Chapter 50 Long time no see
Shen Chen came to Tian Xi more than once.

He looked at her, with pity, sadness, and a lonely smile in his eyes, "So I'm so bad, you'd rather choose to be single than think about me."

"You know I don't mean that."

Tian Xi said seriously: "You should take a long view, there are so many good girls in this world, there is always one that suits you."

"I think you are the best." Shen Chen said very seriously.

"I'm already your past tense."

Tian Xi smiled.She didn't want to give Shen Chen extravagant expectations, and she didn't want Shen Chen to speak very directly because she delayed him: "For me, you are the same."

This sentence has already been said clearly, there is absolutely no possibility between her and Shen Chen.

Shen Chen was sad for a long time before he said with a bitter smile: "Okay, I'll listen to you, and I'll see if there are any good girls around me."

Shen Chen seemed to give up, but Xin Lan refused to give up, and kept persuading Tian Xi to give Shen Chen a chance, "Which boy would never forget you for so many years? Who would treat you so well? Tian Xi, you I missed it with Shen Chen before, now, don't miss it again."

Tian Xi smiled and ignored Xin Lan's words.

Now, she just wants to take good care of her mother, and she doesn't want to think about anything else.

It's a pity that for her, life doesn't seem to be so easy to get through.

Fortunately, at get off work, after work, she often loses her mind, and sometimes sees some familiar scenes, as if she has an illusion like a dream.

One night, she was sitting on the bench downstairs in the community, staring at the stars in the sky in a daze, and subconsciously remembered the scene when she and Pei Jingyu went climbing the mountain to watch the meteor shower.

That night she sat until after two o'clock in the morning. It wasn't because it was too cold in the second half of the night and she couldn't sit any longer. She probably could have stayed until dawn.

At night, I just couldn't sleep with my eyes open, as if I didn't think about anything, but I seemed to think a lot.

When I fell asleep, I would often dream about things in the imperial capital, the Prism Weekly magazine, Tang Xiaoyu and Wang Lulu, and... Pei Jingyu.

In the dream, he seemed to see Pei Jingyu beside her again, holding her hand, smiling gently at her, and wiping away her tears.

Is it a dream or reality.Tian Xi couldn't tell the difference for a long time.

Tian Xi knew that she should let go and look forward.

She understands the truth, but it is really difficult to do it.

Once Li Xinlan came to her and slept with her because it was too late.As a result, when she woke up the next day, Xin Lan looked at her with a very strange look: "You cried last night."

Tian Xi was washing his face: "Ah, is it? Maybe it was a nightmare."

Li Xinlan's eyes were still very strange, "You also said something in your sleep."

"What?" Tian Xi asked casually.

"You said: Pei Jingyu, I miss you so much."

"..."

Tian Xi paused when he washed his face, "You heard me wrong. How could I say such a thing."

"Xixi, since you still can't forget him, why don't you go back and look for him?" Li Xinlan looked at her distressedly.

"Others don't like me anymore, and they all resigned and avoided me. Do I still want to seek humiliation?" Tian Xi's tone was light.

Li Xinlan didn't speak, but since then, she never persuaded Tian Xi to give Shen Chen a chance.

She knew that there was really no place for Shen Chen in Tian Xi's heart.

After breaking up with Pei Jingyu for more than two years, Tian Xi's mother, Ji Ying, was critically ill.

On the hospital bed, Ji Ying, who was so skinny, held Tian Xi's hand: "Don't cry, Xi Xi, the doctor said that my mother only had half a year to live, but my mother lived for more than two years. I earned it. In the past two years, you and your father have been by my side, and I am really happy..."

She would stop after a few words, gasping for breath.

In front of Tian Xi, Ji Ying always had a smile on her face. Even when she was seriously ill, she would not cry out no matter how painful the cancer pain was. Instead, she cooperated with the doctor's treatment, was very strong and optimistic.

But on the morning of her death, she suddenly took Tian Xi's hand and cried: "Son, the only thing mom can't worry about is you. Mom really wants to live, and she really wants to watch you find a boyfriend and watch you take care of you." He went home, watched you get married, watched you become a bride, and mother wanted to help you take care of the baby, but unfortunately, mother can't do it..."

"Promise mom, forget all the unhappy things in the past, in the future, you must marry someone who loves you and treats you well, and you must be happy..."

At his mother's funeral, Tian Xi accompanied his father and cried so hard that he almost fainted.

It turned out to be so bleak when people died.A piece of loess covered up the last trace of a person on earth.

All the things I cared about during my lifetime, those things, those people, those joys and sorrows, all disappeared like smoke.

Just after the funeral, his father Tian Jiamin fell ill.

He seemed to be getting old all of a sudden, and he was also fragile and depressed. Sometimes when he saw Ji Ying's photos, he would not stop crying.

