Breaking up with a wife is not easy for an ex-husband

Chapter 184
Qin Shi was not a person who was good at disguising, including hiding his emotions, and he hid them very badly.

Not only did Gu Xingnian quickly discover that something was wrong with her, but he had reached the point where he couldn't continue to play dumb.

Because that morning, when Qin Shi was in a state of disorientation, he actually wore the wrong clothes.

But even so, she held on to the pair of trousers stubbornly, and then looked at the front and back in a daze, but she couldn't tell that it wasn't hers.

Gu Xingnian sat up, leaned against the head of the bed, squinted his eyes, and stared straight at her.

Qin Shi felt his gaze, raised his head and looked at him for a second, then lowered his head, and asked softly, "Why did my clothes suddenly get bigger?"

Gu Xingnian did not speak, but still stared at her.

Those eyes were too sharp, and Qin Shi was so oppressed that he couldn't continue to pretend.

She had no choice but to face Gu Xingnian face to face, and said awkwardly, "Why are you looking at me like that? Is there something stuck on my face?"

"What do you think?"

Since the two met, Gu Xingnian had never spoken to her in such a tone.

All along, he has always held her in his palm like a treasure and loved her, and he only hoped that she would be happy.

Even if the memory never comes back, even if he forgets who he is, even if he can't face her with his real identity, as long as she is happy, everything is worth it.

But in Qin Shi now, he couldn't be called happy.

Gu Xingnian leaned over and pulled her back onto the bed with neither light nor heavy force, just as Qin Shi couldn't escape.

He asked her, "what's the matter with you these two days? Why are you so absent-minded? "

It was the same at the restaurant last night, and I broke a glass.

But the cup is a trivial matter. Ask her which cup of water she just asked the waiter for. It contains hot water. What if it scalds her body?
However, when Gu Xingnian asked Lin Mansheng, he learned that...

It's normal for Qin Shi to go to work, and occasionally he would be in a daze, but he wouldn't be so distracted.

That is to say, she is so absent-minded only when she is with herself, and only when she is with herself, is she so preoccupied.

In other words, her thoughts are related to herself.

"If I don't do well, or if you are dissatisfied with me, you can just say it. Holding it back like this will not do you or me any good."

His tone was a little more serious. The only thing he hoped for was that Qin Shi could tell what was on her mind.

But Qin Shi shook his head, and said stubbornly: "There is nothing wrong with you, and I have nothing dissatisfied with you. I'm just... a little tired these days."

"Tired?" Gu Xingnian frowned, even more puzzled.

At first, he was also afraid that Qin Shi was tired, so although the two of them slept together these few days, he didn't do anything to Qin Shi.

Just being together can tire her?
Qin Shi was afraid of what he might find out if he continued to ask, so he pushed him away and said, "I'm going to get up and go to work."

"Where do you go to work?"

"Company."

"Today is Saturday."

"..."

Qin Shi was taken aback for a moment before he realized it.

If it was really the day to go to work, then he wouldn't be so lazy on the bed, he must have woken up early.

But I didn't even notice it at all. It seemed that I was really acting too obviously.

Sighing silently in her heart, she asked Gu Xingnian, "Will you lie to me?"

"Which side are you referring to?"

"all."

"meeting."

He answered simply and neatly, without any hesitation, and his expression was even more frank.

Looking at it, Qin Shi couldn't help but feel that his question was very substandard.

But he was the one who lied, why was he the one who was guilty?

Gu Xingnian had deep affection in his eyes, but he didn't dare to show it, he just said plausibly: "No one in this world can guarantee that he will never lie to others in his life, there will always be one or two things that make him One has to lie, but there is nothing wrong with lying like this."

"Then do you have any malice towards me? Is it for me that you lied to me?"

"Do you think I'm going to hurt you?"

Gu Xingnian suddenly raised his voice, and his expression was very displeased.

He asked Qin Shi: "Although we haven't known each other for a long time, and you feel that you don't know me well enough, I ask myself, during this time, I haven't done anything to apologize to you."

"No, it's not."

The angrier he was, the more guilty and anxious Qin Shi became, she explained: "I'm not saying that you did something sorry to me, I just..."

I'm just afraid that you will come to me, not because you still think about me and love me.

What I'm really afraid of is that you don't love me anymore.

Qin Shi really wanted to ask: Gu Xingnian, do you love me?

However, this sentence is impossible to ask no matter what.

She could only lower her head again and continue to pretend that she didn't know anything.

Fortunately, Gu Xingnian didn't push him any further, so he let it go.

Qin Shi believed that he must have doubts in his heart, but he didn't want to embarrass himself.

He is such a smart person, how could he not see his tricks?

……

Song Tingyu knew that when Qin Shi called him, he must have encountered something unpleasant.

Especially after she sent herself a picture of Gu Xingnian last time, she was also very worried about her.

After answering the phone, the first sentence asked: "How are you with him recently?"

"Yeah." Qin Shi replied weakly, seeming to have no energy at all, "I think I did something wrong."

"Why do you say that?"

"I shouldn't have sent you his photo to confirm who he is. In my heart, he is Mu Qin and will always be Mu Qin."

"Qin Shi..." Song Tingyu hesitated to speak, not knowing how to persuade him.

When she said that, she must have realized that her feelings for Gu Xingnian were deep and beyond her control.

She hoped that Mu Qin was just Mu Qin, not Gu Xingnian.

In that case, she can love with peace of mind and never have to worry about anything.

However, Mu Qin is Gu Xingnian!

Qin Shi continued to sigh, "He has already guessed that I have something on my mind. I am afraid that with his character, he will send someone to investigate me next time. When he finds out that I have contact with you, he must have guessed that I know his identity. ,By the time……"

What will happen then?
Will he have a guilty conscience, and then come to himself to confess everything, or will he continue like this, waiting for himself to show his cards?

If he chose the latter, what would he do?
Continue to pretend, or, continue to deceive yourself like this?
(End of this chapter)