Changing the beauty of the demon concubine

Chapter 23

Since that day, Mo Yan has not come to see me in Yongyun Hall for several days.Maybe it was because I was afraid of embarrassment seeing me.That's right, the king of a country, why should he look at my face, so he won't come.

I wouldn't go around to inquire about him, so Xuan'er did it for me.She told me that the emperor didn't go to Concubine Yan Gui these few days, but went to Concubine Hui of Yanyi Palace.

Although there are countless concubines in the palace, I have not been canonized for a long time, and my temperament is cold and cheerless. I don't like to gossip with other concubines, so I don't like the concubines in the palace. acquaintance.How about Concubine Hui, beautiful or not, virtuous or not, I don't know very well, and I don't bother to find out.

I smiled calmly at Xuan'er who was looking sad, and she didn't know why.

As time passed, I suddenly discovered that I had changed.It seems that as long as it's not Concubine Yan Gui, I don't seem to care anymore.I don't know the reason, probably because she is Concubine Yuan's younger sister, am I not reconciled?In fact, I just think that other women are just like me, just a substitute, why bother to be angry alone?Let go of what you can, let go of what you can, it doesn't matter anymore.

Am I desperate?This is the world I want to come to day and night...

It is spring now, and the flowers in the garden are in full bloom and full of vitality.And I don't go out very much on weekdays, so I just stay in the Yongyun Palace and watch the flowers bloom and compete for beauty.Going out and meeting a concubine like Concubine Yan Gui and Concubine Ling caused a lot of trouble, so it's better not to go out.After thinking about it, he began to shake his head desperately, trying to get rid of their shadows. This time, he didn't even have the mood to enjoy the flowers.

I really hold a grudge, and I still remember it very deeply.

So, I began to miss that pool of white lotus.

In the end, I walked out of Yongyun Hall alone, and came to the lotus pond that I wanted to go for so many days but dared not go.A full lotus pond is full of green lotus leaves. They sway with the wind, exuding the fragrance of water and lotus leaves from time to time.

I stood quietly, looking at the lotus leaves in the pool, laughing at myself and shaking my head.This is spring, where is the white lotus?

If you don't have it, you don't have it.I stretched out my hand, wanting to touch the layer upon layer of lotus leaves, but the small movement caused ripples on the water surface... The water drops on the lotus leaves began to scatter, some shattered and tumbled Falling into the water, how beautiful it is...I never thought before that I would touch it with my own hands...

The sun is shining brightly, and the water droplets reflect the sun's rays.I narrowed my eyes and thought of my mother, maybe she also wanted to touch these beauties, but now she is gone...

Tick-tock, a tear dripped down the cheek into the water.No matter how I squint my eyes, I can't hold back the tears that are desperately escaping... Mother, I'm doing well, don't worry, don't worry about me anymore...

It took me a long time before I pulled the corners of my mouth again and forced a smile.Silently adjusted his dress with his hands, staring at the lotus pond in a daze.

How much I want to turn back into a fish and wander in this lotus pond that once belonged to me... Through a layer of water, I can look at this strange world with my mother...

(End of this chapter)