sadomasochism double

Chapter 43

I think I really don't understand Zhuo Yang, shouldn't he hate me?But he seems to like my body, especially after the divorce...

You won't find out that I'm his true love after divorce, will you?

This thought made me shudder, I really didn't sleep well and thought too much... How could it be...

Obviously, this day is not a smooth day.The entertainment newspapers in the morning are full of scenes of Song Yu kissing me. Many people are asking who is the woman who won the first kiss of Song Yu's little prince on screen.

I shuddered and decided to ask Ding Wei for leave. When I left last year, Li Ruobing called me.

"Are you and Song Yu getting together?"

"Ahem..." I almost spit out my coffee in a sip, "Don't say it so badly... What do you mean getting together..."

"What a shame!" Li Ruobing mocked unceremoniously.

"That stinky boy, Ayu, hasn't dealt with you yet..."

I have some admiration for Li Ruobing's brain capacity, but the important thing is... Song Yu's kiss really made me feel a little different.

If I told about the incident in the parking lot, I might still be a little cautious about Zhuo Yang.But it may be that people are getting older and think more about themselves. Now I don't enjoy the feeling of self-abuse, so just like Li Ruobing said, can I find another person?

However, if that person is Song Yu...

I hesitated deeply.

Song Yu called me at night.

"Sorry... for putting you on the front page."

I laughed, and took a bite of the crisp apple, "It's a bit of an influence...but I also watched a good show, thank you."

I sincerely thank you. I know that Song Yu did that because of me. I believe this incident may have a greater impact on him as a public figure.

"By the way..." Thinking of this, I suddenly thought of Song Yu who destroyed Zhuo Yang's plan, will he be hidden by the snow?

"Did Zhuo Yang make things difficult for you?"

Song Yu on the other end seemed to be smiling, and it took a long while before he said something quietly.

"Is it just him? Yueyue... don't worry... I'm fine..."

Even though Song Yu said so, I was still a little worried.

Sure enough, within a few days, news came that Song Yu was about to quit the entertainment industry.I was taken aback, Song Yu had just won a rookie award, and just quit the entertainment circle...

It's unreasonable...the only possibility is that Zhuo Yang moved his hands and feet.

I really wanted to find Zhuo Yang's theory, but I stopped at the last step of reason.

who I am?What influence can I have on Zhuo Yang... And, most importantly, I really don't want to see Zhuo Yang and Hu Ling, two bitches.

I didn't look for Zhuo Yang, I didn't expect Zhuo Yang to come to me instead.

"What are you doing here?" I looked grim, and was about to close the door, but Zhuo Yang had already blocked the door one step ahead.

"Open the door."

"I don't open."

Very well, Zhuo Yang pushed open the door directly.Because of too much strength, I almost fell to the ground.

Zhuo Yang walked directly into the room and sat on my beloved little sofa.

"give me a glass of water."

"You..." is really deceptive.

I didn't move, I leaned against the door with my fists in my arms and looked at Zhuo Yang coldly, "What on earth do you want to do? Did you do what happened to Song Yu...how could you?"

"Why can't I?"

Zhuo Yang stood up and walked towards me.

I was startled and instinctively retreated.

In the end, I found that Zhuo Yang passed me and went directly to the kitchen to pour himself a glass of water, and also poured a glass for me by the way.

"I'm an excellent boss, what I want to do, that's my business..."

"But...he is a very talented actor...you will ruin him..." Although Song Yu is a genius, I can understand that geniuses need to be recognized.

Song Yu finally found his dream of being recognized, how could Zhuo Yang be so cruel...

"You think I'm cruel? Do you think I shouldn't?" Zhuo Yang took a sip of water and gave me a fixed look.

"You only know that you are worried about Song Yu...why don't you think about me...cough cough..." Zhuo Yang coughed before saying, "why don't you think...he sent himself to a dead end..."

