A Collection of Old Sayings by Fourth Sister You

Chapter 84 Forbidden Court (84)
If you don't remember it deeply, you will come to this world for nothing. (1)
He is already crazy, so obsession is terrible, and it will make a person lose his nature.

But what is his nature, how has she seen clearly?He was obviously a wise man, mellow and optimistic, but he killed Chunwo.She respected him as a mentor, but he developed different feelings for her, which made her feel horrified and disgusted.She has a husband, and her pride is still waiting for her. What does it mean for him to win someone's love?I'm afraid if you rob her out of the palace, you don't care about her feelings anymore!

She can't go head-to-head, and people who have died once have different ideas from ordinary people.She lowered her posture and begged him, "Sir, the person I love is a government official. If you force me, I will never be happy. Would you like to see me with a sad face all day long? Let me go back, I I will be grateful to you forever."

He was standing in front of the bed, knee to knee with her.Under the lamplight, his face was blue and gray, looking eerie.The tone was cold and hard, and he lowered his eyes and said: "The lifespan of love is actually not long. For example, when you loved Yunguan at the beginning, and then three months after you married Yin Chongyuan, you would settle for the next best thing. This time it will definitely be fine. Compared with him , but less ambition, more ignorance, which is not as good as him? You want slaves and maids, brocade clothes, these are all within your reach. The love he gave you, I can still give you, or even more ,what else do you want?"

She was angry and anxious, and retorted: "The relationship between me and Yun Guan is actually very clear, sir, why deliberately distort it! It is different from the official's, it is a real love. He respects me and respects me. Evil comes first, can these gentlemen do it? You are just using the guise of love to satisfy your own selfish desires, how can you have the courage to compare with him? There are thousands of women in the world, many of them are better than me, why do you covet Someone else's wife? As long as my husband asks me to go back, I will never say a word about him, I can swear to God. Please have pity on me, sir, I can't live without an official family, I think he is thinking about it to death..."

As she spoke, she sobbed in a low voice, afraid of being heard, she covered her mouth tightly, hiding her pain and hopelessness in her palms.

"What it feels like to miss someone, and now you have also experienced it. I have spent the past six months like this. You have met me three times. I have to suppress my joy and pretend to be indifferent and open-minded. Do you know how much self-control is needed? I can’t look at you carefully, even if I’m face to face, but three steps away from you, I still miss you. So why do you want me to give up on you now? Knife." He raised the corner of his robe and drew out the dagger, "Just like last time, kill me again. After you kill me, you can go back to your official family. But this time, you must look for the location and be sure to kill me with one knife. .In fact, death is a kind of relief for me. If I can close my eyes, I can let go of everything.”

He handed over the dagger, but she flinched in horror and refused to accept it.He smiled and pushed it into her hands.Leaning closer, the tip of the knife aimed at the heart, "This is right here, there will be a lot of blood gushing out when you stab it, be careful, don't stain your dress."

Yong Hua's scalp was numb with fright, and the scene of the hairpin piercing his neck kept reappearing in her dream. She didn't dare to face it directly, and tried hard to forget it.But today was another reincarnation, the cold handle fell into her palm, and he forced her to hold it.She almost screamed in fear, but he was smiling and asked her softly, "What's wrong? Don't you dare? It's not the first time to kill me, why didn't you dare?"

She threw away the dagger with all her might, stepped back in shock, until she reached the inner side of the bed, pressed against the wall, and said in a trembling voice, "Why are you and I like this? Sir, you are my teacher!"

An impatient look appeared in his eyes, "The last time you were outside the city, why didn't you consider the relationship between teachers and students? Now that you have done something to me, all the previous involvement is over, and I am no longer your teacher. I said earlier However, from today onwards, I am your lord. I owe you the wedding, and I will make up for it when I settle down. Don’t mention that you are already a married woman. Wurong people don’t care about these things. As long as they like it, they will marry women who have been married several times. Not wrong."

