Mystery Leaks

Chapter 73 A Different Hostility
"Isn't it?"

I was so scared that my hair was all over my body, and my eyeballs were red. Isn't that a characteristic of ghosts and evil spirits? When the ghost threatened me last time, my eyeballs were red.

"How red is it?" I asked hastily.

Cao Nan hesitated for a moment, as if he didn't know how to answer, so he looked at Huang Mao.

Huangmao pondered slightly, "Do you still remember the magic moon on the night of Ghost Festival? It was a little lighter than that color."

Thousands of alpacas ran wildly past in my heart, this is already very red, the magic moon is like blood, a little lighter than it, it is as red as the red paper pasted with couplets.

"How could this be?" I felt uneasy, how could the eyes of the living beings turn red like that, obviously something was wrong.

Huang Mao was also silent, and said: "The last time I saw you fighting, I found that there was a hostility in you, but it was very weak. This time it was obviously stronger; you should feel it."

"When was the last time?" I asked suspiciously.

"It was the time when the Feng family dug your grandfather's grave. You ran there alone to fight with a group of them. Only a lunatic can do such a thing." Huang Mao said.

I am speechless, not only do I have hostility, but the hostility is getting stronger and stronger, what's going on?

Thinking carefully about the fights I have had these few times, it seems that I have become more and more ruthless. Once I fight, I can't control myself at all.My previous self was not like this, no matter how hard I hit, I would never lose my mind. For example, if I hit someone on the head with a brick, I would never dare to use my full strength.

"What's going on?" I asked hastily. If Huang Mao didn't remind me, I wouldn't even know that I had changed.

Huang Mao thought for a while, and said: "Generally people have such things as hostility, more or less in people with violent tempers, and less in easy-going people; but they are all different from you. You are usually very good, although A bit strong but not irritable; strong is strong when he strikes, and his hostility is soaring. I have seen murderers who committed twenty lives, and they are not too strong."

The more I listened, the more I trembled in my heart, yes, who is fighting with red eyeballs?
Even if there is a little bit, it is bloodshot from the eyes, and a little bit of redness is very scary. Thinking about it carefully, the three brothers of the Tu family don't have such a thing.

"Could it be that it's caused by the entanglement of strange things during this period of time?" I tried to explain that since the appearance of the girl in red, the strange things around me have given me great pressure. Being dug out inspired ruthlessness.

Huang Mao frowned slightly, not sure, but Cao Nan said, "Leizi, there is something I don't know if I should say it or not."

"Fuck, when did you meet my mother-in-law?"

I said speechlessly, Cao Nan and I grew up together, we went to school together, we skipped classes together, we fought together, and we talked straight about everything.

"I don't know if I'm right."

Cao Nan struggled for a while, and said, "I think you used to fight very fiercely when you were young. Remember when we were in the first grade?"

I was taken aback for a moment, and my thoughts drifted back to the first grade of elementary school.

At that time, Cao Nan and I were not the same type of people. My grandfather and I depended on each other for life, and we couldn’t always eat meat, so we were relatively thin, but we did well in studies, because my grandfather was educated and gave me preschool education.

Cao Nan is on the contrary. His family is superior in business, and he eats well. He has been tall and strong since he was a child. He is a king of children. He is often followed by a bunch of small followers.

This Kid King has a problem. He likes to pick on those classmates who seem to be bullying. He took aim at me after less than half a month in school.

At the beginning, it was just teasing and pinching. Seeing that I didn't resist much, I became more courageous. Finally, one day, he broke something that could make me blow my hair.

It was a water hyacinth with water that my grandfather specially made for me. In the past, there were not so many things that could hold water. The most luxurious one was the big military water bottle, but it was very expensive, so my grandfather made me a water bottle with a gourd. , there are a few villain paintings carved on it, very beautiful, I like it very much, usually I am not willing to give it to my classmates if they want to see it.

When Cao Nan was not in the classroom that day, he brought a few followers to take out my water hyacinth, painted and wiped it on the figurine, and even urinated in it.

