No matter how spoiled you are, I am willing to pamper you

Chapter 485 Please Call Me Ding Haoyan (1)

In the dark and airtight room, there was only a faint light, which penetrated through the lighting glass on the top.

A beam of moonlight less than the size of a palm shrouded in, quietly projecting on the ground.

In the corner, Chu Haoyan's heart moved inexplicably, and he stretched out a palm, trying to hold the beam of light, but after trying in vain for a few times, he could only sneer.

"Ah--!"

The sneer sounded slowly in this silent room, feeling a little lonely.

He was laughing, laughing at his idiocy, at his innocence.

It seems that a long time ago, when he stayed in that room, he was like a puppy biting his own tail. He knew that he couldn't get it, but he still enjoyed it every day, and he couldn't get enough of it.

How long ago was that?
Chu Haoyan tilted his head and thought for a long time, looking for the memories that were still a little bit funny in his memory.

When he was a child, he was very silly and naive.

In Chu Feiying's manor, he stayed with Ding Xinbai most of the time.In order to train him, Ding Xinbai sent him to that room full of mirrors since he was two years old, and locked him in it no matter day or night.

He didn't quite remember what happened a long time ago, anyway, he stayed in that room since he had the impression.At that time, the only interesting thing for him was to smash the ant nest in the corner, and then block the route of the ants back to the nest.

Usually, he can entertain himself for a day.

He was prone to illness as a child, and so was he.But when he got sick, Ding Xinbai was a doctor himself, so he would get rid of his illness with the medicine, and then continued to lie back in that room.

Slowly...he doesn't like to talk, let alone laugh.

He also discovered a thing, when a person stares at the mirror for a long time, you will gradually find that this person does not look like you.It's like if you stare at a word for a long time, you will find out why it is a word, and you will feel strange.

He is very curious about why the eyes grow like this, why people have eyebrows, why they have eyelashes, and many, many curious things.

And what he was most curious about was...

Why other children can play outside, but he needs to stay in this room.Other children can laugh, why does his mother get angry when he laughs.Other children can have parents, but if he...calls her mother, she will beat him angrily?
It's strange, he can't figure it out, so he can only do it in the way she likes.

She said that if he was not allowed to laugh, he would not laugh in front of her, always sullen, imitating her sad look.

She said that jumping around was not allowed, and he just followed her movements solemnly.Standing is standing, sitting is sitting.

Eating with chopsticks is not allowed, she said.He just imitated what she taught, and grabbed the rice with his hands foolishly.

She said that when eating, she should act according to her face.She blinked her left eye, and he was going to knock over the bowls and chopsticks stupidly.She blinked her right eye, and he was about to drink water, and knocked the glass over on him.These movements are difficult and take a long time to learn, but fortunately, she has been training him since he was sensible.

When he was a child, he always thought that what he did was right, and he always thought that things should be done this way.She blinks, and he should move accordingly.When speaking, you should hesitate and prolong the notes.All hands-on work should be simple and stupid.

He didn't know until after the IQ test report came out and overheard the discussion from other children...

It turned out that he was stupid, he was mentally handicapped!
But... no matter what mental retardation it is, as long as Ding Xinbai is happy, if he is not locked in that small dark room, he will be so happy that he can't sleep!
This was what he was most looking forward to at that time!
After the test report came out, Grandpa Chu Feiying came here very diligently.Every time he came, Chu Haoyan was very happy.Because Ding Xinbai would not lock Chu Feiying into that small room in front of Chu Feiying.

So at that time, he was looking forward to Grandpa Chu Feiying's arrival every day.

It's just that the good times didn't last long. I don't know what she said to Grandpa Chu Feiying. Later, Grandpa Chu Feiying didn't come here often.He had to go back to that room again, and the days felt like years.

Days are like years, this is the first idiom he learned, and also the first idiom he experienced personally!

Unforgettable, unforgettable forever!
Chu Haoyan clenched his fist subconsciously, and hammered it against the cold wall next to him.In the darkness, his face was flickering and dim.

He took several deep breaths before suppressing the irritability.Lifting his foot and kicking, there was the clanging sound of chains.The chains tied to his feet made his legs barely reach the wall below.

Kicking the litter there a little bit, he counted the marks he had left on it through the dim light.

After reading it, he couldn't help raising his eyebrows and sighing, with a smile of unknown meaning. "So tonight is New Year's Day."

No wonder there were fireworks outside, no wonder no one was here in the basement today.

It turned out to be Wang Zeguang's birthday!
Speaking of birthdays, this was another of his great sorrows.

It is said that Wang Zeguang is pitiful, he lost his mother when he was born, and his father blamed him for not having a perfect childhood, preventing him from enjoying the warmth of family affection, and then everyone sympathized with him and pitied him.

What about him?
Chu Haoyan sneered, his face even more lonely!

To say that Wang Zeguang is pitiful, at least he still has a birthday!No one has accompanied him, and he can run to his mother's grave by himself.

And him?have what?
When he was a child, every birthday had his most painful memories!
Ding Xinbai would be moody that day, and being beaten was commonplace.Sometimes if she was trapped in her own memory and couldn't get it out, she would grab his neck and strangle him fiercely.He has understood the feeling of suffocation since he was a child!
Moreover, it was the feeling of being suffocated by his own mother.

It hurt...but thankfully, he was numb.

Wang Zeguang also has an mother who takes care of him like a grandmother, but what about Chu Haoyan?Nothing at all!

What is Wang Zeguang kneeling and begging for a name?Ah……

Who knew that when he was a child, in winter, he would have to beg for even a piece of clothing!

Just because he is the representative of Ding Xinbai's shame, because of his existence, Ding Xinbai will always remember that moment, and because of his appearance, Ding Xinbai must leave his hometown, so he must live so tired?

It was cold, he was shivering in the small dark room, Ding Xinbai would not show any mercy.If he wanted to ask for a piece of clothing or a quilt, he had to ask for it only after Ding Xinbai vented and pinched his neck, when he was dying.

Who can understand how he felt when he was panting heavily, pulled Ding Xinbai's trousers in a breathless manner, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm cold...I want clothes..."?
(End of this chapter)