Glory all the way

Chapter 350
"I know, you must be very confused now. When I first heard it from Sador, I felt the same way. I even thought he made it up to lie to me."

Even after hearing Sadore talk about it again, Suyerna still felt the shock in his heart was a bit overwhelming.Looking at Du Xuan and Du Yuan who also looked dull, Suyerna walked to them and patted their shoulders comfortingly, and said softly: "Go back and have a good rest, we will talk about the future."

Returning to Youran Pavilion in a daze, neither Du Xuan nor Du Yuan knew how he got out of the palace.

When Bai Yingluo learned all this from Du Xuan, she was already mentally prepared, she was so shocked that she didn't speak for a while.

"Is the news conclusive?"

Bai Yingluo asked Du Xuan.

After hesitating for a while, Du Xuan said in a deep voice: "Master Sadoer said that he found the stable lady who was entrusted by the late emperor. Even after so many years, she can still clearly tell what happened back then, and She said that after the queen mother gave birth to me, she knew that there was a child in her belly, but at that time she couldn't care about that much, so she sent me out of the palace. When she returned to the palace, she even Later, that child disappeared, and there was another Wenpo who disappeared together."

"What about the people around the queen mother? When the queen mother was about to give birth, they were all by her side. Don't they know that the queen mother gave birth to three children?"

Bai Yingluo asked.

Du Xuan was silent for a while, then sighed and said: "The Empress Dowager was worried that the news of that night would leak out and let interested people know the whereabouts of the child, so she made up her mind and dealt with all the palace people in Fengming Palace. Even the Bi Dai beside her was selected from the Yezhen clan, and was sent to the palace later."

Bai Yingluo also fell silent.

At this moment, she seemed to be able to understand the feelings of Du Xuan and Du Yuan.

Because of what happened back then, Yueji can be said to have done everything she could, and because of this, it was even more difficult for Suyerna, Du Xuan and Du Yuan to accept her subsequent changes.

But now that he knows the truth, even Du Yuan, who gets emotional every time Yue Ji is mentioned, doesn't know what to say.

"Then what are you going to do now?"

Bai Yingluo looked up at Du Xuan and Du Yuan Wendao.

Du Xuan didn't answer, just looked up at Du Yuan.

"Don't look at me, it's not about me alone..."

Said with a guilty conscience, Du Yuan turned his head away, there was some conflicted struggle in his eyes.

After a long time, Du Yuan sighed dejectedly, and said as if talking to himself: "When I was young, I always envied that other people had mother's pain, and during Chinese New Year, there were new clothes made by mother. Later, All the way to Loulan, when I found out that I was a member of the Loulan royal family, I even felt that God was playing tricks on me, and it was the funniest thing I heard when I grew up."

"Knowing that the Immortal Gu on Eldest Sister's body might be caused by her and Newusha's joint efforts, I wished I could rush to her and ask her why. When I learned that she and Newusha had given birth to a child, I felt sorry for myself. Said, in this life, I will never forgive her, I only think that I jumped out of the rock, and I will never recognize her..."

There was some suppressed sobs in his voice, Du Yuan turned his head to look at Du Xuan and said, "But just now, when I heard Lord Sadoer talk about what happened back then, before my eyes, I saw the tension and anticipation when they arranged their own staff to arrange everything. Being parents, this is already the limit of what they can do? At least, we are still alive, and we didn’t die on that New Year’s Eve for more than 20 years.”

Du Xuan echoed and said: "Although the rules of the Loulan royal family are a bit unreasonable, they have been passed down through generations. What happened back then, now it seems, is the best arrangement within their ability. We Not only alive, but also living very well, isn’t it? If not, how would you know Songshan Sanren and Honggu, and how could I meet Luo Niang and Godfather and Godmother?”

He got up and walked to sit beside Du Yuan. Du Xuan patted him on the shoulder and said, "Although good fortune tricks people, isn't everything we have now God's compensation for us? After all, we earn money .”

"Then, are you going to forgive her?"

Du Yuan hesitated for a moment and asked.

Dazed for a moment, Du Xuan smiled and shook his head, "Although I have resentment towards her, I have never forgiven or not forgiven. Even if she did more wrong things, she gave us life, this is indisputable Facts, therefore, she will always be our mother. The son never speaks of the mother's faults..."

Du Yuan lowered his head and didn't speak for a long time.

"I'm confused, let me think again..."

Standing up abruptly, Du Yuan left the Youran Pavilion without looking back, and returned to Xiaoyaoju like the wind, leaving only Bai Yingluo and Du Yuan staring at each other in the room.

"What's up with him?"

Bai Yingluo tugged at Du Xuan's sleeve and asked.

Du Xuan laughed, "He's making trouble with himself. Don't worry about him, it will be fine when he figures it out."

Turning around, facing Bai Yingluo's suspicious face, Du Xuan touched his cheek unnaturally, "What's wrong?"

"Are you really like what you said to Du Xuan, you only have resentment in your heart and nothing else?"

