Reborn under the White Mountain

Chapter 184 Qin's Regret

Qin Shi was sitting on a chair, with gray hair, wrinkled face, and a crooked mouth. "I'm sorry for you, Yun Song, I'm ashamed. You have been with me since you were born. At that time, you were very good-looking, white and clean, and people liked it at first sight. My milk is good, you You and Yunhe both had enough to eat, so we fed them together. At that time, I wanted a son wholeheartedly, so I raised you as my own son. Who would have thought that a year later, I would be pregnant with Yunbai When Yunbai was born, I felt that whatever I gave birth to was good, but you were not pleasing to the eye. Later, when Yunfeng, Yunfang, and Yunhua were born, I thought, you are not my own, but I took the title of the eldest son. Then my own son became the youngest. When I get old and have to live with a child who was not born to me, I feel uncomfortable, so the more I look at you, the more I don’t like you. At that time, you were sensible. You helped me take care of my younger brothers and sisters every day, and you could go out and get some things back. But I just don’t like you. No matter what you do, I just don’t want to treat you well. Later you married Bi Yun, she has a good temper, is good at work, and knows how to live. On the other hand, the one Yun Bai married is a girl from the town, but she doesn't do any work, and she likes to steal and play tricks. I am even more angry. The one raised by myself can’t marry a good one, but you can marry such a good woman? So I didn’t treat Biyun well. When Da Lang was born, I thought why would I take the name of my eldest grandson? What's worse, it's getting worse and worse for your family over time." Qin slowly talked about the past, with a look of remorse on his face.

"People, you can't do such unconscionable things. I'm partial to those I raised, which is not good for your family. But so what? I love Yun Bai, but he stole the family's money and took his wife and children I ran away. I love Yunlian and Yunhe, but I am sick and need money to buy medicine. They are too scared to come again. I am good to Junjie and the others, but I am used to them sneaking around. I treat you like this, But when I was really in trouble, it was you who helped Zhang Luo, who was both a shroud and a birthday material. Yuxian even went to see me every day, and even paid for my medicine. I have been so confused all my life I always say that you are white-eyed wolves, but in fact it is me, the beasts I raised." The old lady broke down in tears when she said this.

Yun Song was on the side, wanting to persuade the Qin family, but Mr. Tong stopped Yun Song. "Let her talk. These days, she has a lot to say. If you don't let her talk, I'm afraid she will go crazy."

Qin didn't seem to hear what the old man said, and continued: "Yun Song, I've been lying on the kang for more than a month, and I thought that I might as well die in this state. But on another thought, I If I just die like this, how can I explain to my eldest brother, sister-in-law, and parents when I go underground. I told them that I abused Yunsong’s family, causing them to lose a child, and I kicked them out again. Let them live in a haunted house? Or tell them that I let my own son piss me off. Because I love my son so much that he doesn’t do business all day long, and finally stole my money and ran away, even my parents’ I don't care about life or death? I don't have that face. Yun Song, I don't ask you to forgive me, I just hold these words in my heart and feel uncomfortable." The old lady cried again. "I can't die, I have to live, I have to live to atone for my sins, how can I just die like this?"

Yunsong and his wife were soft-hearted people, but when they saw the old lady like this, they couldn't help crying. "Second Aunt, don't talk about it. I always remember your kindness in raising me. It's only natural for you to be like this. Who can not love their own children? Well, Second Aunt, you are in good health. You have to be careful." Yun Song didn't know how to persuade the old lady, so he squatted in front of Qin and said a few words.

"Yun Song, what your mother said was from her heart. Since she was able to speak, she has been telling me these things every day. Today I saw that she is in good spirits, so I brought her here just to have a good time with you. Let me tell you. I asked Yunfeng to sell some of the food in the house, and there are about ten acres of land, and the land will be reclaimed in a month, so there is no need to keep so much food. Now there are only two of us in the old house. It was Shuzhen and Xiuying who gave it away. The cattle in the family were also taken away by Yunbai, and there were no pigs this year, so there were no open-mouthed beasts, let alone much food. I will return the grain to you after selling it, but as for the shroud and life material, let’s do that first.” The old man was beside him and said a lot.His hand held Qin's hand tightly. No matter what the two of them were like before, just looking at how they are now hand in hand and supporting each other makes him feel very happy.

"Second Uncle, you don't need to pay back the money for the medicine. As juniors, we should honor your elders. As long as you and your elders are doing well, they are better than anything else. Don't think about the past, it's all in the past After all, Yun Song grew up drinking the milk of his second aunt, and we will remember that." Fang Shi also spoke on the side, she never expected Qin Shi to say such a thing.When Qin Shi was unconscious that day, she was able to let go of her past suspicions and help with work, not to mention that the old couple are like this today, so they can only persuade them well.

