Into the bridal chamber by mistake: the genius cute concubine plays the evil king

Chapter 18 Looks Like the Eyes of the Past
When the eyes met, it seemed that something was converging amidst lightning and thunder.

Xia Muyun was stunned.She clearly captured the subtle loneliness in the other person's eyes, a loneliness that could not be completely concealed no matter how hard she tried to conceal it.

The owner of the body has always been afraid of him and made him not know how to get close, so he was irritable and asked questions?

Because everyone around him keeps a distance on purpose, because they are afraid of him and refuse to approach him, so is he lonely?
Therefore, he wanted to find out why?
Xia Muyun's heart gradually sank...

An inexplicable sense of familiarity welled up in my heart. Have you ever used this way of hiding your loneliness before?With a tough shell, protect the heart that is afraid of being hurt.But later, I found that gradually, it was difficult for anyone to approach me, and I became lonely. When I wanted to approach others, others alienated me because of fear.

I remember that after her parents died in her previous life, she was sent to the relatives of her parents.From close relatives to distant relatives, they are constantly being kicked around like a football.

In the end, she was sent to an orphanage, adopted again and again, and abandoned again and again.

Those so-called adoptive parents either treated her as a servant, as a punching bag, or as a plaything. Until she couldn't bear it, she broke out, and she resisted, those people chose to send her back to the orphanage.

In my impression, it was when I was five years old that I really broke out and put on a hard shell.

She was adopted by a man who was drunk all the time. She didn't want to go, but she was forced to be sent to the car and left the orphanage.

That person likes to play mahjong. Every time he loses money, he will drink a lot of wine, and then treat her like a punching bag, call her a broom star, punch her, kick her, and kick her to the side. His body was bruised and bruised.

The next day, I will ask someone to cook a table of delicious food for myself, as if what happened yesterday did not exist.

He just regards himself as a pet, a dog who can vent his anger casually, give him a little food, and then wag his tail and beg for mercy.

After living like that for half a year, she finally fought back when she was beaten, but also because of that time, the fragments of the wine bottle that was smashed by her adoptive father on the ground pierced hard into the back of the adoptive father's head, and the adoptive father who was pushed to the ground I never got up again.

From then on, she discovered that only by resisting can she be truly freed.Sent back to the orphanage again, everyone is afraid of her because she killed someone.No one forced her to go with her adoptive parents who did not want to follow. Those who persecuted her did not dare to offend her because they were afraid of her who had killed someone.

She suddenly discovered that by letting everyone fear her, she could become very happy.Therefore, she gradually learned to protect herself, wrapping herself tightly with a tough shell.

But... then...

I suddenly found that no one was willing to approach me, those orphans passed on me as a murderer, everyone was afraid of me, and I became more and more lonely and lonely.

He wanted to try to get close to the children around him, but as soon as he walked over, they were scared away.

At that time, I was obviously very lonely, but I had to pretend to be very strong. At that time, when I looked in the mirror, I hated my own aggressive eyes.

But at this moment, what the other party presented was not the same as when he looked in the mirror at that time.

Xia Muyun sighed, feeling a little helpless, in fact, she didn't want to meddle in other people's business, but this person seemed a bit like herself back then, so she felt a little uncomfortable if she left it alone.

Xia Muyun said sullenly: "I'm afraid of you because you always erect your thorns first. If you are a docile hedgehog, although you are a little prickly, you are very cute, and there will still be people who want to get close to you, but you always erect your spines. stabbed, it will naturally make people afraid and don't want to get close."

(End of this chapter)