sadomasochism double

Chapter 36

"My house doesn't have a guest room." The implication is that you can get out of my house, brat!

But, how did I know that when I finished speaking, Song Yu's eyes were shining brightly, and a thin layer of blush appeared on that fair face.

I paused in my heart, it's over, did I say something wrong?You must know that Song Yu's brain capacity... is really different from normal people.

Sure enough, Song Yu turned her head away shyly, "We... How about we? We haven't established a relationship yet... Let's live in your bedroom... Okay?"

Hello sister!Thousands of grass mud horses roar in my heart!Where did he hear that I was going to invite him to live in my bedroom.

asshole!Don't wait for such an imaginary!

I already understand.Song Yu, this dead child, cannot be driven away.

Of course, half of the luxurious big bed in my bedroom cannot be given to him.I had no choice but to find a storage room for Song Yu.

"You can stay here temporarily tonight...tomorrow...you must leave me tomorrow...I'm still a single woman...it's shameful to live with a man..."

A trace of regret floated across Song Yu's face, and then he nodded obediently.

"Yueyue, you are so kind to me."

I slipped and almost fell.

This brat!Do you want to be so sweet!Made me feel like I was blaming my aunt.

The sheets in that storage room were already covered with dust, thinking of Song Yu's delicate body, I resigned myself to finding new sheets for him.

I rummaged through my large closet for a long time, and finally found a bed sheet with a sober lily pattern.

Pulling it out and shaking it, I am very proud of my aesthetic.

However, at this moment, the eager doorbell interrupted my good feeling.

I'm not sure who the hell is out there?But I think it can't be Zhuo Yang.

Not to mention we just had a fight this afternoon, and even if he wants to get back together and have sex, he still has to text me.

I put down the lily and instinctively wanted to open the door.

I guess it's property management fees or something...

However, before me, Song Yu had already run to the door quickly, and opened the door for me with a cute face.

It was so fast that I didn't even have time to stop it.

I figured it out, anyway, the property management wouldn't care about my private affairs, so what if Song Yu opened the door once?With this idea, are single women not allowed to have single male friends?

I took the lilies and went into the storage room to spread the bed sheets for Song Yu, but the bed sheets hadn't been made yet, Song Yu had already walked in, looking at me with a gloomy expression.

"What's wrong? Who's here?"

Song Yu pouted behind me and told me a cruel answer by the way.

"Brother Zhuoyang."

I:"……"

I really want to vomit blood.

Zhuo Yang actually came over. From the time I left the storage room, he had a gloomy face, especially when he saw Song Yu following me, his face was as black as the bottom of a pot.

Naturally, I didn't want Song Yu to know about my current relationship with Zhuo Yang, so I forced a smile, "Hahaha... really rare... Zhuo Yang... oh... Mr. Zhuo, you... why are you here?"

Zhuo Yang snorted coldly and didn't speak, but his eyes told me: You make it up again!You continue to make up!
Sure enough, Song Yu is still a little naive. If he is an ordinary man with some experience, he will definitely find that there is a layer of ambiguous information between me and Zhuo Yang.

But Song Yu didn't seem to know, he was just a little embarrassed.

"Brother Zhuoyang, why are you here?"

Unlike the cold face towards me, Zhuo Yang showed a gentle smile towards Song Yu.

"I heard that you and Hu Ling had a deadlock? Do you still want to live in this kind of place?"

While talking to Song Yu, Zhuo Yang casually despised my place.

I know that he actually wants to despise me as well.

I used to feel a little sad, but now I don't care.

Anyway, it's not the first time.

I no longer want to care about the two men, I yawned, and I was going to the toilet to wash the changed sheets.

Just as I was leaving, Zhuo Yang suddenly said something.

"Enough trouble, come back with me."

I was overjoyed that it would be best for Song Yu to leave!It's better to be like Zhuo Yang, round and get out of my life forever.

I also know that Song Yu actually listens to Zhuo Yang very much. This man who is like an elder and the boss seems to have always been Song Yu's idol.

