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Chapter 323 The real break and then rise!
The replica was the cocoon she had seen countless times in her dreams.She lived in the shadow of Gu Qianxi, sad and mad, struggling to escape from her fate, but was crushed by fate to the ground and could not move.She is destined to be a tragedy, and even more so, a cocoon that wraps Gu Qianxi.Now... this cocoon was exposed to the sun and became the target of public criticism.Although Gu Qianxi was hurt by her, but because of her obsession with Su Chengmo, her potential exploded and broke through her hypnosis.

Gu Qianxi dodged the bullet, thus achieving the death of that person.This is a mountain, and only one person can stand firm on the top. If Gu Qianxi survives, she is bound to fall to the bottom.

The current person is clinging to the edge of the mountain, with one hand hanging there.Grandma's phrase "break and then stand", does it mean that through this person, find the people behind her, and uproot them all, so that she can be truly reborn?

"Rebirth does not refer to the rebirth of the body, but refers to the rebirth of the mental state... The rebirth of the mental state does not refer to the death of the heart, nor does it refer to disillusionment. It is to look for the Buddha's light in the world of mortals." Ana said in a low voice. As she spoke, Gu Qianxi realized it herself.

Before, she counted as the rebirth of the physical body, but her state of mind was only half achieved. She thought that she had no desires and desires, that she could be strong without desires, so that she would no longer be harmed or restrained.But he didn't know that all his strength was a helpless disguise.All my desires and desires are nothing but self-importance.

It was a survivor before, but it was not rebirth from the ashes.

Now, all the harm and hatred must be broken and solved... This is the real break and stand!Nirvana rebirth!

Only then was she able to get the last words from Grandma, "Working together, suffering will be rewarded!"

When she figured this out, it was as if a surge of energy suddenly surged into her heart. This energy made her work hard, and she was not afraid of the unknown ahead!
Even the blood on the bracelet, Gu Qianxi didn't feel scared anymore.Before, she was afraid that this was an ominous omen, and she was afraid that something that she could not accept would happen in the future.But now, in her eyes, this bloodstain has become a representative of a kind of experience!It represents that period of time, like a toddler in Handan.The bloodstains are the representative of her stumbling and walking along the way!

Gu Qianxi figured everything out, and when she came back to her senses, Ana had left at some point, and she was the only one in the room with the unfinished pot of highland barley wine.Gu Qianxi was as proud as a cloud, and drank the bowl of wine. When she stood up, her feet were a little numb.After sitting in the room for a long time, he regained his strength before walking out the door.

When Ana left, the door was not closed tightly. Gu Qianxi had just put her hands on the door, and saw a tall figure outside the door through the gap.

Su Chengmo took Xi'er to sit on a table and chair outside the door. Xi'er stood on the ground. Xi'er, who was nearly four years old, had grown into a little man.There was a charcoal brazier in front of them, and Xi'er was playing there with a wooden stick.Lugu Lake at night is wet and cold, as if piercing.

Xi'er lay on Su Chengmo's lap while playing, and the two men, one big and one small, started the following conversation.

"Dad, why don't we go inside and wait for Mom? It's so cold outside..."

"Xi'er, be good, your mother has something to do inside, we will go in after she finishes her work."

"Oh!" Xi'er was a little lost, but only for a moment, he raised his head again, fluttering his eyelashes curiously. "Dad, what is Mom doing?"

"She's... licking the wound." Su Chengmo's voice was low, because his back was facing, so Gu Qianxi couldn't see his face.

"Licking wound? What is a licking wound? Mom got hurt again?"

"Yeah." Still low...

"Ah! Then I'm going to see my mother...to see which bastard dares to hurt my mother. Xi'er wants to protect my mother." Xi'er said, throwing the wooden stick in her hand and was about to come in, but was stopped by Su Chengmo .When Su Chengmo held him, he turned his body slightly, and Gu Qianxi saw his side face.

With one glance, she stood there blankly, not knowing what expression to make.

As far as the eyes could see, Su Chengmo's side face could not be seen clearly under the dim light.At this moment, Gu Qianxi couldn't find the conceit and arrogance that despised the world in him.Su Chengmo pursed his lips tightly, and after a while he said in a low voice, "I hurt it."

"Ah?" Xi'er was stunned, blinked, and stared at Su Chengmo after realizing it. "Dad, why did you hurt Mom?"

"It was hurt before."

Perhaps it was his overly sad voice that aroused Xi'er's emotions. Xi'er obediently approached him like a puppy, rubbing his head against his palm, obediently like a puppy. "Dad, then... Is Mom seriously injured?"

"Ah."

"Then...Dad, did your injury here also come from your mother?" Xi'er said, covering his chest with her hands.Su Chengmo's body visibly trembled, he hugged Xi'er into his arms, put his hands on the back of his head, and buried his head in Xi'er's neck.For some reason, Gu Qianxi's nose felt sour for no reason, and a layer of mist covered her eyes, which obscured the light outside the door, and it was also foggy.It made her unable to see clearly Su Chengmo's expression at the moment.

"No, I hurt it myself, it has nothing to do with your mother."

Xi'er's voice was a little trembling, with a slightly weak crying tone. "Does it hurt?"

Su Chengmo paused for a while...

long time……

long...

Only then did he speak slowly, "Your mother hurts more than me..."

After Xi'er finished listening, she sniffed, as if she was crying. "But... But I always see Dad, you use the knife to cut yourself. You are all bad fathers, bad mothers, always hurting yourself, let Xi'er worry about you."

Gu Qianxi behind the door tightly covered her mouth and nose, tears dripping down the back of her hands, as if she had burned that piece of skin, causing her heart to burn with burning pain.

Su Chengmo's voice was also a little choked up, "It won't happen in the future..."

Xi'er nodded sharply, her little paws were tightly grasping Su Chengmo's clothes, and the clothes they grabbed were crumpled.After a long time, after Xi'er recovered, Su Chengmo asked Caitou to take him back to the room to rest first.Xi'er left, Su Chengmo leaned against the pillar outside the door by himself, his tall shadow was drawn very long by Gu Yue, it landed on the crack of the door and entered the room as if lonely.

Gu Qianxi stretched out her hand silently, trying to touch the shadow in the air.Before I touched it, my fingers were already trembling badly.

Maybe it was because the shadow was too lonely, maybe it was because the moonlight was too cold this night, or maybe it was because her heart throbbed too much.Gu Qianxi intuitively felt that she had to do something to suppress the emotions that were about to erupt in her heart.Thinking about it, Gu Qianxi raised her hand and opened the wooden door...

(End of this chapter)