I don't believe that Zhuo Yang has nothing to do with such a small disturbance.He is the boss of a cultural film and television company. He should have experienced this kind of turmoil on a daily basis, so how could it not be resolved.

I thought he did it on purpose.

If the words are not speculative, I have nothing to say to him.

"I'm sorry...I'm very tired and want to rest. Please go away."

I was really powerless to entangle with Zhuo Yang, but I issued an order to drive away, and Zhuo Yang didn't seem to want to leave.

Just lazily leaning on the sofa, staring at me.

My back is hairy and I have goosebumps all over my body.

At this time, Zhuo Yang said slowly.

"Song Yu likes you? You like him too?"

I became a little annoyed and couldn't help fighting back.

"What does it matter to you?"

Zhuo Yang smiled, but the smile was a little cold.

"For the sake of our friendship in the past, I want to remind you... Song Yu is not me... The power behind him is more complicated than you imagine..."

I understand what Zhuo Yang means, it probably means that you, An Yue, are just a ruined flower and a willow, a toad who still wants to eat swans, save yourself, why don't you just wash up and sleep, and stop daydreaming.

but……

He must not know that I am more awake than ever.

I understand better than ever—

Taking a deep breath, I smiled, and said slowly, "Don't worry, I've made a huge mistake, which is enough to make me regret it for the rest of my life... I think... I don't have the courage anymore , taking another wrong path..."

if--

If my life could start over...

Well, back then, I would rather go into an orphanage than Anjia, then, I would rather not have climbed the apricot tree in the yard that day, I would rather—

I have never met Zhuo Yang in my life.

Zhuo Yang looked bad again.

Strange, since our divorce, every time I see him, his expression is not very good.

In other words, when I was in marriage, I tried every means to make him angry, but every time he ended up looking at me like a lunatic, but after the divorce, I wanted to interact with him normally, and I thought I didn’t irritate him. He got angry with me repeatedly.

I really don't understand Zhuo Yang anymore.

I coughed twice, and politely issued an order to evict the guest.

However, Zhuo Yang had no intention of leaving, he just leaned against the door and glanced at me leisurely.

"Anyway...you'd better have less contact with Song Yu..."

"That's right, that's right..." Is it what the uncle said... My temple can't afford this big Buddha, so I'd better get out of here.

Zhuo Yang nodded and seemed quite satisfied with my answer.

Seeing that he was showing signs of leaving, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but I heard his helpless voice by the door.

"Is there anything to eat? I'm hungry..."

I just want to pack Zhuo Yang and throw him out. He has nothing to do with me now, and I don't think I have the obligation to provide him with board and lodging at all.

Smiling, I pointed downstairs.

"Here... the supermarket downstairs is still open... add boiling water to instant noodles, and if you want, you can also have a piece of thick ham sausage."

In Zhuo Yang's astonishment, I pushed him out, and then closed the door with a bang.

It's deadly.

I have to say that Zhuo Yang's visit still affected my mood.

Although I didn't intend to have a scary sibling relationship with Song Yu, that boy actually cared about me sincerely.For a person who cares and loves himself, no one can bear to see him sad.

After taking a shower, I received a call from Song Yu.

As always, he joked badly, and occasionally said coquettishly that today's food was not good and the drinks were not good.

If it was before, I would laugh...

He obviously has no sense of taste, any delicacies are tasteless in his mouth, does he know what is delicious or delicious?

It's just that today I'm really not in the mood, holding the phone, I went straight to the topic.

"Have you been hidden by the company?"

"You know?" Song Yu's tone was not as serious as expected, but rather casual.

"Don't you care?" It's true that the emperor is not in a hurry and the eunuchs are in a hurry, I was a little out of breath, "Do you know what that means?"

Song Yu interrupted me, and actually laughed, "I know...it's just that the experience of life is over early... Yueyue..." On the other end, Song Yu was silent for a while, and suddenly said: "I I have already promised my dad...go back and help him..."

(End of this chapter)