Breaking up with a wife is not easy for an ex-husband

Chapter 162 Returning to Haicheng
Returning to Haicheng from City H, Gu Xingnian didn't tell anyone about his flight, but Chen Yunan still showed up at the airport to pick him up.

After the meeting, no one spoke, but walked side by side towards the exit in a very tacit understanding.

After arriving in the car, Chen Yunan asked softly, "Are you okay?"

Because he had experienced such a thing before, he could better understand Gu Xingnian's current mood.

It can even be said that empathy.

Gu Xingnian leaned on the back of the co-pilot's seat, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Hearing his question, he frowned, and his voice spread out in the car warmly: "It's okay."

Chen Yunan's heart sank when he heard this, and he sighed silently.

The so-called 'good' is actually not very good, but it's just that you can't die.

I sent him home all the way, because it was night, and Chen Ma didn't know that he was coming back tonight, so the room was completely dark.

After getting out of the car, Gu Xingnian did not immediately go to the house, but stood there watching for a while.

There was a colic in his heart, he gritted his teeth and survived, and then closed his eyes.

As if Qin Shi was still there, Sa Huan's feet would run out of it in the next second, pouted and asked him: Where's my gift? !
But in fact, after waiting for a long time, he heard nothing but Chen Yunan's voice.

Chen Yunan said in a low voice: "Although some people will never meet again in this life, they will always live in our hearts. As long as you don't forget, they will always be there."

"Do you think of her often?"

Gu Xingnian looked sideways slightly, squinted his eyes, and asked lightly.

He had always heard about Chen Yunan and the person in his heart, but he had never asked Chen Yunan about the specific details and gossip.

This is still the first time.

Chen Yunan was also a little surprised, and after thinking about it, it was probably because he suffered a big blow when he lost Qin just now, and his temperament changed suddenly.

He said: "I will. It's not a question of often or not, but I think about it every day, all the time. Sometimes, I doubt myself, whether I have gone mad."

"What about you?"

"What can I do? I can't stop myself from thinking about her, and I can't bring her back to life, so I just keep doing this. When I die, this obsessive miss will probably stop."

After Gu Xingnian finished listening, he didn't say anything anymore. He thought he could get a reliable solution from Chen Yunan, but in fact, he was the same as himself.

Even though it has been so long since what happened to him, he never came out.

Probably it's impossible for me to come out, as the saying goes... Love is deep and lifeless.

People who use too much love often don't live too long.

But it doesn't matter, I don't want to live too long.

All the people I cared about in this world are gone, and I am the only one left. Living alone like this doesn't make much sense.

……

After entering the door, Gu Xingnian didn't turn on the light, and originally wanted to go upstairs directly.

But Chen Ma heard the movement and came out, and asked vigilantly, "Who is it?"

When the voice fell, she pressed the switch on the wall, the light turned on, and the living room was instantly brightly lit.

As a result, Mama Chen also saw the person who had just entered the door.

She froze there, almost unable to believe her eyes.

"Eldest young master..." Her voice was choked up, and she walked forward slowly, her eyes were red.

Gu Xingnian pretended to be calm, nodded and said, "Why are you still up so late?"

"I came out to take a look when I heard the sound outside." Chen Ma's eyes were full of tears. In recent days, she hasn't had a good night's sleep.

Gu Xingnian suddenly left for so many days without any news, so she guessed that he must be looking for Qin Shi.

But now, he came back alone.

Chen Ma would rather believe that it was Qin Shi who was unwilling to come back with him than to think about other possibilities.

only……

The sadness on Gu Xingnian's face is so obvious, and the pain in his eyes is so intense, no matter who it is, just looking at it, it's impossible not to feel distressed.

Especially for Chen Ma, Gu Xingnian didn't hide it at all,

Although she is not his mother, and although she has no blood relationship with him, they have lived together for such a long time. To Gu Xingnian, Chen Ma is just like a relative.

Chen's mother asked: "Eldest young master, these days, have you... gone to see Miss Qin?"

After finishing speaking, she pursed her lips, frowned, and then, as if she remembered something, she quickly changed her words: "No, are you looking for the eldest young mistress?"

For a long time, in Chen Ma's heart, Qin Shi was the only person who was worthy of Gu Xingnian.

Moreover, now that the Tong family has been completely defeated, and Tong Sheng has moved out of here, she can even call Qin Shi the young mistress unscrupulously.

In fact, Gu Xingnian wanted her to change her name a long time ago, but she never found a suitable opportunity.

Hearing it now, it has changed.

The person who should be worthy of this title is no longer alive.

He felt sad and heartbroken when he thought about it, "Mother Chen, Qin Shi... is gone."

This was Gu Xingnian's true sense, the first time he admitted that Qin Shi was dead.

And, he said it himself.

Chen Ma took a few steps back when she heard the words, her whole face instantly turned pale.

After a few seconds, she asked in a startled voice: "Eldest young master, you said that eldest young mistress, she is gone?"

Gu Xingnian nodded, already speechless.

No matter how sad and heartbroken Chen Ma is, can she have her own sadness and heartache?She lost someone who was like a woman, but what she lost was the woman she loved the most in her life.

At the same time, there is herself and her children.

That day, Qin Feitong sent an email asking him to make a decision, but he couldn't say anything about getting rid of the child.

Therefore, his last email to Qin Feitong only had one sentence... as long as she is here.

However, when Qin Feitong received the email, Qin Shi had already been pushed into the operating room.

"She left more than a month ago, and I didn't even see her for the last time."

This is another big regret in Gu Xingnian's heart, and he will never have the chance to make up for himself in this life.

Chen Ma's tears fell down, and she almost lost her breath from crying.She seemed to be even more sad than Gu Xingnian!

Gu Xingnian was so stiff that he couldn't let the tears fall. He said, "I'm a little tired, so I'll go up and rest first."

"Okay..." Chen Ma was sobbing, and her speech was intermittent: "Eldest young master, you, you have a good rest."

Gu Xingnian nodded, slowed down and walked upstairs.

It was already late at night, and there was only Chen Ma in the room. The surroundings were so quiet that apart from Chen Ma's faint sobbing and his footsteps, there was nothing else.

This kind of feeling will inevitably make people feel sad.

(End of this chapter)