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Chapter 482 I am not Wang Zeguang anymore...

Absolutely?maybe!

But it doesn't stop... How can I make her give up completely, how can I let her find someone she likes again?
The fourth child is such a smart person, most people only need to say three points, and he can guess ten points.He also completely guessed what I said, and patted me on the shoulder, "If you think about her so much, have you thought about yourself?"

Myself?
I was silent for a while, then continued to laugh, "I think I'm fine now, but I seem to be delaying my girl."

The fourth child sighed, "Okay! Make your own decision, but I really think it's good to be careful with this girl. You can try to cultivate her. As long as she doesn't leave, you can spend a few years with her first. No, let’s talk about it when the time comes.”

After he finished speaking, he immediately added, "But you have to agree, third child, since you don't intend to take care of the person for the rest of your life, don't take off the clothes on the person."

I looked at him with contempt, "Fourth brother, do you think everyone is the same as you?"

Situ Anran immediately frowned, his pain was too obvious, just like my pain was also very obvious to him.

That night, I hugged him and drank a lot of wine on the beach.We had a good drink at first, but Yuan Qing came over at some point in the middle, sat beside us without saying a word, snatched all our wine, and drank it all.Maybe you don't know, among the four of us, the one with the best drinker is actually not me, let alone the fourth child, but... Yuan Qing.

At the beginning, Yuan Qing poured only three cups, and felt dizzy from the smell of alcohol. Later, he often drank heavily at home in these years, and his drinking capacity increased.Up to now, no matter how much I drink, I don’t seem to get drunk.

When we were all drunk, Su Aoyun came out to look for someone, even Yuan Qing was taken away by Xia Sheng.And beside me, there was suddenly no one...

Looking at the traces left by the two on the beach, there was suddenly a moment of loneliness.

Obviously dizzy to death, but my mind is very clear.It can also pick up all the garbage and walk back unsteadily.After walking a few steps, I looked up and suddenly saw a familiar figure, vaguely, I recognized that person...

Be careful!
I don't know if I drank too much. In a trance, I became very sad and pregnant.Looking at her in almost the same position, I remembered that in Corsica, when the boss kissed the girl's instep on the beach, I also stood under the street lamp, staring at my lonely shadow in a daze.

That kind of sadness is so cold, thinking about it now, I feel a little trembling all over.

But now that they have changed positions, standing under the light at this moment, looking at my heart, what kind of mood is it?
I seem to... understand her mood a little bit.

Facing her pure enthusiasm, I was a little flustered.Looking back at the sea, I remembered the time when I was on the deserted island.

After the girl disappeared, I almost went crazy and wanted to find the trace of the girl. After she couldn't stand my madness, she yelled with red eyes, "Sister... sister...you only have your sister in your eyes, you Do idiots never see the people around them? Can't see the kindness others treat you?"

I was taken aback by her yelling, and my brain couldn't work.His throat was burning, but he still asked, "What do you mean?"

One moment it was the roar of the Hedong lion, and the next moment she burst into tears.She growled full of grievances, "I like you, can't you see it? Seeing you working hard for us, my heart aches. Seeing you cutting flesh for her to survive, I wish that person was me. I know your heart There is her, but if possible, I am willing to wait for you!"

I remember very clearly that my answer to her was, "No!"

Don't wait for me, don't love me, don't love me.

It's really like she said, I'm an idiot, I didn't even realize her feelings for me in advance, and I always treated her like a little girl who didn't care about the world.The promise I can't afford, I want to break her thoughts as soon as possible.But unexpectedly, she actually insisted on following behind.

It's not that I haven't been moved, but love is not moved.

I can't forget my sister, so I'm doomed that in this life, I won't be able to give her the undivided attention and loyalty as a husband.That being the case, why should I delay the girl?
Withdrawing my gaze, I put away all the emotions on my face, and passed by her blankly, deliberately not looking at her frail back.

On a lonely street, I walked to the hotel one after the other with her.Finally, each went back to each room and found each bed.

I was helpless, she accepted her fate.

This night, I had a dream.In my dream, I seemed to see a girl looking at me with a smile when she was a child, and calling me... "Idiot"!
Because of this title, I woke up suddenly.The moonlight was projected on the ceiling like water, and my eyes widened with horror.Why dream of the name "nerd"?This night, I have insomnia again.

Five years later, I was divorced.

Another year, be careful to get married.Married to a very ordinary person, no background, not very handsome, just a small section chief with a simple family background, his resume from childhood to adulthood is like a white paper, the entire wall is covered with certificates, is a Pure and good boy, his hands are not covered with blood like mine.The most important thing is that this man treats her very well, takes care of her feelings in every detail, and is especially tolerant of his cautious and quiet temper.

The mother-in-law is also a good person, old-fashioned and warm-hearted. She is often called a good person by the neighbors in the street. She treats her carefully and treats her like a daughter-in-law.

I married Xinxin... Actually, it was just a blank red paper, there was no wedding night, no red wedding dress, so... that marriage certificate was also a fake!I lied to everyone, and I hid it carefully.It wasn't until she got a marriage certificate with that man that she checked and found out that she was not a second marriage.When she was dating that man, she told people that it was a second marriage, but the man said he didn't care, so this could be considered a surprise, I heard that the man was still smiling silly at the time.

Not long after they got married, they became pregnant. According to the fourth child, it was a little girl.After carefully following him, the smiles on his face gradually increased. Later, he stayed at home to care for his husband and teach his children, and his life was smooth.After five years of marriage, she conceived another one, a daughter, and the family was considered happy and harmonious.

As for me……

According to the agreement, all my personal property was transferred to her.In the second year after they got married, I made up my mind to ordain and become a monk after I traveled all over China, Tibet, and Mount Wutai.

The master is kind, bestowed the dharma name, and made a connection.

May I get rid of all the things I shouldn't have... common fate.

And I can finally forget... the name I begged on my knees, Wang Zeguang.From then on, it was only named Yuan...

(End of this chapter)