Farmer's Ruyi Manor

Chapter 362 Wu Jingniang's Regret (5)
"Xiaohua, can I also use this method to make the county magistrates of Qingzhou City do the same? I mean, through donations from rich households, the government will come forward to give alms?" You Zixuan asked from the side.

I haven't really used this method before. In times of disaster, I use donations to alleviate it.

"You can, but you must let those people know the benefits of such a donation. How about it, you and whether it is the county magistrate or the prefect. Let's say that you are in a certain place at a certain time on a certain day of the month. A charitable donation event for the rich. Of course, this event must be held in front of the victims. At the beginning, someone must mix in with the victims, and the person who donates at the beginning must also be someone arranged by himself. As long as someone donates silver or food, they will shout so-and-so He is a good man, he is the living Bodhisattva of the people, and he bows down and takes the lead. The amount of each donation must be read aloud. This can not only satisfy the mentality of those rich people who do good deeds and be respected, but also make the disaster victims I know that if I live, there is hope. Report the statistics on the spot and tell the victims directly. First, I will satisfy my self-esteem, and then I will calm the turbulent hearts of the victims.”

While listening, You Zixuan fell into deep thought, wondering how feasible this method is.

"But who will put this money? I mean donated money." You Zixuan thought of this question.There are too many corrupt officials now, and there are too many selfish and corrupt officials.

"How about this, if the magistrate is reliable, let him go to the yamen, if not, choose someone who is trustworthy by the local people. Of course, you have to record it well, and if every expenditure is corrupted, you will be punished." Xiaohua said the last , the bright eyes flashed coldly.

"Well, then I will inform you now and write a letter to report to the emperor." After saying that, he left in a hurry.

"Okay, Xiao Hua, you should go to bed early too. I'll go and inform people that there will be a village meeting tomorrow morning." Cheng Wenqiang and the others nodded after hearing this, and left.

"Xiaohua? Did you talk about something good?" Cheng Caiyun came in from the door.

"Okay, how is aunt these days? How is cousin Xuan'er?" Xiao Hua has always been very kind to this aunt.

"Auntie and your cousin Xuan'er are both very good, Xiaohua, don't worry about this. How can it be bad here? Eat well, drink well, live well, and there are maids to take care of you. Auntie is afraid. I'm going to rust all over." Cheng Caiyun is now much plump compared to before.

"It's fine, don't say so much. Auntie's kindness to our family, these are irreparable in a lifetime. These material things are sour." Xiao Hua pointed out.

Cheng Caiyun calculated carefully, this year is less than 24 years old, in modern times, it is really a good time for youth.But here, she is a widow, a widow with a 7-year-old baby, and a widow full of worries.

Cheng Caiyun's eyes were red, and then she smiled again: "No, it's not like these things are all gone."

really passed?That deep memory, can it be forgotten just by forgetting it?Auntie, you can fool others, but not me.

"Xiaohua, actually my aunt wants to tell you that your mother blames herself and misses you very much." After calming down for a while, Cheng Caiyun said to Xiaohua.

"Auntie..." In fact, during this period of time, Xiao Hua also thought a lot about what kind of person her mother is, and what kind of attitude she will deal with.

These things, in fact, can't be unilaterally blamed on one person, they are both responsible.After all, Wu Jingniang has always been an insecure person.It can only be said that my own daughter has neglected her in many ways.

It's just that if I really forgive her, I can do it with my mouth, but not necessarily in my heart.Because she knows that this kind of forgiveness is based on the principle of no barriers.

"I know, aunt, I know it all. Although I hated her and resented her. But she is my mother after all, and I have no right to say anything. Although I broke the relationship, I thought I had nothing to think about. But aunt, I can Forgive my mother, but I can't face everything calmly, as if nothing happened."

After hearing this, Cheng Caiyun sighed.Wu Jingniang outside the door had already burst into tears. Although she had thought that Xiaohua might have resentment towards herself, she couldn't help feeling very sad when she said that she had hated and resented herself.

But who can blame all this?It's not all self-inflicted, everything is self-inflicted, isn't it?
Xiaohua got up when she heard the suppressed crying coming from outside the door, and walked out to have a look.It turned out that Wu Jingniang was squatting at the door, covering her mouth with her hand to prevent herself from making a sound.

Xiaohua wanted to call her mother very much, but she opened her mouth and couldn't utter a word.

"Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you?" Cheng Caiyun hurried over and helped her up.

Although she understood that maybe the sister-in-law heard the conversation between herself and Xiao Hua, hey.Immediately, he gestured to Xiao Hua with his eyes, asking her to call her Jing Niang.

Wu Jingniang stared at Xiaohua closely, fearing that if she blinked, her daughter would disappear.Just like what I heard from Cui Shi.The daughter fell off a cliff, and what was in front of her was just a phantom.

Xiaohua stared blankly at Wu Jingniang, the person in front of her was very different from the original one, her hair was much grayer.But why, she is only in her thirties, how can she have so many gray hairs?
His throat was a little sore, and he opened his mouth again, but still couldn't make a sound.

"Okay, let's all go in, don't stand outside. The wind is cool, don't catch a cold." It was already the middle and late August.It stands to reason that the weather should be getting cooler.

But now it's still summer during the day, and it's only getting colder at night.Compared with this time in the past, the temperature difference is too big.

"Xiaohua..." Wu Jingniang just sat down, she really wanted to reach out and touch the daughter in front of her to see if it was real, but she was afraid of seeing the coldness in her eyes, afraid that she would say that the relationship between the two of them was gone. In fact, what is more frightening is that the one in front of me is all illusory.

Xiaohua looked at her coldly, because she didn't know what to do with her, what should she do with her?Is her gray hair because of herself?
Looking at the coldness in Xiaohua's eyes, Wu Jingniang felt regretful in her heart. How long ago did the relationship between the two become so bad that even an outsider was worse than it?
It seems that since a long time ago, since I felt that she was her elder, she should be controlled and disciplined by myself.The mother and daughter are becoming more and more alienated. All of this is the sin of doing it yourself, isn't it?
Seeing Wu Jingniang's serious tears, Xiaohua finally found her own voice: "What's the matter? If there is nothing, go back and rest early."

Wu Jingniang opened her mouth, wanting to reach out to touch Xiaohua's hands, but squeezed them tightly.It seems that only in this way, the heart will not be so painful.

(End of this chapter)