sadomasochism double

Chapter 84

"You have been preparing for so long before?" Zhuo Yang leaned over when the last dish of taro duck was on the table, his big black eyes filled with deep reluctance.

In fact, the past is over, and it is really a little sad to say it now.

However, I think today should be a happy day. Now that we have decided to settle the regrets of both parties, then let the previous sorrows and pains disappear.

"Dinner is ready." I tapped his chest, motioning him to get the bowls and chopsticks.

Xu has been hungry for a long time, Zhuo Yang and I have a good appetite this evening.

However, I also know that Zhuo Yang's stomach can't bear too much. Seeing him eating non-stop, even when I put down the chopsticks, I don't let go, so I simply removed his chopsticks.

"Don't eat if you can't finish it...Your stomach is bad."

Zhuo Yang's eyes flickered, and he seemed to say, "Maybe there will be no chance in the future."

He insisted on eating all the dishes, but I was more persistent than him.

"Don't bully your stomach like this." I pulled his hand away, "Let's go, take a walk with me."

The moon falls on the bay, and the sea is sparkling.

The two of us walked along the beach, and finally sat on the beach a little tired.

"I haven't felt so full for a long time..."

I sighed contentedly, stroking my round belly, "How about you... your stomach is okay..."

I remember Zhuo Yang's fragile stomach, if it is broken because of tonight's big fish and meat, wouldn't it be another big trouble.

"Well, it's delicious."

Zhuo Yang sat down next to me, and while I was staring at the sea in a daze, he slowly stroked my big hand over, gently helping me to press my stomach.

I was startled, and I wanted to hide instinctively, but Zhuo Yang grabbed my hand.

"Aren't you sick to your stomach?"

Zhuo Yang's hand is big, but the strength is very soft.

"I heard that rubbing your belly after eating will make your belly grow." I was a little bored. I lost a lot of weight during the divorce, and finally became the small waist I always wanted, but Zhuo Yang Once raised, it seems to have become a big belly again.

"Didn't you already have a small belly..." Zhuo Yang didn't care, and even pinched the fat on my stomach.

"You hate it." Will it be funny!I sat up and stared at Zhuo Yang, but the other's big hand stayed on my stomach, warm and scorching, and I couldn't bear to leave.

Since I fell into the water that time, I have suffered from irregular menstruation, dysmenorrhea, palace cold and other problems.

When I first went for an examination, the doctor also said that it was not easy for me to conceive a child. In the first few years of marriage, my relationship with Zhuo Yang deteriorated. When I was rolling all over the floor and the painkillers didn't help, no matter how busy he was, he would rub my stomach for me.

In fact, I think it really doesn't work...

Stomach still hurts...

But at that time, I loved this man very much. Although his face was full of impatience, his movements were extremely gentle. This kind of comfort made me feel that no matter how painful it was, it was worth it every time.

Later, I don't know when Zhuo Yang began to take me to see a doctor, and arranged a lot of traditional Chinese medicine for me.

At first I still took it, but then Zhuo Yang came home later and later, and the smell of the perfume on his body became stronger and stronger. I got angry with him and stopped taking the medicine.

"Hehe..." I don't know why, but when I thought about the past, I suddenly laughed out loud, "Zhuo Yang, do you still remember the time when you tricked me into taking medicine?"

"Remember." Zhuo Yang nodded, with a slight smile on his brows, "But I didn't lie to you, it was you who lied to me, pouring the medicine in the flower bed on the balcony every time...causing all the flowers to die... ..."

"The medicine is three-point poisonous, and besides, those medicines are very bitter..." Thinking of the way I was facing a big enemy every time I took the medicine, I still sigh when I recall it.

"By the way... Are you still in pain now? If it hurts, you should continue to take medicine..."

I shook my head, "It's much better... I don't want to take medicine anymore. Compared with dysmenorrhea, I think taking medicine is more painful."

"You are still as willful as ever."

However, Zhuo Yang still didn't stop when he said that.

I leaned on his knees, sticking to his stomach, imitating his movements and kneading.

"By the way, I used to be very unruly. I always make trouble with you when you are the busiest."

Zhuo Yang paused for rubbing his belly, and then laughed after a while, "You know..."

"I'm sorry... I just wanted you to look back at me..." But I didn't expect that my own actions had already caused Zhuo Yang's troubles.

Thinking about it now, if I were Zhuo Yang, I would probably have dumped me long ago.

Zhuo Yang's gentle movements made me drowsy, and finally I was really sleepy, so I put my arms around his neck and said softly, "Can you carry me back to the room?"

"Sleepy?"

I nodded, "Yes... a little sleepy."

Zhuo Yang's big hands rested on my waist, his gaze was straight ahead, he didn't seem to notice me peeking in his arms.

When I was hugged into this warm embrace, I found that I didn't feel sleepy anymore, I just hugged this man even harder.

I think this is the last hug.

I will firmly remember this power and the warmth of this moment.

After returning to the room, I really didn't feel sleepy.

After rolling around in bed for a few times, I suddenly remembered the buy one get one free red wine we bought in the supermarket today.

People say that a glass of red wine before going to bed is better for sleeping, so I went to the kitchen and took out two bottles of red wine and two glasses by the way.

Zhuo Yang had already gone to take a shower, and when I came out, I had already had several drinks with a glass of wine, and when I saw him coming out, I greeted him with a smile.

"How is it? Would you like a drink?"

I firmly believe that red wine will not be intoxicating, especially if the two of us share two bottles, there should be no problem at all.

Moreover, it seems that after drinking, I talk a lot, and so does Zhuo Yang.

In the past seven years, we have not talked so much, nor have we talked so speculatively, but this evening, we discovered that in some respects, our views are so similar.

I even knew that Zhuo Yang came out on his own and had something to do with me.Back then, I just unintentionally said that people should live for themselves, which changed Zhuo Yang's whole life.

He gave up the road arranged by his family and worked hard all by himself until now. It turned out that it was just because of my irresponsible words.

I always thought Zhuo Yang was the catastrophe of my life, now that I think about it.

Why am I not his catastrophe?

Probably, this is the so-called doom.

Maybe it was too excited, I think I was drunk.

Zhuo Yang was not much better.

In fact, he is a very light drinker. He has forced himself to drink for entertainment these years, but during this period of time, in order to nourish his stomach, I have not let him drink alcohol. It seems that his alcohol capacity is even worse.

At this moment, he was blushing and leaning on my shoulder with a smile. Although he was 30 years old, he smiled happily like a child.

I thought I was drunk, but I was sober enough to know I wasn't.

I'm just trying to get close and get what I want with alcohol.

So, when Zhuo Yang kissed me again, I didn't say no, but wrapped my hands around his neck encouragingly.

who knows...

I'm just drunk.

The warm, fragrant nephrite in the half-awake and half-drunk man's arms at this moment, no matter how rational he was, has vanished into nothingness at this moment.

He rubbed my face, smiled silly, and then slowly pressed down to kiss the tip of my nose and my lips.

Careful, like a treasure.

I almost gave up, I almost wanted to push this man away.

But in the end I didn't, my eyes were sore, I closed my eyes, and hugged the man on my body.

I told myself, in the future, there will be no him.

Since I want it, why don't I do it once?
But soon, I found out that I was wrong.

Perhaps, I shouldn't indulge him at all.

(End of this chapter)