A Collection of Old Sayings by Fourth Sister You

Chapter 45 Forbidden Court (45)
You know love, what's the use of knowing it, what she loves is not you, your heart is thrown into the ditch, it's worthless. (1)
This failure caused him not to dare to face her for the next three days.

Zong Hua didn't know much about this, and thought it was almost done, but unfortunately not.That day when he was defeated like a mountain, he looked and looked at her shoulder, but Gong Sha was still there, dazzlingly red.He was a little sad, and before he left, he repeatedly asked him not to mention it to the Miao Nei people, and Yong Hua readily agreed.Naturally, she wouldn't ask Chunwo about everything in the boudoir, because she was a little embarrassed after all.What's more, even if she can't understand it, she can only hold it in her heart when it comes to Jinshang's decency.

Sometimes sitting in front of the mirror and rubbing the palace sand vigorously, the flesh became hot, but the bright red was still there.When Chunwo saw her, he quickly stopped her, and as he gathered her clothes, he said: "Little ancestor, don't move this thing around, if it disappears, something will happen."

With her feet side by side, she stretched lazily into the sunlight, "If it's gone, it's gone, so you don't have to look bad."

Chunwo cleaned up the scattered jewelry on the dressing table, and said casually: "Everything can be messed up, but this one can't. Don't underestimate it. It is a woman's chastity. If it is there, a man respects you. If it is not there, you can say no." I understand. But it seems that only we Dasui have this habit, Yueguo and Wurong don't like it. Their women can remarry, up to four or five times."

She was very surprised, "Can I have four or five husbands?"

Chunwo nodded, "They are all remarried or widowed, but no matter how many people marry, the one who misses her in the end is the original spouse." Seeing her ignorant look, he smiled, "Don't you understand? I always sincerely want to live a good life with him. Although remarriage is allowed, it is more perfect if you stay together. After all, marrying a lot is not a glorious thing."

She listened silently, turned sideways and lowered her head halfway, fiddling with the little ribbon on the leather belt boredly.Chunwo glanced at her, feeling really melancholy, "It's not once or twice that you share the bed with the official family. You cheated on the day of your wedding. The queen mother thought you had consummated the house long ago. I didn't see any movement in your stomach. When the time comes Fear of dissatisfaction. You have to plan carefully, you are no longer a child. Now that you are a wife, you still have to fulfill your responsibilities. Today delays tomorrow, tomorrow delays the day after tomorrow, must it be delayed until the court admonisher comes out to speak? "

She was wronged, and said in a sad voice: "How can you blame me for this..." Thinking about something wrong, she quickly stopped.

Chunwo was stunned for a moment, "Then... it still depends on the doctor. The emperor's heir is the foundation of the country, so you must not hide your illness from the doctor."

"No, no...it's not what you think." She waved her hands again and again, changed the subject quickly, adjusted the whole hairpin gown, and asked Chunwo to show her that the twelve tines on the topknot were properly worn, Xu Xu said , "Today, Xuandemen went to the wine house, and the new wine brewed in the palace has been transported over? The official asked me to show my face and come back, but it takes so much effort to dress up."

The tradition of Dayue is slightly different from that of Sui. After enjoying the flowers and the moon in the Mid-Autumn Festival, after giving up wine, the court also pays attention to having fun with the people.Not everyone can be lucky enough to come to the Queen's House Wine, it needs to be the female family members of each family, hold the earthen jars, and form a long line outside the Xuande Gate, one by one in turn.The wine house usually runs from Shenshi to Youshi, but it is just a formality. The queen offloads her shoulders and hands them over to the concubines.

Seeing that the sky was almost getting dark, Xu Shanggong came in and asked her to leave. From Qingning Palace to Xuande Gate, she had to walk through the grand palace of the former dynasty and walked there for nearly a moment.Today is the best attire, and the queen's Tin Chai dress is slightly inferior to the dress and Ju Yi, and is usually worn by guests at banquets.Shejiu is dressed so solemnly, it is to treat the common people as guests, and the intention is quite deep.It's just that the makeup is a bit complicated, and he wears a pair of pendants, which rattle all the way as he walks.

