Hidden marriage sweet wife, husband can't help it

Chapter 408 Arguing, say you love me
"Turn up the clothes." Want to be sure, why does his waist hurt?Are there any symptoms such as bruises on the body.

A certain person's thoughts were wrong, and his mouth was frightened, but his eyes were clearly looking at the current situation, which was beautiful and crooked.

"Don't be like this, I'm actually very shy."

Ji Xiaoran rolled his eyes at him, "Raise it higher." Then he pressed his abdomen with his hand, "Does it hurt here?"

A certain person pretended to be enjoying the nympho, and shook his head, "It doesn't hurt."

"What about here?"

"It doesn't hurt either."

Ji Xiaoran looked up at him, there was no bad symptom at all, why did he faint and feel uncomfortable?

Lin Zifeng took the opportunity to take Ji Xiaoran's hand and moved it to his left chest, looking at her with infatuated and sad eyes, "It's always hurting here."

As she thought, he came here to pretend to be sick, which is really naive.

Ji Xiaoran frowned and looked at him, a little angry, because she was so nervous about him just now, "Do you think this is interesting?"

Lin Zifeng nodded knowingly, looking at her with tenderness and sweetness, but also with a trace of sadness deep in his heart, "You obviously care about me, and you are obviously afraid of my illness, why don't you admit it? .”

"I'm a doctor, and it's my duty to be responsible for every patient." Ji Xiaoran defended.

"But I am not your patient, I am someone who loves you." At the same time, I am also someone you love.

Ji Xiaoran turned away from looking at him, lowered his head and seemed to be seriously sorting out the case, but in fact he was very disturbed, and casually explained his nervousness just now, "You just said that you were uncomfortable."

Lin Zifeng pursed his lips and smiled, "I'm also a doctor, so I don't feel well, do I need to come to you?"

Regarding the question that he is also a doctor, I was only worried about him just now, but I really forgot.Yes, he is also a doctor, if it is really uncomfortable there, is there any need to come to her.

Ji Xiaoran glanced at him, he stared at her face seriously, waiting for her to speak, Ji Xiaoran got up, pulled him out, "Then you hurry up, don't delay other patients."

"There will be no more consultations later, you can get off work."

"Why do you decide when I leave work?"

"Why do you lose your temper with me every time I want to have a good talk with you?"

"I won't lose my temper with you, who am I going to lose my temper with? If you think I lost my temper, you don't have to come to me."

"..."

"..."

The distance between the two is one step away, standing face to face in the consulting room and looking at each other. They are arguing, he hopes she can understand the compromise in his heart, and she hopes he can understand her alienation and avoidance.

The whole consulting room was very quiet for a while, and various sounds from outside were mixed in the silence between the two of them. Lin Zifeng knew that his tone was a little anxious just now, but he didn't expect that when she was anxious, she would still act in front of him so helpless.

As she said just now, if she didn't lose her temper with him, who would she lose her temper with?

"Change, go home." Lin Zifeng dragged her to the dressing room domineeringly.

Ji Xiaoran's stubborn temper came up, and he shook off his hand vigorously, and said angrily, "You go your own way, as long as you go."

If he leaves, there will be no quarrels, and if he leaves, there will be no heartache. If he doesn't come, after a long time, maybe everything will fade away.

Lin Zifeng frowned and stared at her. There was really too much helplessness in his heart. If this continued, he might suffocate himself to death, "Do you really want to do this?"

His voice was a little louder, at least much louder than before. Seeing him angry, Ji Xiaoran followed suit, and his voice was obviously much louder than him, almost yelling, "Then what do you want from me?"

This sentence should really be yelled out. It was suppressed in her heart for too long, and she felt almost overwhelmed.

"I want you to tell the truth, say that you love me, that you don't feel better than me, that you don't have a good life at all, that you miss me, that you can't live without me."

The more Lin Zifeng spoke, the more emotional he became, the louder his voice became, and the darker eyes staring at her deepened. His big hands clasped her shoulders more and more tightly...

"Crazy." Ji Xiaoran turned around, with his back to him, feeling extremely confused.

Lin Zifeng leaned over her body again, allowing her to look at him face to face, he lowered his voice to control his emotions of frequency collapse, his voice was deep and hoarse, "We broke up that day, you wrote five letters on my back , Is that sentence false?"

