Lonely King and Widow

Chapter 1343 The pit is 329 meters deep, the wine enters the throat, and eventually becomes an injury (two more)

"Of course it's for yourself!" Xie Qingshan put his hands on his knees, and he seemed a little excited when he said this, he tugged on the skirt tightly, stared at him and said: "You are afraid that your relatives will be too big, and you are afraid that one day you will not be able to control them. One party interferes with government affairs. But if you forcefully get rid of it, you are afraid of getting the notoriety of crossing the river and tearing down the bridge. Like those emperors in history, they killed heroes when they were stable, and they will inevitably be cast aside by the ages."

"You are smarter than them. Because even if you do it yourself, you will not be fully sure. Therefore, you simply took a detour, instead of doing it yourself, you only need to borrow Xiao Qian's knife to do these things for you. You can keep your innocence and reputation. You let go of Xiao Qian, sell him a favor, and leave a way out for yourself. If one day, you are unable to check and balance the court due to the power of your foreign relatives, you can use Xiao Qian's power to kill you. man of."

Xie Qingshan spoke the last few words very slowly, almost gritting his teeth word by word.

"You neglect me day by day, but you miss Mo Jiu more and more day by day. You know that one day I will not be able to bear it. You know that although you are the emperor cultivated by the Xie family, my father has long since passed away. , but if because of your son and daughter's affection, Nanrong may change masters, they will choose to abandon you without hesitation, and support the young master to take over—"

The more Xie Qingshan spoke, the more excited she became, and her voice became a little hoarse at the end.

"Sometimes I don't understand you, what's so good about that woman, is it worth it for you?"

Song Xi had been listening patiently. Hearing this, the corners of his lips raised, and he raised his sleeve and poured another glass of wine for her.

"Drink some more. Take your time, don't rush."

Picking up the wine glass, Xie Qingshan drank it down in one gulp, then sneered softly.

"Why don't you talk back? I've said all those things, right?"

Song Xi's eyes narrowed slightly, "Sure enough, Buddha Ye sincerely does not deceive me. What a person thinks in his heart is what he sees in this world. Xie Qingshan, you have said so much, have you ever thought that the Xie family is a tiger, but Xiao Qian is also a wolf. How could I lure him to the south and shake the country's foundation? Have you ever thought that if you are content to be a good queen, why would I treat you like this?"

Xie Qingshan's expression changed, and he stared blankly at him.

Song Xi shook his head and sighed, "Your words are not all right, nor are they all wrong. I have a plan, but in the final analysis, it is your greed and jealousy that make you go astray and miss the south. Rong."

After a pause, he drank another sip of wine to moisten his throat, and then said: "If you and my mother were not eager to take revenge and determined to wipe out the Xiao family, even if Xiao Qianzhi was in the world, he would not turn against Nan Rong so quickly. With him here Meng He did not dare to go south for a short time. In this way, Rong Nanrong continued to cultivate his life and recuperation for a few years, and Rong took a breather, and straightened out the government and military affairs. Why worry about the day when Nanrong will not create another prosperous world?"

"Without your order, how could Feng Dingshan claim to be ill and refuse to go to the niche, but followed me to rob and kill Mo Jiu halfway? He even kidnapped the king on the spot? Such a good general who has achieved so many fruits, if it weren't for your jealousy, how could he die? How could it be so convenient for Xiao Qian to go south? Lost the Hanshui passage. Jinzhou and Junzhou areas, and then Without a line of defense, for him, the Huai River has almost become a decoration..."

"Shut up!" Hearing what he said, Xie Qingshan suddenly became anxious.

She had never yelled at Song Xi in such a tone in her entire life. Her eyes seemed to burst into flames, and her voice was filled with hatred and gnashing of teeth, "Do you really think I'm a fool? Song Xi, you It's so hateful! You're really hateful! You're the one who forced me to this point, you made me unbearable, right? You know that I hurt Mo Jiu back then, and I always wanted to avenge him, right? All of this is your fault!"

Song Xi raised his eyebrows, said nothing, just held the wine glass in front of him, and drank slowly.

But I heard Xie Qingshan continue to say angrily: "You are a monkey player. You treat me as a monkey and us all as monkeys. You pretend to be very good to me on the surface and let everyone know the love of the emperor and empress. In this way, no matter what Whatever happens between us, you will think that I betrayed you. In fact, the person who betrayed me is clearly you! I gave birth to a son for you, and I hoped for you to give him a name in the capital, but you just gave him a name of Wujin , how can you embarrass me?"

"Song Xi, do you know? It was your inadvertent 'five catties' that made me understand that no matter what I do, I will never win your heart. Throughout your life, you will linger in the place that woman set for you. I can't extricate myself from the emotional barrier. So, I don't want to wait any longer. Since I can't get it, why not destroy it? Since I can't get it, why bother to suffer? Without you, I still have a son. Without you, I I will never wait for someone who will never be able to wait. Without you, there is no hope. Without hope, I will never be disappointed again!"

