Chapter 385
He turned around and walked upstairs, stumbling, his feet seemed to have no center of gravity and strength, and he couldn't walk steadily.

Ye Fusang sat where she was, holding her head and suppressing crying.

Tang Xiao closed the door after entering, slowly leaning his body on the door, and slid on the ground. He looked down at the ground, tears fell drop by drop, even if he told a lie, wouldn't it work to trick him?

He hated her for two years, for two full years, and would wake up in the night of hating, but the first time he saw her two years later, it was not hatred, but deep yearning.

He only had her in his eyes, only her.

There is no hatred, he is only glad that she came back, he is only glad that he has flesh, and that she still loves flesh...

It turned out that the harder he hated, the more it proved that he loved her deeper. Only then did he realize that he not only liked her, he was love, and loved her extremely intensely.

Tang Xiao had hinted to himself, he told himself over and over again in his heart that this woman is not worth it, she is not worth it, there are more beautiful women in this world than her, every one of the so many women he has seen is beautiful, but he In his mind, her appearance is still irreplaceable, all the women he has ever seen are not her.

He knows that he has not been good enough, he is not as good as any man before her, but he just likes her, he likes her to death, he really came with the determination to die if she breaks up, he wants to change, He has been working hard to change, even if the results are minimal, but he is really changing.

Why can't she see, she can't see anything, as soon as her first boyfriend came back, she fell into his arms.He was so relentless in the fall, that he couldn't even replace the flesh, and he began to hate it at that time, hating it to the point of despair.

He thought that it would be impossible for him to meet her again in his life, and that she must be living the life he dreamed of happily with the man she loved in some corner of the world, and have a bunch of children.

Then, she came back, and Shao Yiwei died.

His heart is also dead. After Shao Yiwei died, she stayed with the dead man for half a year. Otherwise, why didn't she come back a year and a half ago?
Tang Xiao sobbed and cried aloud. In her heart, a dead person is better than him, better than him and Rourou...

"Tang Xiao..." Ye Fusang's voice sounded outside the door, she cried and squatted outside the door, but she could clearly feel Tang Xiao sitting behind the door, she cried and said, "Tang Xiao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... ..."

Tears dripped down drop by drop, Tang Xiao suppressed his crying, he tried his best to suppress his emotions, not to let the people outside the door hear his voice, but the tears still flow down by themselves.

Ye Fusang squatted at the door, hugged his legs and cried, "I am not a widow for anyone, I am not married, nothing happened to Shao Yiwei... I just... I just don't know how to come back and face flesh and blood... I don't want to I mentioned Shao Yiwei because he died in front of me...I opened my eyes and saw him hanged in front of me...I closed my eyes and saw him dying...I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

She whimpered, like a frightened little animal, watching the drops in her eyes pool on the ground, and said in a dejected voice: "He was kidnapped before, and he has serious mental illness and physical trauma. He lives all the time. In the suspicion and fear, only a very small amount of time is sober, he knows his problem, but he can't control it, he doesn't trust anyone around him, including his parents...he suspects that everyone will kidnap him and kill him ...I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't want him to die, I really don't want him to die..."

The man she once dreamed of, the man who was once as gentle as water, seemed to be a different person, especially at night, all together became his nightmare, when he broke into Ye Fusang's room again uncontrollably, trying to After stretching out his hand to strangle her, he wept bitterly, kneeling on the ground in uncontrollable pain.

His parents, his relatives and friends, everyone begged him to calm down, everyone shed tears for him, Shao Yiwei's psychological defense seemed to have reached a limit, he actually entered her room in the middle of the night, and chose to hang himself in front of her , leaving a suicide note with simple content and messy handwriting. He must have been sober and desperate at that time. With a few words, he apologized to all those who loved him. In the end, he couldn't bear the pain and suffering over and over again, and he couldn't get out of that period. Fear and pain, the only relief is death.

She didn't want him to die, no matter how he lived, as long as he lived.

She left so hastily, so irresponsibly, she gave up the chance to fight for the custody of flesh and blood, she just wanted him to live, hoped that he would get out of that shadow, hoped that he could continue to live with his heart that had been looking for her, But she was not the savior, she couldn't do it, Shao Yiwei still died.

She whimpered, appearing so quiet and clear in the empty corridor, revealing an indescribable coldness and desolation: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I don't know how to come back to see you and Rourou, I don't know What should I do...but I miss Rourou too much, I miss it too much..."

Tang Xiao let tears flow down his cheeks, he sniffed and said, "But you never thought about you..."

Ye Fusang cried and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I thought about it... I really thought about it..." She squatted on the ground, tapped on the door lightly with her clenched fist, and cried, "Tang Zou! Tang Zou! "

There was no sound in the room for a long time. She squatted by the door and cried for a long time. It was pitch black outside, and crisp bird calls could be heard from time to time.

Her mood gradually calmed down, her eyes were red, she stood up slowly, stood at the door for a while, then turned around slowly, lowered her head, and walked slowly towards the door of the children's room.

The door lock of Tang Xiao's bedroom suddenly clicked, the door was pulled open, Ye Fusang stood still, she turned around with red eyes, and saw Tang Xiao walking out slowly, with tears in his eyes, staring at her His eyes asked: "For two years and three months, I have never held a woman's hand, I have never touched a woman's hair, I have never drank a drop of wine, I have never smoked a cigarette, I try to be a good girl. Father, good son, I have never been in a bar, I have never fought with anyone..." Tears rolled down his cheeks, he looked at her and asked: "Ye Fusang, you want to marry me because of flesh and blood Among the reasons, can it be because one point is because of me?"

Ye Fusang covered her mouth with her hand to keep herself from crying. She walked over and put her arms around Tang Xiao's waist, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you and Rourou, I'm really sorry, never again, never again ..."

Tang Xiao lifted the hand hanging by his side, then he slowly raised his hand, hugging the woman in his arms tighter and tighter, he said with tears: "Ye Fusang, if you dare to betray me The second time with Rourou, I will kill you, I will kill you with my own hands!"

It was the fifteenth day, and the willow branches were covered by the moon outside the window. It was the night of the full moon.Ding Susu covered her mouth to keep herself from crying, Tang Juan gently helped her move to the bedroom, and she dared to cry aloud when she got to the bedroom: "My poor ah... these two enemies... ..."

(End of this chapter)

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