No matter how spoiled you are, I am willing to pamper you

Chapter 186 'With me' and 'I'm here'

Although the scent disappeared after he took off his clothes, Gu Qianxi still felt sick.Supporting his chest with his hands, he tried to put a distance between the two of them.Su Chengmo snorted, his face turned pale, and there was a smell of blood.

After pregnancy, Gu Qianxi was particularly sensitive to smells.And she only felt that something was wrong with her hands, and when she looked down, she saw that his chest was wrapped in gauze.And through the fireworks blooming outside, she clearly saw a little scarlet bloom on the white gauze.

Su Chengmo kept staring at her face, hoping to see a trace of distress.But Gu Qianxi was only slightly stunned, revealing a trace of sneer. "Your scar will never heal!"

"Are you just hoping that my scar will heal?" For some reason, Su Chengmo couldn't control his anger at all, and his voice was as cold as if the heating in the room had failed, just like the cold winter outside.

The mocking smile on Gu Qianxi's face grew stronger, looking into his eyes, she spoke slowly word by word. "If I betray you again in the future, this scar will never heal!"

Su Chengmo's chest felt blunt, his heart shivered from the pain.

"Did you forget again? Do I need to remind you, when did you say this sentence?" Gu Qianxi looked at him, stroking his hand on the gauze dressing his wound.The fingertips felt the warmth above, and my heart was also aching.But in the past month of autism, she has learned a skill without a teacher. The more heartbroken she is, the more she can laugh happily, laughing so much that people all over the world think she has no heart.

"That day you were at the place closest to their gods, and you swore to the heavens, and you swore, 'As long as I, Su Chengmo, live, no one will be able to hurt you mother and daughter. If you violate it, you will be punished forever and ever. , not a good death'."

"I ask you, can I still trust you? You took my hand, opened the wound here, and said this sentence with that bloody blood." Gu Qianxi smiled while talking, the corners of her lips curled up. The smile makes people feel no trace of warmth.Gu Qianxi looked at his wound with burning eyes and let out a soft sigh. "So, your wound, I'm afraid it will never heal!"

"Gu Qianxi!" Su Chengmo yelled angrily, and looked at her with a hurt face, "My wound won't heal, are you happy?"

Gu Qianxi restrained her smile, and nodded extremely seriously, "Because this is a person who breaks his promise, he should be punished!"

Su Chengmo's eyes were instantly bloodshot, he looked at her with a tense face, and opened his mouth through gritted teeth. "I didn't break my promise to you!"

"Really? As soon as she appears, your here, here, and here..." Gu Qianxi said, touching where his heart was, brushing past his eyes, and finally stopping on his head. "There is only her in my heart, and I can only see her in my eyes, and there is no room for anything else in my head! Once she appears, everything you promise will be lost, won't it?"

"Gu, Qian, Xi! Stop talking!" Su Chengmo was so annoyed that he wanted to crush the person in front of him. Seeing her smile made him feel worse than being beaten.

"Why can't you say it? It's because I'm right. Did it touch your heart?" Gu Qianxi looked at him and sneered, "You promised that no one would be able to hurt our mother and daughter, but it turned out to be you, regardless of me The child in my stomach forced me to draw 400cc of blood! You promised that no one would be able to hurt you, but I was injected with the virus, and you even kept it from each other to prevent me from knowing what the virus would do, and whether it would cause harm. It will affect the children! You promised that no one can hurt you, but it is you who hurt the most!"

"You said that no one would hurt my mother, but my mother was right in front of my eyes, being burned to death! She happened to be right in front of my eyes, and she was burned to a body like black charcoal! She happened to be In front of my eyes, my life was terminated!"

"And at that time, what were you doing? Who was the person who promised to protect our mother and daughter, who agreed that no one would hurt our mother and daughter, and who agreed to make me forget grandma's language? It was you! But please, you What were you doing at the time?"

Gu Qianxi's chest hurt so badly that it hurt all her nerves. She gasped for breath and said these words, holding back the sourness in her heart, and looked at him.Looking at his face, looking at his flushed eyes, looking at his slightly parted lips that couldn't say a word for a long time!
Gu Qianxi smiled lightly, desolately.At this time, it turned out that she was still waiting for him, waiting for an explanation from him!I'm afraid that in this world, I really can't find anyone cheaper than myself! "Have you forgotten? Then let me tell you, what were you doing at that time! When my mother was surrounded by fire, you were guarding your sweetheart in the hospital. You were worried that something would happen to her, and you were angry because you were worried. The broken railing shattered the glass!"

