He said love is too late

Chapter 56 Xiao Shen's Last Words
She thought that the box contained something like a child's toy, but unexpectedly, it turned out to be an exquisite and small book.

What was written in that notebook were all Xiao Shen's last words.

"Mom, I know that I have a very serious illness. One day, I will die, but I still have a lot of things to say to my mother, so I will write down what I want to say to my mother. Let's put it in the book."

"Mom, the happiest thing in my life is to be your son. You are the best and best mother in the world."

"Mom, I'm sorry, Xiaoshen doesn't live up to it, and is always sick. I know you have suffered a lot and suffered a lot of grievances for Xiaoshen. Xiaoshen loves you so much."

"Mom, Xiaoshen is not good, he always drags mother down, but if there is a next life, Xiaoshen will still be your baby."

"In the next life, Xiaoshen will be a healthy child, and Xiaoshen will work hard to become a little man, become very strong, and protect her mother from the wind and rain."

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In fact, ordinary children, at the age of three and a half, rarely can read and write.

But because Xiaoshen was too smart, and because he had a good teacher, Jing Mo, he was able to recognize some simple Chinese characters very early on. After leaving the dungeon, he became even smarter and taught himself a lot of Chinese characters.

For the Chinese characters he can't write, he uses pinyin instead. He is already a little man with some knowledge.

Xiaoshen wrote a lot in this book, some things to let Tang Su eat well, take good care of her body, some things to make her happy, don't feel sorry for him, just like a little adult.

But most of all, Xiao Shen repeatedly emphasized that Tang Su should stop liking that bad guy.

Tang Su knew that the villain described by Xiaoshen was Lu Huaizuo.

"Mom, that bad guy doesn't deserve your pity for him, let alone your crying for him."

"Mom, forget about that bad guy, my mother is so good, she will definitely find the best and best man in the world!"

"Mom, when you find the happiness that really belongs to you, you have to bring your new father to visit me in front of my grave. I will take care of my mother."

"Mom, only if you forget about that bad guy, be happy, and Xiaoshen is below, can you feel at ease."

"Mom, you must be happy!"

Tang Su hugged Xiaoshen's notebook, and her vision gradually became blurred. Her Xiaoshen hoped that she would be happy one way or another!

She doesn't have many days left, but even if she can only live for one day, she will not disappoint Xiao Shen's expectations, she has to be happy and smile hard!
That way, when she meets again in the ground, she can say to Xiaoshen, Xiaoshen, mom didn't let you down.

As for Xiaoshen not wanting her to continue liking Lu Huaizuo...

It seems that, unknowingly, there is no love so much anymore.

Once, she thought that Lu Huaizuo was her whole life, the justice of heaven and earth, but after being suspected and hurt again and again, she realized that there is no real life in this world!

That infatuation is not worth it!
Ah Zuo, I don’t love you anymore, I really don’t want to love you anymore, even if it’s my life, only day and night, I will never love you again, let alone miss you forever.

Just as Tang Su was about to close Xiaoshen's notebook, she suddenly discovered that there were still a few lines of writing on the back cover of his notebook.

"Uncle Mo, I miss you so much. Where did you go? Why didn't you come to see me and my mother?"

"Uncle Mo, I really want to hear you sing "Little Star" to me again."

"When I die, can you go to my grave and sing "Little Star" to me again?"

Tang Su panicked and put Xiaoshen's notebook back into the box, she couldn't control it anymore, she covered her mouth and choked up.

She had already found Jing Mo, but he was no longer the Uncle Mo who gently held Xiaoshen in his arms, sang "Little Star" to him over and over again, and coaxed him to sleep.

The former Jing Mo was really, really nice to Xiaoshen, even more patient than she was to Xiaoshen.

Xiaoshen has a special liking for "Little Star". She dislikes the childishness of this song and is unwilling to sing it to him. It is Jing Mo who sang "Little Star" for him tirelessly.

Jing Mo's voice is really very beautiful, deep and melodious, even better than the most beautiful cello music in the world. His voice has never changed, but such a beautiful voice can still tell the world's most heartless discourse.

Tang Su knew that she was just humiliating herself by going to Jing Mo again, but she still wanted to fulfill Xiaoshen's last wish, even if she lost another finger, she would still want him to go to Xiaoshen's grave to do something for him. Sing "Little Star".

After making up his mind, Tang Su changed his clothes, took his handbag, and went to Jing's Building to find Jing Mo.

As soon as he opened the door of the small apartment, Tang Su saw Lu Huaizuo standing outside.

Lu Huaizuo's chin was covered with light blue stubble, and his lower eyelids had thick dark circles, as if he hadn't slept for several days and nights.

But even so, it still won't damage his handsome face, which is reputed to be a once-in-a-thousand-year face. He only needs to stop here casually, and he is still noble and arrogant, unparalleled in the troubled times.

"Lu Huaizuo, what are you doing here?!"

Lu Huai took a step forward from the left, and grabbed Tang Su's little hand firmly, "Tang Su, I'm sorry, I..."

"Ah!"

Tang Su smiled, his smile was cold and desolate, his voice continued, "Tang Su, I can't ignore Nian Nian's life or death, so, in that situation, I can only choose Nian Nian!"

Tang Su slowly raised her face. The wound on her forehead had scabbed over, and she couldn't see it so clearly under the cover of broken bangs, but at this moment, her face still had a ghost-like sternness.

"I can't ignore Lin Niannian's life...so, my Xiaoshen deserves to die?!"

Lu Huaizuo made a rare concession, "Tang Su, I'm sorry..."

I'm sorry again...

Tang Su thought it was very ridiculous. Her Xiao Shen's life, a living life, fell from the cliff, was swallowed by wild beasts, and died in despair!
The pain and despair her Xiao Shen endured was all he got in exchange for such an understatement of sorry? !

Who cares!

"Get out!" Tang Su's eyes were scarlet, she pushed Lu Huaizuo away suddenly, "Lu Huaizuo, get out of here! I don't want to see you again in my life!"

In the past, there were many things I wanted to question him, for example, why did you kill our Xiaoshen, for example, why is our flesh and blood not as important as a Lin Niannian, for example...

But now, Tang Su found that the words she had accumulated in her heart to question him were ridiculously invincible.

She and Xiaoshen, combined, are not as important to him as a hair of Lin Niannian!
Lu Huaizuo was wrong, he didn't stop Tang Su anymore, he just stared blankly at Tang Su's leaving direction like an old monk in meditation.

Without being pestered by Lu Huaizuo any more, Tang Su arrived at the underground garage of Jing's Building very smoothly.

Coincidentally, she saw Jing Mo's car as soon as she entered the garage, and now, he happened to be in the car.

(End of this chapter)