Glory all the way

Chapter 161 Repentance
A brand-new small square wooden box, one can tell at a glance that it has just been bought from a shop on the street.Holding it in her hand, even though the lid has not been opened yet, Bai Yingluo knows what is inside.

Open it and look, as expected, a glazed jade pendant hanging on a golden string.

The color of the jade pendant is clear and clear, and it looks darker in the night, but when viewed from the lamps and candles, it seems that the inside is extremely moist, which makes people feel refreshed.

In the previous life, on the night of getting married, Du Xuan took out this jade pendant and solemnly hung it around Luo Niang's neck.

Du Xuan said, this is the only object on his body since he has memories, and it may have something to do with his life experience.

Du Xuan spoke seriously, and Luo Niang listened carefully, for that Xuan Lang who always had a smile on his face, Luo Niang felt more pity from her heart.

Since then, Luo Niang never took off the jade pendant from her body even when she was taking a bath. After wearing it for many years, the part of her neck that was originally golden has been worn down and turned black. up.

However, until the family died miserably, the jade pendant did not come in handy, and finally disappeared with Bai Yingluo.

Du Xuan's life experience has become a mystery.

After living another life, this jade pendant, which meant a lot to both Du Xuan and Luo Niang, fell into Bai Yingluo's hands again, exactly what Master Mo Zhe said when he read to the sixth princess in the palace.

There must be something in life sometimes.

"tassel……"

Raising her voice to call for Tassel, Bai Yingluo ordered her to light a lamp, and from a box in the small storeroom, she brought a few golden silk threads similar in color and luster to the thin rope.

Facing the candlelight, Bai Yingluo tightly wrapped the silk thread around the string, and finally tied a slipknot to hang the glazed jade pendant around her neck.

Tucking the glazed jade pendant into the clothes, and the moment the jade pendant was attached to the skin on the chest, a slight coolness seemed to spread, and the whole body became cold.

Bai Yingluo looked at herself with a blushing complexion in the bronze mirror, and smiled with parted corners of her lips.

Behind him, Liusu and Liuying also had smiles on their faces.

As night fell, Bai Yingluo was lying on the bed, and the words Du Xuan just said were still ringing in her ears, word by word, so clear, Bai Yingluo couldn't help but smile.

The smile on her face seemed to permeate her heart, making Bai Yingluo feel the happiness she had never had before.

Even when she fell asleep, there was a smile on Bai Yingluo's lips.

In the Yunshui Pavilion, Bai Yingyun tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.

After leaving Xuhexuan, she was almost at Qiuranxuan, when Bai Yingyun realized that the jade hairpin that Bai Jinyuan gave her on behalf of her elder brothers and younger brothers in Qing'an Hall before dinner had nowhere to go.

In fact, ever since she saw that she and Bai Yingluo had received exactly the same hairpin, Bai Yingyun didn't really want it anymore, but after thinking about it, the hairpin was given by her elder brother and younger brothers. Lost it, offended many people for no reason.

He ordered Magpie to take a few maidservants to look for it together, but he found Xu Hexuan from Qing'an Hall, but he couldn't find it anywhere along the way.

When the magpie came back to answer, Bai Yingyun angrily reprimanded her a few words, and then went out the door with an angry face. After walking a few steps, she saw Liuying and Liusu standing far away, looking around constantly , It seems to be letting the wind go.

It's midsummer, it's getting dark late, but it's already now, and Bai Yingluo hasn't returned to the house yet, what are you doing outside?
A little curious in her heart, Bai Yingyun stopped her feet in a timely manner, turned around and ordered a clever little maid to look over from the corner door of the third entrance.

Soon, Bai Yingyun learned that Bai Yingluo and Du Xuan were standing at the hanging flower door talking.

After promising the little girl a half-money reward, Bai Yingyun told her to listen to the wall, and be sure to tell herself everything the two of them had said.

Sure enough, the hard work paid off, and I knew what the two had said.

However, now that she thinks about it, Bai Yingyun would rather that she never lost her hairpin, never went out, never heard such affectionate words.

In the misty night, with the flickering candles, Bai Yingyun sat in front of the dressing table, looking at the dazed and haggard woman in the bronze mirror, even she felt some sympathy for herself.

The most beautiful thing in this world is that the person you like also likes you?
My mother and I have tried our best to make a pair of Bai Yingluo and the poor scholar, but now, they have fulfilled their wish.

But what's so good about Du Xuan?Doesn't that give birth to a good appearance?If you want family background without family background, property without property, or even fame, there are many people with real talents and practical learning, but taking the exam is not just about talent and learning. How many young talents have lost their names just because of bad luck? up?

Thinking sourly in her heart, in front of Bai Yingyun's eyes, Du Xuan looked at Bai Yingluo's affectionate look and said, "Hold your hand, and we will grow old together".

For a moment, Bai Yingyun secretly regretted that she shouldn't have done so much, if she hadn't been so curious, she wouldn't have told the little maid to inquire, why would she be so embarrassed and depressed like she is now.

However, in an instant, the flames of jealousy filled Bai Yingyun's chest.

Su Wenyuan, his uncle's cousin, and his future husband-in-law.

When he was young, he was lukewarm towards himself. Whenever he went back to his uncle's house to play with a large group of children, he didn't like to take himself with him, saying that he was full of young lady temper and was extremely boring.

As she grew older, she had less contact with him, but as long as she thought of him, a frowning and disgusted face would appear in front of Bai Yingyun.

Now, the marriage has been negotiated for more than half a year. Only during the New Year and festivals, he will come to the house with his aunt to pay respects to his parents. Seeing him is also a respectful bow. He never said it like what Du Xuan said to Bai Yingluo Such affectionate words?

