sadomasochism double

Chapter 25

This is the same as me.

She was wearing a pair of tight-fitting light-striped pencil pants, a sea-blue loose bat shirt, and a popular European-style shirt bead chain around her neck. She looked professional and capable.

I nodded and stretched out my hand, "Hi, I'm An Yue."

"How about this... I'll call you An Yue... um..." Ding Wei thought for a while, "I'm older than you too, why don't you call me Sister Ding?"

Of course I was willing, so I called out "Sister Ding."

In fact, I didn't expect Ding Wei's clothing factory to be so...advanced, which made me a little hesitant. Will Ding Wei use me as a rice bug?

Ding Wei took me to visit her studio.

"What's the matter, An Yue, you look surprised."

I nodded and said honestly: "To be honest, there are. According to Mrs. Chen... I didn't expect it to be such a fashion studio..."

Ding Wei smirked, "Probably think I'm a small workshop that pirates big brands."

Ding Wei's words successfully made me laugh, and I nodded, "You really understand Mrs. Chen."

"Of course, she is my mother."

I knew the relationship between Ding Wei and Mrs. Chen, and I regretted bringing up family matters with her for a while.Ding Wei seemed to see my embarrassment, and waved her hand, "It's okay, I mean it. I like Mrs. Chen very much, and my son also likes her grandma... It has nothing to do with that man..."

Glancing at me, Ding Wei said again: "Women, go your own way, live your own life, and live for yourself. These are much simpler and happier than we think..."

Finally, Ding Wei asked me: "An Yue, tell me now, do you know what you are doing now?"

It was the first time I was asked such a deep question.

What am I doing, I almost answered without thinking: I am asking for a living, I am asking that I can live without Zhuo Yang.

However, I have been living in such a muddle, and I am even a little confused.I never thought about what I can do, maybe my life can be lived in another way.

Ding Wei took me to her office, and she showed me another kind of life.

Live for what you like and live for your dreams.

But what is my dream?

For many years, my dream was to catch up with Zhuo Yang, get Zhuo Yang and bring back Zhuo Yang, but after I lost all of this, I suddenly realized that without Zhuo Yang, I seemed to have lost the focus of my life.

I'm pretty much nothing, I don't seem to have any marks of existence other than the couch marks under my ass.

I don't remember which TV series' protagonist said that, but Ding Wei's words made me feel that I'm okay and it's not too late.

If, I am willing.

It's just that I have come here in such a muddle for so many years.Rebuilding confidence and rediscovering dreams is also a very illusory and distant thing for me.

Ding Wei said she was not in a hurry, it took her many years to know what she needed to do.For me, it's also about walking and searching.

In this way, I settled down in Ding Wei's studio.

As a rookie who has never been in the clothing and fashion industry, my current job is all-round odd jobs.

I found out that many of the projects that Ding Wei's studio took were modeling for celebrities, and Ding Wei also clearly told me that she has an important cooperative relationship with Zhuoyue Culture, which is the company of my ex-husband Zhuo Yang.

I laughed and told her it had nothing to do with me.

It really doesn't matter, I have nothing to do with Zhuo Yang now, except that he pays me 3000 yuan alimony every month...

Others seem to have nothing.

Coupled with what I said a few days ago, I have already determined that we are completely broken.

I settled down with Ding Wei, and I rented another small house.The house is not big, only about [-] square meters.But although the sparrow is small and well-equipped, the owner's decoration is all my favorite. For a moment, I considered buying this small nest.

I calculated the funds on hand.My salary plus the alimony Zhuo Yang gave me was actually not much, but luckily I brought a lot of jewelry from Zhuo Yang's home at that time.

I reckon it can sell for a lot of money.

Ding Wei soon found out that I was checking the prices of those jewels on the Internet, and she offered to help me estimate the price.

When I brought all my glittering jewels, Ding Wei suddenly smiled, "It seems... Zhuo Yang is willing to spend money on you..."

I do not understand.

However, soon I understood.

I remember my last birthday or something, Zhuo Yang gave me a pair of pink diamonds.At that time, because Li Si picked it, I didn't have much joy.It's just that when Zhuo Yang came back and handed it to me, I pretended to be happy and put it on...

Since then, I have put it in the jewelry box and have nothing to do with it.

But Ding Wei said that this chain is enough to buy the small house I want to buy.

My eyes lit up instantly, and I took out all my jewels.

After some research and valuation, Ding Wei told me very seriously that I am a little rich woman who can live well without working.

At that moment, tears welled up in my eyes.

I suddenly felt that I could fall in love with Zhuo Yang again.

With Ding Wei's help, I quickly reached an agreement with the landlord, but when I was about to sign the contract, I found that my ID card was still with Wen Li.

The last few times I went to get things, Wen Li wasn't there, so I thought about calling him.

I didn't expect him to be there this time.

"Hey, long time no see." I rubbed my toes, thinking about the long, long lines.

Seeing me, Wen Li seemed to take a deep breath.

"You're finally back." That's what he said.Before I started to speak, he said again on his own: "I know Zhuo Yang took you away...but he hid you...I finally found your place...but I found you left already……"

Said in a gentle tone, he came over and hugged me in his arms.

To be honest, this kind of warm invasion feels good.Wen Li has a very comfortable smell, just like my mother's smell deep in my memory.

but……

No matter how comfortable it is, it's someone else's man, so I have to push it away.

I said to Wen Li, "Let me treat you to dinner."

After so long, I have always been taken care of by Wen Li, now is the time for me to repay my gratitude.

Wen Li doesn't like hot pot, so I found a quiet Chinese restaurant.

"An Yue...you..." Wen Li saw my calm expression, and his face was a little anxious.

I really feel that I am a little more courageous now than before. In the past, I was always scruples here and there, but in the end I didn't do anything.But since that time with Zhuo Yang, I feel that I can afford anything now.

"That... I have always wanted to tell you, Wen Li..." I looked straight into the eyes of the man in front of me, and said seriously and sincerely: "I have always been very grateful to you...Thank you for saving my life, thank you He stretched out his hand to me in times of crisis... But I must not have told you about my mother..."

Wen Li's face turned pale, and he looked away, muttering, "An Yue...you...I don't know what you're talking about..."

I smiled, and handed Wen Li a cup of chrysanthemum tea, "You don't have to be so nervous... Be like a girl... I just want to chat suddenly..." It turns out that my mother is my eternal wound, if not for special circumstances , I don't want to poke my own wounds anymore.

However, even if I said that, Wen Li's face still did not soften.

But I still talked about it on my own, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, I am sure it is impossible with Wen Li, so it is more appropriate to say some things earlier.

"My mother was a mistress."

I laughed and held my teacup.Things that were difficult to talk about in the past are now gone.

"Although she and my father were married in love, she still hurt the third person. Before she was with my father, my father already had a wife. Then my mother died...she told me it was retribution...by her I hate Xiaosan very much because of the influence of Xiaosan... Although I accidentally inserted between Zhuo Yang and my sister... Now I think it's retribution... But, Wen Li, the person you know stepped into a river twice. I I've made a mistake once, and I don't want to say the price... The only thing I can be sure of now is that I will never make a mistake again."

Wen Li's face softened strangely after I said this, "What do you want to say?"

I sighed, "I know you don't like Li Ruobing. But you didn't reject her, did you?"

I think I hit Wen Li's sore spot.

(End of this chapter)