sadomasochism double

Chapter 72

Zhuo Yang actually knew what I was thinking?I raised my head in surprise.

He still didn't turn his head back, just lowered his eyes, as if talking to himself.

"Don't you want to know what I'm thinking?"

How silly of me to repeat it.

"What are you thinking?"

"Hehe..." Zhuo Yang laughed twice, "I was just thinking, maybe I was wrong from the very beginning... I thought I only need to give you enough material life, give you a stable castle, you are safe I just didn't think of it... I was wrong..."

Zhuo Yang turned his head and met me with dark eyes, "I think what you need most is not a life like a princess, but me who loves you like a princess, right?"

"I……"

"I didn't mean to scare you just now, but I didn't expect that I raised a group of people and made so much money, but I couldn't protect my woman in front of a few gangsters... I was just... just Ashamed...it turns out...it turns out that I thought I was strong enough all these years...I thought...but in the end...after all, I am not as strong as I imagined..."

I'm a bit out of my mind.

Wait...wait... What Zhuo Yang meant was that I was thinking too much about that garbage-like look at that time?

He was actually guilty of not protecting me well.

He has low self-esteem?
but……

What made him feel like this...

I shook my head and blurted out, "No, you are fine, you saved me, did you forget?"

"Really?" Zhuo Yang's complexion still didn't ease down, it was really a man's strange self-esteem.I faltered and wanted to say some comforting words, but was interrupted by him.

"I'm so tired, can you sleep with me?"

Seeing me covering my chest in vigilance, the corners of Zhuo Yang's eyes seemed to twitch, and his voice was a little weak, "What are you thinking about? It's just a simple sleep... Don't worry, I'm powerless now... Come here... "

Seeing that I was unmoved, Zhuo Yang's voice was a little pitiful under the quilt, "I...I just hold your hand...isn't that okay?"

Is it just a handshake?I think this is acceptable.

then--

I let Zhuo Yang hold hands all night, until my back hurts and my legs and feet twitch.

I don't know when, I fell asleep in a daze, and when I woke up, I was already on the hospital bed.On the small bed, I lay in Zhuo Yang's arms, sleeping soundly.

And the man next to me woke up at some point, staring at me intently.

"Cough cough..."

I was rarely looked at so directly by Zhuo Yang. At that time, I was frightened out of my wits. I was not sober at first, and suddenly I was poured with cold water, and I was completely awake.

"You...you woke up...I...how did I get up..." Is it unreasonable to compete with the patient for the hospital bed?

Zhuo Yang didn't speak, just shook his numb hand and said something seemingly unintentionally.

"Your saliva drools on my hand..."

"..." Damn it!
I'm not sure if Zhuo Yang looked at him with disgust.However, he seemed to be in a good mood, leaning against the morning sun, looking peaceful and peaceful.

After I washed my face and came out, Zhuo Yang kept on doing that. I don't know what happy thing he thought of, but the corners of his mouth turned up slightly.

Could it be that the child's brain has been pumped out?I was very puzzled, and when I walked up, the man with the broken forehead had already said to me: "Are you hungry? I ordered porridge for you...and your favorite Xiaolongbao... "

After a night of sleep, I was really hungry too.

It's just that, as a patient, Zhuo Yang was too thoughtful.

The people Zhuo Yang found were very efficient, and the soft preserved egg and lean meat porridge and the crystal clear Linglongji Xiaolongbao were delivered very quickly.

I'm hungry, so naturally I won't make trouble with my stomach, so I pick up the spoon and start moving.

It's just that Zhuo Yang didn't move. I thought he wasn't very hungry, and I didn't care about him. He just ate and prepared to leave.

In the hospital, there are all kinds of talented students who save lives and protect the wounded. What use can I be, especially under the eyes of Zhuo Yang who is like a wolf like a tiger? I really can't stay for a moment.

but……

Is it my illusion?Zhuo Yang's face became more and more ugly.

finally--

When I put down the spoon contentedly, stroked my stomach and sighed, Zhuo Yang spoke.

"Didn't you find anything?"

Satisfied, I glanced around, and finally nodded solemnly: "I found it..." Seeing that Zhuo Yang's face was loose, I continued with a smile, "I found that the weather is good today..."

"..." Zhuo Yang's handsome smiling face instantly darkened, "An Yue... did you do it on purpose? You clearly saw that I was calling for two people..."

I nodded and looked at the other copy that was not moving on the table... This is an obvious problem.

"I didn't eat your food? Why are you so angry..." From the beginning to the end, I just ate my portion, and I didn't know why this man was angry.

"You..." Zhuo Yang seemed to take a deep breath, "Don't you think you should feed me? An Yue! My wife!"

I think, although Zhuo Yang lost his right hand, he should hold the spoon completely with his left and right hands!

However, after I carefully told Zhuo Yang my doubts, the other party was furious.

"You made my other hand numb last night...I can't hold a spoon..."

Anyway, it's all my fault!

I sighed helplessly, finally picked up the spoon in resignation, and took a last look at the man who resolutely became in a good mood, and I said to him very calmly: "Actually, Zhuo Yang, if you want me to feed you, there is no need Make so many excuses...you don't have to be so stubborn...just because you saved me last night, I will do whatever you ask me..."

The corners of Zhuo Yang's mouth froze, and it took a long while before he whispered something.

"Including coming back to me...will you do it too?"

certainly--

of course not.

It's one thing for Zhuo Yang to save me, but it's another thing for me to go back to that cage.

I immediately shook my head, "That can't be done."

I seriously refused, Zhuo Yang's face turned pale, and it took a long time before he took a deep breath to calm down his sad mood.

"Forget it... I won't force you now... One day..." The corner of his mouth twitched, but his voice was very low, and I didn't pay attention. I just held a spoon and slowly fed him spoon by spoon. Porridge.

After eating, I got up to leave.

Zhuo Yang took my hand, "Don't go... accompany... accompany me..."

Xu Shi seldom sees him in such a fragile and easy-to-talk manner, my heart moves, and I feel that it is necessary to have a chat with this man.

"It's okay... Let's have a good chat at this time. Do you want some water?"

Zhuo Yang shook his head at first, but he didn't know what he thought of, he nodded obediently with a flash in his eyes, "I feel a little uncomfortable in my throat...can you boil loquat cream for me?"

Master!How could the hospital have these things, but there should be a lot of finished loquat paste...

I rolled my eyes, and finally put a glass of boiled water beside him.

"I like to drink or not."

Sure enough, Zhuo Yang didn't touch the glass of water. I was about to try my best to persuade him not to waste time on me. There are a lot of flowers outside waiting for a successful man like him, so why waste the most precious time in life? On me, a broken flower and a willow...

but……

Zhuo Yang didn't think so, he looked at me and asked me suddenly: "What do you have for lunch?"

"..." Nima!Didn't this topic come too suddenly!
I reacted for a second before I honestly shook my head and told Zhuo Yang, "We just had breakfast."

"I know." Zhuo Yang lowered his eyes, "I just want to eat your cooked taro duck."

Once the proud man lowered his noble head and slowly showed weakness to you, looking warm and cute, I felt sore in my heart, and almost desperately knelt down under this man's suit pants again.

However, what little self-esteem I had left caught me just in time.

Since the topic started like this, let's have a thorough chat.

"Zhuo Yang, what are you doing?"

Zhuo Yang's lips moved, his eyes that were looking at me suddenly turned away, and an extremely abnormal blush appeared on his face.

I thought this was already his limit, how could he open his heart to me in a normal time with such a sullen temper.

But to my surprise, he actually opened his mouth to answer me.

(End of this chapter)