When Song Yu said it before, I scoffed at it. It’s not good to worship any kind of man. You must worship Zhuo Yang, a scumbag.

I had all sorts of slander in my heart, and I had already made plans to go back and collect my lilies, but at this moment, I heard Song Yu say something very bluntly.

"Brother Zhuoyang, I won't go back."

Zhuo Yang also seemed very surprised, and it took a long time before he said a cold sentence.

"If you don't go back, where do you live?"

"I live in Yueyue's house."

"Yueyue?" Zhuo Yang seemed to sneer, "You guys and widows are in the same room, and you were discovered by the paparazzi and your parents. Do you know the consequences?"

Zhuo Yang's voice was a little heavy. At this moment, I felt a little sympathetic to Song Yu. In front of Zhuo Yang, he was like a child who was scolded, and he had no chance to refute.

But I was wrong. After being silent for a few seconds, Song Yu suddenly said slowly: "Brother Zhuoyang, they all said that the moon is the first to be near the water...I want Yueyue..."

I:"……"

If I was just drinking water, I would have sprayed them all over the face.

Especially Song Yu.

He really surprised me again and again today, he was able to declare his purpose and determination so directly.

I admired it a little, and at the same time felt a little tingling in my back.

Taking a sneak peek, it turned out that Zhuo Yang's air pressure had dropped rapidly.

It seems that my ex-wife is very popular, but he still feels a little uncomfortable.

However, what makes me so happy... Zhuo Yang is probably the kind of person who doesn't want others to pick up his rags.

I don't want to classify myself as rags, but I am very self-aware, and I understand too well that in Zhuo Yang's eyes, I may not even be as good as rags.

After Song Yu finished speaking, without waiting for Zhuo Yang to speak, he eagerly added another sentence.

"Brother Zhuoyang, I'm serious. I know Yueyue used to be your wife...but you don't like her...then, let me like her, okay? Maybe in your eyes, she is not beautiful enough or perfect, you Don't like her. But..."

As Song Yu spoke, his voice became soft unconsciously.

"However, for me, she is what I want. She is not beautiful enough, older than me, confused in doing things, and lazy, but that's it... such a flawed, crying and laughing talent It's An Yue, and I like An Yue...I like her, I want to be with her...Share her joys and sorrows...I like her good points...Her flaws are also very cute in my eyes …When she is happy, I am happy, when she is sad, I am also sad…Life is too short…There is already a defect in my life…And I want to be with her…Work hard to integrate into each other’s life…Let Flaws become no longer flaws..."

I began to face up to Song Yu's feelings.

To be honest, I never seriously examined Song Yu's liking for me before, because the gap between us is so far away.

In addition to age, there is also status.

I am my next cousin wife who is almost 28 years old, and he is a 21-year-old rising star in the entertainment industry.

With Zhuo Yang, I got an unprecedented setback.

Subconsciously, I have low self-esteem.I've worked hard for seven years, but Zhuo Yang still hasn't fallen in love with me. Why can I get the love of a beautiful boy like Song Yu even though I don't put in any effort?

I'm not confident, I never thought that Song Yu's love would be so sincere.

Of course, Song Yu was still taken away by Zhuo Yang.

Zhuo Yang's face was ugly, I guess he also felt very sad.

His next cousin wife, well, a woman who can barely be regarded as a woman now, will actually be liked by a man who is as handsome as his family.

Or rather—

love.

I understand Zhuo Yang's thoughts, but I just don't understand Song Yu's thoughts.

I don't even know what's good about me, but I actually let him like it?
Of course, Song Yu said a lot, but he didn't mention my advantages. I think it's because I didn't show it clearly.But Song Yu remembers a lot of my shortcomings.

He even said he liked...

A person, liking another person is liking her strengths.

Maybe cute, maybe kind, maybe gentle...

But what Song Yu said was that he tolerated all my shortcomings and liked them all.

I suddenly felt very ashamed. I couldn't be with Song Yu, and I ignored his heart time and time again. What's so good about a woman like me that made him so desperate.

(End of this chapter)