Feeling resentment and anger in her heart, the scale in Bai Yingyun's heart tilted involuntarily.

It's true that Du Xuan is a poor scholar, but will he be poor for the rest of his life?
It has been two years since Su Wenyuan became a Jinshi, and he has no errands and hangs out at home all day. If his uncle is not in front of him, maybe someone has already said such a thing as a wine bag and a rice bag?

What's more, before he got married, he went to hang out on the flower boat without any scruples. Wouldn't it be even worse in the future?

A heart seemed to have been fried in a frying pan, Bai Yingyun felt a tightness in her chest as if she couldn't breathe, and her face gradually turned pale.

"Miss, it's getting late, you should go to bed earlier, you have to get up early tomorrow."

Xiyan came over with a cup of tea and served Bai Yingyun to take a sip, while softly persuading her.

"Get up early? Tomorrow, the sixth younger sister will go to the palace to talk to the empress and the concubine of the prince. She has already left. In the morning class, Master Yao must have ordered us to practice calligraphy and treat me like the seventh and eighth younger sisters. Even if you go late, I'm afraid she won't pay attention to it."

The more she spoke, the more she felt filled with anger. Bai Yingyun raised her hand and threw a box of rouge on the dressing table to the ground.

The splashed rouge sprinkled on the snow-white tablecloth of the brocade table, and a shocking blush suddenly bloomed. Bai Yingyun was startled, and burst into tears unexpectedly.

"Miss, what's wrong with you? Don't cry, the second lady knows, and she will feel distressed again, don't cry..."

He hurriedly put down the teacup, took out a silk handkerchief and wiped away Bai Yingyun's tears, Xi Yan coaxed softly, Bai Yingyun heard her crying more and more uncontrollably.

When my mother was here, how could life be as difficult as these two months?
"Mom, I miss you, I miss you so much..."

Bai Yingyun lay prone on the dresser and cried in a low voice, letting her tears soak her clothes.

"Miss……"

Gently patting Bai Yingyun's back, Xi Yan turned her head and winked at Magpie, asking her to order the little maid to come in to help Bai Yingyun wash up.

After crying for a while, Bai Yingyun felt better. She raised her head again and looked at herself in the mirror, whose eyes were wet and pitiful, but a sense of stubbornness suddenly rose in her heart.

What else would she, Bai Yingluo, do besides being a little flatterer than herself?
If she hadn't always been with her grandparents like a pistachio, how could she have brought out her inconsiderateness?If she hadn't often flattered her by making some clothes, hats, shoes and socks and sending them to Ming Ya Garden, would my aunt always be praised by others?

In terms of family background and character, how could I be inferior to Bai Yingluo?

Correcting her posture and looking at her pretty face, Bai Yingyun secretly thought for a long time, until now, she finally understood why her mother always looked at her with worried eyes.

That's right, the ones that I don't like are what Bai Yingluo is best at. Now, she has coaxed everyone in Jing'an Hou's mansion into obedience. She has what she wants, but she has nothing. Do it, she has already been compared to nothing.

"You said, if I were like the sixth younger sister, would my grandparents love me like they love her?"

Looking at the girl in the mirror, Bai Yingyun asked softly.

The corners of her lips were slightly curved, and the girl replied with a wry smile: "In the past, maybe there would be, but now, it's too late."

"It's not too late. It's enough to be low-key for a while, as long as I can get back my grandmother's momentary soft-heartedness and agree to bring my mother back."

Lightly parting her vermilion lips, Bai Yingyun spoke as if she had made up her mind, the shadow of her self-indulgent and self-willed past seemed to be gone all of a sudden.

Woke up early the next day, before mao, Bai Yingyun got up to wash and wash.

When they arrived at Qing'an Hall, Bai Yingluo hadn't appeared yet, so Bai Yingyun let out a sigh of relief.

Seeing the slight surprise in her grandmother's eyes, Bai Yingyun lowered her eyebrows and said softly, "After the last Girl's Day, Yun'er is a big girl, and she will never be as ignorant as before. I hope my grandparents will forgive me." Yun'er's waywardness in the past."

The old master Bai and the old lady Bai looked at each other, and when they looked back, they were already looking at any grandchildren in the mansion with a kind smile.

"It seems that sister Yun has really grown up."

Said in a kind voice, the old lady Bai turned around and called Qiu Wen to prepare a pair of bowls and chopsticks, leaving Bai Yingyun to have breakfast in Qing'an Hall together.

After a while, Bai Yingluo arrived.

In just one night, Bai Yingluo seemed to be a different person, her complexion became more rosy, her eyes were as bright as autumn water, she walked slowly, like a lady in ancient costume who came out of a painting.

Feeling sore and astringent in her heart, Bai Yingyun took a few deep breaths, raised her eyes, and put on a smile.

After breakfast, Bai Yingluo followed Mrs. Xue into the palace, and Bai Yingyun stayed behind to talk with Old Madam Bai for a while, and when it was almost time for morning classes, she got up and left for Mingcuiju.

From that day on, Bai Yingyun swept away her laziness in the past, and every day she was not attending classes at Mingcuiju, or staying with Bai Yingluo at the old lady's side. She looked like a real lady from a great family, and everyone in Jing'an Hou's mansion was amazed.

Day after day, Bai Yingyun's thoughts gradually became much deeper than before.

Looking at the falling autumn leaves outside, Bai Yingyun murmured as if she was talking to herself: "The weather is getting colder, so it's time to celebrate the Mid-Autumn Festival."

(End of this chapter)