Pastoral Chronicle of Space

Chapter 273
What kind of mood does a person consume his body like this?

Tian Tian didn't know, but it was absolutely certain that Fu Shisheng really didn't want to live a good life.He lived like a walking corpse for the past few months, and finally his body collapsed, he was hopeless, and his wish was fulfilled!

Tian Tian sat by the bed for a while, the room was oppressive and uncomfortable, she hurried out, stood in the yard watching the sun that was about to set, she suddenly complained a little.

The sun is so big and so warm!Why can't some people be photographed?Can't warm someone's heart?

No answer!Those who want to be warm physically and mentally will chase the sun.He also has his own way for those who want to work with the darkness, just like Fu Shisheng!
Tian Tian wiped away tears, swept away the haze in his heart, went into the room and took a clean cup, wanted to pour a glass of water, but there was not a single drop of water in the thermos bottle.Turning to look at the person lying on the bed, I don't know how long he hasn't eaten or drunk?

Tian Tian didn't dare to think about it, and forced herself not to think about it. She turned her back and poured a cup of spring water from the space, went to sit by the bed, and fed Fu Shisheng to drink little by little until she finished feeding him a cup of water.

Tuberculosis, also known as tuberculosis, is actually not that serious and scary.It’s just that medical conditions are limited. Tuberculosis has been a disease that has been demonized by people since ancient times.
Fu Shisheng's illness could have been cured even earlier.Even now, Tian Tian took out all the precious medicinal materials in the space, and spring water could save his life. As for how long he can live, it's hard to say!

Diseases can be cured, but people are difficult to cure!How can Tian Tian heal a person like him who has no hope of living?
As the sky darkened, Tian Tian fumbled in the house to find the light switch, and finally found a light cord behind the door.He touched the rough hemp rope in his hand, and before he turned on the lamp, Fu Shisheng's weak and hoarse voice came.

"It's... Tian... Tian..."

The three-word sentence exhausted all his strength. Fortunately, he drank a glass of spring water just now, otherwise he didn't even have the strength to speak.

Tian Tian's throat was sore and uncomfortable, she tried her best to keep calm.

"Well, it's me—"

After finishing speaking, she rubbed her eyes in the dark, and then pulled a light cord with her hand, and the dark room was instantly illuminated.

Under the evening light, Fu Shisheng's complexion was even more sallow, only a pair of eyes had a little light when looking at Tian Tian.

"coming……"

His weak body has no extra strength for him to speak, but Tian Tian can hear his weak voice clearly.

He was lying down, staring at Tian Tian standing behind the door at the end of the bed with wide eyes, persistent and serious.

Tian Tian walked to the bed with heavy steps, and stood there, looking down at him.

After a long time, he opened his mouth to speak.

"Why didn't you write to me sooner? Why didn't you live well?"

Tian Tian couldn't tell what he was feeling at the moment, he was sad, sad, angry, and most of them were bitter.

There was a smile on his skinny face, even if the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, looking scary, Tian Tian thought his smile was pretty!
At least he laughed, his genuine joy.

"Living may be difficult and tormenting for you! But if you have the courage to die, why can't you live well? In fact, living is not difficult. Give yourself a little hope, and you will find that living is actually very good! Warm sunshine , colorful flowers, beautiful scenery, some cute or nasty people are very interesting. Don’t think too much, just have a simple meal every day, bask in the sun when it’s cold, sleep when you’re tired, that’s all…”

He lay on the bed and listened carefully, staring at Tian Tian carefully with his eyes, and shook his head very slightly.

"It's hard...to live...enough..."

He said these words lightly and coldly, without a trace of emotion, only a pair of bright eyes still looked at Tian Tian.

Hearing this, Tian Tian was so angry that he really wanted to slap him on the head twice to wake him up. Seeing his weak appearance, he felt very sad!

"I have medicine that can cure your illness. Don't think about anything now, wait until your body recovers!"

"No...wasting...wasting medicine, I..."

He struggled to stop talking, but Tian Tian knew what he meant?Don't waste medicine and don't want to treat diseases!

Tian Tian endured all his emotions and persuaded him nicely.

"Don't waste it, it won't waste anything that can cure your illness! You don't have to think about anything, just take the medicine and recuperate, and we will talk when you are cured."

"Tian Tian... don't... waste... time... save me..."

He spoke very hard this time, and his voice became much clearer. He used all his strength to tell Tian Tian his determination.

"I... don't want to... live, tired..."

This sentence made Tian Tian completely lose control of her emotions, and the sadness and tears that had been suppressed by her immediately vented out.

"Are you tired? Who is not tired? But no matter how tired we are, we still have to live. What are you doing? Trash yourself like this, isn't it easy to die? Jump into the river, drink medicine, or hang yourself. You have to I tortured myself like this bit by bit? A dying insect knows how to struggle a few times. What do you want to do to yourself like this? Talk about you, what do you want to do? Huh..."

After questioning him angrily, Tian Tian stood by the bed and cried loudly, tears streaming down his face, she just wiped it with her sleeve regardless.

Fu Shisheng, who was lying on the bed, saw Tian Tian crying sadly, he felt uncomfortable, and his dry eyes were full of tears.

"Don't cry... Tian... Tian... don't... cry..."

"You abuse your body, don't care if I cry or not..."

Tian Tian cried out in frustration and yelled at Fu Shisheng who was on the bed.

After a while, Tian Tian calmed down and sat by the bed, looking at Fu Shisheng.

"Uncle Fu, let's live! Live well..."

With tears in his eyes, Fu Shisheng stretched out his left hand from under the quilt, and tightly grasped Tian Tian's hand.

"Don't bother...go early...to meet my family..."

Family, his family probably didn't want to see him right away.

"What did you say when you saw your family? You didn't even leave a descendant to the Fu family, how can you meet your elders?"

Tears rolled down the corners of Fu Shisheng's eyes, he slowly let go of Tian Tian's hand, and looked at the roof without saying a word.

Tian Tian grabbed his hand tightly with both hands, and then stimulated him.

"Uncle Fu, let's live well, get married and have children after recovering from illness, and leave a descendant for the Fu family. It's easy to explain when we see your family. At that time, I won't persuade you or stop you. You can do whatever you want..."

He didn't move and didn't speak, his eyes were fixed on the roof, Tian Tian thought he had listened.

"Bitter, stay... suffer in this world, see family... I will... redeem my sin..."

"Why don't you eat oil and salt? I can save you and cure your illness..."

He turned his head slowly and looked at Tian Tian.

"Tian Tian, ​​let me go..."

Tian Tian could no longer say anything to comfort him, not even a single word.

Let go of his hand and stood up, looking at the dark sky through the window, Tian Tian was extremely depressed.

(End of this chapter)