She seemed eager to vent the anger that had been hidden in her heart for a long time, accusing Song Xi one by one, each sound was sharper and sharper, as if she was going all out, no matter what else, every word was full of love and love. hatred.

Who says love and hate can't be one and the same?

At this moment, Xie Qingshan is just that.

She loves, hates, and even hurts.

"Do you know? My father told me since I was a child that I should treat you well, because I will marry you as my wife when I grow up. Since then, Qing Shan has never pretended to be anything other than you. A man. All my heart is for you, I think of you when I embroider my purse, I think about you when I look at peach blossoms, I think about you when I look at the lotus in the rain... But for so many years, so many years, how have you ever really treated me well? Even if Once, not once."

Song Xi frowned tightly, his face was expressionless, and he didn't say a word, as if he was letting her vent his dissatisfaction, and seemed to be seriously considering whether what she said was true or not.

In Xie Qingshan's eyes, his numbness was all irony.

With another sneer, she gritted her teeth and said, "You must have forgotten that that time when you left the palace in a fit of anger, you were harmed by the Xiao family. You fell off your horse and rolled down the slope, with broken feet, broken ribs, and broken waist." , I didn't even breathe..." Xie Qingshan's eyes were a little moist as if touched by the scene, he sucked his nose, and his voice became even hoarse.

"It was me, I, Xie Qingshan, rescued you when I went into the mountains to look for you. In the middle of the night, I saw your shoes falling there and rolling down the slope, and then I found you. Then I was a woman, going back and forth Looking for someone to save you on a mountain road dozens of miles... Do you know? Song Xi, that night, when I went out to seek medical treatment for you, I met the Xiao family who caused you to leave, they...they violated me."

As soon as the words came out, the room seemed cooler.

Song Xi didn't speak, and his half-closed eyes fell on her face, which deepened a little.

Seeing him like this, Xie Qingshan raised his eyes and suddenly laughed again.

"I never told anyone about that incident, including my father. I was too scared at that time, not because I was afraid that the thing about being violated would be leaked out, I would be ashamed to see others, but because I was afraid that you would never wake up again Come on. That injury, you fell into a coma for seven days and seven nights. The imperial doctor saw you and said you couldn’t sleep again. I refused to give up on you. I found Xiao Qian. I knelt in front of him. I even took off my clothes. I took off my clothes and let him see the traces of being violated by the Xiao family on my body, I lost all my face as a woman, and only in exchange for his life-saving medicine!"

Xie Qingshan roared hysterically, uncovering his scars layer by layer.

Not to get Song Xi's pity, but to give his emotions an outlet.

Up to this day, she also knew that she and Song Xi had no future.

Smiling coolly, she supported her forehead and rubbed her dizzy head, her chest suddenly felt a little stuffy, but at this point, she was in a difficult mood, and she no longer cared about her physical discomfort, "However, after you recover from your injury, Not only do you not appreciate me, but you are even more indifferent to me than before. You speak coldly, coldly, and never show any color to me—even you are madly in love with that widow of the Mo family and completely treat me as nothing ——Song Xi, how cruel are you?"

"It's over?" Song Xi's voice was flat, and his expression didn't seem to have much emotion, "I know what you said. If not, why do you think I am so kind to you? Let you drive the Xiao family to death , let you stir up trouble and ignore it? Why do you want to favor the harem and give birth to my son?"

"You—" Xie Qingshan turned pale, "You know all about it?"

"Yes! I know everything about you being violated."

The pupils shrank violently, as if the last fig leaf had been ripped off from his body, Xie Qingshan's face was pale, like an eggplant beaten by frost, his chest became more and more stuffy, and his voice trembled.

"But why don't you ever tell?"

"Why did I bother to make you sad?" Song Xi closed his eyes slightly, looking at her paper-white face, seemingly unable to bear it, "Qing Shan, I'm not a kind person, but I may not be as cruel as you say. , The calculation is so deep. If you really keep your duty... you will definitely not have today. You and I, fight to the death, no, die, no, stop."

Immortal?

Hearing his sudden deep voice, Xie Qingshan turned pale, as if he suddenly understood something.

She raised her voice, "How are you going to deal with me?"

"I won't let you go back to Lin'an." Song Xi was silent for a moment, staring into her eyes seriously, and finally said: "I don't want our affairs to cause trouble in the city, and I don't want my son to know when he grows up that he His mother is a woman with a heart like a snake and a scorpion. For her own selfishness and for his throne, she once murdered his father and usurped the country."

Xie Qingshan's lips trembled, his throat was suddenly congested, and he couldn't speak.

Song Xi lowered his gaze and looked at the wine glass he held tightly in his hand, "Qing Shan, you can take all these embarrassing and pickled things into the coffin. I will give you a grand burial for the empress. Treating you will be the same as in the past, and let everyone in the world know that the emperor and empress love each other, and there is no difference."

He spoke very slowly, word by word. Accompanied by the breeze coming from nowhere, sharp arrows were poured into Xie Qingshan's ears. Half angry.

"Song Xi, you treat me like this, you treat me like this..."

She murmured, unable to make words or sentences.

People are afraid of death, even at the last step, they will try to struggle.

