Hidden marriage sweet wife, husband can't help it

Chapter 233 Loving You Obviously Hurts

Shen Wanling closed her eyes tightly, clenched her hands into fists and beat him on the back. She wanted to resist, she wanted to resist. If he could do whatever he wanted to her during those two years, then after five years, she could choose to refuse. of.

She knew very well in her heart that her refusal and resistance were all fighting against her own heart, and she forbade herself to sink into his life.

He plundered her breath crazily, her sweetness, he felt that he was crazy, he was so crazy that he couldn't control himself.

The fist that was beating on his back became weaker and weaker. She knew that she would not be able to resist him in the end. She made up her mind and bit the tip of his tongue hard. Bite him awake, he wakes up, and it will naturally stop all this.

But he seemed so drunk that he was numb, and he didn't feel the pain on the tip of his tongue at all. It was obvious that both of their lips were filled with salty taste, and he just became more wild and raging.

She knew that she couldn't escape this catastrophe. In front of him, she had always been obedient. If tonight was what he really wanted, then she would give it to her. Tomorrow, everything would be over. This place, She is never coming back.

The hands that were clenched into fists were slowly released, and the two trembling hands rested on his strong and powerful back. His back was like a hot potato, making her greedy for his warmth and deliciousness, and at the same time, she would also burn herself. Let go but can't let go.

Her refusal just now didn't move him in the slightest. Maybe he told himself that he would only come here when he was drunk, and he just thought he was drunk, but he knew best that at this moment, he, How sober.

Feeling her hands caressing his back, his heart suddenly ached, and he couldn't kiss anymore because of the pain...

He pressed his forehead against hers, breathing heavily, he wanted to reach out to touch her face, to look into her eyes, but he felt that he was not qualified.

"Why are you crying? Huh? Linger, I'm getting married, why are you still crying? Do you know that when you cry, I have nothing to do, huh?"

He said in a hoarse and trembling voice, he was asking her, but he was also asking himself, he was afraid of her tears, but he cried tonight.

Shen Wanling stretched out her hands to hold Yan Siqi's face, and he cried. Since she was a child, it was the first time she saw his tears, and she always thought that he was a monster without tears.

It turns out that when someone is crying, he is really helpless. Every time she cries, he will threaten her loudly, "If she dares to cry again, I will throw her from upstairs." '

He always does what he says, so every time he threatens her like this, she doesn't dare to cry any more.

Shen Wanling wiped his tears for him, but her own tears fell in an instant, her heart ached so badly that she wanted to die, but she found that death was really hard, and she didn't even have the chance to look at him.

"Ling'er, tell me, why do you still cry when I'm getting married?" He was never a patient person in front of her. He never asked a question twice. Tonight, he asked it twice. If she didn't answer, he might repeat it more.

Shen Wanling pursed her lips and smiled, her wet eyes were fixed tightly on his eyes, he must be drunk, maybe what happened tonight, when he sobered up, he would forget all about it, otherwise how could she be in his eyes , Seeing his absolute love for her.

"Because I love you, Yan Siqi, because I love you."

I love you.

It was the first time she said these three words clearly to him like this. At first she didn't want to admit it, then she didn't dare, and later, these three words were not suitable for them. So far, she said it because It's time to end.

Yan Siqi frowned tightly, staring at her with a silly smile in front of her with great heartache, "Why are you so stupid, as I said, you are not allowed to love me, why are you so disobedient."

If they don't love, there won't be such pain between them. If they don't love, she won't shed tears. If they don't love, when he hurts her, she won't be heartbroken.

It would be nice not to love, but in those two years, she was also in love, so every day and night of those two years was a kind of torture to her, a painful torture of body and mind.

"I don't want to be like this either. Loving you is obviously very painful." Shen Wanling lowered her head and said sadly.

Loving you obviously hurts.

But even if it hurts, it hurts so deeply that it is unforgettable, love is still greater than everything else.

Yan Siqi pushed her away, not looking at her, he was a sinner in her life, he shouldn't have come tonight, Song Chongming would be her best happiness.

He just heard that she was crying, and after hearing the last song she sang, it felt like he was shot, so he ran here uncontrollably.

In the past few days, he obviously controlled himself very well. He knew she was there, but he didn't allow himself to see her.

