Chapter 129
Qin Shi didn't panic like he used to, but lay there calmly, his expression a little too calm.
Gu Xingnian stared at her, gritted his teeth and asked, "Say! What do you want to do?!"
Qin Shi also stared at him, trying to see something in his eyes.
It was futile every time, and it was the same this time.
It is said that the eyes are the windows of the human soul, but the window of Gu Xingnian's soul seems to have been pasted with a layer of paper, and no one can see his true inner thoughts.
Qin Shi sighed silently in his heart, and asked him, "Why do you want me to give you a baby?"
Gu Xingnian didn't expect her to ask this question, because she didn't ask it last night, so he thought that she didn't care about the reason at all.
Many lovers are like this. When they are together, they always quarrel for a certain result, but they never think about it. The reason why the other party will be self-defeating is because the other party's intention is good.
He did so many stupid things, but because he loves you too much.
At this moment, Gu Xingnian suddenly felt like a knife was stabbing his heart, and all those domineering strengths turned into fragility.
"Why do you want to know the reason? Is the reason important to you?" He asked in her ear, with a self-deprecating smile, his face full of sadness and loneliness.
In the past eight years, he has done so many things, which one does she know the reason for?
At first, he just glanced at her carelessly, and then he couldn't let it go anymore, so obsessed with it that he begged Grandpa to adopt her.
And she doesn't know.
Later, he repeatedly provoked her, made her angry, and made her sad, just to make her pay attention to himself.
And she doesn't know.
Now, I desperately want to keep her, even if it makes her feel so despicable and shameless.
And she still doesn't know.
Gu Xingnian felt that he was probably used to being misunderstood by her, and she was used to losing her temper at him without knowing the real reason, so when she really asked the reason, she felt so wronged.
How could a big man feel wronged?What a ghost!
Qin Shi couldn't see the expression on his face all the time, he just vaguely felt that his mood seemed to change very quickly.
Moreover, this emotion... is tilted towards the bad side.
Why did he feel bad when he asked himself a question?
"Gu Xingnian..." She called his name in a low voice, eager to know the reason, "Tell me, why do you want me to give you a baby? Have you thought about the consequences?"
"What consequences?"
When he asked back, his voice was low, which made people feel depressed.
Qin Shi bit his lips, and said word by word: "If we really have a child, can you guarantee that you will be a good father? Or do you think I will be a good mother? We don't love each other, and there will be more in the future." For so many years, if there is no way to go on together, who will be responsible for the future of the child? Do you want your child to grow up in an incomplete family?"
"Why did he grow up in a broken family?"
As long as we love each other, as long as we never separate, then there will be no problems?
As for a good father and a good mother, who will be a good father and a good mother from the beginning? We all slowly find out the experience in the process of taking care of and educating children, and then become a good father and a good mother.
However, this sentence changed in Qin Shi's eyes...
Yeah, what did he have to worry about?
How many women have dreamed of becoming his lover, and it would be even more exciting if they could become his wife.
Therefore, if the child is left to him, he will definitely grow up in a complete family in the future.
It's just that it wasn't his biological mother who grew up with him.
Qin Shi thought that he was still young and would not react too much when he thought of a child, but in fact... Whenever he thought of having a child and possibly being separated from him in the future, his heart ached and he could hardly breathe.
It was the same at this moment, and my heart ached too much, as if I would suffocate to death in the next second.
But she dared not tell Gu Xingnian, nor could she tell Gu Xingnian.
If he knew that he would be so reluctant after knowing that he had a child, wouldn't he be able to threaten himself with the child to take revenge on himself?
Qin Shi, it's you who deserves to die, you're the one who fell in love with someone you shouldn't love, and it's you who made it impossible for you to move forward or retreat.
……
Before going home yesterday, she called Aunt Liu and made an appointment to meet today, wanting to learn more about the truth of what happened eight years ago.
I was so shocked that day, and I was really terrified. Qin Shi didn't listen to what Aunt Liu said later.
But today it seems that it is not that simple for her to go out alone.
Sure enough, when he got downstairs, he saw two bodyguards standing there waiting for him.
Gu Xingnian must have been angry with those two yesterday, but today's two are completely unfamiliar to Qin Shi.