"When my mother was burned to black charcoal in the fire, you were on the phone next to me, and you were watching my mother's body and me crying heartbroken! Is this scene good?"

"I was told that there was a virus in my body, and my heart was broken, and I was terrified to give up the world, what were you doing? Are you surrounded by beauty, power, and good wine? I feel so uncomfortable that my stomach has self-awareness, it Knowing to refuse any food, what are you doing when the fetus in your womb is in danger? Are you feeding your beauty, or is your beauty feeding you?"

Mingming reminded himself, Mingming used a knife to make a cut in his heart, telling himself not to cry.But as long as she thought of the scene covered in dust by herself, the tip of her nose and the bottom of her eyes still couldn't help but feel sour.

"Su Chengmo, it was you who told me over and over again, 'There is me!'! It was you who looked at me firmly and said 'I am here!' when something happened over and over again! It was you who reminded me over and over again, telling me that I could To rely on you, you have everything! But the result?"

"It turned out that God took away all my hopes! It turned out that the person who accompanied me to help me bury my mother was not you! It turned out that when my heart was broken, the person who was by my side was also Not you! What about the 'I am' and 'I am' you told me?"

"Su Chengmo, do you dare to say that you have not broken your promise? Do you dare to say that you have not broken your promise? Do you dare to say that the wound on your chest will heal in this lifetime?"

Su Chengmo's eyes were flushed, and he hugged Gu Qianxi, who had been talking non-stop, into his arms, with such force that it almost crushed her bones.His lips covered Gu Qianxi's lips forcefully, and his tongue wanted to pry open Gu Qianxi's white teeth.But she gritted her teeth, Su Chengmo could only be forced to bite her lips.

God knows how long he has been thinking about this kiss!God knows how many days and nights he has read for this full feeling in his arms!He could only kiss her lips, but the beauty on them made him go crazy with satisfaction.The beauty made him linger, wishing he could swallow her whole.

But when he was almost unable to extricate himself from this kiss, he opened his eyes and saw Gu Qianxi's cold eyes, and saw the unmoved look in her eyes.

Su Chengmo's body froze suddenly, his heart was torn open, and the blood continued to flow.This feeling that he was so close, yet seemed so far away, made him mad and uncomfortable.He let go of his lips, using such a humble tone for the first time in his life. "Gu Qianxi, I understand that you have just been hit and are in a bad mood! But can you trust me again, just this time! Before the child is born, I will definitely give you a satisfactory answer! Okay?"

"Believe it again?" Gu Qianxi smiled lightly, with tears in her eyes. "Su Chengmo, in my life, how many people trust you?"

"When I was 18 years old on Qingfeng Mountain, you told me to sleep fast, and everything would be fine when I woke up. I believed it at that time! When I confessed to you on my 20th birthday, you told me that you might have me in your heart. You said that you would tell me once you are sure, I believe it! When I was 22 years old on Valentine’s Day when I was in college, you hurried back from the army and found me sleeping on the bus. You told me that you seem to miss me ,I believe!"

"On your 23rd birthday, you ran back from a mission. Under the eyes of everyone, you came up and hugged me and said, congratulations, I am 23 years old. You said that I can marry when I grow up, but I said that I will marry you, and you said you would marry me when you fell in love with me. I asked you if you fell in love? Do you remember how you answered?"

"You looked at me with deep eyes and said with full emotion that you seemed to like it. At that time, I still believed it!"

"I believed everything, but the result...the result is that you are hugging another woman..."

"Bang!" Suddenly there was a loud explosion outside, and a stream of fireworks rose into the sky, illuminating the room like daytime.

Gu Qianxi stopped in a daze, and turned sideways to look at the fireworks exploding outside.So beautiful, as beautiful as a colorful lotus flower in full bloom.Each flower has distinct layers, just like a ladder to the sky.It bloomed for the most beautiful moment in the air, but it could only stay in that moment, and finally hid in the dark sky, never to be found again.

Looking at the fireworks, Gu Qianxi's heart calmed down a little bit, and her tears stopped. "Su Chengmo, I have believed in you for so many years. With this heart, I am too tired to believe in you, and I don't want to believe in it anymore. If you are really good for me, if you really mean what you say, I will only trouble you not to show up in the future In front of me, let alone believe it or not. Because, I don't want to have anything to do with you. "

"It doesn't matter if you hold someone else in your arms or live in someone else's heart, I won't bother you anymore, and please don't bother me again!"

At the end of Gu Qianxi's speech, her voice was very low, as if she was speaking to him, but also as if she was speaking to herself. "For this night, let it be like this, go away tomorrow, and don't show up again."

(End of this chapter)