Go out from Xuanyou Gate, pass Zuoyintai Gate, go south to a straight corridor leading to Changqing Gate, and then pass through the nine-zhang-wide Tianjie, Xuande Gate is outside.Xuande Gate is the main gate of the entire inner city. The two gates on the left and right stand toweringly. When people look up from downstairs, they will have a small and humble mentality.When Rong Hua got there, the Hou Province had already set up a pomp, and the huge curtain covered the sky and the sun, like a magnified barrier.There were quite a lot of people waiting for the wine house, all for the sake of catching a glimpse of the Queen's demeanor, when she appeared on the platform, the crowd faintly stirred up.

Jun Rong played the rites and music straight away, the queen held the bamboo terminal, pulled the sleeves to scoop up the wine from the urn, and handed it to the servant in front of her.This is to ensure the safety of the queen. After all, standing face to face, no one knows who is coming. In case something bad happens, there is no time to remedy it.

Everything is in an orderly manner, with a smile on his face, and he is always introspective when he raises his hands.People came and went, she handed the wine to the yellow door beside her, and when she raised her eyes, she saw that there was another person among the two servants standing there. cloud view.

Her smile froze, just as there was a loud commotion behind her, the two peasant women had a conflict because of the issue of first come first come first, they cursed at each other loudly, and then they broke up regardless.

Everyone's attention was attracted, it was disrespectful to make a loud noise in front of the empress, and she expected it to be him who was making a fuss.He smiled faintly, winked slightly, and walked towards her.She couldn't avoid it, so she had to hand over the bamboo tube to Concubine Xian to preside over it.Trying to be self-sufficient, he asked not to embarrass the people, turned around and looked at him, and led him to the left gate.

Chunwo has been waiting for her all the time, and when he saw who was coming, his face turned pale with fright.Zong Hua pressed hard on her hand to signal her to calm down, and at this moment she became very public.She asked her to stand guard outside, and brought Yun Guan in by herself. When he stepped into the door, he hugged him from behind.

"I haven't seen you for a few days. I miss you." He whispered in her ear, "After Qiushe returned to the palace, did he trouble you?"

He hugged her and made her feel uncomfortable.He said yes or no, and managed to get out calmly, "Why do you ask that? Did he find out?"

He is a sensitive person who can taste her every word and deed.Resist getting close to him?He breathed a sigh of relief, "I went out of the city after we broke up that day, and a group of people came out on the way. Although they were all dressed in sloppy clothes, I guess they were sent by him. It won't be a day or two before he wants to kill me. If you find out where you are, you will definitely kill me."

Her heart tightened, she pinched the handkerchief and said: "Why can't it be him? He spent two days with me and didn't reveal anything. Could it be that he met a strong man and wanted to rob you?"

He shook his head, he was standing behind the west window, the light was dim, and his face seemed cloudy and uncertain.He said: "The group of people were sent by the two divisions. Their skills are there, and they can't deceive people."

If everything is really under control today, wouldn't it be very dangerous for him to come today?She quietly looked out, and said in a low voice: "You shouldn't come, if you fall into his hands, it will be over. You go, don't let anyone find out."

But he didn't move. He just said, "I must come here today, because I'm getting more and more uncertain about whether everything I've done is worth it."

She turned her head to look at him, his eyes were pitiful, she felt pain in her heart, she hesitated and asked: "What's the matter? But what happened?"