"Hehehe, but you are so naive! Song Xi, you underestimate me too much. Since I dare to go to Jinzhou, I won't be without a backhand—" He raised his finger tremblingly, and he pointed at Song Xi. , "If I die by your hands, believe it or not, your mother, and your son, who you named Wujin...they will all be buried with me!"

Song Xi looked at her quietly, his eyes full of sadness.

"I really underestimated you, you are really insane. You, Xie Qingshan, may be the only woman in the world who would blackmail his father with his own son!"

Xie Qingshan's eyes seemed to be stained with blood, and he stared at him bitterly.

"Women are not poisonous, so they deserve to be bullied by your men? Song Xi, at this point, I better be fine, otherwise..."

Having said that, she suddenly closed her mouth, covered her chest, and looked at him in disbelief.

"you……"

"Yes. It's too late." Song Xiyun said calmly, "Very poisonous."

With a pale face full of hatred, Xie Qing struggled to hold on to the chair, trying to stand up.However, she couldn't complete such a simple movement, her body bones seemed not to be her own, and she was so soft that she didn't have any strength.

"You... so cruel!"

She growled lowly, and when she lowered her head, she found a drop of blood on the ground.

It's not someone else's, it's her own, the blood is overflowing from the corner of her mouth, staining the skirt of her clothes, and dripping on the ground, as if mocking her stupidity, her insanity, mocking her for planning for so long, but she was drunk by a glass of blood. Alcohol took her life, and she laughed at her son for not hugging her son a few times, and he would never see her again in this life... She even laughed at her for dying at the hands of the man she loved the most.

Raising her head slowly, she wiped her mouth with her sleeve and stared at Song Xi.

"A husband and wife, how did you manage to conceive?"

"That day in Xinglong Mountain Town, I was in the same state of mind as you were when you said you didn't know me." Song Xi sighed lowly, his eyes were cold, it seemed a little bit sad, but also seemed to be filled with countless sadness .

"Qing Shan, reincarnate in the next life, don't be the daughter of a powerful minister, don't obsess over love, choose a lover, and don't follow your own heart. You should find someone who treats you well and marry him. The love between husband and wife is never different."

"Song Xi..."

Xie Qingshan couldn't bear the surging effects of the medicine, and her body was completely limp on the chair. Looking at the pot of wine, her eyes were a little loose, as if she wanted to cry, but when she opened her mouth, she laughed, a sad smile, Like a rose that has failed to bloom, the beauty of withering is palpitating.

"You hate me so much, you really don't love me!"

If the one you love, how can you let her die?
Mo Jiu treated him like that, was he ever willing to move her finger?

Yes, in the end it is not love, in the end it is the person who does not love... Only the person who does not love can take his life.

But she loved Song Xi, if it was for herself, wouldn't she have thought of taking his life?
She can't understand this worldly matter.

Suddenly she smiled again, thinking of her life, the life she was forced to leave by her family, the life she had never been loved by anyone, her eyes were full of desolation, only sadness, "She is a happy woman, but I swear, she has changed into a ghost..." It won't make her feel better, I hate her, I hate her for taking away what I never got in my whole life... It's a pity that so many opportunities failed to end her life. Lin'an, Jinzhou, time and time again Missed...that's all, maybe fate should be like this...cough..."

A mouthful of blood overflowed, and she looked up at Song Xi's complex expression.

"Song Xi, if you're willing to give me a hug, I'll tell you a secret... okay?"

When I was dying, I had to be in this way to get a hug.

Xie Qingshan is pitiful and pathetic.

Song Xi stood up slowly, walked towards her, slowly stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms, and said in a low voice, "Go well. We are not bad people, we just went to the wrong world."

"None of us are bad people, we just went to the wrong world... Hehehe. Well said, really well said." Xie Qingshan smiled and wrapped his arms around his waist, tears streaming down his cheeks, Mixed with blood, it was smeared on Song Xi's snow-white robe, which was as shocking as her laughter.

"But what about good people and bad people? They are all going to die. Song Xi, I'm about to die. You lower your head, and I'll tell you quietly... This is a big secret, a big, big secret..."

Song Xi frowned.

"I hug you to see you off, not in exchange for a secret."

The words were spoken slowly, but sincerely.

Xie Qingshan was taken aback for a moment, then suddenly raised his head to look at him.

After a long time, she pulled the corners of her lips and gave him a beautiful smile.

"Thank you. But I still want to tell you. Xiao Qian actually has someone from me..."

In a low voice, she murmured something, and said all the words hidden in her stomach with great effort. Song Xi stood in front of her without moving, and let her fall limply into his arms. Here, talking about those unbearable, unknown big and small things, until she had no more voice, and her head suddenly drooped, he slowly lowered his head, looked at her disheveled hair, and sighed faintly.

"Actually, I also have a secret I want to tell you—but I guess: you may not want to know it. Then don't tell me. I hope you will have no obsession in the next life. Be a simple woman, no entanglement, no longer absurd , and no sorrow."

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　There is another chapter ahead, don't miss it.

　　
　
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