Hidden marriage sweet wife, husband can't help it

Chapter 239 I want to make your life worse than death
The cold wind blew into the house, dust was blown everywhere, Mu Wanqiu curled up there and refused to move, only in this way could she feel Xinyi's warmth, she could accept Huangfu Shaoqing's resentment, but she couldn't accept Xinyi's One disappears.

Huo Zimo couldn't stand it anymore, and wanted to step forward to persuade Mu Wanqiu, but he felt very uncomfortable. He believed that the first person he saw when he opened his eyes was him, and believed in the laughter of a baby, babbling and learning. The appearance when talking, the little strong when learning to walk wobbly...

"Wan Qiu, get up, it's cold on the ground, if Xinyi can see it, he definitely doesn't want you to be like this." Huo Zimo went up to persuade Mu Wanqiu and wanted to help her up, but Mu Wanqiu refused.

"Zimo, you go back first, I want to be alone."

After Huo Zimo left, Mu Wanqiu glanced at Huangfu Shaoqing, who was glaring at her angrily, as if he wished he could set a fire and burn her to ashes right now.

"Can you come over and hug me?" Mu Wanqiu begged sadly, she was very scared and helpless now, she wanted him to hug her, but her whole body seemed to have her meridians pulled out, and she couldn't move.

Her words made Huangfu Shaoqing smile, the smile was bitter and cold, words like ice skates were squeezed out from between his teeth, "I want to kill you."

When he knew that she was not in the villa, he let go of his whole heart. If she was not there, then Xinyi must not be there either.

But she is indeed no longer, but her son is still inside. When he saw her appearing with another man at the same time, he finally understood one thing, that Mu Wanqiu who lost his memory and forgot him would never Fall in love with him again, because there is a man she has not forgotten living in her heart.

He had extravagantly thought that as long as he took good care of her and made her feel his love, she would always see his goodness and feel his love bit by bit.

He will move her, even if she forgets everything, she will be slowly influenced by his love and fall in love with him again.

He was wrong, very wrong, very wrong.

"I want to kill you." He said so ruthlessly, gnashing his teeth in hatred, but he knew best in his heart that he was more like killing himself, and he hated himself even more.

If he had come back last night, no matter how late, nothing would have happened, his son...

Mu Wanqiu's grief-stricken eyes were scattered and focused on one point, dim and dull, "Then you kill me, I want to die too, so you kill me."

Fate went around and around, but it gave her such a knife. She would rather die herself. She thought that she could finally get happiness, but God gave her such a punishment.

Huangfu Shaoqing looked at her fiercely, his laughter was colder than the cold wind outside, "You want to die, but I want to make your life worse than death, Mu Wanqiu, you must remember this day well, because you Run out to have a tryst with your lover, your son disappeared in the fire, you are a murderer, you killed your own son."

"I..." She wanted to explain, at least she should justify herself, but those words after that made her very painful.

She is a murderer, she killed her own son.

……

She understands the pain in his heart, because she is also in pain, and she is in pain, but he actually said such words to hurt her. Xinyi is also her son, the flesh that fell from her body. In order to give birth to him, she almost died They were all lost, but he said that she was a murderer, the murderer who killed his son.

Why?He couldn't come and hug her, his hug could at least make her cry hysterically at this moment, but he didn't, he hated her and wanted to kill her, but felt that the cruelest punishment for her was to make her live Better to die.

Huangfu Shaoqing, do you know?Because I love you, all, if her life is worse than death can reduce the pain in your heart, then she accepts.

She didn't say these words, saying them would only provoke more ridicule and hatred from him.

For three days, the police did not find any clues about Xinyi. If they did not find it, it would be a miracle. If Xinyi disappeared in the villa, at least there should be something left behind.

Without a clue for a day, Mu Wanqiu couldn't believe that her son left in that fire. Xinyi is so smart, he definitely wouldn't.

Xinyi, where did you go?If it's okay, why don't you show up?

On New Year’s Eve, the whole city is decorated with lights and festoons. It’s already late at night, but the night sky is still brightly lit. As soon as the New Year’s bell rings, the fireworks in the sky disappear in a flash, and the sound of firecrackers is deafening. Everyone is welcoming the New Year’s Eve arrival.

And she, sitting alone in the burned-out villa, in Shinichi's room, hid in the corner, staring sadly at the place where the race car-shaped bed was originally placed.

"Mum, let's go to the beach to set off fireworks on New Year's Eve."

Xinyi's words were played over and over again in her ears, and the child's face appeared in front of her very clearly. The whole villa was extremely quiet, except for Mu Wanqiu's voice, "Okay, son, we Let's go to the beach to set off fireworks."

