Hidden marriage sweet wife, husband can't help it

Chapter 390 Give Me a Hug
You don't have to.

Huangfuxin moved his body and knelt down in front of her. He didn't think this posture was humble, but he would feel more at ease in his heart. At least she didn't let him go, and she didn't refuse to listen to him.

He held her two hands, put them on her lap, and looked up at her. How did the two people who had met since the day she was born turned into what they are today?
I still remember how ugly she was on the day she was born. At that time, he was not considered a grown-up, so what he felt at the first sight was what he saw. Those who didn't like it said, "Is it because you know that you are too ugly, so you keep crying?"

The way she wobbled when she first learned to walk, the way she didn't cry when she fell...

Because at that time, he doted on Li Xin so much that he would be by his side whenever Li Xin went out. Li Xin especially liked to play with Xiao Ran, who was one year younger than her. Looking at their two little sisters.

But he is too partial to Li Xin, he gives Li Xin the first drink when drinking water, let Li Xin choose the delicious and fun ones first, maybe at that time, she was very stubborn in her bones, he didn't like her, and she always relied on him.

When she fell down, one of the names she called was Brother Xinyi. Every time she was about to cry, as long as he turned to stare at her, even though it hurt, she would not cry.

Encounter happy things, fun things, a person's name is also Xinyi brother.

Since she was a child, she has always believed in her elder brother who kept barking, and he has always annoyed her constantly barking.

Later, when she grew up and went to college, she yelled less and less, until now, she no longer yelled that way, even if he wanted to hear it very much, she refused to do so.

……

The deep voice was extremely magnetic and sadly spread in the quiet room, "For the past two months, I felt like I was going to die. I really thought that if I didn't see you again, I would die, you know Because I can't see you, even breathing hurts." He lowered his head and said silently, he knew that she didn't want to hear her say these things, he was too selfish, if he said it, he wouldn't It's so hard.

He put his forehead on the hand he was holding her tightly, and begged her in a low voice, "Xiao Ran, can we get out of here together? I really can't live anymore, I miss you, I miss you like crazy , I am very afraid that I will not have you in my future life."

When he raised his head again and looked at each other, there were tears in his eyes. He continued, "I know I'm selfish, I know you don't love me anymore, I know..."

Ji Xiaoran interrupted him resolutely, her sallow face showed no expression, she was not moved or moved, but she could only remain indifferent, "Since you all know, why are you still telling me these things, when did you change your mind? Have to be such an asshole?"

She is still a little more sensible than him. He has completely entered the whirlpool now, and he himself is struggling. If he climbs out, he will have a happy marriage and a bright future.

Huangfu Xin smiled bitterly, looking at her eyes full of unresolved sadness, only heard him say, "But I love you, I can't control my heart, it's the first time I feel that I really love you It's useless, I can only think about you, but I can't do anything."

He is sad, a kind of powerless and helpless, he can't find anyone who can help him, and he can't grasp the straw that can save him.

Ji Xiaoran stretched out a hand to caress his perfect cheeks. From childhood to adulthood, in her eyes, from the most beautiful boy to man in the world, in all her dreams, he was the only man she looked forward to. god.

"Brother Xinyi..." It's been too long since I called him that properly, maybe because she suddenly canceled this address, he felt that something was changed by her without authorization.

"Your love for me is not love. After a long time, you will find that you are pitying me, because you know that I have secretly liked you for so many years, and now, because of a trick of fate, I am still single. You will, want to protect me, want to protect me, you may think that only when I live well, you will feel at ease in your heart, and you will feel at ease. In fact, this feeling is not love, just like your love for Li Xin The family affection is the same."

As soon as Huangfu Xin listened to Xiao Ran's words quietly, he wanted to laugh, but she saw his strong and sincere love as pity and sympathy, or because of family affection.

"Why can't you ask your own sincerity and follow your own heart? If I don't know what love is and what family affection is at my age, how stupid am I, or do you think that my love for you is inherently Stupid? Huh?"

His heart must be hurting right now, for sure, his eyes are full of endless despair and sadness.

"It's ignorance, you shouldn't love me, we shouldn't have crossed the hurdle of friendship beyond family, love doesn't belong to me and you."

Huangfu Xin smiled bitterly, and looked up at her. The way she persuaded him earnestly made him suspect that she might really not love him at all, and he might be like a burden to her now. , I really want to be free, I really want to get rid of it.

"If Tong Hua and I had no children and she and I were not married, would you still make this choice?" Now even if he was given a little hope, he would not let it go.

