Glory all the way

Chapter 339 Flaws
"They don't want to see you."

The words were spoken calmly, seeing Yueji's face looked sad, Suyerna looked up at her and asked: "Now, can you let me know what you really think in your heart?"

Yue Ji was taken aback, and smiled wryly, "Could it be that you don't even believe me?"

Slowly got up and walked towards the inner hall, Yueji said in a low voice without looking back: "It's not that I don't want to see them, but I really don't know how to face them. Thinking of me as a queen, I don't even I can't even save my own flesh and blood, so how can I deserve them to call me 'mother'? Since they don't want to see me, then... so be it, after all, I broke their hearts."

What Yueji said was heart-wrenching. Although Suyerna hated her and Newusha were unclear, she was still his mother. Suyerna sighed helplessly and left a sentence: "In three days, I will bring them to see you", then turned around and left Fengming Palace.

Her face was full of tears. Hearing Suerna's words, Yue Ji thought she had heard it wrong, but when she turned her head to look, she saw that Suerna had already left the palace gate. Yue Ji grabbed the maid beside her and asked Said: "What did she say just now?"

It is rare to see the queen mother lose her composure so much, the palace maid was a little flustered, and replied tremblingly: "Your Majesty said, bring them to see you in three days."

With a sigh of relief in her heart, Yue Ji's tears welled up more and more quickly, and after a while, her delicate makeup faded away, but she didn't realize it, and sat in a daze in front of the dressing table, dumbfounded.

Three days passed quickly, and on this day, Yueji got up an hour earlier than usual, put on makeup and washed it, changed her clothes again and again, until Sishi, still unable to make a decision.

If it is thickened, I am afraid that they will feel that they are not dignified enough.It faded away, and I was afraid of showing my haggard face.

The color of the clothes is dark, afraid of appearing old-fashioned, and wearing bright clothes, afraid that they will see themselves clearly.

Yue Ji sat in front of the dressing table in moon-white pajamas, looking at the various colorful palace clothes in the hands of the palace servants, she felt worried for a while.

"Empress Dowager, your mother is honored all over the world, and you already have that graceful and luxurious demeanor on your body. No matter what clothes you wear, you will look good. Why don't you wear the palace attire for family banquets?"

Beside her, Bi Dai, the maidservant who was always proud in front of Yue Ji, came up with an idea.

With a bright light in front of her eyes, Yue Ji nodded hurriedly.

Bi Dai waved her hand, and the maid holding the dark purple palace dress stepped forward, took out the dress from the box, and helped Yue Ji put it on together with other maids.

Half an hour passed, looking at her noble, dignified and bright self in the bronze mirror, Yue Ji nodded in satisfaction, looked back at Bi Dai, and said with a smile, "Thank you."

Du Xuan and Du Yuan followed Suerna into Fengming Palace, and they saw such Yue Ji.

Immediately, Du Yuan's eyes darkened.

When the herdsman couple picked them up back then, they were wrapped in such a deep purple brocade. Now that they saw it again, Du Yuan felt an indescribable disgust in his heart.

"Du Xuan/Du Yuan met the empress dowager, she is a thousand years old."

After leaning over and saluting, they heard Yueji calling for flattening, the two got up and sat in the two armchairs beside Suyerna, the side closest to Yueji suddenly became vacant.

Originally full of excitement, after seeing the one-sided scene in front of her, she gradually cooled down. The soft smile on Yue Ji's face just froze on her face, looking a little awkward.

"Queen, I still have government affairs to deal with, so I'll go back to the Hall of Zhaohe first."

Suerna got up to leave, looked back at Du Xuan and Du Yuan and said, "I'll send someone to pick you up in a while."

Seeing the two nodding, Suernafang turned and left.

Looking at the faces of Du Xuan and Du Yuan who were more or less similar to those of the former Emperor Chi Qian, Yue Ji suddenly felt an inexplicable feeling of surprise and joy.

Yue Ji still remembered how happy she and the first emperor were when she was first diagnosed with pregnancy.

The first emperor wanted a daughter, saying that the daughter was well-behaved and sensible, but she wanted a son.

Watching her son grow up, he finally became a handsome and mighty king, and became her eternal patron saint.It seems that just thinking about it this way, Yue Ji would be filled with happiness and a sense of accomplishment in her heart at that time.

At this moment, the handsome son of the two appeared in front of her, but Yue Ji couldn't help but think of another immature face.

No matter which of the two brothers takes the throne, I'm afraid they won't let that child go, right?
Yue Ji thought anxiously.

The hall was silent, and even the wind outside the hall could be heard. The three of them sat quietly, but there was an undercurrent surging in their hearts.

"You guys, blame me, blame me?"

An anxious voice sounded in the empty hall, Yue Ji raised her eyes to look at Du Xuan and Du Yuan, feeling a slight throbbing in her heart.

Du Yuan smiled slightly, "The Empress Dowager was joking. You are the Empress Dowager Loulan, and we are just mediocre people in the Song Dynasty. We can't fight each other, so where is the complaint?"

Looking up, the two brothers had the same expression on their faces, as if they really just came to the palace as guests at the invitation of the Empress Dowager Loulan, not to meet each other.

There was a loud bang in Yue Ji's heart, which shattered all her strength.

"I know that it was all my fault back then, but I have difficulties, can't you understand me a little?"

