sadomasochism double

Chapter 9

In Wen Li's arms, I can't see his expression at the moment, but I can think of the three black lines sliding down from his forehead from his stiff body.

After a long while, Wen Li was so out of breath that I hugged me to the car.

"Don't cry." He pulled out a piece of paper and handed it to me.

"Woooooh..." I continued to cry.

"An Yue, my ears are swollen from your crying..." Wen Li handed me a box of tissues, and seeing that I was still crying, he took out the broken ones from my pocket. Pearl sighed helplessly and said: "I know a jeweler at the foot of the mountain, these things can be repaired, don't cry..."

Hearing this, I immediately stopped crying and smiled, "Really? Can it really be fixed?"

Hey, at the corner of Wen Li's mouth twitching helplessly, I realized once again that I am really a very unscrupulous woman.

Being able to get my jewelry fixed made me feel less heartbroken.Also, crying makes me feel like I'm missing a lot of pain and grief.

Like a newborn, I stretched out and leaned lazily on the passenger seat, with warm tears on my face and my heart still twitching, but strangely, there was no such painful feeling .

Wen Li held the steering wheel and didn't look at me. It took a long time before he asked a question.

"Those things are important to you?"

I know, he said it was Zhuo Yang's jewelry diamond.So, I honestly told the origin of those things.

Wen Li was shocked by this, no, he was very disappointed, "Since it was just a gift from his secretary, there is no commemorative meaning at all, why are you crying..."

I played with my hair, squinted at Wen Li, and decided to teach this man who doesn't understand life a lesson.

"You know what, those jewels can't be sold for a good price if they are broken."

"...Hahaha..." After a long time, Wen Li laughed out loud, pointed at my head, and tapped it lightly.

"Why?!" I was annoyed, I was not smart, what should I do if I am stupid?
For this, Wen Li immediately apologized very seriously, and said, "An Yue, I must say, I really like your heartlessness..."

I looked at the scenery slowly receding by the side of the road, but didn't answer.

In fact, I am not heartless. In fact, I know that I lost the jewelry, and it is actually not that painful.

The painful thing is that starting today, Zhuo Yang and I are really strangers.

I understand myself too well, I'm just being strong on the outside, and I'm just continuing this time to vent all my anger and pain.

Facts have proved that I am now physically and mentally comfortable and relaxed. Looking at the dark road in the rearview mirror, I know that behind the road is Zhuo Yang's villa...but it seems to be far away from me, but I don't live in it. It was a heart-piercing pain.

Divorce is really good.

Well, I hope I can keep this momentum going.

I feel better physically and mentally, forgetting that I didn't have dinner.

My stomach growled spinelessly, and Wen Li smiled very gently, but I still felt blushed, and in the end I just broke the jar.

"Wen Li, I'm hungry, I want to eat."

Wen Li nodded, turned the car around, and walked on the other Yanjiang road.

"where are you going?"

Wen Li heard the words, looked back and smiled, but gave me an unexpected answer.

"Heaven."

For me, who was very hungry, the place Wen Li brought me was indeed heaven.The city's famous night market is now bustling.

I don't know what Wen Li knows, but the truth is, before I was eight years old, I was a loyal supporter of the night market.When I was young and my family was in a difficult situation, I was always obsessed with sneaking out at night to eat spicy skewers from small stalls.I have forgotten the taste of youth, I only remember the happy mood at that time.

Relaxed, cheerful, with a little indulgence and a little rebellion.

"Come with me." When I recalled it, Wen Li was already holding my hand, passing through the crowd familiarly, what's wrong, isn't Wen Li's purpose to bring me here to eat snacks?
As if knowing my thoughts, Wen Li turned his head, revealing a mouthful of white teeth.

"I would like to, but your stomach may not be able to handle it now."

Wen Li led me through the lively night market, and finally came to a quiet alley.

Avoiding the miscellaneous garbage dumps, and the underwear that fell from the unknown floor, Wen Li's hand kept holding me, warm and firm.I should let go of his hand, but maybe tonight I really need someone to hold me up so I don't fall into that dark abyss.