When she went out, she didn't do any unnecessary resistance like yesterday, but obediently let those two people go out with her.
In the morning, she attended classes honestly at school, ate lunch in the cafeteria, took a nap in the afternoon, and then continued to go to class.
During this period, nothing unusual happened.
Those two bodyguards were also Gu Xingnian's confidantes, but they had never met Qin Shi before and didn't know Qin Shi well.
I just heard that this woman is very important to Gu Xingnian.
After class in the afternoon, Qin Shi returned to the dormitory and was not in a hurry to go home.
Because the two bodyguards couldn't go up to the girls' dormitory building, and because Qin Shi went up to sleep at noon and came down without any abnormality, they relaxed their vigilance.
However, this time when Qin Shi went up, he went there for more than three hours.
The class ended after four o'clock in the afternoon, and it was around eight o'clock in the evening, but Qin Shi hadn't come down yet.
As time passed, the two bodyguards waiting downstairs felt more and more that something was wrong, so they called Qin Shi.
Qin Shi also picked it up, and took the initiative to tell them: "I'm not at school."
When the two bodyguards heard this, they were shocked and asked her quickly: "Madam, where are you? You must come back immediately! Otherwise, Mr. Gu knows that the consequences will be serious!"
Qin Shi smiled, and didn't feel scared, but said to them: "I have already escaped from under your noses, whether the consequences are more serious to me or to you, you can decide for yourself."
The two bodyguards immediately understood what she meant, so they asked her: "Madam, according to your meaning..."
"Don't tell Mr. Gu that I left secretly, then I won't tell him about your negligence."
Although I don't know what happened to the two bodyguards who followed me yesterday, but according to the temper of the caregiver, there must be no good end.
And these two people must know what happened to the two bodyguards yesterday.
Therefore, Qin Shi grasped this point.
Who doesn't want to do things with money safely, who wants to have a bad end?
Sure enough, after hesitating for nearly half a minute, the bodyguard who called said: "Madam, we know what to do, please hurry up and tell us the location in half an hour, and we will pick you up."
"it is good."
After saying this word, Qin Shi quickly hung up the phone.
Afterwards, she asked Luo Yunxi to go to the balcony and stare outside.Sure enough, after a while, the two bodyguards left from the downstairs of their dormitory.
"Qin Shi, they're gone!"
Luo Yunxi couldn't believe his eyes, those two bodyguards were really so easy to deceive!
In fact, Qin Shi has been in the dormitory for more than three hours, and she has never gone out at all!
The two bodyguards have been guarding below. If Qin Shi wants to go out, he has to pass in front of them.
Not to mention that it was too risky to do so, if he was caught, he would never have the chance to see Aunt Liu again.
So she decided to gamble once, but unexpectedly she won the bet!
She quickly changed Luo Yunxi's clothes, and then said to the other three in the dormitory: "You guys had better not go out for half an hour, I can't guarantee that those two bodyguards will come back, if they bump into you, They may ask you where I have been, and I am afraid that you will be in trouble."
The other three nodded and stared at her with worries on their faces.
"Qin Shi, are you really going to do this?"
Luo Yunxi was most afraid, because Qin Shi changed into her clothes.
When she thought of what happened between Qin Shi and Gu Xingnian, she felt terrified.
How could there be such a terrible man in this world?
Wu Qian also felt that it was too risky to do so, "You only have half an hour, can you make it in time?"
"If it's too late, I can only do this!"
Qin Shi smiled at them, feeling somewhat worried.
What she is most afraid of now is not how Gu Xingnian treats herself, but how Gu Xingnian treats the people around her.
She has already hurt so many people, and she doesn't want to hurt anyone again.
All the storms, just let yourself admit it.All the darkness, let yourself go alone.
……
After waiting for half an hour at the appointed place, Aunt Liu couldn't wait any longer, especially when she called Qin Shi, but Qin Shi didn't answer.
Looking at the time, it was almost past eight o'clock. Thinking that Qin Shi might not be able to come because of something, she stood up and prepared to leave first.
And this time...
"Aunt Liu!" Qin Shi's voice suddenly came from his ear, panting.
