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Chapter 248 I'm... Afraid of Taking a Bath

This is the room where Situ Anran usually rests when he is tired in the basement research room.A large round bed was installed inside, and some tricks were made around it to make it a bit romantic.The most important thing is... the spiral staircase that Gu Qianxi has always remembered before is placed here, leading to the top, but I don't know where it leads.

He also said things that no one cares about... It's like putting it in the room as a baby!

Gu Qianxi hugged Xi'er and sat on the bed. Xi'er looked at her pitifully with red and swollen eyes.Gu Qianxi squatted down slowly, and smoothed his hair for him.But as soon as his hair touched, Gu Qianxi saw some hair falling between his fingers.Gu Qianxi's body shook, and Xi'er said in a weak voice. "Mom, just lost a few hairs, it's okay."

Gu Qianxi touched his head distressedly, Xi'er's skin is very good, the epidermis is very thin, you can see the blood vessels inside, but it looks very pale.Xi'er shrunk her body a bit cramped, as if she couldn't stand Gu Qianxi's eyes, she grabbed the quilt on the bed to cover herself.

Gu Qianxi spoke hoarsely. "Xi'er, what's wrong..."

Xi'er's eyes were red from crying, she sniffed, and grabbed Situ Anran's quilt and blew her nose. "Well... Xi'er didn't take a shower last night... Dad said, if Xi'er didn't take a bath, mother wouldn't want Xi'er."

"Xi'er doesn't like taking a bath?"

Xi'er nodded, looking at you with big wet eyes, like a puppy, Gu Qianxi's heart softened and softened. "I... am afraid of taking a bath."

Gu Qianxi couldn't help wondering, "Afraid?"

Xi'er sniffed, got out from under the quilt, and pulled Gu Qianxi's clothes with her little paws. "Dad... Dad always buries himself in the bathtub for a long time. I thought it was fun, but I tried it by myself that time, and it felt so uncomfortable. Every time I see Dad like that, I'm afraid I won't see Dad lift it up again. It's starting..."

When Xi'er said this, her eyes turned red, and tears flowed down like a faucet. "Dad said...he caused my mother to fall in. He said that the feeling of suffocation...it should be him. The second father said that Dad has been like this since three years ago. He was drunk at the beginning. Just bury yourself in the water, and no one can pull it out."

"Several times, I saw my father buried in it, and I wanted to pull him out, but I couldn't... Woohoo, mom, if dad disappears like mom...Xi'er...What about Xi'er? "

Gu Qianxi was startled suddenly, and stared blankly at Xi'er, as if petrified.Xi'er was crying in her arms, her small shoulders shrinking and shrinking, which made Gu Qianxi's heart soften slowly.

What does it mean to bury yourself in the water every day for three years?

Dare to say that in the past three years, if it weren't for Yuan Qing and Xi'er, Su Chengmo would have drowned himself?

What do you mean, he caused himself to fall?
yes!He was protecting Xi'er. He had predicted that something would happen to Xi'er in advance. It was indeed his credit that Xi'er survived!
But he clearly promised not to deceive himself again, and he clearly promised not to use Xi'er as a bait!Three years ago, when she woke up and saw the silica gel in hand, she knew that Xi'er was fake, and she also understood what he did back then!
But understanding is one thing!It's one thing to be able to forgive!But... how could she not complain?
She didn't know when Fake Xi'er was taken away, but when she woke up, she changed from the bed to the car, and Su Chengmo gave her sleeping pills!She hoped to hear his next arrangement from Su Chengmo's mouth, but Su Chengmo refused to say anything!

After what happened with Rong Yan'er and her mother before, how should she trust him?

He explained so much later, but he didn't explain other things!

First, he rushed over in the face of a hail of bullets that day to prevent Rong Yan'er from being injured so slightly. Could it be because of an order from the organization?
Second, Rong Yan'er's address book in his phone is number one, so what's going on?The mobile phone obviously fell off the cliff, and he wanted to ask Situ Anran to get it back, so what happened?

Third, when No. 3 asked him to choose, what happened to the way he looked at Rong Yan'er?

Fourth, the night in prison... What happened to what she saw?

Did he explain all of this?No!And what about her?How difficult it was for her to come this way, even now she doesn't know why she persisted until now!

If you can be happy, who would choose to be strong?If she can still be as carefree as before, who would choose to go through hardships like now?
How many times has she done this with blood and tears?All these years of experience, all these years of blood and tears, she was willing to believe him at that time!Hearing his promise of yes, she was really stupid enough to think that he agreed, and she really thought that Xi'er would have no worries and would not be used as a pawn!

What he didn't know was that this was the only bit of trust she had left!It was the trust he gained when he saw the expression on his face that was so cautious when he hugged Xi'er for the first time, as if he was afraid of hurting Xi'er!
She never blamed Su Chengmo for allowing her to be imprisoned three years ago, never complained that Su Chengmo invaded her that night, and never complained that Su Chengmo was not by her side when she was kicked off her baby in the hospital!But this time, she really blamed Su Chengmo!
He has calculated thousands of times, and he has missed her feelings for Xi'er!Countless calculations, forgetting to experience the love of having a baby again after the death of a baby!To her, Xi'er meant all hopes, all hopes!So when she jumped into the river, she didn't hesitate.But when she saw that it was Silica Xi'er, who would understand her pain? !
What Su Chengmo did was right, she should forgive him, after all he protected Xi'er!But who is going to understand, the madness of crying and laughing when you finally opened your eyes from the death line and saw that the person who almost killed you was a fake baby?

At that moment, she was like a lunatic on the beach. Who has ever seen her like this?
Su Chengmo had never seen it before!Xi'er has never seen it before!Only she knew how she persisted so that she didn't really go crazy!

For the past three years, Su Chengmo had Xi'er by his side.What about her?Thrown onto a deserted island like a toddler, death seems to fill every step in the jungle!When she had a fever, she felt dizzy, so she had to be vigilant if any wild beasts came here.When she was dizzy from the fever, a small snake wrapped itself around her arm, and those small cold eyes kept staring at her!At that time, her reaction was not horror, but... relief!
Thinking about it now, isn't that kind of relief a reflection of her psychology?
At that time, was there anyone by her side?But with such a sensible Xi'er by his side?Compared with Su Chengmo, who is going to have a harder and harder life than the other?
(End of this chapter)