Quick-wearing female partner is a poisonous heart lotus

Chapter 180 The Vicious Daughter (Part 2)

Including what I have always believed in, everything I am willing to believe in!
One may be ready to come out in my heart, but I dare not admit it until the last moment!
until--

"I really can't wish you happiness, but I can see you suffering."

She sneered coldly, but she was very happy, as if the joy and joy brought out from her soul!
But also sad.

My dream is shattered and can never be put together again.

I suddenly understood what they said next.

Yan Zaiming threatened Xi Li not to allow him to pester Zijin any longer, and even not to mention Zijin's name when recording his statement later.He will naturally do his best to help him settle the following matters, otherwise there will be no place for him in the Yan family.

And Zijin sat quietly and listened to him.

enviable two people
Already a useless person.

At that moment, there was no grief or resentment in my heart as if I had suddenly awakened.But he couldn't accept it so easily.

Turns out, I've always been such an annoying person
In front of Zijin, it hurt her heart again and again like a blade.

So many people came and went from my bedside.Accompanied by crying or shouting.

original……

I didn't love my family.

I don't have any friends I think I'm close to.

I didn't care about my lover either.

I've always been so stupid and self righteous.

So, Xi Li, you like girls like Zijin.When I was secretly complacent that I could get engaged to you, you always loved her so much and cared so much about her dedication to you without complaint or regret.

But, haven't I ever paid for you?

Which girl doesn't want to be willful, and doesn't want to make trouble for no reason for the rest of her life?It's just that as I grow up, there is no one around to listen, and as time goes by, I will gradually stop acting like a baby.

You don't care about me, is it because I trust you too much, I care about you, I give you everything, and you think it's all right?

Maybe it's because I'm too sensible to pay for you without complaint or regret, and never expect anything extravagantly.I don't cry or fuss, so you can't see me.

I'm not a fool, how can I not see your indifference when facing me?
I thought you could see me after all, someday.
I thought.
After all, I just thought.

I should have known.

In this life, I still don't regret meeting you, Xi Li.

I can't deny the beauty of everything I imagined because of the cruelty of reality.Even if it's fake, it's just a vain and absurd dream.

Can!It has been with me for eight years, almost filling my life.Without it I don't know what's left.It still exists after all.
It's just that if there is an afterlife, I only wish that I don't love you so much, but love myself more.

……

I don't know how long I have been sleeping, a drop of clear tears fell from my pillow, and I slowly opened my eyes...

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Ling Yi
The ward is accompanied by the smell of disinfectant, and I have long been numb to all this, and even lost my senses.

She is engaged.

And I was diagnosed with lung cancer six months ago.Due to excessive smoking and drinking, and the later worsening.

The day after that, I collapsed.

Lying on the hospital bed, feeling the exhaustion of her body day by day, her image became clearer and clearer in her mind, and she even felt a sense of relief.

Grandpa came, and he was still in good spirits as always, but it was difficult for him to send the white-haired person to the black-haired person.

It's just that the heart has long been silently unable to arouse any waves due to the repeated torture of pain every day and night, accompanied by tobacco and alcohol.

The undisguised grief and resentment in the old man's eyes!Leaning on crutches: "What on earth does that little witch of the Su family have?"

"She's my everything."

　Budget error T^T There is one more chapter, I finished the episode today, and start the next plane tomorrow.

　　Babies remember to vote~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)