Hidden marriage sweet wife, husband can't help it

Chapter 303 Counting Your Heartbeat and Breathing
In the day-like room, she sat feebly on the red floor beside the bed, she could only see him if she tilted her head up, and this action made her even more dizzy.

She raised her mouth and smiled, "Didn't you say that you would come to see me every night? Why didn't you go last night? I waited for you all night, do you know?"

Her voice was very soft, and her tone was also very light, but in his heart, it was extremely aggrieved.

He wanted to answer her, told him that it was because of a temporary business trip, and told her that he wanted to tell her, but found that he didn't even have her contact information.

But when his eyes fell on those things again, his heart became hardened. It wasn't her he wanted to scold, but himself.

It was all because of him that she became what she is today.

He slowly squatted down his slender body, squatted in front of her, stretched out his arms to hold the thin and thin her in his arms, and said in a deep and hoarse voice, "Shall we quit, I will accompany you, I will help you Come on, when you are really uncomfortable, you can hit me or kill me."

His voice and body were trembling. Tang Fei'er understood his words. When he hugged her, her blurred vision just happened to see the needle tube and a few glass bottles on the bedside table.

Suddenly I wanted to laugh, so I really laughed out loud. Although it was still very bitter, I still laughed.

She said, "I'm sick and have a fever. Those medicines are antipyretics and sleeping pills."

Shaoxi, who was holding her, was taken aback, still puzzled by what she said, his cheek was still very hot when it was pressed against hers, at least three degrees higher than his body temperature.

So in other words, she didn't inject that kind of thing into her body?
Tang Fei'er pursed her lips and smiled, and asked softly in his ear, "What kind of woman am I in your heart?"

Shaoxi let her go, stared at her deeply, with mixed emotions in his heart, "Do you still care?"

"Of course." Although I really wanted to never see him again, although I really wanted to let go of him, but just because of what he said on a whim, I went to find her every night, and she really believed it. He didn't go last night, and her whole body Everyone is lonely.

Those who don't want to admit this, especially in front of him, have experienced so much, even survived the brink of death, what are they afraid of?

What you can have and what you want to have, just hold on firmly.

In his eyes, she has sad expectations. She also resents her own helplessness. She obviously doesn't want to get close to him, and she has obviously tried her best to remove him from her life.

Shaoxi frowned, feeling overwhelmed, her throat was choked by swollen cotton, "Am I still worthy?" Is he still worthy of her heart, her love?

How dare he be extravagant, even if she already has an irreplaceable place in his heart, even if he hasn't seen her for a day, he will feel that he misses her, even if he knows that she is not doing well, and seeing her not doing well, his My heart hurts so bad I can't breathe.

He doesn't deserve to have her anymore. In those eight years, how could it be his current sentence, I care about you, I like you, I love you, what can be erased, he himself can't forgive himself.

Tang Fei'er's silence might be an answer. She leaned her head on his shoulder and said nothing. She was very tired and just wanted to have a good sleep.

Shaoxi didn't speak anymore, and hugged her horizontally. She weighed as light as a feather, like a stunted child. He didn't dare to use too much force in his arms, for fear of hurting her bones.

Gently put her on the bed, hoping that she would sleep more comfortably, but she didn't expect that as soon as her body fell on the bed, she curled up hugging herself and continued to fall asleep.

He wanted to help her stretch out. It was not comfortable for her to sleep like this, but she curled herself up tightly, as if she was hugging herself, which no one could touch.

"Hey, you don't feel comfortable sleeping like this, get under the quilt and sleep well."

What a rare tenderness, Tang Fei'er's nose hurts hearing it. He is a warm man in the eyes of others, but to her, he has always been a bloodthirsty demon. If he is lucky enough to have his tenderness today, is it worth dying? up.

Tang Fei'er turned around and looked at Shaoxi who was rolling on the bed, trying to spread her body, "Leave me alone, I'm fine like this, I'm used to it, if you're busy, go do it, it's dawn, I'll go."

Shaoxi frowned, obviously dissatisfied with what she said, this time he didn't move his mouth, but moved his hands and feet domineeringly.

He stared straight at her, no emotion could be seen in his black eyes, his slender fingers had already started to unbutton the shirt on his chest, and then the belt around his waist, with a "click" reminder, Tang Fei'er was dazed Come here, what is he trying to do?
"Shaoxi..."

Before she could ask her questions, he lifted the quilt to cover the bodies of the two of them. His body was wrapped around her body in the thin quilt, and his long and powerful legs hooked hers, making her two Her legs had to be straightened, one arm became her meat pillow, the other was imprisoned on her upper body, and her big hands held her small hands, keeping her in a normal sleeping position.

