Hidden marriage sweet wife, husband can't help it

Chapter 247 End or Begin

A month later.

For a month, the two people living under the same roof have not seen each other for 30 days. He comes back very late every day, lives in the guest room, and leaves very early in the morning. For the breakfast on the dining table, she would have thought that he hadn't come back.

In the early morning of this day, Mu Wanqiu stared at the Chinese breakfast on the dining table and thought for a long time. She picked up her mobile phone and dialed a familiar number.

"What's wrong?" It was still the same voice, but it had been a month since she heard it, and she felt a little strange.

"Let's meet up." Saying this, Mu Wanqiu felt a little teased that the two who lived together every day needed to meet alone.

Huangfu Shaoqing, who had just left the conference room, said to the special assistant behind him, "Stop tonight's dinner for me."

"But..." Before the seriousness of what the special assistant wanted to say, Huangfu Shaoqing had already walked away.

He said to Mu Wanqiu on the phone, "I'll go back early tonight."

"Okay." Mu Wanqiu hung up the phone first.

Huangfu Shaoqing stared at the phone in his hand in a daze, there was no more basic dialogue between them.

When they had already accepted Xinyi's departure in their hearts, they thought that as long as they were still by each other's side, it would be the best protection and the greatest comfort for each other.

But these two months have clearly told them that living together is just the biggest punishment for each other.

As long as they can still see each other, they will never forget Xinyi, the pain in their hearts will become more painful, and they will blame themselves even more.

If they hadn't quarreled that day, if they had been at home that day, nothing would have happened, and Shinichi wouldn't have left.

They are all blaming themselves, thinking that as long as they bear their mistakes, the other party can feel better, but that is not the case.

In the afternoon, Mu Wanqiu went to the supermarket to buy a lot of things, and when she came back, she filled the refrigerator to the brim, and cooked a table full of Huangfu Shaoqing's favorite dishes.

Huangfu Shaoqing did not miss his word, he returned home on time after get off work, and when he heard the sound of the door opening, Mu Wanqiu greeted him with a faint smile on his lips, "I'm back."

This scene was very much like a wife waiting for her husband to come home. Huangfu Shaoqing felt relaxed and happy for a moment, and the corners of his lips, which hadn't been turned up for a long time, couldn't help but follow the curve of her mouth.

Mu Wanqiu said, "Go change your clothes and come down to eat."

"it is good."

This scene and the dialogue are obviously very warm, but their hearts are bitter and unspeakable, even the smile on the corner of their mouths is mixed with the bitterness suppressed in their hearts.

If Xinyi was still there, this family would not be so deserted.

Cruelly, there are no what-ifs.

……

The two sat facing each other in the dining room, except for the sound of their chopsticks moving and their breathing, the whole room was really too quiet.

It wasn't until the end of the meal that Mu Wanqiu broke the silence, "Let's separate."

Huangfu Shaoqing's heart skipped a beat, he knew she had something to say when she asked him to come back, but he didn't know that what she wanted to say was this sentence.

Every word the two of them say now is a decision, a decision that will not change.

But he still wanted to struggle, "Do I have to divide?"

Mu Wanqiu put down the bowls and chopsticks in his hand, lowered his head, not having the courage to look at him, "I want to go back to Mu's house."

Shepherd, where she was desperately trying to escape.

Huangfu Shaoqing frowned, staring at her, "Why?"

"You also know that the Mu family is facing bankruptcy recently. Auntie took her daughter and hid abroad. My dad is the only one at home. I want to go back and be with him."

"Forgive them?" They were the family who once abandoned her.

Mu Wanqiu nodded, "Well, when I went back to see my mother that day, I suddenly figured it out. It's not that they don't love me, it's just that they love me in the wrong way. My mother wants me to live a good life with me. My father thinks The Mu Clan is a trap, sooner or later he will fall into it, and he threw me at you again..."

There are no parents who do not love their children. Whether it is after the parents separated, they tried their best to get the custody of the children by all means, or they tried their best to throw the children into the other party's world. It's just that I want my children to live a better life.

"I can help Mrs. Mu." Although he knew very well that Mrs. Mu could not be helped by just a word of help, but for her, he would do his best.

Mu Wanqiu pursed her lips bitterly, and shook her head, "No need, it can be saved for a while, but not forever, so forget it."

She said no, that means she doesn't want him to intervene, and she doesn't want him to intervene, that means he is no longer needed.

But he couldn't do it, "If, if there is anything that needs me, please tell me."

Mu Wanqiu was finally willing to raise her head, and met his gaze. For a few seconds, she murmured, "Can we still meet?"

"If you are willing." If she is willing, he can die, if she is willing, the pain is nothing, if she is willing, it would be better not to leave.

