I'm not a tailed beast

Chapter 237 I'm Not the 'Protagonist' Anymore
The chess pieces on the chessboard are controlled by the players, and no matter where they are placed, they are all controlled by the player's will.

So when a chess piece wants to self-destruct, it is difficult for a chess player to continue playing chess calmly.

Mu Ziyu figured it out, but it didn't mean he could accept it calmly.

Throw yourself into the favorite world of Hokage, let yourself spend the initial stage quietly and peacefully, and try to transform yourself after you relax your vigilance and get used to it?
Play a good abacus.

Why?Just because they were born earlier than me, just because they are stronger than me?Just because they have mastered a power they don't understand?

Can you play around with yourself and play this 'protagonist' game like an idiot?
"You know? I'd rather die here than follow the route designed by others."

The surroundings were still quiet, except for Mu Ziyu's angry panting.

But the quieter it was, the more it meant that Mu Ziyu was right.

There are quite a few 'things' watching.

Even if they remained silent, Mu Ziyu could still sense it.

Sad, lamentable?
No, this is self-awakening. You have to choose your own path so that you will not be manipulated and controlled by others.

Mu Ziyu closed his eyes and used his soul to perceive the world around him.

In the chaos and darkness, the senses are infinitely weakened, and some are only the original emotions of the world.

That is malice.

Life comes with malice towards the world, plunders the world, and grows continuously.

It does not depend on human will, nor can it be judged by human morality.

Finally, just when Mu Ziyu controlled all the power in his body, he did not hesitate to explode himself to resist.

In the perception of darkness, those 'beings' emerged.

I don't have any images of them in my mind, but they are there, watching.

Mu Ziyu felt that these "existences" were communicating, and perhaps regretted choosing himself.

But no matter what, Mu Ziyu's attempt to 'suicide' made them feel a little displeased.

Just a hint of displeasure.

As a pawn on the chessboard, the chess players are very unhappy about trying to get out of control.

"Aren't you happy? Feel that the plan has been disrupted, or that I will find out?"

Mu Ziyu began to laugh, and there was madness in the laughter, but reason and madness were intertwined, seemingly contradictory, but they coexisted harmoniously.

"But the more unhappy you are, the happier I am. Show me your methods to your heart's content. If you can punish me, or deprive me of everything, just like these puppets, erasing memory and mind, then it's best to hurry up." point."

"But if you can't, it's a pity. No matter if it's God, rules, order, whatever you call it, you are just trash and garbage in my eyes."

Beside Mu Ziyu, a familiar voice suddenly sounded.

"Have you finally realized?"

Mu Ziyu opened his eyes suddenly, it was Lucifer, he wanted to question Lucifer with many questions, and asked her why she did this.

Why did you deceive yourself to collect merit, why did you let yourself come to the devil world, and why did you do all this.

However, he can't.

Lucifer smiled and looked at Mu Ziyu with a relieved and natural expression.

The distance between the two is less than one meter, but it is as far away as the stars.

Her body became more and more transparent, gradually disappearing little by little.

Mu Ziyu looked at Lucifer in astonishment, filled with anger, turned into puzzlement, and subconsciously stretched out his paw to touch it.

But there was nothing there, the claws went through Lucifer's body, nothing.

"This is my last sliver of consciousness. I thought I could last a little longer, but I'm sorry for lying to you."

Lucifer smiled apologetically, the black wings on his back kept falling off.

The legs where she asked Zi Yuan to sign her name before showed horrific wounds, where flesh and bones could be seen.

"Forgive me for not being able to say it. This is a rule. Even the demon gods can't violate it, and neither can they. Who made us the old gods based on the old rules, but one thing is certain, I must stand You are here, you are not a pawn, absolutely not."

Lucifer became more and more transparent. It was only at this moment that Mu Ziyu realized that it was too late for him to wake up.

She has been constantly reminding herself, even if it is in an indirect way.

Lucifer lightly raised his hand, stopped in the air, and gently stroked Mu Ziyu's face.

"They're after you—"

"Take good care of yourself. If you don't tell you the appearance of the demon world, you can't resist the temptation. Now you can do what you want. The merit monument will help you, because you are the merit monument."

There was no light, nor any special phenomenon, Lucifer just disappeared.

Even if Mu Ziyu tried to use his extremely limited time element to reverse time, he still couldn't see any pictures about Lucifer in the past.

Even the memory about Lucifer is disappearing little by little.

Mu Ziyu immediately entered the soul space, and kept engraving Lucifer's name on the merit tablet with his claws.

But that name seemed to touch a taboo, and it became a little shallower.

"I forgot something..."

Mu Ziyu looked at his paws in disbelief, he was even a little confused why he was here, why his paws hurt so much, and what hurt more than his paws was his heart.

"No... this cannot be forgotten..."

"But... I can't remember... why can't I remember..."

Those 'existences' were laughing, and Mu Ziyu could feel that they were laughing at themselves, and at someone else's overreach.

Who is that?
"Why are you laughing... why are you laughing..."

"I hate your mother...why are you laughing..."

Mu Ziyu roared angrily, and began to slap on the merit tablet continuously.

The merit monument was shaking, and it was also expressing its own anger, or, this itself was Mu Ziyu's anger.

The smiles of those 'beings' stopped, and Mu Ziyu keenly felt that they were frightened, even fearful.

Fear of what?
Are you afraid of the merit monument?

That's fine, that's fine.

Mu Ziyu slapped the monument of merit and virtue like crazy, and gradually, slapping could no longer express the anger in his heart.

Mu Ziyu began to hit him with his body. He didn't know how long it would take, but as long as he hit it, these 'existences' would feel fear.

As long as they were terrified, Mu Ziyu felt that he had made a profit.

"Are you afraid too?"

The corner of Mu Ziyu's mouth in the soul body was split open, and even though his soul was about to be smashed, he didn't stop.

"Are you afraid too? Bastards!"

The merit monument vibrated more and more, and the soul space also vibrated, as if some kind of restraint was disappearing.

"Are you also afraid? You wastes who hide in the dark and don't dare to show their faces!"

"You deserve fear too!"

With a bang, the monument of merit and virtue was shattered and torn apart.

Mu Ziyu's soul was also shattered, and he felt his consciousness dissipating.

However, he did not want to dissipate.

He wants to live, to live without being manipulated, to live freely.

Just like he didn't want to be programmed to walk.

Images of the past kept flashing in my mind.

The fetters and fun of getting along in the federation are not fake.

Absolutely not fake.

The shattered stone tablet shattered along with the soul space, and endless coercion was revealed, like a tsunami, pushing Mu Ziyu's dissipated soul to pieces, but there was a hazy light in the tablet, death Protect the broken soul to the death.

"Do not--!"

Silent roars came from all directions, and the 'beings' began to use their own methods to try to prevent Mu Ziyu from merging with the hazy light.

But they can't.

The chaos quickly collapsed, and a wave of energy rapidly expanded under the original charm city, crushing all the tangible qualities of the city.

And that hazy light traveled through the space out of thin air and disappeared.

(End of this chapter)