When I came back and saw it, I was in a hurry and rushed up to grab it back, but Cao Nan and his gang were taller than me, and there were more people than me. I was beaten hard and the water hyacinth was crushed.

That was my first fight, but I didn't coax!
I went outside to pick up a stone, rushed up and smashed it, and opened the scoops of two friends on the spot.

Although Cao Nan is said to be a king of children, he is essentially a little kid. He would urinate when he encountered blood. I chased him all over the school, crying while running, and the snot bubbles came out of fright.

I became famous in that fight, and I shot the heads of two friends at once, and the three teachers behind me couldn't catch up with me.

Although Cao Nan was not caught up by me, he was too scared to come to class for three days.

Since then, he has never dared to provoke me again. Although he is still the king of children in front of other friends, he is cowardly when he meets me.

Sometimes when I see him eating snacks, he will give me some.I don't know if I want to give it to me actively, or if I am afraid of revenge.

At that time, I was greedy and didn't eat much snacks, but Cao Nan's family didn't have any shortages, so after going back and forth, I became acquainted with him.

Gradually, when Cao Nan couldn't fight, he would ask me to suppress the situation. Everyone in the school knew that I opened two guys' scoops after half a month of school, so that it would work.

Later, with more and more fights, my relationship with him became stronger and stronger.

"When I fought with you for the first time, you didn't hurt me, but scared me, especially the look in your eyes. After that, I had nightmares every night, and what I dreamed was that you were chasing after me." Cao Nan said.

I was shocked. Didn't this hostility start from the early stage of the deceitful incident in Jinpen Township, but from childhood?

This is even more frightening. If it started from the early stage of the deception, then I might have been affected by the dual effects of pressure and environment, but if it started from a young age, there is no way to explain it.

Maybe it's something wrong with me, and this is fatal!
Hostility is dangerous, whether it is for others or for yourself.

The beginning of destruction must be madness, destroying others and destroying oneself.

"Don't worry, that kind of thing on you may not be hostility." Huang Mao said suddenly, and then said: "Because hostility can't be hidden and controlled, people with severe hostility often have gloomy faces and dark eyes. The light is cold, it is difficult to hide, let alone control. But you are completely different, and you can't see it when you don't do it."

Cao Nan also said: "That's right, I thought you were easy to bully at that time, but I didn't know you were so ruthless."

I nodded, I'm usually pretty good, at most I'm a bit strong, after all, I often fight, and I always have a certain momentum.People with a lot of hostility can't do business, because business pays attention to making money with harmony, and often suffers some small losses, such as poor quality of goods, wrong quantity, and customers are picky and picky. You have to be patient and not haggle. Violent people will never do it.

The atmosphere was silent for a while, Huang Mao rubbed his chin, seemed to think of something suddenly, and asked me: "What's your grandfather's attitude towards you fighting? Is the punishment severe? Or, did he forbid you to fight?"

I hesitated for a moment, then shook my head: "It doesn't seem to matter."

I have always listened to my grandfather more. If my grandfather had been strict with me, I wouldn't have gotten into a big fight.He just opened the dipper of the two little guys at once, and he just scolded me a few words, and then took the eggs to other people's homes to apologize, and went to the school to beg for mercy, or else that would be enough for me to suspend school.

"Did you realize that your grandfather is letting you fight?" Huang Mao said suddenly.

I was stunned, this question is difficult to answer, grandpa has always been easy-going, not only to me, but also to everyone, he seems to be an old teacher, gentle and gentle.

But if you want to say that he indulges me, it is true, because he doesn't care about my fights, and when I get home after being injured, he will give me herbs to relieve blood stasis, and he never told me not to fight.

It's still the matter of opening other people's heads. If it was placed in another house, it would be light to hang up and beat, let alone two heads at a time.The most conspicuous example is Cao Nan. If his father knew that he was fighting, no matter whether he was justified or not, he would definitely not be able to run away after a slap.

Therefore, he envied me very much when he was a child, saying that my grandpa was so kind to me and never beat me.

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(End of this chapter)