So, I indulged, squeezed Wen Li's hand tightly, and walked forward slowly.

When I arrived, I was in a trance.

Wen Li didn't know when he let me go, and said loudly to the boss who started to tidy up the stools and chairs and seemed to be about to close up: "Boss, give me two bowls of porridge."

The boss is a little older, and his face is covered with folds of time marks, but this does not affect his hearing. He is wearing a washed and white apron. The old boss strode up to us with a bad look on his face.

"We're already closed."

Is this the way of doing business?I didn't think so, but I didn't expect Wen Li to say sorry seriously.

"Sorry, my friend and I are hungry...please..."

Wen Li's voice is as gentle and polite as his name.The old boss still didn't seem to compromise at all, but instead stared at my face like an awl.

"Are you her girlfriend?"

I shook my head quickly, it was a big misunderstanding.

"That's good." The old boss suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, then turned around in a vicious voice, and said to Wen Li, "What flavor do you want!"

"..." I realized that I was about to order, but the old boss rubbed his apron and walked back cursingly. I'm still picky..."

Looking at Wen Li again, he looked unaccustomed, as if he was accustomed to the attitude of this elderly boss.

The porridge came quickly.The old boss served me a large bowl, which was white and sticky, with a few swollen red dates floating on it.Looking at Wen Li, it was a small bowl, a bowl of white porridge.

what is this?I don't understand.

Wen Li had already started with a spoon.

"The boss treats you well. I saw that you look bad, so I made red date porridge for you." Wen Li took a mouthful of the porridge and sighed contentedly, "It's delicious."

Before I ate it, I didn't have much hope for this porridge, but after I ate it, I suddenly changed my mind about this strange old man.He's really good at making it, and it's probably the best porridge I've ever had.

Sweet, tender, the best adjectives I can use are not enough to describe it.

I have a great appetite, and I even have some interest in this strange old man.Sorry, forgive me, I decided to call this boss with a bad attitude - old man.

The strange old man has been busy in the kitchen, looking up at us from time to time.I stared at Wen Li for a while, then said slowly: "I found out that he doesn't like you."

Wen Li nodded, and smiled gently at the strange old man, although he didn't care if the strange old man rolled his eyes in exchange.

"Strictly speaking, it's not that he doesn't like me, it's not that he doesn't like any man. His daughter was cheated by a man and finally committed suicide by jumping off a building."

That day, I took a last look at the small porridge shop standing at the end of the alley.Very small, with a slight light slowly coming out.so lonely.Just like that strange old man, after his daughter died, he kept holding a thought, waiting for her return day after day, year after year.

I suddenly understood why the old man asked me if Wen Li and I were boyfriend and girlfriend, because he must have seen the tears on my face and my pale complexion.He thought Wen Li had bullied me.Just like that man who bullied his daughter.What he might not have done for his daughter, he wants to do for me.

I turned around and walked slowly behind Wen Li.

"Why didn't you tell him about his daughter? His daughter will never come back?"

Wen Li stretched out his hand and sighed contentedly, "I told you... But he firmly believes that his daughter is just lost and will come back one day."

I don't know why, I really want to look back at the porridge shop again, but I'm afraid that if I turn around by myself, I will shed tears again.

Smiling, it took me a long time to squeeze out a sentence.

"It's good to have hope."

Wen Li smiled, nodded, and looked at me encouragingly, "That's what I want to tell you too."

At this moment, I looked at the man who looked more and more handsome in the dark, and I suddenly felt countless gratitude to him.

This man saved me when I was most in danger, comforted me when I was most afraid, and gave me firm belief when I was most sad.

I stopped and nodded sincerely. Some things don't need to be done, but some words must be said.

"Thank you, Wen Li."

"It's okay. I'm just..." Wen Li smiled, didn't talk, just leaned over and patted my head affectionately.

I once discussed with Mrs. Chen how a man would be nice to a woman for no reason.Mrs. Chen always told me calmly that I was just thinking too much.

I wondered if Wen Li was interested in me, but when his big hand fell on my head, I suddenly understood.

(End of this chapter)