Yuxian and Dalang hid aside and heard it too.Originally, he was afraid that the old couple would come to find trouble, so he ran out of the study and hid aside to eavesdrop.I didn't expect to come to make an apology, which was unexpected.In fact, Yuxian admired Qin's strong temperament, if it were someone else, I'm afraid she would still be lying on the kang and unable to move.But she was able to walk, which has to be said to be a miracle.No matter how true today's words are, Yuxian admires Qin's courage.

"Second Aunt, you should take good care of your illness. With Yunfeng and Yunhua here, I will definitely not ignore you. We can't just watch from the sidelines. You are living well, Dalang is engaged, and you still have to drink wedding wine .” Yun Song still crouched in front of Qin.

"Yun Song, you have such a temper, you are too sincere. We came today not to ask you to forgive me. I just think we should come to apologize, otherwise, I will always have a knot in my heart. I am not here to beg you for anything Yes, you don’t need to give us any more, okay, I’ve finished my words, it’s time to go back. From now on, if you are willing to move, you can go over and chat with me for a while, and forget it if you don’t want to.” After Qin finished speaking, she was going to Standing up, the old man helped her up, and then the two of them, supporting each other, walked home slowly like this.

Yun Song and Fang Shi didn't go out to see it off, because they suddenly felt that this picture was very beautiful.I can't help but wonder, if they grow old one day, will they be like the old couple, holding hands, walking through wind and rain, supporting each other, and growing old together?The two looked at each other, and couldn't help but smile at each other. Thousands of words were contained in this smile.

In the days to come, everyone should do whatever they want.The children still do whatever they like in the morning, and study and read in the afternoon.Yuxian had to read the book given by Fang Yun every day. Fang Yun went to the capital again. Yuxian asked Fang Yun to take thirty ginsengs left at home.There should have been nearly sixty trees left, but many people gave them away, and now there are only about forty trees left.Also save some for emergencies.

The crops in the field are about to mature, and the vegetables in the garden are now in a good time.Fang led Chunmei and Chunxing, as well as Yuxian, and cut a lot of beans, eggplants, cucumbers and other things every day, and put them on the broken mat to dry.Be busy at this time, and wait until winter and spring next year to eat more. This is what farmers do, and there are some lazy women who don’t dry vegetables in the summer, but eat pickles in winter.Fang also took out the mustard greens pickled last year, cut them into small strips, and dried them in the sun.When you want to eat it, wash it with water, cut some chopped green onion, add some oil, put it in a pot and steam it, it tastes very fragrant.

At the end of July, Yuxian saw that the fruits of the jishutiaozi on the mountain were ripe.So Chunmei and the others went up to the mountain to pick a lot, and Yuxian wanted to use this stuff to make hair oil.In this day and age, there are no such things as styling hair, and women generally use hair oil.Yuxian remembered that her grandma in her previous life said that the fruit of this chicken tree stick can be used as hair oil, so she wanted to try it.

Jishutiaozi, whose scientific name is Jishutiao Viburnum, is also a medicinal plant.Its fruit is a small red berry with umbrella-shaped spikes.Crush the fruit, stir vigorously, and wait for the seeds and pulp to separate, and there will be a layer of oil floating on it. Collect the oil and use it as scalp oil.Chicken tree sticks have the functions of promoting blood circulation, relieving pain, and killing insects, so using its fruit to make hair oil can prevent lice from growing.Several people worked hard all afternoon, and finally collected two vials of oil, and everyone was very excited.

"Miss Yuxian, this stuff looks really good, but it has a bit of a smell. It would be great if there is some way to get rid of the smell." Chunmei said, this finished hair oil smells like medicine.

Yuxian thought for a while and said, "How about we put in the petals of thorn roses collected in spring, maybe it will be better." Chunmei also said the same, so she went to find some dried petals. Put it in the bottle. "Well, try this in a few days, it should be almost done." Yuxian carefully put the two bottles on the cabinet.

Two days later, Yuxian opened the bottle and smelled it a little. Sure enough, there was no medicinal smell, but a faint floral fragrance.She happily carried it to Chunmei and the others' house, "Sister Chunmei, our hair oil is ready, it doesn't smell anymore."

Chunmei took the bottle, sniffed it, and it really didn't taste good. "Miss, we should make more. Now that there are plenty of fruits, we can make more. It's better to keep it as a gift."

"Yes, yes, let's make some more, this looks fresher than the hair oil sold," Chun Xing also agreed.

Yuxian thinks it's right, this thing is a must-have for women, and it can prevent itching and get rid of lice after using it, so it should be done more.Together with the two girls, they went out with a basket, wanting to pick some more.As soon as he went out, he bumped into Xiaomei and Xiaofeng.

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