Hidden marriage sweet wife, husband can't help it

Chapter 346 Do You Hate Me?

In the hospital, Ji Xiaoran stood helplessly outside the operating room. The pain in her heart made her want to lie on the operating table instead of brother Xinyi.

She must be crazy to threaten him with a knife. She is too selfish. Whether it is the past many years or the past three painful years, she has never asked him what was in his heart, never thought that he would will be uncomfortable.

"Slap." The sound echoed in the empty corridor, Ji Xiaoran covered one of her cheeks, looking at her mother who slapped her with tears in her eyes.

This is the first time my mother hit her, it hurts, but I don't blame my mother at all.

Ye Xin looked at her daughter with red eyes, hitting the child and hurting her mother's heart, but in the past three years, she has been too cruel to those who love her around her.

"What do you want people around you to do to you? Are you still my daughter?"

Ji Xiaoran kept crying, she didn't know what to do?She doesn't know what's wrong with herself?In the past three years, she felt uncomfortable, so she asked everyone around her to accompany her. She deserved to be beaten.

Ji Chuan didn't expect that Ye Xin would hit his daughter. The daughter is her heart and soul. She slapped her so much that it hurt her heart.

Ji Chuan walked over and hugged Ji Xiaoran, "Be good, baby, you'll be fine, I'll be fine after a while."

With her father's warm embrace, she cried even harder, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I'm sorry, I was wrong..."

"If anything happens to Xinyi, you will disappear in front of us forever." Ye Xin trembled all over. It's not that she doesn't understand her daughter's heart. Maybe after this incident, she will understand her own heart better. She should grow up. It's time to grow up.

Mu Wanqiu came to persuade Ye Xin, pulled Ye Xin away, and persuaded Ye Xin in a low voice, "Don't scare Xiao Ran, just now the nurse came out and said that it is not a fatal part, it should be fine."

Ye Xin was very sorry to Mu Wanqiu and Huangfu Shaoqing, it was all her daughter's fault, "I'm sorry, I really don't know what to say."

Mu Wanqiu comforted Ye Xin, "You don't need to say anything, waiting for the child to come out safely, Xiao Ran feels more uncomfortable than us."

"But their two children... Tell me what they think, how can they bet their lives." It really broke their hearts as parents.

"Let them solve their problems by themselves. They must be clearer in their hearts than we can see on the surface. But when that kid Xinyi comes out, I have to talk to him. At no time should I use my life to solve it."

For two days and two nights, Ji Xiaoran stayed in the ward without sleep, as long as Brother Xinyi hadn't woken up, she would not dare to leave for a moment.

Yan Yichen and Li Xin came from abroad knowing that Huangfu Xinyi was hospitalized, Li Xin was very distressed when he saw Xiao Ran's haggard appearance, and when he saw his brother who was still unconscious on the hospital bed, he was even more worried for them.

Dad said that my brother's physical indicators are normal, and that his coma has something to do with the major surgery that year, but it is estimated that he will wake up soon, and it will not affect his physical condition in the future.

Li Xin went over to hug Ji Xiaoran, "Xiao Ran, you still like my brother, don't you?"

Now as long as someone talks to her, she will shed tears. Without much strength, she leaned on Li Xin's shoulder and murmured, "I don't know."

Li Xin sighed, "Can you not feel whether you like it or not? When the knife pierced my brother's heart, were you afraid?"

"afraid."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid that he will be like Lin Zifeng. If he leaves, I will never come back." At that time, what she thought of was really the scene when Lin Zifeng left. She was too afraid of losing.

The feeling of being powerless when you are about to lose is the most heartbreaking feeling in the world.

Sometimes Li Xin couldn't understand Ji Xiaoran, "Are you going to live your whole life with the crime of killing Lin Zifeng?"

Ji Xiaoran looked at Li Xin with wet eyes, "I thought I could forget it, but when I saw that face that looked exactly like Lin Zifeng that day, my three years of hard work collapsed."

"Xiao Ran, what are you talking about?" Li Xin couldn't understand, should she really see a psychiatrist?

Ji Xiaoran told Li Xin about seeing Lin Zixun that day, and the smart Li Xin felt that this matter was too strange. If Lin Zixun was really Lin Zifeng's twin brother, why did he wait for three years to show up? In front of Xiao Ran, it was still in the situation of meeting by chance.

If that person is really the so-called Lin Zixun, then he must appear because of Ji Xiaoran, if that person is not Lin Zixun, then why did Lin Zifeng do this?
It seems that she should check it out.

Not long after Li Xin left, Huangfu Xinyi woke up. In fact, he woke up just now. He wanted to hear about Lin Zixun.

Ji Xiaoran was sleeping lightly lying on his bedside, Huangfuxin reached out to touch her head, but he didn't expect Ji Xiaoran to be awakened just by a slight movement.

She raised her head suddenly, her eyes met, and she shed tears of excitement, "I'll call the doctor for you." She was about to get up.

