Hidden marriage sweet wife, husband can't help it

Chapter 284 Baby, the last time

"I'm such a domineering and selfish person."

After a long time, he opened his mouth slowly, his heart still aching, but he also said to himself, forget it, face it.

He held her expressionless face in his big warm hands, it was really uncomfortable, but he was a man, so he couldn't cry and tell her, don't be so cruel.

He stared at her deeply, and always liked to look at her seriously, but he didn't know that he thought he knew everything by her side, and he didn't even see through the truth in her heart.

"Now let me tell you, Xiaomi, you are amazing, you did it, I love you, I fell in love with you, and I even thought about spoiling you all my life."

I love you, in love with you.

In this life, I will spoil you alone.

Xiaomi's heart was throbbing fiercely, she suddenly admired herself very much, writing novels can't show the real her, she should really enter the show business circle, her acting ability makes her even admire.

Her heart was obviously hurting to death, and her breathing was almost suffocating. In his eyes, she could still behave without any disturbance.

But after all, he still overestimated his acting skills, whether he was indifferent or after his affectionate words, he couldn't say anything anymore.

Her silence made Huo Zimo's heart ache even more. Silence is a tacit consent. A tacit consent, she really doesn't love him.

He smiled wryly, and frowned, "But you also know that I have lived alone with my love for late autumn for more than ten years, and those ten years have also told me that guarding a person who doesn't love you, there is no As a result, no matter how long it takes, it can't change a heart that doesn't love you."

I don't know what came to mind, he smiled slightly, the smile was still unavoidably mixed with a little bit of bitterness, "I thought you loved me, although I was worried at the beginning, I always thought you were a little girl, every day you said that you liked me, and you were so entangled. It was all because of a whim, but later I was captured by you, a little girl, but I didn't expect that you were really just playing around."

"What should I do? It's too tiring to guard someone who won't fall in love with you. Can I... can I give up?"

His voice was deep, suppressing the pain in his heart. He began to regret that he came in and asked her that question. If he didn't ask her, maybe it wouldn't have become like this.

Some things are better to be entangled than confessed.

Some things are better left there than sorted out.

For some people, it's better to hold on than to let go.

Xiaomi couldn't bear the pain in her heart anymore, she herself felt that she was embarrassed when she turned around, as soon as she turned her back to him, tears fell in an instant, she said to him cruelly, "Give up, find someone who loves you People who, believe me, are happier to receive love than to give it.”

They are not suitable, he wants a wife who can take good care of him and consider him in every way, but she is afraid of getting married, let alone staying in one place for the rest of her life.

She is afraid of marriage, because she sees too many lies in marriage, she knows nothing, and doesn't want to learn anything, she is afraid of betrayal and white lies.

Today, when he saw the real her, he should be very disappointed, otherwise he would not want to change her thoughts and actions again and again. In his world, no one is allowed to be like the former parents, Arranging her life, forcibly telling her how to walk, how to eat, how to speak, and how to behave as a person.

She doesn't want to, she just wants her own life.

Huo Zimo stared at her thin back, wondering if she was crying, but he no longer had the courage to help her wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and was also afraid that he would not be able to help but want to kiss her wet eyes and tell her , 'Don't cry, don't cry for me if you don't love me. '

Some words, some things, just say it in your heart, and let it be done.

He said in a hoarse voice, "Well, if this is what you want, I will do it."

Give up and find someone who loves him.

"good night."

After speaking, he got up and left.

The quiet room was empty after he left, and the small space was filled with decorations, but she still felt that she was alone, sitting in the dark wilderness.

Tears kept falling like disconnected pearls, she didn't wipe them off, and she didn't try to control them, she said to herself, cry, the tears from crying are all dry, and leave the empty space to that person.

Uncle, forgive me for not being you, and not being able to do what you want.

She is not a good wife and mother, she does not know how to take care of her husband and children, she wants to live freely, and when she has enough money, she wants to walk on the road of the world.

Mom, it doesn't matter if I don't see you today, at least in her heart, my mother is still alive and well, but seeing her today...she doesn't want to accept it.

She admits that she is timid, cowardly, and avoids the cruelty of reality, but she just wants to hide and let everyone she loves in her heart live well and happily in the beautiful world she imagined.