He leaned his back against the wall and looked at her carefully, not wanting to let go of anything.She leaned over, put her hand in her palm, and said, "I want to take back the country, not only for myself, but also for the many promises I owed you back then. I am the prince of Dayue, and I shouldn't end up like this today. I want revenge, I want to take revenge, I want to take you back, I want to be with you. I heard from my elder sister that you and Chongyuan have a very good relationship. I am a little worried, afraid that you will waver and turn against him. So no matter how much risk I take today, I still have to come to see you... I only have you now, do you know? If even you betray me, my life will be meaningless."

Hearing his pleading words, she only felt guilty, her face turned red and pale, and it was difficult to face him.How did you tell him that she fell in love with Yin Deyi?Let him know, wouldn't he be mad at her to death!She had been thinking about the face in front of her for ten years, but when she found it again, she changed her mind.

She couldn't speak, and considered murmuring again and again: "Don't think about it, how could I betray you. We grew up together, and I treat you like my own family. But this time your plan is too dangerous, I I'm afraid that you might make a mistake..."

He interrupted her with a smile, "The fate of my life is doomed when I land on the ground. I can't be comfortable if I want to be comfortable. There are veterans and ministers in this court, and there are also those who oppose Chongyuan's administration. As long as these people are gathered together, I will You can compete with him in a fair and honest manner. I am sure, and I have already planned it, and it will not take long to implement it. But in the end, I am afraid I will ask you to do me a favor."

She looked at him anxiously and asked her for help. This task was not that simple, and it might cost him his life.She struggled in her heart, in a dilemma.He saw her hesitation, secretly startled, he held her shoulder and said: "Yong Hua, what's your problem?"

She frowned and shook her head, "I just want to persuade you to give up, but I don't know if you are willing to listen to me. Yun Guan, I thought you were dead before, and I feel so sad, you probably can't imagine. Now that you are back, For me, God gave me another chance. Don’t fight against him anymore. You know his foundation best. It cannot be brought down by a few courtiers. If you fight him, I’m afraid you will end up Will be hurt, and even die in his hands." She took a few steps forward, gripped his sleeve tightly and shook, "Don't hit a rock with a pebble, let's leave here together. Find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, and spend the rest of your life in a normal way. OK?"

He raised his hands to stroke her hair, and put his hands on her flower tinsel and her phoenix-pattern dress, "Isn't my life in Sui country not dull enough? When I returned to the big axe, I was robbed of the throne." , my mother also died because of me, how do you call me plain? I want to give my woman the best, give you a phoenix crown and the world, but I can't do it. Seeing you leaning on your enemy, what humiliation I have to bear, Can you understand? I can't sleep all night, I keep thinking, is it right for me to be so persistent. You are a woman, you don't understand the heart of a man. I am not a competitive person, we are together After so many years, you should know me. Now I am cornered. If I don’t fight back, even the last trace of my dignity will be trampled in the mud. It’s not that I don’t want to take you away. It’s easy to go, and then? In the face of endless pursuit and killing, do you want to hide with me? The big axe is my country, why should I give it up to others? Especially after humility, instead of bringing peace, it will lead to endless killings. So, why don't I take the initiative?"

She finally realized that his decision was irreversible, that things were moving forward, and that she had no power to turn things around.This is neither that nor, because of anxiety and tears, "What do you want me to do? I want to help you, but how do you want me to help?"

He said: "What was your original intention of entering the palace? Has it become so difficult to implement it now? If you are afraid of killing people, I don't want you to do it. You just need to make a suggestion in front of him and bring him to me." Come within the scope of the control, the following things have nothing to do with you."

So either you die or I die, does she have to choose between them?
"Don't force me." She stood with her sleeves hanging down, the gouache on her face was washed away by tears, "I don't want to participate in your struggle, whether you use conspiracy or conspiracy, whoever is more skilled will win the world. I'm just a woman, I can't control so much."

He looked at her with tears in his eyes, nodded very slowly, and murmured: "Understood, in fact, I shouldn't be alive. If I really die, you may miss me forever. But I came to you , has become your burden, you must be thinking, how good it is for this person to die, so that you won’t be embarrassed.” He turned his face away, and said in a choked voice, “Sure enough, my guess is right. , you are no longer the original Yunhua. You are the queen, his queen... I thought that the relationship of these years could not be replaced by just a few months of getting along, but I was wrong. He gave you I can't give you everything, with what originally belonged to me..."

