owed Shen Che a sincere apology, those words came to her mouth several times, but in the For reasons she herself can't remember now, she never said it.

When everything came to a dead end tonight, people no longer have any scruples.After Shen Che said those words, Ji Cheng didn't have any hope of getting him back, because it was her own request to leave.Now I just want to make peace of mind.

That's right, peace of mind.

When Ji Cheng saw the copper lock hanging on the firewood door, he comforted himself like this.She turned around and ran back to the Crouching Cloud Hall, took the Qingxue Sword and went out again.

As soon as Ji Cheng went out, she saw Nishang looking around in the corner, how could she care about her now, Nishang probably knew what happened first, and Nishang probably heard what she said after chasing Shen Che out.

Ji Cheng pretended not to see Nishang, ran to Chai Fei with his sword in hand, and chopped open the copper lock with one blow.

In the top courtyard, Shen Che had just come out of the shower, barefoot, wearing white Songjiang muslin trousers, and was tying up the belt of his upper body, when Ji Cheng ran in.

Shen Che frowned, and looked at Ji Cheng with displeasure.

"I know you don't want to see me again, so I'll leave after I finish speaking, okay?" Ji Cheng looked at Shen Che pleadingly.

Shen Che was silent for a moment, then walked to the low table and sat down on the mat: "Speak."

Ji Cheng didn't choose to sit opposite Shen Che, but knelt down on the mat on his right: "I owe you an explanation for the half-day thing."

Shen Che raised his eyebrows, and Ji Cheng hurriedly said, "Let me finish." If he interrupted her at this time, Ji Cheng was afraid that he would never have the courage to say these words again in his life.

"You're right. My nature is cold, selfish, sinister and vicious. When Ziyun was in the middle of the day, I even thought of not saving him. Because if I saved him, you might die." death." Ji Cheng looked at Shen Che and said, "The reason for this may be that if you die, I will become a widow, and if you are still alive, this matter will become an eternal barrier between you and me. It’s not the result I want.” Ji Cheng lowered his eyelids, and his face started to burn, “But at that time, my mind was in a mess, and Ziyun kept vomiting blood. Believe it or not, my hesitation at that time was not because of these trade-offs. , just because I didn’t want you to be in danger. I was stunned by this thought.” Ji Cheng laughed at himself, “I never thought that one day I would be unwilling to save Ziyun. But I can’t see I want him to die. If he dies, I will never have peace of mind in this life. I have already betrayed my relationship with him from the bottom of my heart, and I will never be able to watch him die because of me." Ji Cheng looked up again. Shen Che, "That's why I saved him, and I never have him in my heart again."

Shen Che said indifferently: "As I said just now, I never blamed you for this matter."

What Ji Cheng said before was actually a confession, but she didn't see any fluctuations in the expression on Shen Che's face, as if she was just listening to a stranger stating something unimportant.

Sadness and despair poured out, Ji Cheng lowered his eyelids again and asked, "Are you blaming me for not looking for you after that?"

Shen Che's eyes were closed, but Ji Cheng didn't see it, she just wanted to speak out the words in her heart: "I have some guesses in my heart, you have never been a person who has no success, I look forward to seeing you this time. I can escape Huo De's pursuit, but I am not sure. I can see that Zayina is in love with you. She is definitely reluctant to let you die, but she forced me to save Ziyun. I think she must have a way to save you. You Look, how sad, I saved Ziyun, but I have to beg Zayina to save you from the bottom of my heart." Ji Cheng's voice was as ethereal as a cloud in the wilderness, "At first I was very sick and couldn't tell the direction. , I will have no face to see you again after waking up, and I am also afraid that if I find you, you and Zaina are making out. "

Shen Che sneered and said: "You don't need to make excuses for yourself. Don't you know how I treat Zaina? You are ashamed to see me, but it's because you think I won't forgive you, and you don't even want to try it. , I made the decision for me. Your temperament has always been like this, and you can’t afford it early. Since you have decided that I will not forgive you, it is naturally not worth your effort to redeem it, because there is no benefit. Later I found out You, take you back to Beijing. Your so-called brazenness is just that you are reluctant to part with this wealth. You are afraid of meeting someone like Zhu Jijun again, so you just live in the Shen family with humility, right? That's it, you are not willing Bow your head and tell me half a word about what happened back then. Ji Cheng, if you really have such a shred of affection for me in your heart, you won't be silent for so many months." Shen Che said coldly.

Ji Cheng shook his head, and the tears flowed down uncontrollably with the shaking of his head: "That's not the case, I want to apologize to you."

"Oh." Shen Che smiled, obviously not believing it, "Since I thought about it, why never said it? Ji Cheng, why bother to say such self-deceiving words, I have already taken care of your elder brother's affairs for you, and I am not a small belly I will not deliberately deal with your Ji family in the future, you can relax and don't have to act here anymore, it's disgusting to watch."

(End of this chapter)