Look, she is a heartless person. She cried so sadly last night until she fell asleep, and today she slept until she woke up naturally. When she woke up, the sun shone on her bed, hurting her. Eyes hurt.

I glanced at the time, it was past ten o'clock at noon, uncle, you must have gone to work early.

As usual, she got up sloppily, washed her face and brushed her teeth, then walked to the kitchen with half-closed eyes.

Breakfast was already set on the dining table as usual, and he carefully covered the lid with a heart-shaped post-it note on it, "Reheat it before eating."

Looking at the breakfast on the dining table, holding the post-it note in her hand, these five words are usually the same, but today is the first time she feels that these five words moved her so much.

She wanted to fold this post-it note into a star, because she heard that stars can help others realize their wishes. As soon as the paper was folded, she found that there was still writing on the back of the post-it note.

"Honey, it's the last time, eat more."

Is it the last time?Yes, he said it last night, it was too tiring to protect someone, this time, he chose to give up.

That morning, she ate all the food on the table, she didn't cry, she didn't shed a single tear, as she said to herself, the tears were all dried up that night, and she never cried again.

As he said, the last time.

the next day.
The third day.
Fourth day.
Many days later.

There was no breakfast he made on the dining table, and he never came back.

Xiaomi sat in his room in a daze several times, all his things were still there, and he would always come back.

Thinking of this, she smiled foolishly.

The person who forced him to leave was obviously her, what was she expecting now, could it be that he could really guard her like he guarded Miss Wanqiu?

Let alone guarding her silently for more than ten years, even if she is given more than ten months, she will be very satisfied.

Ten days later, he still hasn't come back, he hasn't even come back to change his clothes, it's just that the alarm clock in his room has stopped, is it out of electricity?Xiaomi went to the supermarket to buy the battery and replaced it, but it still wouldn't turn on. No matter how she took pictures of it, it wouldn't turn on.

Xiaomi was so anxious that she was about to cry, she was terrified, she ran to her room and found the phone under the pillow, and dialed a number anxiously, there was a beeping sound coming from the handset, but no one answered, " Sorry, the number you dialed is temporarily unanswered, please try again later."

She stubbornly repeated the call three times without interruption, but there was still no answer. He had said before that if no one answered the phone, it meant that he was undergoing surgery. He comforted himself that it wasn't that he didn't want to answer her call, but that he was busy.

She gave up dialing, stared at the clock that had stopped turning in her hand, smiled bitterly, she must have been crazy just now.

Even if he answered the phone just now, what would she say?

Now that no one answered, she felt more relaxed.

The restless heart just now calmed down slowly. The broken alarm clock was placed on the table, and she turned on the computer. Let herself be in working condition. She still needs to save money and try her best to travel around the world.

The mobile phone suddenly sang a cheerful song in the quiet room. This song is his exclusive ringtone. She stared at the flickering mobile phone screen lying on the bed in a daze, should she answer it or not?What would she say first?He will definitely ask her, what can I do with him?
After struggling in her heart for a while, she was still worried that he would just dial this one time and stop calling. Afraid that the ringing would stop, she anxiously picked up the phone and connected it...

She didn't speak, and he over there didn't speak either.

She felt that she was the one who called first, and she should be the one who spoke first. Even if she didn't say anything now, he would still ask later why she called.

She said, "I want to ask you, when will you come to remove all your things?"

After finishing speaking, she wanted to bite off her own tongue. Why did she just say this? What should she do if he said that he would move right away?

On the contrary, Huo Zimo didn't say the sentence she thought of, his deep voice was still so beautiful, so attractive to her heartbeat, "I don't want those things anymore, there are traces of you, so..."

Xiaomi's heart hurts, because there are traces of her, so why don't you give up everything?Isn't it because you will come back, because you don't want it, so you stay here all the time?

"If you don't want it, you have to come and move it away. Your things occupy my place." Xiaomi said forcefully.

"Then I'll find a cleaning company and ask them to clean the room." He said lightly, unable to hear any emotion from him.

She was flustered badly, but she still didn't agree, "Okay, the sooner the better."

"Zimo, let's go have lunch together." A woman's voice suddenly broke into their conversation, and Xiaomi could hear it clearly through the receiver.

Sneered, "That won't delay Dr. Huo from going to lunch, that's all, remember, the sooner the better."

After finishing speaking, she hung up the phone, regardless of whether he had anything to say later.

(End of this chapter)