There is nothing more painful in this world than finding yourself completely replaced!He loved her, loved her with all his heart.Although after a series of changes, he admitted that he had been fooled and thought of taking advantage of her identity, but he still loved her from the bottom of his heart.He is being wronged now because he has been looking forward to being together for a long time, and he never thought that she would leave the stage halfway, and the dream would become his own dream.He realizes sadly that she no longer has him in her heart.When the eldest princess told him that she and Chongyuan were not just perfunctory on the surface, he didn't want to believe it was true. Now that the facts are in front of him, what else can he say?
Yun Hua was so ashamed that she lived in the world without face.She knew that her neutrality meant betrayal to him, but she couldn't help it. Since she couldn't help him, she shouldn't agree to him. If he believed it, wouldn't she be entrapping him!She still remembers Mr. Ruyu under the flower tree, from Tsinghua University, without a trace of turbidity.However, with the passage of time, he is no longer so pure—you can't blame him, it's all about the bad morals.

She couldn't stop crying, she covered her mouth and sobbed: "It's not like this, I don't want to put you in danger, maybe someone is waiting for you with a net..."

As soon as she finished speaking, a pair of black boats on the door stepped in, her hands were behind her back, and her tone was ridiculed, "The queen is right, I am waiting for you to fall into the trap. I thought you would not come, after all It's still sad." He smiled, "Second brother, I haven't seen you for many years, don't you come here without any problems?"

Yun Hua's face turned pale with fright, he didn't expect him to appear suddenly.Didn't he say that there are envoys visiting today, and now they should be entertaining guests in the Hall of Conqueror, how did they escape?She subconsciously blocked Yun Guan behind her, and said in a trembling voice: "Guan...Guan, don't touch him."

He grimaced, and stretched out his hand to her, "Queen, you are standing in the wrong place, come here."

She shook her head blindly, "No...don't touch him."

The more she behaved like this, the more angry he became.Looking fiercely at Yun Guan, when that face that had been away for three years, a real face, appeared in front of him, he suddenly hated it so much.

But he sneered at him, "Brother is in good spirits, and it has been nearly four years. I have been wandering in the past four years, and there is not a single day when I don't miss my brother."

It seemed that he had come prepared, but he didn't seem flustered at all.He raised his eyes, "Second brother has become more and more stable in recent years. This is good, and the opponent is strong, so that he won't humiliate me. I'm just surprised. Don't you feel surprised when you see me?"

Yun Guan shook his head slowly, "This big house is your world, there is nothing strange about where you appear." He pulled Yun Hua aside and comforted him, "It doesn't matter, don't be afraid. Brother and I are siblings , I came back from the dead, my elder brother must be overjoyed, and won't do anything to me."

After hearing this, he smiled more and more briefly, "I admire your courage, but it's not a good time to come to the door now. Do you know that the front and rear of the left door are already surrounded by the imperial army? Step out from here, and you will be gone in no time." I'll be shot as a hedgehog." While saying that, he glanced at Yunhua, "I would like to thank the Queen today, if the Queen hadn't gone to the Xuandemen House to drink, I'm afraid I would have to deal with my second brother for a while. Good now, Quick and quick, the liquidation of the liquidation is completed, and it will be safe in two strokes."

His hidden needles in the cotton made her very painful. Was this intentional misleading to make Yun Guan blame her?She froze there, gritted her teeth and asked, "How do the officials plan to deal with it?"

He glanced sideways, and said coldly: "How to deal with it has nothing to do with you. You go back to the palace, and don't care about things here."