Ice froze in her heart and froze her blood.It is useless to say anything to him now, he is bound to win.What should she do?How can I reunite with the officials?It has come to this point, she has no means to threaten him except herself.She lowered her head and said with a firm heart: "I will never marry you. If you force me, I will die in front of you at worst."

He raised an eyebrow, "If you die, you will never see the official family again, are you willing?"

She said angrily: "Will you be humiliated by living? I won't learn from my mother, and I won't be the second Queen Mother Guo!"

She spoke sonorously, he tilted his neck and thought about it, it was a good excuse.Forget it, how many things in this world cannot be changed by time?Surrender or perish.Her father was an infatuated person, so he died in the end, but it was also because there was no one around him who could enlighten him!She is different, no matter how stubborn a woman is, there will always be times when she is vulnerable.Set up two bureaus to let her know that he is good, so why not move her?

Someone walked outside, and then there was a burst of firecrackers in the yard, and the air of the first month always smelled of sulfur.

He opened the window and looked at it, but there was nothing unusual.The moon is in the sky, and it's time for people to decide.Turning around, unbuttoning the blouse and getting ready to go to bed, she suddenly shouted, "What are you going to do?"

He looked up at her, "It's time to settle down."

She stood on the bed and clenched her fists, she looked like a little beast baring her teeth, "I will never sleep with you in the same bed!"

He sighed suddenly, "I won't do anything to you. I won't touch you until you are willing. Is this feasible?"

"No!" She replied without hesitation, her pillow can only be proud, if it were someone else, even if nothing happened, she would feel sorry for him.

He frowned and looked at her, "I didn't sleep last night, and today I've been running around all day, and the old injury hasn't healed yet, so I can't hold it anymore. Please let me rest, and don't make trouble with me anymore."

What he said was unreasonable, it was his wishful thinking to enter the palace to rob people, so should she be grateful?

"I didn't ask you to save me. When the officials found out that I was missing, they would naturally check the inner circle. Where can I use you!"

After listening quietly, he laughed mockingly: "You have been afraid of airtightness since you were a child, otherwise you wouldn't be screaming hoarsely in Yongxiang. As for the official family, don't forget that there is someone else on his dragon bed, and the drunk man can't tell the faces. You can be a woman. If the queen mother suddenly changed her mind and ordered someone to kill you, can you still wait for your official family? Seeing your dead body will make him sad for at least a year or so. After a long time, he will naturally forget it .In another two years, maybe you won't even remember who you are. The emperor is different from ordinary people, the 72 concubines of the Sangong Sixth Court, and the branch of singing and dancing every night. If you want to talk about infatuation, it's probably only in your dreams."

She turned pale with anger, "You are talking nonsense, I know him, he is different from others!"

He untied the soft armor and put it on the case, shook his head and said: "Li Yu loves the Empress of the Great Zhou very much, but after the Empress of the Great Zhou collapsed and passed away, she still had a fierce fight with the Empress of Xiao Zhou! Tell me, what if the official family is in Linzhou? Fortunately, others found out that you disappeared later, how do you feel? Do you just pretend that nothing happened, and serve the concubines together as if nothing happened?" She really looked flustered, and he smiled again, "What did you expect? Love, he can provide it in a short period of time, but as time goes on, who can guarantee it? There are too many temptations, too many choices, and the twilight of a beauty is the greatest tragedy. When that day comes, will you still compete with those young girls who are as beautiful as flowers? The gate of the palace is as deep as the sea. If you lose his favor, what are you left with? You might as well retire with me and leave this Vanity Fair completely. You should know my feelings for you. I will not take concubines, and you will always be alone. Isn't that bad?"

She stared at him blankly, knowing that it was impossible to escape from him, but she could change her attitude and coax him to take her back to Sui country.The official once said that he would go to Jian'an, and that city would fall into his hands sooner or later. At that time, if he wanted to gather power, he would deal with Jiandi's mother and son.As long as we are in the same city, we will definitely meet again.