Huangfuxin took her little hand with his big hand, and he didn't speak for a few days, his voice was very hoarse, "Aren't you a doctor?"

She is a doctor, but she cannot cure him.

"Come up and lie here." Huangfu Xinyi's voice was flat, and his expression was not too turbulent, as if he was talking to his wife who had lived with him for many years.

Ji Xiaoran stood by the hospital bed, looked down at him, and didn't move.

Huangfuxin pursed his lips and smiled lightly, "You're only willing to come up and lie down for a while if you want me to go down?" Only with such a threat can she be obedient.

Ji Xiaoran shook his head quickly, "No, you can't get out of bed yet."

His eyes were full of words, an order that could not be violated, Ji Xiaoran had no choice but to lie obediently beside him, and the two of them were covered with a quilt.

"I'm sorry." The first thing Ji Xiaoran said after going to bed was the same thing she had been saying to him for the past two days.

The two were lying on their backs, the bed was not wide, so they could only stick to each other, neither of them deliberately dodged hypocritically.

Under the quilt, Huangfu Xin held her little hand and interlocked his fingers, "It's me who should say I'm sorry. I scared you. I shouldn't be so impulsive." It was he who stabbed the knife into her heart hard, and she What's wrong.

Ji Xiaoran didn't speak anymore, who was right and who was wrong?Silence is the most spoken language between them.

"How long have I been in a coma?" Huangfu Xin asked her.

"Two days and two nights."

After two days and two nights, it's no wonder she was haggard like this, Huangfu Xin said to her in an orderly tone, "Turn around."

Ji Xiaoran didn't say anything, and turned around obediently, facing him.

Because of the wound, Huangfu Xin turned around slowly, and the two lay facing each other. Huangfu Xin pursed his lips and gave a relieved smile, "Come here, here."

Ji Xiaoran focused her sad eyes on the injured part of his left chest, and she obediently leaned her head in his arms.

His heartbeat was normal, with a strong thump, "Does it hurt?" She asked with a sore nose.

Huangfu Shaoqing took a deep breath, hugged her tightly, put his chin on her heart, and said meaningfully, "With you here, it doesn't hurt."

Ji Xiaoran put his arms around his waist, "Brother Xinyi..."

"Ok?"

"Do you hate me?" For three years, she had been wanting to ask.

Huangfu Xin pursed his lips and smiled bitterly, "Why hate?" Love has no chance.

That was the pain in her heart all the time. She ignored him, didn't want to see him, and avoided him. It wasn't because she hated him, and she didn't blame him. She was hating herself, punishing herself, and unable to forgive herself.

"If it wasn't for me, you and Sister Tonghua are already married, and you must have lovely children. If it wasn't for me, and Sister Tonghua hadn't left, you would be very happy." It's all because of her, and it's all her fault , she was wrong, she was wrong.

The mistake is falling in love with someone who shouldn't be loved. She knows that Brother Xinyi and Sister Tonghua are happy princes and princesses, but she stubbornly refuses to let go of Brother Xinyi who is out of reach. She is the one who ruined everyone's happiness. , she deserves not to be happy.

Huangfu Xin patted her on the back, she must have blamed herself so much for the past three years, you fool.

"Xiao Ran, without that wedding, even if nothing happened, that wedding would end halfway, Tong Hua... She is a proud woman with strong self-esteem, she will never allow it, her future husband lives in his heart Women other than her, and me and her, even without your existence, there will be no results."

"Why?" They love each other very much, they have always loved each other.

"I have evidence of his father's crime, which is why her parents have always disagreed with us being together. Her father's imprisonment has my participation."

It can be heard that he has a lot of helplessness. I remember that he and sister Tonghua had a fierce quarrel. Sister Tonghua asked him to leave the political world, but he refused and said some cruel words because of anger. At that time, between them There is a fuse in between.

"..." Ji Xiaoran didn't know what to say?She could feel that Brother Xinyi still had Sister Tonghua in his heart, and her sudden presence in his heart was just an introduction.

"Why don't you go to Sister Tong Hua? Is she doing well?" With his ability, it is not difficult to find a person and know everything about that person.

Huangfu Xin smiled helplessly, "What about you? When I saw him again, what was on my mind?"

Ji Xiaoran stepped back and looked up at him, "..."

"I heard what you and Li Xin said just now." He explained, otherwise she would have to suspect that he installed something like a monitor on her body.

"He's not Lin Zifeng, he's just very attractive, and he's my good friend's boyfriend, what else can I do?" Ji Xiaoran said, the face in his mind was clearly visible.

Huangfu Xinyi stared at her deeply, as if he wanted to see through everything in her heart, and said, "But after you saw him, you became chaotic."

Yeah, whoever that person is?She's all messed up.

"Xiao Ran, I want to know, in your heart, am I important? Or is he important?" Huangfu Xinyi asked her this question for the first time. When he asked her and saw the twinkle in her eyes, he regretted it. I feel that I am omnipotent, and I am quite useless in front of her.

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(End of this chapter)