Said in a deep voice, Yueji recalled the events of the year, and said with some annoyance: "In the Loulan royal family, if a child is diagnosed with multiple children, all children except the one born first will be drowned on the spot, so as not to prevent the children from growing up in the future." The big queen brothers are against the wall. Ever since I found out that I am pregnant with twins, I have carefully arranged them to keep you safe. Did you guys know all this?"

Du Xuan and Du Yuan had already learned about this matter from Suyerna. Now that Yue Ji talked about it again, the two looked at each other and did not get too entangled.

Du Xuan remembered the matter of Bangcheng.

"Ten years ago, did you send someone to Da Song to look for us?"

Du Xuan looked up at Yue Ji and asked.

"Ten years ago..."

Muttering, Yue Ji recalled the past and nodded, "From the beginning to the end, I always thought that I was pregnant with twins, and the child after Suyerna was sent by someone arranged by the Yezhen clan. Afterwards, when I asked about it, they said that it was sent to Da Song, so I secretly sent someone to Da Song to look for it.”

As she said that, Yueji felt apologetic, "I didn't intend to bring him back, I just wanted to see if he was doing well, as long as he was fed and clothed, there was nothing wrong with being a child of an ordinary family. But……"

After a pause, Yueji said sadly: "But the person who sent out to look for it came back and told me that the child died many years ago. It is said that he was swept away by the waves when he was playing in the river with the children from the same village."

"I'm sorry."

After watching Du Xuan solemnly, Yue Ji lowered her head with pain in her eyes.

As for Du Xuan, he also thought about everything in an instant.

Ten years ago, it was the day when Newusha entered the palace with his master Longgaimude, probably because he knew that Yueji was looking for him, Newusha did something about it.

Those who went to find themselves, from the very beginning, their purpose was not to find themselves, but to hunt and kill themselves. In this way, there will be no troubles today.

It would be logical for Newusha to kill Suerna again and threaten the Queen Mother to control the government in his own hands.However, with You Zheluo later, his plan changed along the way.

In this incident, Ling He, then the commander-in-chief of the Lingnan Army, had nothing to do with it, and those people in the Yuzhuang in Bangcheng died because of their own innocence.

Thinking of this, kind or kind smiling faces seemed to appear in front of Du Xuan's eyes, and then those smiling faces overlapped with painful faces in the sea of ​​flames, Du Xuan felt that his heart seemed to be held tightly by someone. Kneading it vigorously in his hand made him gasp in pain.

"You are lying."

An unexpected reprimand sounded in his ears, Du Xuan raised his head, and saw Du Yuan's eyes were red, glaring angrily at Yue Ji who was sitting above.

He took out the dark purple veil from his bosom and threw it in front of Yue Ji. Du Yuan sneered and said, "This was wrapped around my baby back then. If you send someone to look for it, it should be the same." Is it me? Then what should I say about this piece of brocade? You clearly knew from the beginning that you were pregnant with the third child, but you only arranged the second hand according to the twins. What about the other one? What are you going to do? Drown Is it in the bucket?"

In front of her eyes, the dark purple brocade seemed to come from the same piece as the dress she was wearing at the moment. Yue Ji stared at the brocade in disbelief, as if she had seen a ghost in horror.

Then, Du Xuan took out the pair of colored glaze pendants, "If you only think that you are pregnant with twins, how can you explain the two colored glaze pendants made by the late emperor himself? If it is twins, one of them , it should be in the hands of Suyerna, not one of us, right?"

Questions came one after another, Yue Ji was shocked and restless, and her face was as white as paper.

"I don't know, I don't know either..."

Muttering, Yue Ji's expression was unbelievable, and the complicated scene of labor flashed in her mind, but Yue Ji felt that the more she thought about it, the more headache she felt, and she couldn't remember anything.

"The national teacher has arrived..."

Outside the hall, the voice of the servant girl's communication sounded, Yue Ji seemed to have seen a life-saving straw, and looked at the person coming for help.

As for Newusha, as soon as he saw Du Xuan and Du Yuan, his complexion changed slightly, and his footsteps also stopped.

As if realizing that he had lost his composure, Ne Wusha lowered his head and stepped forward, saluted Yue Ji and sat on her lower head, while a pair of eagle-like sharp eyes stared blankly at Du Xuan and Du Xuan. Yuan.

Du Xuan and the two were not afraid at all, they just looked at Newusha calmly, after a while, Newusha was defeated, looked back at the Queen Mother and asked: "Since the Queen Mother has distinguished guests, why not keep them for lunch? "

Yueji was about to nod her head when she saw Suyerna coming slowly at the gate of the courtyard.

Gazing at Newusha like a demonstrator, Suerna looked back at Yueji and said, "Queen, I will take them away now. If you have something to say, let's make an appointment at another day."

With that appearance, it seemed that he was deliberately guarding against Nei Wusha, and did not take Nei Wusha into his eyes at all.

There was a dark fire in his heart, but Newusha knew that he could not contradict Suyerna, so he got up and bowed his head in salute, and stood silently on one side.

Before leaving the door, Suerna looked back at Yue Ji, "Mother, a servant girl saw a young and beautiful woman coming in and out of the Qingxin Pavilion, this harem is under your care, why don't you send someone to check and see if it is It's not that some thieves have entered the territory of the national teacher, lest something will happen in the future and the national teacher will be implicated in it."

After all, Suerna took Du Xuan and Du Yuan out of the house.

Behind him, Yueji looked suspicious, while Newusha scolded Qingxin in his heart.

(End of this chapter)