She had a claim and slowly calmed down.To compete with him, she knows that she is not his opponent, but she is a woman, and women have unique advantages.Especially when this person still loves you, many impossible things will become possible.

He stepped on the pedal, but she didn't object any more, just looked at him, and asked in a low voice, "Where is the sir taking me?"

He lifted the quilt and sat in, "Lushan."

"But I want to go back to Jian'an." She moved closer to him, trying to soften her tone, "Can you take me back to Jian'an? The Yue army is about to attack the city. I'm afraid Zhongwazi's house and my father's cemetery are all I can't keep it anymore. There are also Gao Fei and my mother. None of the people in power who destroyed the country will end well. The officials once promised me not to kill them, but if the courtiers force him, he is in a dilemma. The subject has turned against each other. If you can save them, you will be my benefactor, and I will be willing to retire with you, okay?"

He stared at her, without saying a word, uncovered the other half of the quilt, patted the pillow, and signaled her to sit in.She suppressed the discomfort and followed her words. He turned his head and sneered, "Don't forget that I taught you. I know exactly what you are thinking. Jian'an fell, and Yin Chongyuan must kiss you to reassure the people." Go to Jian'an. When the time is close, you will abandon me and have a husband and wife reunion, am I right?"

Talking to smart people, there is no need to go around too much. She nodded and said: "Mr. Wentao Wulue, I'm just playing tricks in front of you. I don't deny that I do have such a plan, but if I am a gentleman, I will Consider this offer."

He looked at her with a half-smile, "Really? Tell me the truth."

"My desire to save my mother and younger brother is true. If my husband can do it, there is at least a [-]% chance that I will get what I want. Now the Yue Army has crossed the Qianhe River, but there are still more than [-] miles to Jian'an. The army was slow to move out of the camp. If we travel day and night, we can arrive before the city is destroyed. The government will take over Jian'an after the fighting has subsided. During this period, there will be at least a month for the husband to move around. If they are rescued within a month, I will leave with the husband. Sir, don't worry about my repentance, I will not ignore the safety of my mother and Gao Fei to go to the official, after all, I have already experienced the methods of the husband." She breathed a sigh of relief, and said again, "But if the husband insists on bringing If I go to Mount Lushan, what I get will be nothing more than a walking corpse, sir, would you like to fetch water from a bamboo basket?"

After listening to it, he really laughed, as if the elders were surprised when they found out that the child had suddenly said a famous saying, "Farewell for three days, you should look at it with admiration. The analysis is clear and logical, and it sounds very reasonable at first glance. But in the Before I rescued Emperor Jian's mother and son, you have already asked Yuejun for help, so what should I do then? Didn't the officials promise you to forgive them? You don't have to worry about their life or death at all. I will go, but in vain Send you back to him, isn't that the case?"

He is a very meticulous person, he has to think through both pros and cons of a matter before he implements it.He knew that she still didn't give up, so he wanted to take another unnecessary risk?But the second half of her sentence made him think deeply. For such a long life, how meaningful is it to keep a body around him?What he adores is that lively and innocent child who can act like a baby.If some things were discarded and she became lifeless, it was like losing a whole box of jewels, and leaving behind no matter how beautiful the box was, it was worthless.

She frowned, not wanting to spend any more time talking, she just said: "I said before, the official is the Mingjun, and the Mingjun wants to listen to advice, and has no right to do whatever he wants. Those admonishing officials have no other abilities, but pointing fingers is A full set of skills. If the officials are unanimously required to eliminate the remnants of the evil and stabilize the government, the officials will be in trouble at that time. It is better to rescue them first, and the safety of the people is more important than anything else."

He also had to think about it, he was silent for a long time, and didn't answer her right away.Yun Hua looked at him eagerly, with a perplexed face, he raised his forehead and said, "It's getting late today, so we can discuss it tomorrow." After saying that, he reached out and came over to untie her collar, "Go to sleep!"

He couldn't touch her, it was like being stung by a bee.With the one he loves by his side, he always longs for intimacy, but this woman doesn't love him, so he can only feel sad and sigh.

