sadomasochism double

Chapter 93

I still work in Ding Wei's studio, and the nature of the job made me meet Zhuo Yang several times.

But every time he looked at him from a distance, he occasionally found me, but he never greeted me, just looked at me with deep eyes and remained still for a long time, until Li Si who was beside him pulled him away.

I think……

It's a good life.

Let us be happy in our own worlds.

This year, autumn is coming soon.

I am happy and safe, and this kind of comfortable and fulfilling life is my favorite.Perhaps the only thing that is regrettable is the relationship between Song Yu and me, which seems to have made little progress.

After becoming boyfriend and girlfriend, our physical contact has increased a lot.

After all, he is a boy in his 20s and a stupid virgin, so he is naturally curious about sex.

However, I am a little strange.

Song Yu was about to move, but I was like an old monk in meditation, as if I had no desires.

People say that young women in their thirties are like wolves and tigers. During the few months we were together with Zhuo Yang, even if he didn't do anything and looked at me, I would still feel it.

But now with Song Yu, I feel happy, but I don't feel any lust.

I--

May be sick.

But this disease, I don't know the antidote.

It's just that every time I see Song Yu's disappointed face, I feel anxious, but there is nothing I can do.

Finally one day, I mustered up the courage to tell Ding Wei about it.

Ding Wei is older than me and has more experience in this area. I believe she can give me better guidance.

"Idiot." After I finished speaking, Ding Wei scolded me directly, "Lust, lust...no passion...where does the desire come from..."

"I..." I stammered, "I thought I...I liked..."

"That's for friends... not for men... To some extent... I feel a little sympathetic to Song Yu..."

I think I'm so cheap.I have decided to be with Song Yu, I really want to start a new life.

I also try my best to like Song Yu, but I can hint to myself that I like Song Yu. Song Yu has done so much for me, so what can I do, I must return his equal love.

but--

I seem to have forgotten that maybe I can deceive my heart, but I cannot deceive my instinct.

he and I……

Almost anything.

On this day, because I had something on my mind, I lost a lot of things, so that it was very late and I hadn't left work yet.

By the time I packed up and went out, it was already ten o'clock in the evening.

I was tired and hungry, and I just wanted to go home immediately, but it was too late, and it was hard to get a taxi in this remote place.

I guess I called Song Yu and asked him to pick me up, but before the call was made, someone called me from behind.

"Hey... An Yue... why are you here?"

Coincidentally, Zhuo Yang happened to be driving by. Seeing me waiting for the car on the side of the road, he rolled down the window, "It's so late? You haven't got off work yet?"

"No." I was tired and hungry, physically and mentally exhausted, and my voice was weak.

Zhuo Yang opened the door, "Get in the car, I'll take you home."

"No need..." I hurriedly refused. If Song Yu found out, there would probably be another commotion for a while, so it's better to keep a distance.

"Song Yu went to Yizhou this morning... Didn't he tell me?" Zhuo Yang seemed to know what I was thinking, and he honked his horn with a little impatient tone, "Hurry up, don't waste my time."

Song Yu went to Yizhou?I vaguely remember that Song Yu called me when I was still asleep in the morning.

But the vague time was too early and I didn't hear clearly, and I wanted to continue to sleep in the cage, so I hung up.

turn out to be--

he's not here.

Seeing me in a daze, Zhuo Yang honked the horn again impatiently.

"What are you still doing in a daze? It's so windy outside, how long are you going to stay here? Or...do you think I'm the kind of person who likes to take other girls...girlfriends?"

After being told by Zhuo Yang, I think it would be too hypocritical for me to refuse.

Besides, it's really cold outside.

This time, without hesitation, I opened the car door and got in the car.

In early autumn, Zhuo Yang's car didn't turn on the heater.

Seeing me shivering from the cold, Zhuo Yang threw a blanket over my body and asked, "Do you want to turn on the heat?"

I shook my head, my body was warmed by the blanket, "No need...I'll be warm later..."

In fact, it's because I'm tired and hungry that's why I look colder. Maybe I'll feel better if I eat something.

