sadomasochism double

Chapter 46

It's just that when I pretended to beg for mercy, Zhuo Yang had already walked in front of me very quickly.

Zhuo Yang bit my lip and chuckled in my ear.

Hehe your sister!

"How long was your last experience?"

Zhuo Yang's face darkened.

"Without further ado."

I shook my head, as if I was angry with someone, I kept my legs together tightly, Zhuo Yang fiddled with it for a long time, and finally got discouraged, and my voice was a little helpless.

"An Yue... what are you doing?"

I took a deep breath, but didn't budge.

"When was your last experience? You haven't had a health checkup for a long time? How do I know if you've contracted some strange disease?" I know Zhuo Yang's character, and it probably doesn't matter to me tonight It will definitely win... Since I can't escape... I don't want to suffer in vain...

I said the question I had been wanting to ask in one breath, and then Clean Zhuoyang let go of my legs.

he--

His eyes were burning, as if he was going to swallow me up.

Zhuo Yang didn't swallow me that night.

His face was as black as quick carbon, as if my questions were unreasonable, he lowered his body and was ready to move.

However, a few months ago, I didn't do a lot of training in Wenli's gym, so I stretched my long legs, which happened to hit Zhuo Yang's core.

He softened.

The face became even darker.

That night, Zhuo Yang slammed the door and left.

I understand Zhuo Yang.When a man is stabbed in the happiest moment, the pain is doubled.

But... I have no sympathy for this man at all.

Some time ago, we went to bed in a daze. Although it happened after the divorce, I have to say that I still have a little fantasy about him.

After all, we are acquaintances, and he has good skills.I just found a **.

However, this bastard gave me a knife mercilessly for his bitch three.

I pulled the bloody wound and wanted to be with him in circles...

I guess I'm sick.

Zhuo Yang didn't come to see me for a few days after he left.

I thought that this person's xinxing was not very stable, probably because he was suffocated outside, and he wanted to seek some comfort in the arms of my Holy Mother.

So thinking this way, I don't pay too much attention to him anymore.

I keep going back to work.

It's just that I haven't seen Song Yu for a long time, and I'm a little startled.

He didn't return the phone calls, so I called Li Ruobing out of worry.

What I got was that Song Yu's incident was too big, and he was secretly sent out of the country.

I think……

It's good to calm down like this, at least he is still healthy and normal now, and I don't need to worry too much.

But, a few nights later, I received a strange call.

"Yueyue..."

"Song Yu?" I tore off the mask on my face, and said in surprise, "Didn't you be hidden abroad by the snow?"

"Yeah." Song Yu's voice on the other end was a little negative, "Zhuo Yang is too much... actually told my dad..."

Song Yu's words and deeds reflected a high degree of dissatisfaction with Zhuo Yang, and at the same time expressed a high degree of apology to me.

"Sorry... Yueyue... I thought I could handle it..."

What can I say... that he is the only one who is desperate?I stayed where I was, watching him struggling to walk ahead alone.

The more words, the more mistakes.

I am silent.

After Song Yu babbled a lot on the other end, he suddenly said a word of assurance slowly.

"Yueyue... don't worry... I will be back..."

Song Yu's words like a big gray wolf made me laugh a little. I sighed and couldn't help telling him the truth.

"Song Yu...don't treat me like this..."

I used to like Joo Young with all my heart.They always say that people in this world are becoming more and more selfish. Everyone wants someone who loves them wholeheartedly and regardless of everything. Everyone thinks this way, so that there are very few people who really give.

Because I have devoted myself wholeheartedly to one person, so at this time I understand Song Yu's thoughts even more.

However, it is because I am someone who has experienced it, and I can't give Song Yu a bright future, so I want him to understand the cruelty of reality.

Rather than letting him get bogged down, it's better to let him understand from the very beginning...

We can't.

I think... this may be the essential difference between me and Zhuo Yang.

If I don't love you, I won't give you any thoughts.

"I have been divorced, and I am older than you...we are not suitable..." I summed up the difference between me and him very seriously.

"Just because of these two reasons? Do you think we are not suitable?" Song Yu's voice was calm and pierced straight into my heart.

"I think these two reasons are enough?" I said again cautiously.

"Not enough! Naturally not enough!" Song Yu yelled at the other end, he seemed very angry.

"You don't know anything...you can reject me...but you can't sentence me to death for two simple reasons...if that's the case...I won't be willing..."

Are these two reasons not enough?
Then I'll add one more.

"Then...I don't love you...what's the reason?"

On the other end of the phone, there was no sound for a long time.

I sighed, and I didn't care if Song Yu was still listening at the other end, and I spoke directly.

"Song Yu...you are different from my life, you are the vigorous sun, and my heart is already the sunset slowly setting...you are so brilliant, so sunny, and I am not the same at all. I can't keep up with you Even if you walk towards me, I will be stabbed by your brilliance...you...you deserve a more vivid love...not my bruised heart."

Later, I hung up the phone.

For a long time, Song Yu didn't give me any news.

(End of this chapter)