She covered her collar, her face stretched long, "Sir is a scholar, and scholars are the first to observe etiquette."

He asked helplessly: "Scholars don't have the right to love others? Scholars should sit still?"

She blushed, "You haven't agreed to take me back to Jian'an yet."

"If you promise, won't you resist?" There is no student in this world who can scheme against the teacher. If he really intends to force her, he has plenty of ways.But he disdains it, it's not so glorious to rob her, and if he continues to be dirty, it will only make her look down on him even more.He sighed wistfully, "Go to sleep, can we talk about it tomorrow? This village is remote, and there is no shelter. The wind is stronger than in the city, so be careful not to catch the cold."

She didn't want to sleep with him, and when she thought about it, her stomach would be turned upside down.But now if you want to coax him without giving him any sweets, he doesn't want to be fooled.She slumped her shoulders, clenched the quilt tightly, struggled for a long time and couldn't make a decision, but heard him whisper, "If you really don't want to sleep, don't sleep. Let's go on the road tomorrow and continue to Lushan."

She gave in at last, took off only one smock, and lay down.I caught a glimpse of him out of the corner of my eye, with a smile on his face and soft eyes.Disgusted, she turned her back, unwilling to face him.He didn't think it mattered, he was so close, he really couldn't imagine it before.He raised his hand, wanting to tuck the quilt for her, but hesitated again and again, and gave up.Don't look at Ruyu's person, she has a very strong temper. At that time, Chunwo scolded her with a smile, and said she had a bad temper when she opened her mouth.There is such a big difference in the treatment of people. When she misses Jinshang, she looks sad. When she gets along with him, she only wishes that he will die immediately.Sometimes he was very sad for himself. In the middle of the night, he dreamed that she stabbed him with a hairpin, and when he woke up, he felt boundless cold and desolate.If she missed it, she missed it. Her heart was elsewhere, and even if she took it back, it would be contaminated by others, and she would not be so perfect.

He has always been alert, sleeps lightly at night, and stays in an unfamiliar environment, so he has to be on guard everywhere.Around four o'clock, he heard her weeping softly, and he woke up in a jerk. There was no light in the room, and he couldn't see her face. He thought she must be having a nightmare.

He stretched out his hand to hug her, she was lost in sleep, she yelled "Guanjia", and hugged her tightly in his arms.He was afraid that she would find out, and he was as frightened as a thief.After waiting for a while, she fell asleep again, and he let out a long sigh of relief.

This is how it feels to hold her, he folds his arms carefully, that slender body touches the softest part of his heart.This is the child he watched growing up, and his feelings for her are no less than Yin Chongyuan's.If only she could be so docile when she was awake, he wanted to please her, so he began to consider her suggestion.If the matter is settled within a month, what else can she say?He was betting on luck to convince her, and there would be no more excuses for him in the future.

A man who is in love is stupid, knowing that there are risks, but willing to try.The road has come here, and it is impossible to turn back. It is conceivable how difficult it is to save a subjugated king.He quietly rested his chin on her forehead. This was the last time he committed a risk. No matter how he made her feel less resentful, it could be regarded as atonement for the sins he committed earlier!
Tiantian Mengmeng got up the next day, and the mistress cooked soup cakes to fill them up so they could go on their way.

"Thank you, Sister-in-law, for taking care of me." Cui Zhuyuan took out the money and handed it to her, "Here is some money, which can be used for accommodation, please don't take it too little, Sister-in-law."

The mistress of the house is an honest person, and she looked a little at a loss with the money, "It's just a little effort, and I still charge money for staying overnight, it seems that we peasants are getting into the eyes of money..."

The child of that family was leaning on his mother's side. Yun Hua smiled and stroked his heart, and said to the mistress: "We also need to spend money to stay in the inn, and sister-in-law should accept it. If you have a chance in the future, please Sister-in-law and eldest brother come to Shuzhou to play, we will do our best to be landlords."

(End of this chapter)