"What are you going to do?" Tang Fei'er really didn't have the strength to resist his inexplicability, and even spoke weakly. You must know that she injected herself with sleeping pills just now, and now she has the energy and strength to toss with him like this.

Shaoxi remained motionless, with a mellow voice, a deterrent command, "Sleep!"

Sleeping, isn't this person joking with her? How can she sleep in such a posture?Are you sure you won't be tied to death by him?

"Let go of me first, I won't be able to sleep if you do this." Tang Fei'er complained very much, whether she had a fever or he had a fever, why did she act like this all of a sudden.

"Sleep, or I won't let you sleep tonight." His tone was already an order, but the latter sentence sounded much hoarse.

Just as Tang Fei'er was about to say something, she moved her body slightly and felt something hard...

She was very speechless, and it also made her blush, "I am a patient." Please let me go.

A faint laugh spread from the top of her hair, and her mellow voice was like a thousand-year-old red wine, "I have never felt sorry for you before."

This is true.

He is very kind to everyone around him, but to her, he has never had anything to do with the word reconciliation.

Tang Fei'er's throat was suffocated by his truth, but she still lay obediently in his arms and closed her eyes obediently.

It's been a long time, I haven't stretched my body and slept like this, no matter what happened in the past, today, I must thank you, Shaoxi.

That night, the light in the room was turned on until dawn. She was afraid of the dark, and only in a bright place could she sleep soundly.

This is also the commemoration left to her by those two years of gloom. At that time, she really thought that she would not be able to last a day. She even committed suicide because she couldn't bear it. Now, in a bright room, with his arms, His temperature made her feel like all the hard work is coming.

As for him, he stayed up all night. In those two years, even though he had the same grayness as her, he liked the darkness more. It was so dark that he couldn't see or hear anything, and he could only count his own emotions when he was so quiet. Heartbeat and breathing.

Where there is light, he cannot close his eyes, that is too dangerous, because if you are not careful, you will be attacked and secretly injured.

When Tang Fei'er woke up, it was already three o'clock in the afternoon. She was indeed very tired, and she was seriously deprived of sleep, but it had been too long since she had slept so deeply.

Looking at the familiar room, looking at the position next to her, she had a really serious fever last night, and even dreamed that he had come, the dream seemed to have happened really, he hugged her, it seemed that she was still alive. After talking a lot, his voice was too low, she was too sleepy, she didn't hear what he said, it seemed that he said a lot and was very sad.

Tang Fei'er pursed her lips and smiled bitterly. She stretched out her hand to touch her forehead. It wasn't very hot anymore. Do you want to go to work?After all, because of someone's charity, she can be considered a rich person. She doesn't have the kind of arrogance that would not give in to starvation. Even if she had it before, it was wiped out in those two years.

Why don't you just buy a house first, give yourself a warm little nest, nest in it every day, eat when you wake up, sleep when you're full, and then raise a puppy, it's pretty good after thinking about it.

Sitting on the bed, lifted the quilt and stretched, I couldn't help but sigh, it's good to get sick and have a fever once in a while, at least it made me think through a lot of things.

He gave money just to hope that she could live a better life, and she was destined to live with him as the center of her life. Whatever kind of her he wanted to see, she could live like that.

When she left the hotel, she left a note. She didn't know when he would come here again, but she also knew that he would definitely come.

I bought some food at a street snack, and ate while walking. When I saw a real estate agent, I walked in. I was having a lively conversation with the handsome guy who sold the property. I was about to go out to look at the property, but bumped into an acquaintance.

Mu Wanqiu walked in with a fat lady talking and laughing. When Mu Wanqiu saw Tang Fei'er, she was taken aback. She knew she was back, but she didn't expect to run into her here.

The two looked at each other and smiled, and wanted to say something, but it was all contained in that smile.

In fact, Mu Wanqiu still had a lot to say to Tang Fei'er, but Tang Fei'er left before she had time.

When eating dinner at home at night, Huangfu Shaoqing had a cold face, everyone could see that he was angry now, very angry.

Mu Wanqiu looked at him, looking at the rice in his hand, but he didn't even take a bite, "You'd better calm down and eat again, now I feel sick to my stomach after eating it."

Huangfu Shaoqing glared at her displeasedly, "Who does this depend on? I just had a 15-minute video conference in the study, and you ran out with Mrs. Wang's wife next door. How wonderful is the outside world?" , you don’t know that this season is a high incidence of flu, if you accidentally get sick, what do you say?”

"..." Mu Wanqiu was speechless, she only said one sentence, and he made such a big push, she was not a newborn baby, as for what he said was so exaggerated?Why did she run out secretly, doesn't he know?It's not because of him that he doesn't let her go out every day.

(End of this chapter)