(End of this chapter)
Qin Shi didn't panic like he used to, but lay there calmly, his expression a little too calm.
Gu Xingnian stared at her, gritted his teeth and asked, "Say! What do you want to do?!"
Qin Shi also stared at him, trying to see something in his eyes.
It was futile every time, and it was the same this time.
It is said that the eyes are the windows of the human soul, but the window of Gu Xingnian's soul seems to have been pasted with a layer of paper, and no one can see his true inner thoughts.
Qin Shi sighed silently in his heart, and asked him, "Why do you want me to give you a baby?"
Gu Xingnian didn't expect her to ask this question, because she didn't ask it last night, so he thought that she didn't care about the reason at all.
Many lovers are like this. When they are together, they always quarrel for a certain result, but they never think about it. The reason why the other party will be self-defeating is because the other party's intention is good.
He did so many stupid things, but because he loves you too much.
At this moment, Gu Xingnian suddenly felt like a knife was stabbing his heart, and all those domineering strengths turned into fragility.
"Why do you want to know the reason? Is the reason important to you?" He asked in her ear, with a self-deprecating smile, his face full of sadness and loneliness.
In the past eight years, he has done so many things, which one does she know the reason for?
At first, he just glanced at her carelessly, and then he couldn't let it go anymore, so obsessed with it that he begged Grandpa to adopt her.
And she doesn't know.
Later, he repeatedly provoked her, made her angry, and made her sad, just to make her pay attention to himself.
And she doesn't know.
Now, I desperately want to keep her, even if it makes her feel so despicable and shameless.
And she still doesn't know.
Gu Xingnian felt that he was probably used to being misunderstood by her, and she was used to losing her temper at him without knowing the real reason, so when she really asked the reason, she felt so wronged.
How could a big man feel wronged?What a ghost!
Qin Shi couldn't see the expression on his face all the time, he just vaguely felt that his mood seemed to change very quickly.
Moreover, this emotion... is tilted towards the bad side.
Why did he feel bad when he asked himself a question?
"Gu Xingnian..." She called his name in a low voice, eager to know the reason, "Tell me, why do you want me to give you a baby? Have you thought about the consequences?"
"What consequences?"
When he asked back, his voice was low, which made people feel depressed.
Qin Shi bit his lips, and said word by word: "If we really have a child, can you guarantee that you will be a good father? Or do you think I will be a good mother? We don't love each other, and there will be more in the future." For so many years, if there is no way to go on together, who will be responsible for the future of the child? Do you want your child to grow up in an incomplete family?"
"Why did he grow up in a broken family?"
As long as we love each other, as long as we never separate, then there will be no problems?
As for a good father and a good mother, who will be a good father and a good mother from the beginning? We all slowly find out the experience in the process of taking care of and educating children, and then become a good father and a good mother.
However, this sentence changed in Qin Shi's eyes...
Yeah, what did he have to worry about?
How many women have dreamed of becoming his lover, and it would be even more exciting if they could become his wife.
Therefore, if the child is left to him, he will definitely grow up in a complete family in the future.
It's just that it wasn't his biological mother who grew up with him.
Qin Shi thought that he was still young and would not react too much when he thought of a child, but in fact... Whenever he thought of having a child and possibly being separated from him in the future, his heart ached and he could hardly breathe.
It was the same at this moment, and my heart ached too much, as if I would suffocate to death in the next second.
But she dared not tell Gu Xingnian, nor could she tell Gu Xingnian.
If he knew that he would be so reluctant after knowing that he had a child, wouldn't he be able to threaten himself with the child to take revenge on himself?
Qin Shi, it's you who deserves to die, you're the one who fell in love with someone you shouldn't love, and it's you who made it impossible for you to move forward or retreat.
……
Before going home yesterday, she called Aunt Liu and made an appointment to meet today, wanting to learn more about the truth of what happened eight years ago.
I was so shocked that day, and I was really terrified. Qin Shi didn't listen to what Aunt Liu said later.
But today it seems that it is not that simple for her to go out alone.
Sure enough, when he got downstairs, he saw two bodyguards standing there waiting for him.
Gu Xingnian must have been angry with those two yesterday, but today's two are completely unfamiliar to Qin Shi.
