sadomasochism double

Chapter 68

Thinking about it now, it's really smart.

That's all, memories or something are the most reassuring.

Just like that, Zhuo Yang still called me.Later, when I didn't answer the phone, he sent me a text message, just like I did back then.

In fact, at this time, I understand that Zhuo Yang has no feelings for me, but we are like two parallel lines, if we miss it, we will miss it forever, and it is impossible to intersect.

I don't know how to tell him the truth, I think according to Zhuo Yang's nature, he probably won't listen to what I say.

Forget it, forget it... I told myself that in a hot relationship, time can't last, look at me, isn't it a living example of this?
How persistent I was then, how indifferent I am now...

The same is true for Zhuo Yang.

I believe that for both of us, there will be a day when the clouds will break and the sun will rise and the sun will shine.

Leaving Zhuo Yang aside, Li Chen has found a new love in the past few days and ignored me.

It just so happened that I was too lazy to deal with him.Every day I buy what I want to eat, usually go to work, and occasionally watch a movie when I see a movie. Because of the guilt of the child I lost before, I also participated in the volunteer organization of the orphanage in the suburbs.

In fact, it is to go out with the children on weekends, buy them fruits, and give them some care.

In fact, most of the children in the orphanage are precocious. When I first went there, I felt that they were so precocious that it made me sad.

Looking around with timid eyes, blind disbelief of the surroundings, and uncertainty of myself, this is my impression of the children.

Actually, it's a bit like me.

At the same time, Tianya was degraded, and I cared so much for the children that I only went to the orphanage for one day on weekends. I spent two days in the orphanage.

Although the days of running around are hard, they are undoubtedly very fulfilling.

Gradually--

I even forgot that I am An Yue, and I have a lingering ex-husband named Zhuo Yang.

The real feeling of Zhuo Yang's haunting was when I came back from the orphanage on the weekend and ran into our new neighbor.

Thinking about it now, it's no wonder that Li Chen was sneaking around my door for a long time. It turned out that he saw that my new neighbor was Zhuo Yang.

Zhuo Yang actually bought my neighbor's house and put it in the mansion on the mountain, so he must live in our "pigeon cage".

It seems that I didn't expect that I would come back early, because I usually go to massage and watch movies after I come back from the orphanage on weekends. Today is the day I come back very early.

Zhuo Yang's expression was astonished, especially after seeing me.

I thought he was going to run away, because there was a look of panic between his brows, but soon, I laughed at my naivety.

Who is Zhuo Yang?How could a typical representative of unruffled danger escape?
Sure enough, the man saw me and greeted me calmly.

"Have you had dinner yet?"

My answer was, of course, straightforward as always.

Close the door and let the dogs out.

The thing at the door has nothing to do with me.

However, ever since I found out that my neighbor is Zhuo Yang, I have been careful.According to Zhuo Yang's impatient personality, he wouldn't directly break into the door after I received cold reception many times.

Occasionally, I could see Li Si coming over, and every time I whispered to Zhuo Yang a lot, and every time Li Si left, I would obviously find that Zhuo Yang's irritability was much less.

what is this?Master dog trainer?I admire you.

Probably because of Li Si's relationship, Zhuo Yang did not act rashly.He would also knock on my door, ask me out for dinner and so on... but I rejected them all with bad words.

This kind of day lasted until the weekend when spring was gone and summer came.

That weekend, as usual, I went to the orphanage, but found that the hospital was gloomy.

After inquiring, I found out that the land near the orphanage in their suburbs was going to be requisitioned to build a chemical plant.Although in recent years, the suburban government has been committed to developing the local economy, but it is too unreliable to develop the economy at the expense of the environment.

Especially there is an orphanage here, don't you think it will have a huge impact on the children?

"Why don't you advise the government? So many children...the chemical plant is heavily polluting..."

The dean shook his head, "We have already gone... But there is no good news from the government... It is said that the city has already approved it at the beginning of the year... Now there is no other way..."

I was a little anxious, "What about the children? It's impossible to live under pollution, right?"

The dean sighed, "I don't know... Actually the best way is to move... But the land is so expensive now... It takes too much money to build an orphanage... We have no way..."

Actually, I can understand the dean.

He wanted to protect the child, but there was nothing he could do.

Actually, me too.

During that time, I was a little worried.I want to use the power of the public to help children, but the funds raised are far from that astronomical figure.

I am even more poor now.

I thought about Zhuo Yang, and I also thought about Li Chen.

But first of all, Zhuo Yang is already an ex-husband that I don't want to pay attention to, so what right do I have to come to ask for help.Then there is Li Chen, although he has money in his family, but sorry, he is different from Zhuo Yang.

There is money in the family, it belongs to his father.

If he can still take out a few million, it will not be so easy if it is tens of millions.

Just when we were at a loss and at a loss, the kindergarten suddenly had good news.

At the same time, I also saw this news on TV.

Excellence Culture is committed to charity, and the Chengdong New Kindergarten Project is officially launched.

Zhuo Yang on TV has lost a lot of weight, but he is still as indifferent as ever, but I don't know if it is my illusion?I feel that he is a lot gentler.Especially the little loli he was holding, the tenderness in his eyes seemed to be dripping water.

A vague consciousness came to mind.

I thought it was my illusion?or a dream...

That was the night when I lost my child, there were hands that were sticking to my stomach, caressing me gently, comforting me gently...

It's just... the dream was too deep, I never knew...

Who the hell is that.

The plan for the new orphanage was quickly implemented by Zhuo Yang, and Li Chen also rented an abandoned kindergarten to temporarily house the children who were driven away by the chemical plant.

I always feel that a man who likes children can't be so bad no matter how bad he is.Especially when I saw Li Chen hugging those children with a bright smile and throwing them high, I felt that although this man has a vicious tongue and holds grudges, he should be a good person.

It's just that I didn't expect Zhuo Yang to have such kindness.

However, regardless of whether Zhuo Yang did this because of advertising for Excellence or for other reasons, I am very grateful to him.So, when he knocked on the door again, I could give him a good face.

Naturally, I still didn't let Zhuo Yang in. According to his previous temperament, if I blocked him like this, he would definitely force his way in.But after he got sick this time, he seemed to have a much gentler temper. I blocked the door to prevent him from coming in, and he really didn't come in.

It's just that I often chat with me at the door.

Not many words, just like when we were married before, simply asking what the other party did today... and then nothing.

I think the two of us still have a poor common language.

On this day, Zhuo Yang knocked on my door again.

I thought about it a little, and opened the door anyway.

"What do you want to say today?" I asked with a smile while holding my hands.

It's strange, Zhuo Yang's face is very red today, I can tell that this guy is sick again.

I wanted to slam the door shut, and I did.

But leaning on the door, I thought for a long time, and opened the door again.

Being involved with this person, I really have suffered eight lifetimes of bad luck.

Sure enough, Zhuo Yang had a fever again. Not only did he have a fever, he also didn't eat for almost a day.

I even dragged and dragged him into the room next door. I didn't expect it to be so simple after he moved here for a few months.

Simply just a bed, a computer, and nothing else.

I sighed secretly, and dragged Zhuo Yang to the bed not very gently.

Li Si is indeed a good secretary, knowing that he loves the sick system, and put a lot of anti-fever stickers in his home.

I tossed and tossed for a long time, and finally calmed down the bastard.

"You...why bother...there are thousands of people in the world...why must it be me..."

I know that Zhuo Yang has always been a persistent master, but it is really rare to make fun of his body like this repeatedly.

Zhuo Yang, who had a fever, became very dependent on others. Before I left, a pair of hands wrapped around my waist quickly.

(End of this chapter)