Whoever his family asked him to marry, he would marry. From then on, he accepted all the arrangements given by fate, as long as she lived well and lived happily.

But she still cried, because he was going to get married, so she cried.

this fool.

"I won't get married. I'll get married after you get married, so don't cry." With his back to her, he said promise-like words.

If he makes her cry when he gets married, then he's not married, as long as she doesn't cry.

Shen Wanling was incredulous about what she heard, she turned around and looked back at his lonely back, she wanted to make sure, was what she heard just now true?
"I'm leaving, go to bed early, good night." He didn't repeat what he said just now.

When his hand was already holding the doorknob, Shen Wanling ran over and grabbed him. This was the first time she held him so hard, with both anger and restraint.

"I want to know, what did you come here so late to tell me?" It was really the first time she spoke to him in such a questioning tone, and she didn't even know who gave her her courage.

"I've already said it just now." Yan Siqi said to her without losing his temper.

"I didn't hear it, and I want you to say it again."

Yan Siqi frowned, staring deeply at her stubbornness. In the past two years, he had never seen her like this, "If I get married, I will make you cry, so I won't get married. After you get married, I will get married again." .”

He repeated it clearly, more seriously than what he just said.

"Whenever you marry, I cry."

"Then I won't get married. Anyway, I won't be able to marry the woman I love so much. Whether I get married or not is just a ceremony." He said it easily, but it was a very heavy promise.

"Brother Si Qi, don't you love me?" Shen Wanling finally plucked up the courage to ask the question she had been wanting to ask him for many years.

If he didn't love, why did he torture her so painfully in those two years? If he didn't love, why did he appear here tonight.

Yan Siqi snorted coldly, laughed teasingly, "What do you think?" His tone at this moment was very similar to those two years.

But now, Shen Wanling no longer feels fear.

"You love me." She looked at him firmly. It seemed that she lost this bet, but in fact, he was the one who lost everything.

Yan Siqi smiled more presumptuously, but there was too much bitterness hidden in that smile, "I seem to be the one who got drunk tonight, not you."

What he meant was that he didn't admit that he loved her.

Shen Wanling was not sad, on the contrary, she was sad for him. If he really loved her, she must have suffered a million times more than her in those two years.

"Don't love me, why did you kiss me so affectionately just now, don't love me, why did you cry, don't love me, why did you not get married because I cried, don't love me, you..."

"Enough." Yan Siqi coldly interrupted Shen Wanling's words, his eyes turned cold instantly, "Don't be so self-righteous here, I do these the same as those two years, just because I vented all my hatred on you On the body, it’s just a different form.”

Shen Wanling laughed, her heart ached, he must not know, she knew him well, if it was really that bloodthirsty revenge, he wouldn't even lose his own heart.

"Then you can continue to take revenge, using the method you want, starting from tonight." With that said, Shen Wanling stepped forward and locked the door behind her, even locking it with a fingerprint lock.

Yan Siqi squinted at everything, he must be under control now, without her fingerprints, he would not be able to get out of this door, when did this woman become so bold and smart.

"Open the door, I want to leave." Yan Siqi said in an orderly tone.

Not afraid of his coldness, Shen Wanling shrugged and spread her hands, "If you want to leave, just jump from here, I will never stop you."

This sentence is not unfamiliar between them, it's just that the person who spoke changed roles. At the beginning of those two years, she kept trying to escape, but she couldn't escape no matter what. Later, every time she begged him to let her go When it was time, he pointed to the open window and said to her calmly.

"If you want to leave, just jump from here, and I will never stop you."

She didn't jump because she lived on the thirteenth floor at that time, and she would definitely die if she jumped.

But now she only lives on the fourth floor. If he wants to jump, she has no intention of stopping him. He probably won't die.

Yan Siqi laughed suddenly, and became a little shameless, "You didn't dance at that time, and I don't dance now, since you want to keep me so much, why don't I do it."

As he said that, he was already approaching Shen Wanling step by step, and deliberately pretended to be full of ruffian when he was slightly drunk.

Shen Wanling dodged his approach and went to the kitchen, "I kept you because I was afraid that you would drink and drive on the way back. If something happens to you, I will be the last to see you. Those shitty things between us, the police You must think I murdered you."

(End of this chapter)