He said to Tian Xi: "Son, it's been two years. Don't be attached to the past. From now on, find someone to marry. Dad doesn't know how long I can be with you. There is someone by your side to take care of you. Parents can rest assured."

Seeing his father's pleading face in the vicissitudes of life, Tian Xi said yes with tears in his eyes.

After sending her father back to her room to rest that day, she stood by the balcony window for a long, long time.

In the past two years, she never thought about what her future life would be like.

When her mother was alive, she often tried to ask her to go on a blind date, and asked her relatives and friends to introduce her boyfriend, but Tian Xi always firmly refused.

In addition to taking care of her parents during her spare time, she always hides in her room to read and surf the Internet. Sometimes she sneaks downstairs at night and sits on the slide in the community to watch the stars in a daze.

She is just selfish and doesn't want to get involved in relationships anymore, but now that she thinks about it, as parents, seeing their children like that, how can they not feel uncomfortable in their hearts?

Yes, it has been more than two years.It has been more than two years since she broke up with Pei Jingyu, why is she still so persistent?
Even if your heart is broken in a mess, that person will never look back and never warm you up.

So what's the point of clinging to the past?
In the past two years, she was very tired, really tired.

It's time to give up.

Give up the little bit of fantasy left in your heart, give up everything related to Pei Jingyu in the past.

From now on, live a good life and live like what your parents want to see. At least, don't let your father worry about her anymore.

……

The snowy winter evening in the south is the coldest and most humid.

Her father, Tian Jiamin, called Tian Xi and told her to come home early tonight when a guest came to eat at home.

Wearing a thick down jacket to get off work, Tian Xi couldn't help shivering when he was standing on the snowy street waiting for a taxi when the cold wind blew.

The taxi she hailed was parked across the road.The driver rolled down the window and yelled for her to cross the road, saying that it was not convenient to turn around at this intersection.

Seeing that there were no cars on the road, Tian Xi hurriedly crossed the crosswalk.

She stared at the front with all her heart, but she didn't see a motorcycle speeding from her left on the motorway.

Accompanied by a sharp brake sound and a few screams, Tian Xi's men had already flown more than one meter away.I lay on the road with a blank mind for a long time before I realized that I had been hit.

She wanted to get up, but there was a sharp pain in her right arm.

The rider is an uncle in his fifties.Seeing that he hit someone, he got out of the car in a panic, and asked in a panic: "Girl, are you okay?"

The traffic light at the intersection changed, and several cars were already approaching, and the driver started honking his horn from a distance.The place where Tian Xi lay down was right in the middle of the road, and it was obvious that she had obstructed the traffic.

Tian Xi put his hands on the ground, got up in a bit of embarrassment, found a suitable place and stopped, and wanted to wait for those cars to drive past first before crossing the road by himself.

Seeing the car passing by, just about to leave, another black car came.She had to stop again and wait for the car to pass first.

Unexpectedly, the black car slowed down slowly and stopped not far from her.That meant that Tian Xi was clearly allowed to pass first.

Through the snowflakes and glass, Tian Xi couldn't see the driver's face clearly.She bowed slightly to thank her, then trotted to the side of the road.

The uncle who knocked down Tian Xi hesitated and said: "Little girl, if you want to go to the hospital for an examination, I can accompany you there, but I didn't bring much money..."

Tian Xi's right arm was very painful, but wearing a thick down jacket, he couldn't see what was going on with his arm.

She stretched her arm, and felt that there was no other discomfort except some pain, and there must be no fracture.

Wearing such thick clothes, it shouldn't bleed, and it's probably going to be bruised at most, so there won't be any major problems.Besides, she was in a hurry to go home, and she didn't have time to go to the hospital for an examination.

"Why are you riding so fast? It's so dangerous!" Tian Xi said to the uncle, "I'm fine, and I don't need to go to the hospital. You should really be careful when you can."

When he saw that he didn't need to go to the hospital, the uncle bowed and thanked him persistently: "Girl, I will definitely listen to you and be careful in the future. I really feel sorry for you this time."

As if he was afraid that Tian Xi would repent, he quickly got on the motorcycle and left.

Tian Xi touched his still sore right arm to find the taxi, only to find that the taxi had already left.Probably seeing that she was hit, she thought she didn't need to take a taxi, so she left first.

But the black car stopped on the side of the road at some point.

The car door had already been opened, and a man got out of the car, looking at her steadily.

I haven't seen him for three years, his facial features are still as deep and handsome as before, but his whole person seems to have a bit more cold and dignified aura.

Tian Xi's mind went blank for an instant.An indescribable feeling welled up in her heart.

I have imagined the scene of meeting again thousands of times.It's just that I never thought it would be like this, on this occasion, and be caught off guard like this.

He walked towards Tian Xi step by step, and said slowly, "Long time no see."

(End of this chapter)

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