No matter how spoiled you are, I am willing to pamper you

Chapter 219

The moment he saw the silica gel, G's eyes showed a trace of pain.He turned his face away bluntly, his tone indifferent. "Be careful, don't touch my things."

Carefully let go of his hand with a embarrassed expression, and apologized a little guilty, "I didn't mean it, I just... just want you to talk to me. I have never seen the outside world, even what is the silicone used for? I only knew about it because Liwa told me. I just... want to know what the outside world is like, and what people are like..."

G looked at the fire, his eyes were out of focus, and he said softly, "Be careful, is the black blind man scary?"

"Not scary!" Xiaoxin shook his head very simply, "G, you have only observed it for two days, and you can calculate its actions, and you can also calculate which tree it will climb, hollow out that part and wait for it to climb Go up. Most importantly, you can also calculate where it falls. G, you are amazing, did I ever say I love you?"

G looked at her, the coldness on his face slowly faded away, a little dumbfounded. "Be careful, these are not difficult. Let me change the question, do you think the python group is scary?"

Be careful not to nod very simply, "I almost died today."

"Then do you think those big guys that will appear during the day are scary?"

"Oh, those guys are horrible!"

G's eyes darkened, "People's hearts are much scarier than these guys."

"Huh?" Caution was dumbfounded. G smiled lightly and continued. "Whether it's a black blind man, a group of boa constrictors, or those big guys, at most they tear your flesh and drink your blood. The pain is only a few seconds. But people, not only will they kill you, but they will also kill you." It makes your life worse than death! He not only destroys your body, but also destroys your spirit, making you involuntary and life involuntary."

Carefully stared at him in confusion, obviously not understanding the meaning. G narrowed his eyes, and said while taking dry food out of the package and roasting it on the fire. "To put it simply, this group of beasts will always be just beasts, nothing more than to make you hurt for a while when they bite you. As for people, sometimes they are not all people, and what hurts you is not just once, but for a lifetime .As long as you can live, your heart will ache.”

Xiao Xin nodded half-understanding, and suddenly became interested, "G, did you come here only because you were hurt?"

G gave a faint "um" in a very soft voice, as if revealing infinite vicissitudes.

Carefully grabbed G's arm and began to shake it coquettishly, "G, can you tell me? Liva once told me that your heart is dead. But I asked her why you can still move when your heart is dead, and she let me Don't ask. Now, I can't even ask her if I want to, and there is no one else who can talk to me except you. "

"Okay..." G replied helplessly, and Xiaoxin immediately laughed, "I know that Liwa will still work."

G asked her to sit down very seriously, and looked at her steadily. "In our place, there is a trace of reverence and respect for the dead. It was Riva who taught us how to survive in the jungle, and it was because of saving us that Riva died. So, be careful, you have to be grateful to Riva, aren't you Treating Riva as something that can be used. Using it is the most shameful thing in this world. Without Riva, we would not be able to sit here and chat properly, so we can't do this again next time."

Careful with tears in his eyes, like a child who hasn't grown up, wiping his tears with the back of his hand. "I miss Riva..."

G was dumb for a moment, with his mouth open, the scene at the beginning suddenly appeared in his eyes, and sourness appeared in his eye sockets. "Don't cry, let me tell you the story of this silicone."

"Okay!" Xiaoxin stopped crying immediately.

"I was pregnant twice, but I only kept the latter one. It took seven months to watch it grow from the size of a small bean to its final size. It was very hard to give birth to him, and It hurts, but after seeing it, I feel that everything is worth it, and I don’t regret it at all! Then I imagine what kind of clothes I will make for him when he grows up every day. I imagine how to teach him when he grows up. He went to touch the world. He fantasized a lot, so I named him Xi'er. Be careful, do you know what Xi means?"

"It's the red sun that you often see jumping out of the sea. It symbolizes the bright future I hope for. But when I was imagining all this, I realized that he had a virus in his body, and that virus might deprive him of his breath at any time. , took his life. I listened to his father's words and took him back to find the antidote to the virus, but on the way, I saw him being hijacked. I was afraid that he would be injured, so I chased him all the way. I saw him fall into the river When he was at the edge, he was afraid that his small body would not be able to stand the coldness of the river, so he also jumped down."

"But when I woke up, his head was next to me..." G said, with a smile on his lips, "his little head was filled with this kind of silicone. I didn't know until then that his father He was replaced long ago."

"Then G, shouldn't you be happy? At least Xi'er is not dead." Xiaoxin asked full of puzzlement.

"Yes... happy!" G said, dividing half of the baked dry food carefully.After gnawing on the hard steamed bun for a while, G continued to speak, his face full of loneliness. "Xi'er didn't die. I'm really happy. But, I was on a human trafficker's boat. There were a whole bunch of young women on board. We were going to be trafficked to some places where there were still wars, and people bought them at a low price to make money." comfort women."

"Be careful, do you know what a comfort woman is?"

Shaking his head carefully and honestly, G continued, "Comfort women are actually just a name on our side, and they are called differently in different places. The nature of comfort women is to be arrested and sent to the battlefield, so that those men who fight on the front line will be suppressed. You are doing all kinds of things that humiliate you. In their eyes, you are a tool to vent their desires, and you are not even a beast."

Carefully opened his mouth wide in surprise, "Then how did you escape?"

"Jumping off the boat! When people are cornered, they can achieve potential far beyond your imagination. I found an opportunity to push one of the three of them into the water before they handed over, and took the knife again. Stabbed the other two to death. When I thought I could save myself with the help of the boat, the women on the boat said I was a murderer, that I had killed them, and pushed me into the water."

"They are so ignorant! They don't even know that G you saved them." Carefully frowned, he was so annoyed that he didn't even want to eat the dry food in his hand.

"It's salvation for you, but it may not be for them. After I was pushed into the water, I climbed a piece of driftwood and floated on the sea for a day."

(End of this chapter)