But how could she rest assured that when Qin Rang came to help her, she flicked her sleeves away.If Yun Guan fell into his hands, he would inevitably die.When the news came out last time, she almost passed out from crying, and this time history will repeat itself, she can't just sit idly by.

She refused to leave, and she didn't force her today. She just looked at Yun Guan, puzzled, and said, "With such deep affection, I shouldn't have facilitated her marriage in the first place. You have the opportunity to see her enter the Forbidden Court. What are you?" What do you think?" He frowned and shook his head again, "Forget it, I don't bother to guess, I just want to say, you couldn't win three years ago, and you still can't win today."

Yun Guan sneered, "I came here today, and there are not a few people who know about it. The crown prince is innocent, why did His Majesty kill him? I am here to see Yan Hua, and my elder brother spread the net, as I expected. If you can hold the world There are so many people talking about it, it is not difficult to kill me. But tomorrow, someone in Bianliang City will spread the rumors that His Majesty killed his foot in order to protect the throne. Big brother has worked hard to rule since he became the throne. Could it be that he didn’t even want this reputation in order to kill me?"

He was bleeding with hatred in his heart, but his face was still gentle, "Is this how you blackmail me? It's okay, I will kill you first, and then arrest the person who deceives the public. Which of the court officials have you met?" Now, I will throw them into the big prison together, so the matter will be over." He raised his hands and clapped hands, and a group of imperial guards with knives rushed in from the door, and surrounded the left door tightly.

There were so many swords, and the armor of the Custodians. The copper plates collided with the rivets, and the sound was shocking.It was getting late, and the surroundings were gray, but she still kept Yun Guan behind her, and without crying, she looked at him and said, "Yun Guan didn't do anything, he just came to see me, you have no reason to kill him."

He glanced at her coldly, "No reason? Success is the reason. It will be too late for him to do something, is the Queen willing to see that day?" He stretched out his hand again, "Come here, Don't forget your identity, and don't embarrass me."

Zhu Ban watched for a long time, she didn't stand with him, but protected the enemy, which was enough to make him lose face.She didn't want to be like this either, she was willing to play along with her husband and wife, but Yun Guan had nowhere to go, if she stood by and watched, he would die.She wailed and begged, "Officials, let him go and let him live." Turning around and shaking the cloud view, she said with tears in her eyes, "Leave Bianliang, leave the big axe, and never come back again. Now the people are rich, and the world Peace, isn’t that what you want to see? It’s a done deal, and you can’t bring it back, so let it be!”

He looked down at her with no hostility in his eyes, only sad and lingering nostalgia, and said softly: "Actually, I regret it very much. I should have found a way to stop you from getting married. It was me who endured the pain and couldn't bear the lovesickness. It’s a mistake. It’s doomed to fall here today, don’t worry about it. It’s worth my life in exchange for people in the world to see his true face.”

His tone gave her a bad premonition, as if she had already made a plan and was ready to splatter five steps at any time.The more tender-hearted she was, the more ruthless she was going to torture and kill him.Who is this good show for?His empress was inseparable from the former prince. Although such a humiliation had been expected, it was still intolerable in front of others.

The two sides confront each other, and she doesn't listen to his words.Furious, he pulled out his sword and pointed it at her, "Get out of the way, or I will kill you together. Get out of the way!"

She was chilled, knowing that he really had the courage, she nodded and said: "The officials killed me, I have no complaints. It is better to die than to live like this."

The two days of getting along can clearly prove that they are in love, but when it comes to a critical moment, she is willing to die for others.He was so angry that he really wanted to stab him with a sword, but he couldn't, she must be confident because of this!

Because the queen was in front of them, all the classes did not dare to act rashly, and they all looked sideways and waited for the instruction from today.His sword trembled in his hand, turned around, and picked the edge of the sword at Chongyunguan, "Hiding behind a woman, is this the only thing Prince Chongguang can do? Why don't you have a face-to-face contest with me? If you win, I will let you go!" How about you go?"

(End of this chapter)