Taking Du Xuan's arm, Bai Yingluo looked directly into his eyes and asked.

Seen through by Bai Yingluo, Du Xuan coughed lightly in embarrassment.

Getting up and leading her to the inner room, Du Xuan sighed and said: "I used to hold grudges, and I even thought that no matter what happens in the future, I will never recognize them. Who made them abandon me back then? of?"

As if he thought it was funny to be so angry, Du Xuan shook his head with a smile, pulled Bai Yingluo to sit on the side of the soft couch, and continued: "I have heard you say a lot these days, and I seem to understand her difficulties a little bit. Poor parents all over the world, I have become a parent, put myself in their place, I don't think I can do better than them, and as you said, she was just a 20-year-old woman, lonely in the deep palace, so It's really not easy after so many years. Even if you do something wrong, you can trace it back to the source, and it can only be said that you have a bad fate and an unlucky encounter with others. We can't put all the blame on her. "

Seeing that Du Xuan had really figured it out, Bai Yingluo no longer worried, and asked softly, "Then when do you plan to see her?"

"I……"

Du Xuan stopped for a while.

It seems that as long as he thinks about meeting Yue Ji, he feels a little awkward in his heart. The last time the three of them were estranged from each other in Fengming Palace seems to be something like yesterday, so he doesn't know how to face it.

While hesitating, he heard hurried footsteps in the yard.

Opening the curtain and coming in, Liusu said with a flustered face: "Master, madam, your majesty is here, and there is a lady beside... I'm afraid, I'm afraid it's the queen mother."

Liusu had never seen Yueji before, but seeing Suyerna's respectful attitude towards her, Liusu hurried over.

Fearing that she learned about the events Sadore had investigated from Suyerna, Yue Ji rushed out of the palace.

Without thinking too much, Du Xuan and Bai Yingluo hurriedly got up and greeted them out.

Sure enough, as soon as he left the house, he saw Suerna in casual clothes entering the courtyard with Yue Ji by his arm.

This is the first time Bai Yingluo sees Yue Ji. I have to say that time treats this woman very favorably. At 40 years old, she is as bright as a young woman in her early 30s. She has a bright and charming appearance, and her skin is as smooth as ever , and a pair of Qiushui eyes that can talk, every move shows her pampered and high-ranking temperament.

Of course, her whole body is now covered in a layer of melancholy and sentimentality. Xu Shi has cried several times on the way here, and the makeup on her face is a bit smudged. Under the sunlight, faint traces of tears can still be seen on her cheeks.

"my son……"

Crying bitterly, Yue Ji let go of Suerna's hand, and rushed towards Du Xuan.

Obviously this is the second meeting, but Yue Ji feels that this is the first meeting after their mother and son have been separated for 23 years.

Du Xuan's body was a little stiff.

Beside her cheek was Yue Ji's side face covered with tears, and her body was hugged tightly by her. Du Xuan could even clearly feel that she was trembling, which was a kind of sadness from the heart.

When Du Yuan came from Xiaoyaoju, what he saw was the chaotic scene in front of him.

Yue Ji was crying uncontrollably, and when she raised her eyes again, she saw Du Yuan standing under the eaves in a daze.

Slowly loosening her arms, Yue Ji walked towards Du Yuan, choked up and said, "I was wrong, I really know I was wrong, it's not that I don't recognize you, it's that I don't know how else to face you. Forgive me please, please..."

Du Yuan's heart trembled.

Just now, when Du Xuan asked him what he planned, his heart was a little awkward and he didn't turn the corner, but at this moment, this person who originally filled his heart with disgust carefully apologized, and begged him with a little fear. Forgive me, and even said "please", Du Yuan's heart became more and more flustered, and he didn't know how to deal with it.

The next moment, I saw Yue Ji walking towards him, and Du Yuan was hugged by Yue Ji in a soft atmosphere that smelled like the fragrance of hundreds of flowers.

The grievances that had been hidden for more than 20 years seemed to be vented all at once. Yueji's mournful cry made everyone around her feel as if their hearts were being held tightly, and they became sad.

"Queen, don't be sad, go into the house..."

Seeing that there were quite a few servants around the courtyard, and the maidservants brought out from the palace were also standing at the gate with their heads bowed, Suerna stepped forward and pulled Yue Ji away to persuade her softly.

Turning a deaf ear, Yueji looked at Du Yuanwen with tears in her eyes: "Forgive me, okay? I may not be a good mother in the past, but I will treat you well in the future. I was wrong, really wrong, forgive me ..."

Looking up, both Suerna and Du Xuan looked at him, and Du Yuan's fists that were tightly clenched due to nervousness slowly loosened.

Opening his stiff arms like a puppet, Du Yuan stepped forward to hug Yue Ji, and whispered in her ear: "Mother..."

Yue Ji's tears, which had been suppressed originally, burst out violently after hearing Du Yuan's "Mother".

(End of this chapter)