Ji Xiaoran's heart skipped a beat, and he actually unlocked the five letters, that is to say, he has always known what she was thinking?She looked at him with shock and fear, "..."

Her silence proves that, at least at that time, she was serious and reluctant, "Tell me, did you just write it casually? I thought I would never be able to solve it, so I just wrote it casually, didn't I?" ?”

"Yes." Ji Xiaoran looked at him firmly, not wanting to admit that matter, if he didn't leave at that time...would there be a different result.

If possible, Lin Zifeng really wanted to dig out her heart and take a good look at it. How did she do it?

"Then why don't you go with your brother Xinyi, there is no obstacle between you now, and he loves you very much, I believe, as long as you want to be with him now, he will definitely nod. "

Why did Brother Xinyi still have to be involved while talking? As soon as she heard that name, she would feel that she was a heinous and bad woman.

"You don't have to worry about my affairs." She pushed him away forcefully, never wanting to continue talking with him.

Lin Zifeng gritted his teeth and refused to comment, "I'll take care of it."

His domineering made Ji Xiaoran at a loss again, she thought that as long as her voice was louder and she refused to admit it, everything would pass, "Who do you think you are, why do you care who I'm with."

"Because I love you, because you love me, and because you want to be with me."

The space is quiet again, because I love you, because you love me too...

The room was really very quiet, the quiet Ji Xiaoran could hear her crying for so long, she was wrong, she was really wrong, she shouldn't have fallen in love with him, she shouldn't have let Brother Xinyi After knowing her secret love, she also fell in love with another man.

Xinyi's brother's unhappiness makes her unqualified to say love.

Ji Xiaoran adjusted her emotions. Now that everything was transparent, she could finally say what was in her heart. She looked at him with gratitude and apologies for him for so many years.

"Even if what you said is right, what's the point? I don't have the qualifications to be happy at all. I let brother Xinyi lose sister Tonghua, I let Ruirui lose her mother, and I ruined their happy family. You know what?" ?”

Every day, every minute, every second of her life is atonement in the process of suffering.

Lin Zifeng knew that she had to untie this knot in her heart. Now that she said it, it proved that she was also working hard to face all this.

"You didn't break them up, and you didn't kill Tong Hua. Why do you put all this on yourself." She didn't do anything, but grew up silently and secretly fond of her big brother. It wasn't because this liking was discovered, she wouldn't think of how embarrassed she would be at that time, when the secret that she worked so hard to hide was discovered, how flustered she would be at that time.

What did she do wrong when everything turned out like this?How could she be wrong.

"Because everything that happened is a fact. They were not able to be together, and Ruirui lost her mother." It was her fault, her wishful thinking that her secret love would see the light of day one day.

Lin Zifeng looked at her distressedly. He shouldn't be angry with her. She felt no less uncomfortable than him. He wanted to walk into her and hug her, "Ran Ran..."

The fact is, "Tong Hua can't come back, do you want to look at me like this for the rest of your life? When you pay for the happiness lost by others, do you think about me? Don't you really love me? I love you."

Ji Xiaoran was about to cry, she was trying to bear it, she told herself over and over again that as long as she bears it, everything can pass, she looked at him indifferently, and said angrily, "Then don't love. "

Lin Zifeng smiled helplessly, "Can you not love me? Tell me, you don't love me, you have never loved me from the beginning to the end, I, Lin Zifeng, am a fool, I treat you well, I will wait for you, you Take all of this as a joke, tell me."

Ji Xiaoran stared at him. Only by opening his eyes wide could he prevent the tears from falling, "Lin Zifeng, don't force me."

She was already suffering enough, why did he force her like this? For so long in the past, couldn't he always pretend to turn a blind eye? What happened to him today?Why do you have to poke at her heart with every word.

"You have been forcing me, Ran Ran, tell me, say you don't love me, tell me." He was forcing her, forcing her to speak out all the pain in her heart. He was afraid that she would not be able to bear it.

The grief and anger in his eyes are proving that he can't bear it anymore, he doesn't want to go on like this anymore, if this goes on, he will also collapse, he will really go crazy.

If she said that, he could give up, so could she, "Lin Zifeng, I don't love you, I've never loved you before...".

"Hmm... um..." How could he allow her to speak against her will to make him hurt, and she would say what hurt even more.

His lips blocked her mouth, and he swallowed all the duplicity words she hadn't finished speaking into his lips, submerged in his stomach, waiting for time to digest.

(End of this chapter)