Tell the lord, the princess has climbed the wall

Chapter 264 Miss him!

"Sima Cheng, don't go... don't go... come back... come back..."

Accompanied by a burst of heart-piercing shouts, Zuo Mu sat up with a jerk,

Looking up at the lavender bed curtain above her head and the quaint decorations around her, it took Zuo Mu a long time to realize that she was in Lanyun Villa at this moment, and the scene of quarreling and leaving just now was just a dream.

From the corner of the eye, he glanced at the head of the bed, as if something had fallen on the bed. Zuo Mu rushed to the bed to pick it up. It was a man's jacket, and the familiar masculine breath came over his face.

Zuo Mu hurriedly hugged the clothes tightly, sniffing the residual smell vigorously.

It's been two days since Sima Cheng left No.20...

Since he left, Zuo Mu has only one thing to do every day, and that is:

miss him!

miss him!

miss him!

It's him with the eyes open, and it's him with the eyes closed. Whether it's eating or sleeping, Sima Cheng is always in his mind.

Even every night, Zuo Mu couldn't fall asleep at all if he didn't hug Sima Cheng's clothes and smell his body smell.
But just fell asleep like this, and the dream was full of scenes of her and Sima Cheng being together in the past, but what made Zuo Mu sad was that every time at the end of the dream, when the love was strong, Sima Cheng would be there again because of her. Angry at her refusal, sad to leave her.

Zuo Mu was really scared, she didn't know if the scene in the dream was her own demons, or if Sima Cheng really hated her in her heart,
She felt that she was completely out of control, and she didn't know whether it was right or wrong for her to force him to leave like this?

God knows, in fact, she doesn't care about the supreme queen or the mother's honor at all. All she wants is for the two of them to look good and stay together safely,
However, in this troubled world, where power is contested, it is not easy to do this.

All she can do is to understand the righteousness, abandon the child's personal relationship in her heart, and strive not to be a concubine who is condemned by everyone, and to prevent Sima Cheng from making any wrong decisions because of her.

But, is it wrong for me to be so forbearing?Why did Sima Cheng in the dream hate him so much?In the end he gave up on himself,

Zuo Mu's mind was in a mess...

"Tuk tuk..." There was a slight knock on the door.

"Come in!"

Zuo Mu looked up, and saw Ziyan coming in with a medicine bowl with orchids on a white background.
"Princess, this is according to the order of the Eldest Princess, Mother Rong specially prepared the miscarriage medicine for you. Just now, the servant saw that you were still awake, so she made the decision to send Mother Rong away first."

"Oh..." Zuo Mu sat without moving, and made a faint sound, but his eyes were fixed on Ziyan, not moving.

Watching Ziyan pour the medicine into the flower pot under the window sill little by little, then turned around and put the medicine bowl on the small table.

Ziyan was stunned, seeing Zuo Mu's eyes, she would feel sorry, smiled apologetically, quickly took out another letter from her arms, and handed it to Zuo Mu respectfully with both hands, "This servant did not dare to forget, this is Master Bai A letter from the prince's family delivered by Liang himself."

Zuo Mu snatched the letter and held it tightly in his hand, "Okay, you can go down."

For so many days, such a letter came every two days. Ziyan had already understood Zuo Mu's habits, and knew that it would be time for her to read the letter alone. She picked up the medicine bowl, turned around and went out. .

When he walked to the door, he suddenly thought of something, and turned around to report softly to Zuo Mu, "By the way, Young Master Bai specially told him when he came today that he might have to go out to do some business after two days. will be handed over to someone else to do it,
Young Master Bai said that because he was afraid of going in and out too much attention, he might not send them as frequently as now, so he asked you to make some mental preparations in advance. "

"Ah..." Zuo Mu was taken aback, feeling quite disappointed, but he quickly replied, "Okay, I understand."

"By the way, did you ask Bai Qi if he delivered the ointment that he asked him to bring to Yun Shang last time?" After thinking for a while, Zuo Mu asked again.

"I asked, Young Master Bai said that he still hasn't seen Yunshang himself this time, and he still gave the ointment to Miss Coral."

"Leave it to Coral, that's all right, if there's nothing else, you can go down."

"Yes."

Ziyan turned around wisely and went out, Zuo Mu was left alone in the room,

She tore open the envelope impatiently, and the familiar Sima Cheng's vigorous handwriting appeared before her eyes.

"Baby Mu'er, my husband's beloved:
How are you doing recently?Do you miss me?

When we were together before, what my husband looked forward to most every day was darkness, because at that time we husband and wife could see each other naked, embrace each other closely,

However, since the day I left you, what my husband fears the most now has become the night, and being unable to hold you in my arms every night is the greatest torment for me...

Dreaming back at midnight, I felt countless times clearly beside me, in my arms, we rode together, I took you hunting in the mountains, riding horses on the grasslands for carnival...

In the vast sea, you and I are in a flat boat, and we just drift with the current quietly, watching the sunrise in the morning, lying on the deck at night and counting the stars, watching the beautiful full moon in the sky,

However, you don't know that in my eyes, their beauty is actually not as good as yours.

I happily embrace you in my arms, with your unique fragrance floating in my nostrils, we just kiss and linger between heaven and earth...

However, when I opened my eyes, I found that there was nothing around me, and all this was just another dream..."

Sima Cheng's letter is said to be a family letter, but it is actually a love letter worthy of the name. Between the lines, every sentence expresses his deep yearning for Zuo Mu.

He missed her, but Zuo Mu never missed him.

once, twice, three times...

Zuo Mu looked at it, and finally couldn't help it, and cried while holding the letter on his knees.

"Hey, hey, I said, why are you crying again?"

Zuo Mu was crying to the point of sadness, but suddenly heard a sound of doubt from above his head.

Looking up, she found that Wei Zhaoran had come to the room at some point, and was looking up and down at her like a monster.

"When did you come in? What are you doing looking at me like that?" Zuo Mu wiped away the tears from his face, and said a little embarrassedly.

"What did you say I was looking at? Of course I was looking at you. You said why I didn't realize that you still cry so much. The key is that you cry so many times every day. Where do you think your tears come from?" After Wei Zhaoran finished speaking, he really reached out and wiped a drop on Zuo Mu's face, and licked it on the tip of his tongue, "Well, don't say it, it's really salty, real tears."

"Fuck you, isn't it tears or something? Do you think it's the snow outside?" Zuo Mu stretched out his hand and pushed Wei Zhaoran, angrily said.

"It's really not sure, put some salt in the snow water, doesn't it still taste like this?"

After Wei Zhaoran finished speaking indifferently, he took out the handkerchief that he carried with him and threw it on Zuo Mu, saying without a doubt, "Okay, don't care what the water is, just wipe it off for me, sentimental, don't worry about the water in your stomach." The child is not good."

(End of this chapter)