Breaking up with a wife is not easy for an ex-husband

Chapter 361 Qin Shi VS Gu Xingnian

"No matter what she becomes, she will be my wife for the rest of her life."

Although Qin Yubei has never been a parent, he has already seen through the heart of being a parent.

The reason why Yin Zhenglou was so sad was that apart from Yin Qin being unconscious, there was another reason... He was afraid that one day he would abandon the unconscious Yin Qin.

And making such a promise by himself just reassures him.

Yin Zhenglou didn't hide anything, and said to him directly: "With your words, I can rest assured."

Qin Yubei didn't say anything more, just turned around and left the ward.

Gu Xingnian handed the child in his hand to Qin Shi, and then whispered to her: "You stay here first, I'll go out for a while."

Qin Shi nodded and gave him a look.

He should have gone out to comfort Qin Yubei, and yes, something happened to Yin Qin, the person who was most sad was actually Qin Yubei.

At the door of the ward, Qin Yubei stood there with his head down, feeling lonely all over his body.

That kind of loneliness emanated from his bones, and it wasn't just a few words of comfort from outsiders that could make him feel warm.

What he needs most now is not comfort, but guidance.

Gu Xingnian walked up to him and said softly: "Life is inherently difficult, and everyone has to go through a period of darkness that others cannot understand, in order to finally achieve consummation of merit."

"Did you really not have any hesitation along the way with Qin Shi? And never thought of giving up?"

"No, many times I thought about giving up."

It would be a lie to say that you never want to give up.

Everyone's ability to withstand pressure is limited. When the limit is reached, the idea of ​​wanting to give up will naturally arise.

Gu Xing laughed young, looked at him and said, "I am a human being, not made of iron."

I and Qin Shi have experienced much more than any pair of them.Therefore, the number of times I have thought about giving up must be more than them.

"Actually, I can't give you any advice, let alone comfort, and you don't need comfort."

"I need silence right now."

Gu Xingnian almost laughed because of this sentence, pursed his lips, suppressed the smiles in his heart, and then said seriously: "The situation you are encountering now is the same as when I was unconscious before, Qin Shi You can survive, what are you afraid of?"

"I'm not afraid, I'm just..."

Qin Yubei didn't know what to say, he wasn't afraid of this time, the only thing he was afraid of...was that Yin Qin would never wake up.

Perhaps after today, no one will blame themselves, they only have sympathy and pity for themselves.

However, I can never forgive myself.

Although some harm was not directly given by you, and you never wanted her to be harmed, the end result was...she was hurt, and it was because of you.

In the past few days, Qin Yubei tortured himself every day, especially when facing Yin Qin.

He wanted to be with Yin Qin every day, but was afraid of being with Yin Qin.

He felt that he was going crazy!
"If you need to be quiet, just find a place to be quiet. It just so happens that we are here, so you don't have to worry about no one taking care of her."

Qin Yubei nodded, lowered his head and leaned against the railing, staring into the distance.

Gu Xingnian also looked at him, feeling a little melancholy in his heart.

Even if someone has harmed you and made you hurt, after all, he was once your friend, and emotion often defeats reason.

……

I don't know if it's because of the acclimatization. After An An arrived in Landing City, she didn't stop.

First I had diarrhea, then I had a fever. After all these things were cured, I suddenly became allergic.

There were large patches of rash on that fair little face, and Qin Shi was so anxious that he was going crazy.

Gu Xingnian has always regarded his daughter as a treasure. When An An had a fever, he said that he would take An An back. At that time, Qin Shi disagreed. Now, Gu Xingnian is so angry that he can't help but lift the table!
When Qin Shi was worried about An'an, he had to draw out his experience to comfort him: "Okay, okay, the doctor said that as long as she takes medicine on time every day, the allergies on her face will be cured soon, and she will never give it to her." What kind of scar does your baby girl have?"

"I don't think you care about your daughter at all!"

"How could it be? She is the flesh that fell from my body, and I love her more than any of you!"

"You know your sister now! You're not a doctor, so it's useless to stay here all day!"

Probably out of anxiety, Gu Xingnian began to speak indiscriminately.

Qin Shi was taken aback when he heard the words, and then felt very uncomfortable, and his eyes turned red.

As for Gu Xingnian, he regretted it immediately after saying this, and now seeing Qin Shi looking like he was about to cry, he blamed himself even more.

"Sorry, that's not what I meant."

Qin Shi didn't speak, but bit his lips tightly.

Gu Xingnian stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms, and continued to comfort her: "I really didn't mean that, don't cry, it's my fault, it's my fault."

"no……"

"Honey, I was wrong, hit me!"

Seeing Qin Shi's tears really fall, Gu Xingnian wished he could beat himself up.

How can you say such a bastard thing?How could she not feel sorry for her daughter?Back then, she had quarreled with herself about breastfeeding. If she didn't feel sorry for her daughter, how could it be like that?
"I was too anxious to say the wrong thing, it was my fault."

"No." Qin Shi spoke with a crying voice, terribly sad, "You're right, I'm not a doctor, and it's really useless for me to stay here, but, but... just because I can't help, That's why I want to stay here for a few more days and spend more time with her, we will go back sooner or later, and we don't know when we will meet again in the future, after all, she... is my blood-related sister!"

"Yes, my wife is right."

"I know you didn't mean it, but I'm still so sad."

"Damn me! You hit me!"

Gu Xingnian took Qin Shi's hand and greeted him in the face. Of course, Qin Shi would not really be willing to hit him.

The two of them were lying on their sides, when suddenly there was a coughing sound: "Ahem..."

Turning around, the person who appeared silently was Qin Feitong!

"Why are you here?" Qin Shi's eyes widened, his face full of disbelief.

Qin Feitong smiled slightly, pretending to be regretful: "It seems that I appeared at the wrong time, I deeply feel that I am guilty!"

"Don't talk to me!" Qin Shi glared at him, and continued to ask: "Did you arrive today?"

"Just arrived." Qin Feitong stopped teasing their thoughts, and his expression became serious: "Qin Yubei asked me to come."

"what happened?"

"Hmm..." Qin Feitong frowned, his expression extremely puzzled: "In your heart, have you always been unsure about being a doctor?"

(End of this chapter)