Ji Xiaoran looked indifferent, "In the past three years, without Sister Tonghua and Lin Zifeng, didn't we not be able to be together?"

"But it's different now." In those three years, they all lived in self-blame, especially her, who had been living in the pain of killing Lin Zifeng, and he thought that as long as he silently guarded and accompanied her, he would be fine.

"It's different. You're married and have a three-year-old son. I can't disturb your peaceful and simple life, and I can't even get involved in your family. Besides, I..." In her heart, she felt that her body was giving up. Whoever should be with him, even if that person doesn't want her, she can't be with brother Xinyi who loves her and she also loves.

Anyone can do it, but the perfect brother Xinyi in her heart can't, she is not as good as him to rest, he is such a perfect person, how can she still be worthy of him.

"You what?" he asked her in a low voice.

With a flash of her eyes, she returned to him, "I don't like you as much as before, I've grown up."

This is the most important reason, Huangfu Xin wiped the bitterness from the corner of his mouth, lowered his head, and his forehead fell on her knee.

He asked in a hoarse voice, "Hug me, I'm really uncomfortable, aren't you a doctor, just save me."

A hug is okay, at least a final hug.

Ji Xiaoran looked down at him who was lonely and sad, hating his own cruelty, hating his reason, and even more cruelly not firm enough determination.

She reached out and touched the back of his head. Now between them, he was more like a child. She was comforting a wounded child, and she was the one who hurt him the most.

"In your next life, you must find out that I love you earlier." If everything hadn't been a little later, maybe the ending would not have been like this.

Kneeling his slender body straight, he stretched out his arms and held her tightly in his arms, swearing in her ear with a hoarse voice, "In the next life, I will definitely fall in love with you first."

He really couldn't bear it, let's hug her tightly for the last time, in this life, what they missed, if they were wrong, they were wrong...

The two hugged each other tightly, who would believe if they said they didn't love each other, who would believe if they said they didn't want to be together, but even if no one believed, so what?
Ji Xiaoran said, "Sister Tonghua cares about you very much and cherishes your marriage. She can let go of her parents' affairs and be with you, which is enough to prove her love for you is so deep that it can cover up her love for you." your hate."

Huangfu Xin pursed his lips and smiled wryly. Is this what she wanted to say to him when they broke up completely.

"She treated you like that just now, and you still spoke for her. Are you always so stupid?"

Ji Xiaoran wrapped his arms around his waist tightly like a baby, and the two bodies embraced tightly, "Just now you knew that I was wronged, and you still protected your wife so much, now you hug me again. Ken let go, you really are a peerless bastard and bad man."

Huangfu Xin loosened his arms, let her go, stood up, and was much taller than Xiao Ran who was sitting. He looked at her condescendingly, and smiled disdainfully, "Who cares about hugging you? In the future, don't you just run to my side and beg me to hug you."

Said it lightly and jokingly, the expressions on their faces were the same indifferent, but both of them felt bitter and bitter in their hearts.

Ji Xiaoran rolled his eyes at him, stinky man, he can turn his face faster than a book, just now he looked miserable that he would die without her, now he can't wait to send her to outer space.

"You can rest assured, old man, even if I, Ji Xiaoran, can't find a man to marry me in this life, I won't ask you to beg..." Hug.

He bowed suddenly, holding her palm-sized face with two big hands, and blocked the words behind her that he didn't want to hear.

Both of them had their eyes open, looking at each other very close, the lips on her lips slightly curled up, a tear dripped from his eyes, across his cheeks, and onto their lips.

very salty, very bitter...

The first time she saw his tears, there was only one drop, and she was so hot that she wanted to cry with him.

Seeing that her eyes were wet, he parted their lips, which was not actually a kiss, but a silent comfort to each other.

His forehead was dripping on her forehead, it was still hot, she was still having a fever, he ordered in a low voice, "Don't cry, if you dare to cry, I will take you out of here and never let you go again."

She... really held back the tears.

"Take the medicine, you are not allowed to get sick in the future, do you hear me?"

She nodded.

"Walk when you are not allowed to go out, try to drive, take a car, do you hear me?"

She nodded.

"Don't hide at home and eat junk food all the time, do you hear me?"

She nodded.

"Don't miss me, do you hear me?"

She still nodded.

Huangfu Xin smiled wryly, "Do you have nothing to say to me?"

She finally changed her movements and shook her head.

(End of this chapter)