But he couldn't bear it in the end, he couldn't bear to see her alive every day, he thought that as long as he hid from her every day, the pain in her heart would be less, it seems that he was wrong again.

"I'm afraid." Afraid to meet, afraid to see him, in fact, even more afraid of not seeing him, without him.

But if two people are together, even seeing each other hurts, so why bother to be together.

Always want to live, so leave a way for the other party to survive.

Huangfu Shaoqing stretched out his hand to caress her hair, pursed his lips and smiled slightly, still a little bitter, but more comforting, "Okay, I promise you, as long as you don't want to see me, I won't appear in front of you. "

"Will I be able to live in that way?" She asked him foolishly, it would be better to be separated than now, it's really going to be worse than death.

None of them wanted to believe that Xinyi had left. They felt that only by being alive could they wait and find their son.

"Maybe." Maybe he can survive, maybe he really can't.

Can you really live without leaving?

maybe.

At night, Huangfu Shaoqing did not go to the guest room to sleep, but lay beside her, with her back facing him.

He stared at her exposed neck and thought of so many things. The two of them have experienced so much in these years, but in the end they still couldn't fight their fate.

"Turn around." He commanded, and in the silent room, his voice was particularly hoarse and penetrating.

Mu Wanqiu didn't fall asleep, and knew that he had been staring at her from behind, she was still struggling in her heart, should she turn around.

Because of his words, she turned around and looked at each other, his internal organs trembled because of the tears in her eyes.

He wanted to touch her face behind him, but he would never touch her face again, right?

He smiled and asked her pretending to be uninhibited, "beauty, can I kiss you?"

He didn't even know that his pretending not to be uncomfortable, pretending to be free and easy, caused her tears to collapse in an instant.

As soon as she cried, he became anxious, "If you don't want me, you just have to say no, why are you crying like this, it makes people feel uncomfortable."

He is still working hard to stay free and easy, and to them who are about to separate, he behaves that even without her, his life will not be too bad.

Mu Wanqiu sniffed hard, well, if he thinks that this kind of separation will be better for each other, then she is willing to cooperate with him.

She pulled his pajamas and wiped away her tears carelessly, and looked at him with a smile, "Yes, you can kiss anywhere you want."

can.

can.

When he really could, he couldn't...

He hugged her tightly in his arms and said to her, "Cry, cry enough, and don't cry anymore."

That night, he held her in his arms, smelled her scent, and she listened to his heartbeat, "Shaoqing..."

"Ah."

"Shaoqing..." I really miss you.

"I know." I couldn't bear it either.

"Shaoqing..." What should I do if I miss you?
"I am here." As long as you think about it, he is there.

"Short engine..."

"Late autumn..."

"Goodbye."

"bye."

That night, there was no wind or rain, no moon or stars, and the entire sky covered with darkness, there were only two people, Huangfu Shaoqing and Mu Wanqiu.

……

If separation is a kind of salvation, then live a life of if.

one year later.

A spring rain made the whole night extremely cold. Winter had just passed, and I hadn't seen what the sun looked like for a few days. When Mu Wanqiu came out of the Mu's Building, she couldn't help shivering several times.

This year, the Mu clan did not fall down, on the contrary, it started to come back to life. Mu Wanqiu knew in her heart that Huangfu Shaoqing must have helped the Mu clan too much behind the scenes, otherwise the Mu clan would not have survived, but she couldn't even say thank you. I haven't been able to tell him that they haven't seen each other for a year and two months, and they haven't even passed the phone.

Mu Wanqiu was driving on the way home. If her mother hadn't called her just now to remind her that it was time to get off work, she wouldn't know how late she would have been.

There was still a drizzle in the night sky, and the windshield wipers were working methodically on the car windows. Mu Wanqiu felt his hands and feet were a bit cold, and wanted to turn on the heater to warm him up, but the phone in his bag suddenly rang.

Originally, her vision was slightly blurred due to the rain, but now she wanted to take her mobile phone and turn on the heater, and she seemed a little flustered for a while.

A sudden bright light hit her car, making it impossible for her to open her eyes in the car, and she was blind for a few seconds after finally opening her eyes.

"squeak……"

"squeak……"

Two different brake sounds pierced the sky on a rainy night, and the whole world was in the process of holding its breath...

The drizzle was still drizzled coolly, and the people sitting in the car hadn't recovered yet, but they all knew in their hearts that the car crashed, although it was not very serious.

Mu Wanqiu rubbed her painful head from being hit by the airbag, and almost passed out. She always felt that if the airbag hadn't been deployed, she would not have been injured. Take a look at your own head in the mirror, and there is a big bump coming out.

(End of this chapter)