Addicted to sweet pets: black school grass entangled

Chapter 473 Chapter 474: My own problems
Speaking of this, Bai Tiantian was taken aback, and suddenly thought, didn't she just slap herself in the face, she liked Shang Haochen, it seemed that it was only for a short time.Back then, when she fell in love with Hao Nuoyu, she had known Hao Nuoyu for more than a year, had been in contact with him for more than a year, and even sat at the leader's table during this period, which can be said to have a comprehensive understanding of Hao Nuoyu.But when she found out that she liked You Haochen, she had only formally contacted You Haochen for a few days. At that time, she didn't know You Haochen very well.

What's more, she originally wanted to say that as long as she fell in love with a boy, she would not change her mind easily, but she thought that after she fell in love with Hao Nuoyu, wouldn't it be obvious that she later fell in love with Shangshang Haochen? She has always been confused about Yu's feelings, and she has never known whether it is a true love or not. However, in the eyes of others, in the eyes of many people, she has indeed changed her mind, and she has indeed empathized.

It may be because of this that You Haochen thinks that she is a person with a criminal record, that she may be easily influenced by the outside world, and that she is not so firm in her feelings. Therefore, in fact, he is not inferior, but has a deep love for her. She has no sense of security, but he may be embarrassed to say that she has no sense of security, and can only say that she has low self-esteem.

Thinking of this, Bai Tiantian quickly turned around and said hastily: "Well, you may think that I liked other boys before you, and you may think that I am a person who can empathize with others, so it doesn't matter to me A sense of security, so I feel that I may leave you, and I may fall in love with others. I don’t know how to explain the previous things, because I am actually a bit at a loss, but I can assure you. I will not leave you casually , and I will not dislike you casually, unless you have done something sorry to me, or have some major faults, as long as you always treat me like this, according to my personality, I will not leave you of."

This is what she said in her heart, what she didn't intend to say in the first place. In fact, there is one sentence that sums up her views on love very well: If you never leave, I will depend on you for life and death.

When she finds that she likes someone, when that person has been doting on her and loving her, she can ignore all those external conditions, and she will definitely not leave the other person, even if the other person encounters some big troubles, she will She won't leave each other either, that's her character.

"Tiantian, it's not like that, I didn't miss you that much, you misunderstood." You Haochen hurriedly denied, "I didn't think you would empathize with others, you are very good in my heart, so good, so good that I don't care I don’t know how to cherish you. You misunderstood, really misunderstood, it’s not your problem, it’s my own problem. Big emotional turmoil. Now, I seem to understand a little bit about my dad's situation back then."

Bai Tiantian heard the clues from You Haochen's words, and asked: "What was your father's situation back then? What are you referring to? Do you mean the situation when your father chased your mother back then?" But her intuition didn't seem to be the same. this.

Sure enough, You Haochen shook his head, "No, it's because after my parents got together, including after they got married, my father was always too nervous and my mother would always have a big emotional reaction to my mother's unintentional words. At that time, I was too young, so I didn’t understand it very well. I thought my dad’s ability to control emotions was too poor, but now I probably understand my dad’s mood at that time.”

Although You Haochen said this very calmly and indifferently, Bai Tiantian felt that there was a faint sadness in his eyes.It's so strange, this is not the first time he has shown this kind of expression, every time Bai Tiantian sees this kind of sadness in You Haochen's eyes, she always wants to ask him what he is worried about, in her opinion, if If even a rich and handsome elite like him has troubles, what kind of troubles will ordinary people like her have to worry about.

It's not important. What's important is that every time he is sad, it seems to be related to her. This makes her feel a kind of pressure inexplicably. It was not a lot of pressure before, but today, suddenly there is a kind of pressure Shan Da felt that he suddenly felt as if he had failed him, as if he was not good enough for him.Although he said it wasn't her problem, she felt that the reason why You Haochen was worried about gains and losses was definitely because she didn't give him enough sense of security.If he felt enough security in her, then he would definitely not take her jokes seriously.

Bai Tiantian thought in her heart, and answered, "Your dad is like that because he cares too much about your mother. If a person cares about another person very much, he might be like that. You Haochen, you care about me, That's why I'm so sensitive. Seeing that you care about me so much, I'm naturally very happy, naturally very happy, but you really don't have to be like this. In fact, I have already made my words very clear at noon today and tonight. , Believe it or not, anyway, I think I am a relatively persistent person, if I believe it, it will be difficult to change."

After a pause, Bai Tiantian continued to say: "You Haochen, the day I formally planned to be with you, I thought it through very clearly. I admit that at the beginning, my purpose was indeed not pure, and I really wanted to use You were angry with Zhang Li Na, and also angry with the boy who was rejected by me, but later, when I agreed to be your girlfriend, I was serious, very serious. I didn't take feelings as a joke, I just wanted to have a good relationship with you You're together. I'm not a casual girl, and if I were, you wouldn't be the first boyfriend I've ever had."

You Haochen heard this and opened his mouth, "Tiantian, I know, I know, you don't need to explain, I know how good you are, I know. You really misunderstood me, it's my fault, it's me It's my fault that you got emotional, it's really my own problem, I will correct it, don't worry, in the future, in front of you, I will try my best not to have any negative emotions again."

The reason why You Haochen is depressed is because he knows very well that he has used many methods to get her heart. She likes him very much now, and she is still in the stage of passionate love with him, so she may still be able to accept those things. But once this stage is over, once her feelings for him cool down, will she leave him like his mother abandoned his father after knowing his father's true face?

In fact, he didn't want to use tricks, but sometimes, for some reason, he couldn't help but use some tricks, because he was really too afraid of losing her.In fact, even he himself did not expect that his feelings for her would be so deep.

(End of this chapter)