When she went out, she didn't do any unnecessary resistance like yesterday, but obediently let those two people go out with her.
In the morning, she attended classes honestly at school, ate lunch in the cafeteria, took a nap in the afternoon, and then continued to go to class.
During this period, nothing unusual happened.
Those two bodyguards were also Gu Xingnian's confidantes, but they had never met Qin Shi before and didn't know Qin Shi well.
I just heard that this woman is very important to Gu Xingnian.
After class in the afternoon, Qin Shi returned to the dormitory and was not in a hurry to go home.
Because the two bodyguards couldn't go up to the girls' dormitory building, and because Qin Shi went up to sleep at noon and came down without any abnormality, they relaxed their vigilance.
However, this time when Qin Shi went up, he went there for more than three hours.
The class ended after four o'clock in the afternoon, and it was around eight o'clock in the evening, but Qin Shi hadn't come down yet.
As time passed, the two bodyguards waiting downstairs felt more and more that something was wrong, so they called Qin Shi.
Qin Shi also picked it up, and took the initiative to tell them: "I'm not at school."
When the two bodyguards heard this, they were shocked and asked her quickly: "Madam, where are you? You must come back immediately! Otherwise, Mr. Gu knows that the consequences will be serious!"
Qin Shi smiled, and didn't feel scared, but said to them: "I have already escaped from under your noses, whether the consequences are more serious to me or to you, you can decide for yourself."
The two bodyguards immediately understood what she meant, so they asked her: "Madam, according to your meaning..."
"Don't tell Mr. Gu that I left secretly, then I won't tell him about your negligence."
Although I don't know what happened to the two bodyguards who followed me yesterday, but according to the temper of the caregiver, there must be no good end.
And these two people must know what happened to the two bodyguards yesterday.
Therefore, Qin Shi grasped this point.
Who doesn't want to do things with money safely, who wants to have a bad end?
Sure enough, after hesitating for nearly half a minute, the bodyguard who called said: "Madam, we know what to do, please hurry up and tell us the location in half an hour, and we will pick you up."
"it is good."
After saying this word, Qin Shi quickly hung up the phone.
Afterwards, she asked Luo Yunxi to go to the balcony and stare outside.Sure enough, after a while, the two bodyguards left from the downstairs of their dormitory.
"Qin Shi, they're gone!"
Luo Yunxi couldn't believe his eyes, those two bodyguards were really so easy to deceive!
In fact, Qin Shi has been in the dormitory for more than three hours, and she has never gone out at all!
The two bodyguards have been guarding below. If Qin Shi wants to go out, he has to pass in front of them.
Not to mention that it was too risky to do so, if he was caught, he would never have the chance to see Aunt Liu again.
So she decided to gamble once, but unexpectedly she won the bet!
She quickly changed Luo Yunxi's clothes, and then said to the other three in the dormitory: "You guys had better not go out for half an hour, I can't guarantee that those two bodyguards will come back, if they bump into you, They may ask you where I have been, and I am afraid that you will be in trouble."
The other three nodded and stared at her with worries on their faces.
"Qin Shi, are you really going to do this?"
Luo Yunxi was most afraid, because Qin Shi changed into her clothes.
When she thought of what happened between Qin Shi and Gu Xingnian, she felt terrified.
How could there be such a terrible man in this world?
Wu Qian also felt that it was too risky to do so, "You only have half an hour, can you make it in time?"
"If it's too late, I can only do this!"
Qin Shi smiled at them, feeling somewhat worried.
What she is most afraid of now is not how Gu Xingnian treats herself, but how Gu Xingnian treats the people around her.
She has already hurt so many people, and she doesn't want to hurt anyone again.
All the storms, just let yourself admit it.All the darkness, let yourself go alone.
……
After waiting for half an hour at the appointed place, Aunt Liu couldn't wait any longer, especially when she called Qin Shi, but Qin Shi didn't answer.
Looking at the time, it was almost past eight o'clock. Thinking that Qin Shi might not be able to come because of something, she stood up and prepared to leave first.
And this time...
"Aunt Liu!" Qin Shi's voice suddenly came from his ear, panting.
(End of this chapter)
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