The tears had already dried up, and now she couldn't cry even if she wanted to, she told herself, don't cry, if her son sees her crying like this, he will definitely be angry and won't come back.

Familiar footsteps echoed in the empty villa, Huangfu Shaoqing was not at all surprised when he saw Mu Wanqiu was here.

They haven't met these few days, Huo Zimo went to him and told him that Mu Wanqiu went out to find him who hadn't returned all night that day, and she also recovered her memory.

He hasn't regained any memory for such a long time, why did he remember everything that day, should he believe it?

Huangfu Shaoqing sat down next to Mu Wanqiu, looking at the position where she was reluctant to take her eyes off. The fire broke the windows of the villa, and the cold wind was shut in from the outside. In fact, there was no difference between sitting inside and outside, The cold wind was piercing to the bone.

The two were silent, Huangfu Shaoqing stretched out his hand and hugged her in his arms, didn't say anything, just hugged her, stared at that position, and didn't move.

Feeling his embrace, his body temperature, the tears that I had endured for three days broke the embankment at this moment, and the tears that could no longer hold on flowed into a river...

That night, she cried for a long time, until her voice became hoarse, and she cried until her body collapsed and passed out. None of them said a word.

As she cried, her body didn't twitch, but his heart ached, and his hand on her shoulder also tightened.

Cry, you may feel better when you cry, but if you hold it in for a long time, it will cumulate and become a wound.

Can they still go on?How to go?how to goHe could see no way ahead, no way to go.

At dawn, he said, "Get out of here, the farther the better, I don't want to see you."

She doesn't want to see him, either. Seeing each other will make her heart hurt even more, she will think of their son, and she will resent herself for the tragedy that happened because of their adults' anger.

If it's gone, the injury may be less.

When Mu Wanqiu heard Huangfu Shaoqing's indifferent words, she burst into tears again, she grabbed his sleeve with trembling hands, "I won't go, don't let me go, I won't go anywhere, I want to wait for my son to come back, I want Waiting for my son to come back..."

He wanted to turn around and hug her tightly, but he couldn't. Some things happened and they happened. He let her go, hoping that she would forget everything, and he was punishing himself. It would be great if he could bear all the pain by himself .

The woman in front of him is the woman he least wants to hurt and protect in his life, but he can't do it anymore.

He kept her by his side, just reminding each other all the time that their son was gone.

Huangfu Shaoqing pulled his arm away indifferently, and easily avoided Mu Wanqiu's approach, his voice was so indifferent that no one could hear any emotion, "Let's go, let each other go, and start over. "

Mu Wanqiu shook her head with wet eyes, his appearance was very clear in the blurred vision wet by tears, she wanted to step forward and grab him, even if she knelt in front of him, as long as he promised her, don't let her go If she doesn't leave, she still has to wait for her son to come back. She is afraid that her son will finally find a home that day, but she will not be there.

"Shaoqing, I beg you, I beg you, don't let me go, I won't cry, I won't make trouble, I will never disturb you, I just want to wait here for my son to come back."

Huangfu Shaoqing suddenly yelled at her unconscious Mu Wanqiu, "Don't you know if your son can come back? If he escaped in that fire, would he not be able to find his way home? He Will you know that we are worried about him and find a way to contact us?"

His words were like thunder, deafening, and he yelled cruelly at the question she was trying to avoid.

She hated him, hated his cruelty.

Mu Wanqiu pushed him away violently, and pushed him back several steps before he stabilized his body, "Get out, I don't allow you to talk nonsense, Xinyi, he is not dead, he is not dead, I am his mother, I can I can feel that he is not dead, no!"

Mu Wanqiu screamed like crazy, she couldn't even convince herself, she was more afraid than anyone else, but she just couldn't allow herself to accept such a cruel fact, even if everyone in the world told her that her son didn't No, she doesn't believe it either, she just needs to believe in herself.

Her son was just lost and couldn't find his way home for a while. Her son will come back, and he will definitely come back.

Huangfu Shaoqing took a few steps forward, clasped Mu Wanqiu's bony shoulders with his big hands, and shook Mu Wanqiu's fragile body in grief, "Mu Wanqiu, wake me up, don't use your own fantasies to paralyze yourself, accept All of this, live well, do you hear me?"

Mu Wanqiu burst into tears, she looked at him, distraught, "How can you be so cruel, you must make my life worse than death, can you be satisfied? Why did you tell me that the letter is gone, why? "

(End of this chapter)