I miss that "thriving" dumpling shop, and just as I was swallowing my saliva, I was thinking that if I go there in the future, I must have a good meal, and another bag of biscuits was thrown on my knee.

"Have you eaten?" Zhuo Yang glanced at me and asked again.

"No...no..." I picked up the biscuit and tore open the package. It was my favorite tomato flavor.

Speaking of which, Zhuo Yang never put these things in the car before. He has some perverted cleanliness, and he can't stand the smell of perfume and snacks in the car. These were the time when I was with him. I was afraid that his stomach would catch a cold. His stomach was so hungry, so he prepared some food in the car at any time, but he didn't expect that he would keep this habit.

It's just that, looking at it now, there is always a bit of inexplicable sigh.

"By the way... why are you here?" I gasped as my stomach slowly warmed up from the biscuits, and then I asked.

"There's something wrong." Zhuo Yang turned the steering wheel, and changed the subject lightly, "It's you...why didn't you go back so late? Song Yu...because he wasn't at home...so you wandered outside?"

Zhuo Yang's brain supplement is really scary.I smiled embarrassingly, I can't say that my sex life with Song Yu is not coordinated, this topic is too heavy, I don't have the guts to mention it in front of Zhuo Yang.

I smiled so perfunctorily, Zhuo Yang pursed his lips, and didn't speak any more.He is a person who doesn't talk much, and if I don't take the initiative to speak, he is happy to pretend to be dumb.

I chewed the biscuits, and my stomach gradually became full. Zhuo Yang handed me another bottle of water.

I twisted the bottle cap and found that he had already unscrewed it for me in advance.

I was a little dazed, and at this moment his dry voice suddenly rang in my ear: "How are you recently?"

"It's okay." It was a bit strange, so I said that it's better not to see each other when the couple breaks up. What kind of situation is it that we are not embarrassed or embarrassed like us.

I sighed secretly in my heart, my eyes didn't dare to look at Zhuo Yang who was on the side, but I just turned my head to look at the street lights receding quickly outside the car window.

Hope, the sooner the better.

I am also satisfied with Zhuo Yang's speed.

Soon, it was downstairs at my house.

I took off my seat belt and was about to leave, Zhuo Yang suddenly squeezed my hand, his eyes were heavy, his lips moved when he looked at me, he seemed to want to say something, but after waiting for a long time he didn't say anything, but at the end he slowly Let go of my hand and said lightly: "Goodbye."

I was confused and waved my hand, "Goodbye."

I really don't understand, what did he want to say to me just now?

Scratching my head, I watched Zhuo Yang's car drive away with a puzzled expression, and thought to myself, the people around here are getting more and more strange.

Forget it, don't worry about it, don't worry about things that have nothing to do with me.

"Yueyue..."

At the door of the elevator, Song Yu was already standing there at some point.He saw me with a rare smile on his face.

I froze for a moment before I realized, "Why are you here?"

Didn't Zhuo Yang say that he went to Yizhou?
"My things over there are settled...so I'm back."

I really wanted to ask what was going on, but Song Yu's face didn't seem very good-looking, so I thought about it and still didn't ask.

"How long have you been here?"

"The battery is dead, I just arrived."

"Really?" No wonder you didn't call me.

I opened the door with the key, and saw Song Yu still standing there in a daze, "Song Yu, what happened to you tonight?" His face was very strange...

"No... nothing..." However, Song Yu said so, but his eyes gradually escaped from my sight.

How could it be nothing like this?
I was too hungry, and Song Yu didn't have dinner, so I cooked a pot of dumplings.

I have a good appetite, but Song Yu didn't seem to have any appetite, so he put it down after eating a few.

I sighed, put down my chopsticks, hesitated for a while and decided to ask, "Tell me... what's wrong with you?"

Being forced by me like this, Song Yu hesitated for a while, and finally pushed the bowl away, and slowly raised his head.

"Yueyue, did Brother Zhuoyang send you back just now?"

I reacted belatedly, and immediately laughed out loud, "Isn't it... Are you angry because of this?"

(End of this chapter)